I would rather walk alone, think alone and eat alone. All I get is input from people about their life’s situation and other facts. Walking and talking takes lots of energy. I can’t eat in peace while people are talking loudly around me.
I’m getting a headache just processing all the extra, external stimulus and nonsense from people with common sense. Some of the information is just reiterating what I’ve heard from others or experienced myself. I’ve learned little from whatever my poor hearing could possibly pick up.
I’m getting a headache just from loading up on lunch of rice stick noodles from lunch and on Starbuck’s drink of chocolate smoothie. It’s too much carbohydrate and sugars, respectively. Although I didn’t spend money, I’ve got no energy left to care about what transpired during lunch. I’ve got to pay back Theresa for one Pho at $6.95 and one smoothie at $3.95 and Carolyn for the same Pho.
I miss the solitude of winds blowing through the tree boughs, the quiet leading up to cars rushing by, the birds flying, eating and singing, and the insects buzzing, creeping and crawling. I especially miss the bushes of tiny purple flowers and mostly the little dandylion flowers of powerful puffs of yellow. Roar! Roar! I cried a little just thinking about not seeing them everyday.
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