Tag: health

  • 20091001-Born Dirty

    Am I a dirty girl?
    My life is so mundane.
    At home, I sleep all day.
    This PC is all I have.
    I stay indoors all day.

    Am I a dirty girl?
    I do not play their games.
    One is either right or wrong.
    I sometimes feel their pains.
    I feel I don’t belong.

    Am I a dirty girl?
    Life’s blessings are enjoyed:
    the skies, the birds and seas.
    Pictures are made and share.
    I feel I should be free.

    Am I a dirty girl?
    I have no shopping skills
    or egos to maintain.
    I prefer to work alone.
    My work is not in vain.

    Am I a dirty girl?
    My self education
    shows life is back on track
    about love, light and me.
    The train of hope is back.

    First attempt at Monchielle poem…
    Compliments original 20060703-Born Bored

    Copyright © 2009 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • Self-cramping laughter

    20221123-2112. Earlier this evening during my musings about our favorite daily messengers, I’ve now programmed my left chest muscles to cramp upon laughing by “holding in my laughter”. So now I am NOT allowed to laugh out loud NOT unless I want to suffer a heart attack.

    However, I do NOT feel pain during these unexpected muscle spasms. In the past, I would get these painful “Charley Horses” in my calves, ankles or feet while lying down. My elderly father experiences these painful muscle spasms in his lower extremities, too.

    I believe that the vibrating feature of my Tempur-Pedic® bed helps to increase blood flow/circulation and that’s how I am able to avoid painful muscle spasms in my lower extremities, too. My elderly father sleeps on a regular flat mattress with NO vibrating or adjustable bed. So that’s why he is prone to painful muscles spasms in his lower extremities.

    I don’t know how to get rid of my newest programming and NOT be able to laugh out loud. Perhaps, that’s a sign NOT to laugh out loud like a lunatic. I should practice a cordial chuckle, a good-hearted giggle, or a subtle snicker.

    Whatever is the case, I get when we get too emotional, we are our own worst enemies. I believe we are capable of making ourselves sick and weak and quite the opposite as well!

    In the past, when I try to stifle a hearty laughter, I would cramp up ONLY from the right side band of muscles from the back and to the front, where the pain is MOST profound and the muscle spasms indents in between a section of ribcage. Now it’s the left chest muscle.

    My human form is annoying. But it’s all I have to work with.

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Frequent long naps on Sunday

    20221123-1713. A day before my monthly stuff, I had VERY restful LONG naps on Sunday! I felt so sleepy that I had to lie down. The sunshine was bright. The air was crispy and clean. And I did NOT feel the usual aches and pains on my left shoulder blade, neck, back, and joints.

    Then I recall that maybe I have NOT yet pooped! So I had to take my Senokot and washed the two tablets down with a full glass of water. I also tried to get rid of my half-and-half creamer and Old Fashioned chocolate milk. So both tablets and dairy/milk products aided in my digestion.

    Lo and behold and on the following day of Monday, I made lots of poop! I felt REALLY good to eliminate that build-up. That allowed the depressurization of my bodily system; so I could breathe easier and my heart beats seemed okay without the daily Rx. (Y’all see, I’m trying to ween myself from Rx, assuming that detoxifying from DAILY dark-roasted caffeinated coffee would help with the rapid heart beats).

    It was NOT the caffeinated coffee or the constipation that seemed to make me feel VERY sleepy and NOT fatigued but outta breath from the poop pressing up against the diaphragm! It was something else. But what? I do NOT know. I saw a YouTube video that an overly filled stomach can press against the Vagus Nerve of the heart, lungs, and digestive tract; thusly so the “heart palpitations” could be felt!

    So I gotta watch my potty mouth and HUGE appetite and basically “starve” or fast in between meals or just eat ONE meal a day! But no! Like all addictions, I too failed to control myself and continue to eat as if the next five to ten years would be my last ever since my elderly father took is first jab on 09/09/2022 – the day I died and absorbed his karmic decision to obey his Luciferase and palz.

    Yeah, so how are y’all doing? Great!

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Philips Respironics CPAP Recall

    20221122-2153. Yeah, so I’m waiting for my replacement device. But since my local county has failed to switch vendors, I’m stuck waiting for nothing and as a result I have heart-related issues due to my obstructive sleep apnea (or OSA). If TPTB and palz want me to die in my sleep, then this was probably their goal. We’ll see who is gonna pay: my DNA or THEIR way.

  • Useless idiot dreaming again

    20221122-2115. I’ve been having vivid dreams lately and this is due to lack of oxygen (per a chiropractor/gray alien many slong years ago). I noticed the past few days that I would stop breathing just before drifting off to sleep. With my sleep apnea and LOUD snoring, I’m sure that I’ve held my breath countless times during the nights. This has been happening since Philips recalled their machines and THEY/THEM have NOT yet replaced the devices. So I’m being intentionally left without the replacment CPAP machine, meaning THEY/THEM want me to stop breathing in my sleep and die. Get it?

    For whatever reason, I can’t get past the error messages after several account login attempts to find out the status. I’ve called the customer service and THEY/THEM said that I would get my replacement by the end of 2022 or whenever. If only THEY/THEM would speed up the processing, then I would NOT experience these heart-related incidences. See? Y’all are creating chaos by withholding life-sustaining stuff. If y’all hate me so much, then why are y’all taking so long to yeet me, huh?

    But my sleep results were “moderate”, meaning I’m NOT high priority and do NOT deserve this technology. In hindsight, I do NOT wanna be stuck with unused supplies. The silicone DOES melt after a while. And I do NOT like cleaning the parts. Plus, the head strap gets in the way of my hair. And the nose “plug” pushes in my cartilages. So there are drawbacks versus a life-long problem with the hearts. Stupid idiots! I hate y’all!

    So two nights ago, I dreamt of someone by the name of Sergio, who had dark hair of course. I do NOT know this character Sergio and only recollect the incidences during our high school piano recital on stage after which I SLOWLY performed a Segei Rachmaninoff piece only to be bested by Sergio who performed it like a professional. Later I learned that he was some sort of “class” as I saw two elderly white couple speak with him when the rest of us were mingling in the backstage.

    I now realized THEY/THEM have been using me, just like the Mormons, the Masons, and other spiritual, podcast, and blogging spooks, as a fugly “useless idiot”, similar to a “Idiot Party” which I derived from “Pig Party” via High I.Q. Married with Children – Wiki – Fandom and just to keep their Round Table New World Order of communism to themselves by any ways and means possible. And THEY/THEM do this though chumps like me. Get it?

    “Stay Woke”, THEY/THEM said. It’s more like stay asleep and keep the dream alive because y’all gotta be dreaming to believe this far-fetched stuff! I say burn all those Stay Woke shirts and ban all those who dare to use us “useful idiots” as sleeper cells to fulfill THEIR agendas. Keeping the masses uninformed and hiding history adds to my anger.

  • Painful back yesterday

    20221122-1341. I thew out my back after thirty minutes of leaning over/propping both elbows over the sink. I was cleaning the chicken: skinless/boneless thighs and legs. I usually pull out the veins containing the blot clots and other plastic-like membranes with green poop. The green poop gives the traditional homegrown farm smell, which does NOT bother unto moi.

    So I had unhinged my back like an OLD lady and walk around like I’m disabled, shuffling back and forth at home – doing my house chores. Then my heart rate started increasing and I had to take my Rx, which did NOT seem to calm my heart as I felt outta breath – just from shuffling like duck around the house! (I’m testing to “see” if it’s due to lack of caffeinated coffee for the past two days. False. My heart still palpitates probably from overloading my always-full stomach.)

    So I had to lie down in bed, gingerly as my back was stiff and painful, once again, like an OLD lady! After one-hour of Rx and blissful nap, I awoke to my still painful back as I could barely hop outta my foam mattress bed, which does NOT offer the edge support of REAL mattresses and ease of getting outta bed! The four caster wheels (for ease of moving the heavy bed and cleaning/vacuuming underneath) made the bed higher than my short bowed legs – thus contributing to the difficulty of getting outta bed!

    Of course, I also experienced the painful heel fascia, which I have recently gained from being an OLD lady! This painful heel fascia was probably due to lack of circulation due to the elevation of the feet section of my Tempur-Pedic® adjustable foam mattress bed. So I had to lower foot elevation and I was able to get outta bed without the painful heel fascia.

    Today, I still have mild painful stiff lower back an no painful heel fascia. Earlier this morning, I was able to complete my laundry of baby pillows (for covering my ears and supporting my elbows) and its hand-embroidered covers by Mom, fitted and flat sheets, and the normally static-cling bed covers made outta acrylic. The static cling dryer sheets helps to eliminate/reduce the annoying and painful electro-static shocks received from acrylic and polyester/blend fabrics/materials! I usually place two static cling dryer sheets for large loads, especially non-cotton fabrics/materials.

    I can’t raise my legs from a sitting position without experiencing the painful stiff lower back. This is the ongoing process and price of OLD age. It’s no fun but at least I have my LONG gray hair from STRESS of being shut-in, stuck with demons and other reptilianz who continue their narratives of doom/gloom, fear-mongering, and other politically-motivated communism or One World control.

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Can’t opt-out of stress

    20221120-0804. Is there an opt-out of beta or experimental WordPress testing? Because I do NOT recall and did NOT agree that my blog site should be used to mess up stuff.

    Why? Just because I have the time in the world and nothing better to do but to provide feedback and suggestions?

    No! It’s because of stress! I’m an old fart and can’t handle these constant inconveniences!

    I need a stable and working blog site NOT something that’s annoying. Because I’m putting all this out on Twitter!

    If I have pre-diabetes, the blood glucose level CAN be affected and be increased due to stress.

    For the past few days, I drank vanilla chai drink and noticed that when I drink a good amount of sugar that I would take LONG hours of naps!

    No wonder I have insomnia! I was “starving” or rather trying to go in a diet and the change in my diet affected the ability to digest and eat large amount of food like I used to eat in the past.

    So that’s why I’m wondering why y’all are allowing this stuff to affect my shit. Should I toggle off the debug and other privacy sharing metrics on my blog sites?

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Spooky spooks injured wrist

    20221103-0826. Yesterday I went in for my adjustment session. I had three left and now only two.

    I saw the paper sign posted on a wall or door with plastic tape and a handwritten not that doctor Bryon had something wrong with his wrist.

    That goes with the job. I noticed the Tuy girl wore a wrist brace as she worked on me last week. She tiny and could barely lift my big pumpkin head to adjust. But she mostly did the percussion wand to open up my energy meridians and I really felt good. She weeks worked on me the prior session too.

    Prior to that session, Mike worked on me. I could feel his energetic warm hands. He and others of his industry are “specially gifted” just like our favorite daily messengers was two weeks ago. He would be the second who probably uses, what of that term/word, telekinetic or telekinesis.T

    The first encounter with real laying off hands techniques was through my job’s occupational therapy. The building is located up north near my favorite BestBuy computer stores where i donate electrical and computer stuff for recycling and or reselling.

    So after that session, which was three weeks ago, i was headed to the exit but had to walk past for leather chairs where patients waited for their turn.

    The closest leather chair to the exit doors just leading to the lobby area i saw a brownie with wide eyeballs looking at me. He was wearing a hat matching suit as Bryon was working on someone else.

    Outta the corner of my right eyeball i saw that he was flashing the upside pyramid hand signal between his legs like what the Father of Vaccines DJT would do countless time to show his allegiance to his group.

    I flashed my hand signal back but his eyeballs were still wide eyed and looking at me or at the back of Bryon’s head: he was sitting down adjusting a patient.

    I walked past and in between both characters when i heard in a loud voice: goodbye, [my full first name]! I was startled and mumbled something like: thank you doctor bryon followed by my muffled sound of what someone would make when forced to answer.

    That’s all. Flynnspaws.

  • Nighttime zipping zoom by

    20221001-0153. Welp, I can’t sleep again. This time my tummy hurts. And I’m lying on my left side facing due southbound towards the bedroom window.

    Of course I saw something like a long dark shadow zip from due east towards due west along the ceiling above the bedroom window.

    That’s all until I fall asleep while I watch YouTube videos. FlynnsPaws.

  • Today’s health update. Woozy!

    20220927-1733. I’d like to report that I felt woozy with the feeling of vertigo or as if wanting to pass out!

    I awoke twice this morning, took my heart pills due to last year’s incidences with heart palpitations, which was really brought out due to elevated lipids (my DNA and NOT because of lack of exercise or proper nutrition) and scream/yelling my head off at my elderly father for wanting and ultimately getting his two Covid-19 vaccines AND two booster shots!

    So I’m that one that got sick and NOT him. As per my OLD now yeeted Twatter posts about getting pimples and then blood clots, I’ve been feeling good spiritually as I give thanks to Our Heavenly Father constantly but I’ve been feeling worn down, too.

    So I awoke at the same time that my elderly father would come down for his VERY late breakfast on/about ten o’clock usually but today 10:30 am, whatever.

    I did NOT feel good and had to poop my crap which was probably held hostage for a couple of days. And since I’m experiencing early dementia (per my Ancestors and/or 23andMe genetic health report) or really foggy-brained forgetfulness, I took one dose/the usual two tablets of sennocides earlier this morning, just to be sure.

    So after ejecting the offensive material from my body, I really did NOT feel good. I was probably colder and NOT quite awake and had to lie back down in bed where I slept/regenerated my energies for another two to three hours.

    That was about the SAME time that my elderly father spoke with Ben at the front of our chainlink fence and when my dad came indoors to have lunch which was probably 1:30 pm.

    Yeah so I skipped my usual lunch of rice, meat and salad and just had coffee, three beets to split with my dad’s salad ingredient, and some cut melon (the orange version and NOT the green version which is called cantaloupe!)

    Now I feel better just relaxing in front of my computer and soaking in the BRIGHT sunshine through my south-facing bedroom window. Nowadays the sunshine has been VERY intense – so strong that my forearms are now MEDIUM-dark brown while the rest of me are pale skin. Yuck!

    That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Hosanna in the highest!

    https://ourspiritualworld.blogspot.com/2022/09/coming-together-and-zombie-switch-elul.html

    20220921-1102. So today is partly sunny with mostly clouds just like yesterday! I love cooler temperature as I was born in the winter of the same month just like Nick the eldest son. Duh.

    I awoke feeling sore and just now 20220921-1105 told my father that tomorrow would be my last ketosis or keto diet. I told him I took mostly water yesterday with two emergency electrolyte powered packs.

    Today I took medium roast coffee with grass-fed half-half milk. This morning about three hours ago, I felt the first hunger pangs of pain in my stomach but for some reason that sensation did NOT last long!

    I know I can do this. I noticed that if I don’t consume some sort of energy-derived sustenance, I would feel bodily pain which I’m experiencing right now. I rationalized that I can do this until tomorrow, which is the third day.

    I’ve never done this and had an incoming thought to try fasting every Friday or is that every Saturday. I’m observing that I could probably feel some rib bones through my FATNESS! Yes, I’m proud to be FAT!

    I was told to lose weight by my doctor but without medication to help, I’m genetically doomed/predisposed to have a HUGE appetite and enjoy meals.

    It’s the bottom of my feet all my life that have given me limited mobility. Everything above my feet seems normal functioning. It’s the foundation that needs to be strengthen as are the core spiritual values to focus mainly on Our Heavenly Father.

    Unfortunately, with our experiences to reincarnate as humanz, being a sinner is no fun: addicted to ego, food, and all sort of secular vices imaginable, like lighting colorful candles, pointing my athame knife in any direction, and mumbling incoherent prayers probably to fallen angels.

    Now I know better than dabbling to the unknown but without the bloody stuff. It’s all about repentance of ego: to experience hunger, to stop practicing New Aged rituals, offerings, sacrifices, and to begin anew with the Almighty by knowing by heart and reading daily the Bible.

    This is: “The Covenant (Episode 21) which was yeeted but downloaded thankfully by moi within thirty minutes of receiving the email yesterday on/about 1523pm.

    I’m NOT sure if this was a mass email as I’m curious if that was the case, then I’m wondering if I’m the only one who received it or NOT and if that podcaster and the other guy are the one and same as he continues to mention similar themes about chemtrails and vaccines.

    Just saying and wonder. That’s all. FlynnsPaws.

  • Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!

    https://ourspiritualworld.blogspot.com/2022/09/continue-your-fasting-and-prayer-make.html

    20220921-1038. Yesterday was interesting as I set about to move TWO huge furniture despite numbness and tingling in my hands and fingers and feet and toes, more o the left wrist bone from snowboarding falls over 20 years ago. Never did recover.

    So I was lying down the whole time. Earlier that morning my elderly father wanted to visit the graves and walk outdoors. But I hollered that I did NOT want to go out. But I didn’t tell him until mumbling during his lunchtime that I was NOT hungry: this is true because I lost sense of taste, loss of appetite, and pretty much there was NO stomach pain from hunger!

    I did NOT think about the proper description to him but mumbled under my breath and then louder something about ketosis or keto diet. I’ve never gone without any sort of grub and this is fine! I can do this: but since I-AM NOT a medical expert, this is by no means medical advise, especially if y’all have medical conditions, such as diabetes, of course.

    But on/about 1800 pm my local time, I got up and was inspired:- the same word used by our favorite messenger with regards to the word “birb”, which he probably does NOT realize has been “meme” for quite awhile and sometime earlier this that I discovered mentioned countless time online.

    I made this decision because I had the energy and like I said inspiration AND due to the fact that I needed to dust and vacuum up spider webs!

    And the first HUGE furniture was the China cabinet, which I unloaded containing OLD, gold-like trimmed dishes (matching plates and cup) and other porcelain-like dishes and gold-like trimmed drinking glasses.

    Thank goodness for furniture moving disks or pads for the legs. I had to remove two tempered-glass shelves to lighted the move! I vacuumed and dusted and transferred back the contents BUT stored the daily dishes inside the pantry so as NOT to overload the wooden floor of the living room.

    Then the next lighter furniture was the tall book case. I unloaded the military year books, children’s books from our childhood, recipe books, and Britannica encyclopedias (the Junior red version and the adult black version)-at least fifteen volumes each. This went into the family room which contains the old Singer sewing machine and the old Kimball upright piano.

    Now the dining room entertainment area contains my Casio electric piano and my microphone stand, along with the standard cable television/DVR device. I had to place the King-sized wooden headboard which does NOT look good my two Twin extra-long twin adjustable beds. The second bed is free for whoever. Yup.

    So now I’m in pain mostly in my fingers and now my neck/should areas. I had to traction my back/spine while lying in bed and constantly adjusted my lower extremities. My ankle and feet and toes managed to take the load, thanks in part to my thick special marathon running socks.

    The rest of me is okay. But I felt dehydrated yesterday and felt one of my foot cramp up:- this is signal unto moi that I must replenish my fluids. So I immediately opened/ingested two powered packets into my water, which helped. I only drank mostly water besides this electrolyte treatment: I did NOT want to have a heart attack or pass out. I know if I see tunnel vision/circular darkness engulf my vision, my sugar is low.

    Yeah, thank you to Our Heavenly Father. Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!