Flynn’s Blogs and Dreams

20061003-Dream Worlds

I kept dreaming of being in this building.
I would walk counter clockwise and end up the same place.
This place had people in the middle of the corridor.
I remember seeing balloons.
To my right, there was a child crying on the bed.
There were some other people to my right.
I sent my good thoughts to this child.
He stopped crying. He had light eyes.

Last week’s dream:
I was among at least five people.
They were facing me.
I kept sending good thoughts to these people.
This tall lighter haird female was to my right.
She was wearing and pink and purple outfit.
She seemed to move away from me each time I sent go thoughts to her.

posted by Flynn B. @ 8:46 PM

20060916-Dream Worlds

I awoke after 05:30PM on Saturday, 09-16-2006 from a nice afternoon nap.

I remember a map with numbers marking the roads.
I see one dot on the map and a city starting with the name of ‘Los.’
I said to someone on my left I drove up there several times to ‘Hamilton.’

I befriended a guy who was thinner and slightly shorter than me.
We were going to this restaurant and saw it was Dxxxxy’s at night.
The place inside was dimly lit.
Both of us sat down and ordered our meal.

posted by Flynn B. @ 10:42 PM

20060911-Dream Worlds

I remember hanging out with this black guy with portly stomach.
He didn’t touch me after several times but I was bent over.
He knuckled what would be my oranged-colored, sacral chakra.

posted by Flynn B. @ 8:30 PM

20060831-Dream Worlds

I dreamt of a babbling brook, which flowed directly due westward along the north side of our backyard. I propped the leftside of my whole body on the banks of this fast running water with my feet facing eastward. I wore my light blue colored jeans but didn’t care that I got those pair wet as I splashed my feet into the water. I could see my jeans becoming soaked with the water as I continued to hear the sound of the rushing water and to see the water jump over the boulders along the path.

posted by Flynn B. @ 10:47 PM

20060814-Dream Worlds

I remember very tall houses with the height of five stories.
But these houses were really two stories high.
They were built close together and mostly white.
I do not remember any vivid coloration.

I walked with someone else in search of a place.
We later drove to the location down this row of houses.
The location was far end of the right row of houses.
The place was dimly lit and had many items.

There was a seller of these items.
There were some other people looking around also.

posted by Flynn B. @ 12:36 AM

20060801-Goodbye

There were people around us but seemed mostly in front.
My husband to my left and the exit was to my right.
I cried because we had to stay in a foreign land.
My husband and I hugged each other.
But there was no pain.

posted by Flynn B. @ 10:01 PM

20060728-Dream Worlds

This dream occurred around 07:30AM on Friday, 07-28-2006.

I.
I was a girl who stuck out her tongue.
I rang a bell, which held in my hand.
The community was Asiatic.

To my right, I saw stone cliff with house carved into mountain.
The doors were finely etched with carvings.
There were at least three doors.
People lived inside and would come out the greet others.
A girl came out from the farthest door to the left.
She was probably prettiest girl in town.

I continued to look around from wooden second story balcony.
The balcony was open to the air.
I saw people walking around the courtyard below.
I saw a family looking at me from my left.
I stuck my out tongue at them.
They saw me with surprised looks on their faces.

I heard bearded guy singing in background.
I wanted to head downstairs to the courtyard below.
I turned 180 degrees around to my left.
I went down the hall.
There were stairs leading downward to my right.
I turned right from the bottom of the stairs.
I walked ahead to somewhere.

II.
I saw a dojo with a name similar to ‘Kaimna’.
The owner of this place is a guy.
He happened to be my guy.
I went there during the nighttime.
I remembered being indoors.
The indoors was somewhat lighted.

I went downstairs to answer the door.
I saw my brother was at the front door.
I opened front door with my guy at lobby also.
I felt my brother was angry at first.
My brother realized the owner of the house was important.
My brother apologized to the owner.

I had an upstairs bedroom across from a sick person.
There were other people upstairs where the rooms were located.
I passed by her room twice.
Her room smelled of sickness and moisture.
The sick person was lying in bed.
There were two attendants with her.

posted by Flynn B. @ 7/30/2006 12:08:00 AM

20060622-Dream Worlds

This dream seemed to have occurred in the past.

The scene was mostly dark with little colors.
The mountain rises from left to right.
There was at least one tall building to the right.
This was supposed to be prime real estate.

My brother bought this ‘house’.
He wanted to see beyond and from out of the top.
He wanted this ‘house’ because it was the tallest.
The building was shaped like the Eiffel Tower in France.

I walked up past these two tall and wide iron gates.
From outside, the building seemed higher and suspended on wires.
I seemed to be struggling with this building.
I was almost as tall as the building, which felt very light.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/22/2006 08:34:00 AM

20060619-Dream Worlds

1. I met this tall pale guy and he seemed similar to a ‘William’.
   
   We passed the counter of dark colored people to our right.
   
   They smiled with white teeth in recognition of this guy.
   
   The guy threw something at them in payment.
   
   They wore white that covered them except their faces.

The attendant directed us to this room to our left.
The gray room had no noticeable lighting or windows.
I washed my feet in a container of water and flowers.
This was located in front of a floor where we would sleep.

He was already to the left and I made my way around the right.
We lay down and his very long tongue probed mine.
I swallowed something important like money.
I was thinking about how this would leave my system.

We later went to have drinks in the other room to our right.
The double door was mostly glass.
The room had lots cushions with different drinks.
There was low end cushion nearest the door.
I knelt beside him to the right as he poured the drink.

1. The other scene involved hiding this old woman.
   
   She and I were running away from an unknown.
   
   We made our way through this outdoor field.
   
   The field had many groups singing, dancing and playing.

We made our way towards a group of dark colored people.
We were sitting in the middle of the fields of grass among them.
I faced the direction of our original entry and saw a tall dark guy.
I spoke to a tall dark guy who said, “I do not understand your English”.

The old woman was sitting to my left.
She was wearing gray covering.
She was thicker than me.
She had her back turned away from our original entry.

We were gathered into this small but very brightly lit room of white.
I told this old person to sit on the far end in the back room on the left side
She sat with the wall to her left and me to her right.
I imagined I would lean forward to hide her more with my long dark hair.

1. The child came out of this contraption.
   
   He cried as he touched the charred remains of this contraption.
   
   The flames were all around him as he stood in the middle.
   
   The child screamed as I hovered above and away from this scene.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/19/2006 08:43:00 AM

20060611-Dream Worlds

I dreamt of a spider crawling upwards to my right field of vision.
I imaged the spider turning into gold color.
Then I thought of this spider being on top of a scepter.

My attention then was on a globe.
I saw each continent turn into gold.
Then I saw each ocean turn into gold.

I heard chimes in my right ear hole.
I awoke at 12:21AM Pacific Time.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/11/2006 10:01:00 PM

20060610-Dream Worlds

I was hovering above a vast ocean.
There were some lands below.

Mom and I were traveling on a boat.
There were islands to our left.
Some tribes were having warfares.
We sped up to avoid the wars.

There were islands to our right.
We saw some dark skinned people.
They were sitting in front of the building.
One older lady seemed to be the leader.
The warring tribes were across a small inlet to their left.

We stopped and Mom told me ‘guidance.’
I was angry that she didn’t come back.
I got on my boat and sped off on plants growing on water.
This was from behind and to the left of building.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/10/2006 10:24:00 AM

20060608-Dream Worlds

I dreamt of riding a boat inside this building.
The was inside of the building was a pyramid.

The interior color was mostly orange.
Torches were high on the wall and straight ahead.
Panels may have been to the left of each torch.

The boat traveled in clockwise direction.
The travel was slow at first and then got faster.
Prior to each corner turn, there was that one torch.

In later dream, I saw a shadowed guy to my right field of vision.
He was wearing shades.

In another dream, I saw the numbers 24-27.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/10/2006 10:11:00 AM

20060606-Dream Worlds

1. I dreamt of going downstairs to a small cement basement.
   
   There was disfused light somewhere and outside.
   
   There were two closed windows with screens.
   
   The screen of the right window looked ajar.

There was someone lying near the foot of the door.
There was liquid near this person and possibly urine.
Other people were coming in from behind me.
She stepped throught the puddle and left shoe marks.

1. I dreamt of a lady with a check register.
   
   She had entries marked in red colored ink.
   
   The penmanship was very light and not clean.
   
   She seemed to be the owner of this small basement.

There were other people here that seemed like co-workers.
The table seemed to fit everyone so they could sit around.
I sat in front of her with the two windows behind me.

The was one guy to my right wearing a white long sleeve shirt.
He was joking about his odor and showering habits.
He motioned applying underarm deodorant to both pits.

We talked about working out in the gym.
There was little to be done in the morning.
I fazed through the walls behind me.
And I saw a wall of small gray lockers to my right.
The guy offered on of his locker to store our work out clothes.

1. I saw people lying down on our old king sized master bed.
   
   There were rock musicians with two on either side of my brother.
   
   This is a weird dream because I wanted to get a photo.
   
   But one musician kept waking up; so I couldn’t sneak a shot.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/06/2006 09:02:00 AM

20060603-Dream Worlds

I dreamt of driving too long and felt exhausted.
His hand had reached out to cradle the left part of my head.

I felt my head being rested on a comfortable pillow.
I settled in and closed my eyes from the back seat.

The vehicle continued forward without a driver.
I felt further comforted by this pale individual.

But I had to get back in the driver’s seat.
I crawled from the back seat and out the left door.

The vehicle was still moving forward.
I felt the exhaustion has been reduced only a little.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/04/2006 02:55:00 AM

20060530-Dream Worlds

I awoke at around 07:30AM.

The first dream was about attending class.
I remember being in several class rooms.
One class was for dancing, which I was not passing.
I was reading or writing something in one room.
I later came back to this classroom to attend.
The teacher was female and she had many students.

The second dream was about cold climates.
I was inside a building made out of heavy opaque plastic.
I walked a long hallway towards a room.
I could see the plastic blowing from the wind.
There were sections with people talking.
There was a closed door to my right.
I saw dark and light shades to designate this door.

The room had items stored in shelves.
The room was lighted from inside.
The shelves stopped about two feet from a window.
The outside air was very cold below 35 degrees.
I saw darkness outside this window.
I saw frost coming tand felt the coldness.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/30/2006 09:05:00 PM

20060429-Dream Worlds

I awoke at 04:22PM to the tune of ‘Fur Elise’ from the passing ice cream truck in the background below.

1. I dreamt of a dark green and brown scene this afternoon.
   
   There were houses sitting on swamp land.
   
   The land was mostly brown and barren.
   
   There were houses of people burning.

There were houses of people burned.
At least three houses were still smoldering.
These were mostly to my right as I walked this path.
To my left was a high embankment of soil with no houses.

I zoomed to see two maps of cape horns.
One had a hidden space that is revealed on low tide.
Tourists would look over into the ocean and not notice this area.

I asked where this swamp land of houses what located.
I zoomed into the map and was surprised that it was more inland.

1. I dreamt of walking with people this morning.
   
   The scene was bright and soft brown.
   
   I saw my dad walking behind to my right.
   
   I told him to be careful not to fall into the gorge to the right.
   
   I listened as we all walked towards more scenic routes.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/29/2006 04:52:00 PM

20060424-Dream Worlds

I awoke at 08:15AM.

1. I dreamt of a quartet.
   
   They were playing stringed instruments.
   
   They wore funny but colorful costumes.
   
   They performed straight in front of me.

Later, I saw people dancing on stage.
They wore funny but colorful costumes.
The same quartet was playing on stage.
heard two familiar tunes but forgot.

1. I dreamt of a kitchen.
   
   There were at least five people around me.
   
   These people were rehearsing their lines.
   
   These people spoke slowly to get the lines right.

These people didn’t seem all that smart.
There was a guy named *on to my left.
He manned the microwave.

1. I dreamt of a nightime.
   
   There were buildings.
   
   There were streetlights.
   
   I squated at door and looked outside.

I saw four very tall pale guys smoking weed.
They were horseplaying in the center.
They threw their stubs at the wall to my right.
I saw the third one had dark hair.
He looked from a certain region.

I went inside the mostly glass building.
I sat among strangers between two groups.
To my left were pale women with dark hair.
To my right were pale Asian guys up to five.

The leader of the Asian group walked in from our left.
He wore a long trench coat, which is possibly light beige.
I saw his face up close as he passed by in front of me.

The women and I left for the same door where I squated.
The door was to my then o’clock direction.
I said ‘Thank you’ as we women left the building.

We all walked pass the same center.
A tall woman walked to my left.
She was possibly the leader.
Both of us were in front.

She held her hands around my head as we walked.
She told me to say something twice.
I complied.
I heard her say ‘Pavlov Dog’ each time.

I heard the tune in the background:
Hum Hum Hum Hum Hum: Don’t Fill Me Up.

1. I dreamt of a place with people.
   
   The place seemed to have greenery.
   
   I sat inside a cubby made of stone.

There was this guy to my right.
He seemed to ask something.
I told him something.

We sat upright together side by side.
We closed our eyes and I fell backwards laughing.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/24/2006 08:28:00 AM

20060423-Dream Worlds

I awoke around at 10:30AM on Sunday, 04-23-2006.

I saw a pale skinned male with long dark hair.
This person wore a light green, sheer top that exposed the upper chest.
Someone was angry at this person and grabbed the top.
Another person later hugged the person to comfort.

I dreamt of a church.
I heard and saw the word ‘Roselyn’.
The place was dark inside.
There were people inside.
I saw purple robes but this might have been a separate dream.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/24/2006 01:23:00 AM

20060411-Dream Worlds

I dreamt of a run down building.
There was enough light indoors.
There were more than one floor.
There were people with me.
We walked up a flight of stairs.

There seems to be a guy living with others.
There were debris and junks everywhere.
One pile of junk had a broken stroller, which is all I remembered.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/11/2006 10:48:00 AM

20060410-Dream Worlds

I awoke around 07:30AM. I dreamt of five scenes

1. I dreamt of possessed little doggies.
   
   There were five outside with red glowing eyes.
   
   The first dream showed only one then later the rest.

I had holy water to dowse on these critters.
Each one recognized me and seemed friendly.
I would open up the glass sliding door slightly from left to right.

This first one looked like a dark colored pekinese.
I dowsed both through the narrow opening of the glass door.

The third one was barking at the right of the glass door.
It was barking at something inside to my right scene.
I dowsed that one through the walls.

The fourth and fifth ones made a run to the left side of the backyard.
I dowsed both through the walls as I followed for a long chase.

The fifth one had a brown bird in its mouth.
I saw the head of the small version of a pelican head with large beak.
This head was bitten off during the run and fell to the ground.

1. There was a vertical container made out of brick in the backyard.
   
   There were grills made out of black colored iron as doors to top and bottom.
   
   The container is similar to a washer and dryer combination.
   
   The container had inside plastic and wire hangers full full of clothes.

The first scene showed this container to the right of the glass door.
I was able to reach over and do something with the top container.
The first dog was still a dust pile straight ahead in the distance of the glass door.

The container then moved to the far right side of the glass door about one room away.
I went outside to do something with the container, which was near the wall.
I went outside again and found the container went forward its size in distance.
I looked to my right only to see the glass sliding door.

I sensed invisible forces that were around me.
I thought good thoughts and made those go away.

1. I gathered some paper about these possessed doggies.
   
   I had plastic forks and other items to the left scene also.

I was looking to burn these so these won’t pollute the environment.
I asked my brother how I could destroy these papers and other items.
I ended up throwing these away in a large garbage container.

I recalled noone would bother to check debris since this was back in the 1800’s

1. These garbage container seemed to the right scene.
   
   They seemed close by to the glass sliding door.
   
   I had opened up the coverings to let the light into this dark room.
   
   The dark room was twice to three time the size of a normal living room.
   
2. I saw people dancing in this brightly lit room from around the 1800’s.
   

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/10/2006 07:55:00 AM

20060409-Dream Worlds

I awoke at 06:53PM all refreshed after a nice late afternoon nap. I dreamt of six scenes.

1. The first scene was in an auditorium.
   
   I was inside a large auditorium full of smart people.
   
   There were people being presented.
   
   One guy introduced a total super genius.
   
   This genius solved and equation in fifteen seconds.
   
   The equation was pre-written above in answer below on the blackboard.
   
   There was one particular symbol I did not recognize located below the formulae.
   
   The forumlae had squares roots added together from left to right.
   
   He summed up vertially writtine numbers within each square root.
   
   He wrote more numbers below each sqaure root.
   
   Each sqaure root had a whole number that added to the final answer.
   
2. 
   

   The second scene was in a bathroom.
   
   The bathroom seemed run down.
   
   I went to the white wash basin tucked to the right behind a wall.
   
   I went to the left of the wall to find an empty stall.
   
   The stall had two toilets close together.
   
   I used the one on the right.
   
   I heard something drop into the sink.
   
   I heard the water running.
   
   I went over to retrieve my glasses because I thought left it on the sink.
   
   Another and more rounded glass frame was not mine.
   
   Both glass frame arms that rounded over the ears.
   
   Theses were the flexible and very lightweight frames.

   
   
3. 
   

   The third scene was outside a building.
   
   I was walking with another person towards another tall building.
   
   Both buildings were run down and very tall.
   
   There was an alley way leading between both building.
   
   We had to cross a street to get to the other building.

   
   
4. 
   

   The fourth scene was walking through the alley way.
   
   There were people hanging around to the right of the wall.
   
   As we walked, a dark lady with a tight white outfit appeared.
   
   She was practicing her nunchucks in the distance.
   
   She started throwing smaller pieces at the wall to our right.
   
   These pieces bounced off the wall and returned to her each time.
   
   She did this at least twice.
   
   She stopped with the final one when we got close.
   
   Another person hanging out from the right left came in front of us.

   
   
5. 
   

   I talked with this lady from the bathroom to this building.
   
   I was looking for a three digit room number starting with two (2).
   
   The inside of the building had two long stairways next to each other.
   
   These two stairways lead to the second story.
   
   I was on the opposite side of the building.
   
   I saw these stairs and made my way upwards.
   
   I reached the room that I was looking for.
   
   I saw a guy who confirmed my location.

   
   
6. 
   

   I was walking with a bunch of bruts.
   
   We came downstairs from the left scene into a gray black colored dungeon.
   
   There was a window brightly lit to the right of the scene.
   
   The two cages were to the back of the left scene.
   
   One cages with one tucked away further back.
   
   The second cage was more noticeable with a slight wall to the left of the door.
   
   This noticeable door had a circular symbol on it as well as the other one.
   
   There was someone or something important in this leftmost door.
   
   They were trying to remove this one from inside the cage.

   
   

I am finished with this dream world because I could here my mom hollering downstairs that it’s time to eat dinner. 04-09-2006 07:20PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/09/2006 07:00:00 PM

20060408-Dream Worlds

I had two dreams from this morning at 06:50AM and this afternoon at around 05:30PM.

1. My first dream was of being in Egypt.
   
   There were people around me of mostly men.
   
   We were inside a room, which seems to be a pyramid.

I saw a pyramid shaped object on the table.
The object was clear and open like a bundt cake container.
The object had a small spout flowing downward.

This pyramid shaped object held a red colored liquid.
These people mentioned human blood, especially of children.
My impression in this dream was these people needed that supply.

My dream switched to another room.
Another person to my right approached me.

1. My second dream was outdoors.
   
   There was a rocky outgrowth of rocks.
   
   A man had chiseled off a big chunk, an armful size.
   
   The worth of this piece of slate is worth thousands of dollars.

The man then climbed further uphill for whatever reason.
He chiseled off a small piece, which fell to the ground below.
He wanted to retrieve that one because that’s was worth lots.

I was in a hurry a place on a hill.
The place was a white building with a very skinny black cross on it.
The door to the place was shut closed.
I held in my hand my piece of slate in order to enter.
The person behind the door was there and didn’t open the door.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/08/2006 09:46:00 PM

20060330-Dream Worlds

I got out of bed 04:11AM and online at 04:36AM.

The first dream was of three people going inside this room.
The hotel room was to my right where our family stayed.
One girl who didn’t smoke was to my left.
She showed us this very thin brown cigarette.

We opened the door to the hotel room.
It was small enough to fit two bunker sized bed.
There were people still in bed in front of us.

Their heads faced the nine o’clock direction.
People looked up to see us come in.
There were two or three people on top.

The two parents were below with the husband behind the wife.
The wife was to the husband’s right.
She cried and struck the husband on his chest.
She told us that the husband was going back to his mother.

The second dream was of two people.
This was my brother and his girlfriend.
They wanted to get a room at this hotel.
This seemed the same hotel of the first dream.

I zoomed into the hotel, which was in the woods.
The first floor had two rooms.
The two rooms were divided by this one door.
The first floor was being cleared for a celebration.

This celebration seemed similar to a new years event.
I imagined seeing a televised program of people dancing.
The dancing occurred on this first floor.
There were people dressed up for this event.

Note: I seem to recall dreaming this second scene before.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/30/2006 04:37:00 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

20060614-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening to another fine day. Nothing but more hard work happened to me. I’ve cross trained the brat, who seems to be very sniffly from day one and very fidgety. People from the East Bay know what I’m talking about when certain person get very ‘fidgety,’ especially around noontime for him in particular. He either gets very calm and quiet or very sleepy in the mid afternoon. 11:14PM

The temporary brat from the East Bay revealed to me via YM! how close he was to my first cousin who passed away in 1992. He wanted me to message the correct spelling of the last name for the sister of this deceased cousin, who we nicked named as ‘Cabbage Jay’ because of his cheeks when he was a baby. I personally do not know this ‘fidgety’ character even though he is related as cousin in-law, by the way. 11:16PM.

I am not too sure what is going to happen in the upcoming weeks. I only care to know how many more hours I must spend working on the computer at work and driving in my car. 10:48PM. I do not like these temporary workers getting too nosy in my personal life. At 11:20PM ‘Feign Hurt’ has been mysteriously very, very quiet the whole day. And my other co-worker bumped her off the whole day too. 11:22PM.

I came home 05:00PM because the accounting system at work failed to work at around 04:30PM. I was in the middle of printing one of the last two lockbox work and another report for the credit card work. I went right to bed until 07:00PM and ate dinner after my parents finished theirs. 10:50PM.

I hand fed the ailing TC and started organizing the house some more. There has got to be less trinkets and small items to throw away. My next project is to organize lots of candle holders; old VCR tapes; and old cards of birthdays and invitations; and old photographs. 10:52PM.

In the closet across from the front door, I emptied out two cabinets of this plastic caddy. The old cards have been stored upstairs in another container. I’ve removed lots of extra brown colored extension cords from this broken, pink colored trash can and lots of plastic carpet protector discs from this plastic bag. 11:01PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ complained about her bedside table being too big. So ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I replaced that big one with the smaller one from the living room. The bigger one now displays the picture frames; while the smaller one has ‘Kali-Maw’s medicines on top. She now has a slightly wider area to move around and from up and down her viewing chair. 10:54PM.

I want to find another place for their television and replace that one with a plasma to hang on the wall. ‘Kali-Maw’s smaller bedside table would be better nearer ‘Shiva-Paw’ at a corner, which is currently occupied by the bulky television. 10:55PM

I plan to move ‘Shiva-Paw’s bedside table over near ‘Kali-Maw’s but at the moment we need to find that new plasma television to have nicely on the wall. I will insist on that one and convince them that I could use one upstairs in the computer room, which has not cable unfortunately. 10:56PM.

I replaced one higher plastic table with a lower plastic one as the table for the television guide and remote control. The two extra plastic tables are to be used for visitors according to ‘Kali-Maw’. I placed a pink circular table cloth on this unpainted table, which holds our bulky air filter. 10:57PM.

I drank two coffee drinks and three capsules of these intestinal cleaning supplements to encourage some movement, which was hard but not as painful with proper ointment treatment. I have to exercise the muscles inside very conscientiously to avoid blowing the hole below during my lifetime of painfree existence in this slightly overweight body of mine. 11:04PM.

From 10:30PM to 10:50PM, my connection has been interrupted. I am dismayed that the freeloading backstabbers continue to plague this writer’s attempt get online whenever she pleases and to report the truth from her simple world. Why do people do their jobs so well in their sleep, by the way? The sleeping people could say, ‘No!’ or ‘I refuse to participate in interrupting peoples’ right to express themselves openly!’ 11:06PM.

I heard a copter in the distance around, say, at 11:07PM. I am currently sitting on a lawn chair and the foam material meant for elevating the person while sleeping. The flare up is ever present and lurks below as I blog this entry. I hope to recover faster. 11:11PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/14/2006 10:50:00 PM

20060613-Daily Blogs

Overall: The whole day was nothing but typing by my sitting and standing. I managed to finish four day of the six lockbox works. I am that fast a working and accurate too. 11:59PM.

I cross trained my brat cousin-in-law on the Canadian lockbox first so he could get the feel of cash applications, which he could take over for all I care. I am tired of working for nothing and my flare ups indicate my time at this company will soon be over. 06-14-2006 12:01AM

His brain was burned because I confused the lad with the procedures in the main lockbox responsiblity. His hyperactive yet understanding brain will do fine at this company of tools. 06-14-2006 12:02AM

We three co-workers went across the street to a deli to get food for lunch. I got a Polish sausage for old times sake. Yum. 06-14-2006 12:19AM

As we walked, the twosome complained about the other temp, who is intentionally slow. She is wasting company time. I don’t like pretenders like this temp in our department. She is a security issue because she gets very personal; talks too much to get the work done; and converses with any and all the people, including the sales department. 06-14-2006 12:13AM

Then the twosome conversed about ministry and first fruit. I do not understand who makes up this garbage. Food is food; wine is wine; poop happens! These people have personal issues and these religious dogmas are too limiting to my big brain. I very much dislike people talking about being god-sends or mouth-pieces for opportunities to give up ten percent of their hard earned pennies. 06-14-2006 12:15AM

I went home feeling good about the little effort today although my email and remedy tickets are piling up. No one cares really. 06-14-2006 12:02AM

I found my parents’ wood work to house both the cable box and this old television bought from Japan some thirty years ago. My suggestion last night was to have the cable box sit below the television so they won’t forget to turn off both machines when finished viewing. 06-14-2006 12:04AM

I ended up staining their small project with this redwood colored stain around 06:00PM and 08:00PM. I plan give the item a third coat tomorrow morning before work. It is water soluable and comes off the fingers and hands nicely. I didn’t wear gloves. 06-14-2006 12:06AM

The parakeets had energy tonight as we observed while eating dinner. Fat Budgie jumped from one swing to the other with gusto. This is the first time she demontrated her strength. TC had much energy too. But the two green boys looked sick and probably from drinking the antiobiotics in the water. 06-14-2006 12:08AM

I received an email from ‘Squirrel-Ling’ with a time around 09:00PM last night. He thanked me and said sorry because it was his ‘bad day’ – whatever! At least I did my part in clearing our house and packing his property. I emailed back a reply to have him take more of our stuff if needed. 06-14-2006 12:09AM

RE: 20060613-Hair Snatch

Inspiration: I read an article by the smiling man with flower in mouth. One paragraph inspired my memory banks of the unseen at work from our 1996 vacation in the Philippines. I created yet another easy poetry in blog. 06-14-2006 12:24AM

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/14/2006 12:01:00 AM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

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Overall: I awoke early due to work being piled up. For three years there was no one back on the lockbox. My boss has decided to have one of our temps be cross trained. 06-13-2006 11:43PM.

I couldn’t sit down the whole day and managed to process the Canadian lockbox and wire payments. I sat side ways; propped my weight on either arm; and kept standing up. Driving in my Mustang was the worse. 06-13-2006 11:44PM.

At 01:00PM, I had to leave early because my flare ups were painful still 06-13-2006 11:45PM. I went home and fed TC by hand. She response well to oat groats. 06-13-2006 11:46PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I went shopping to find the lime green caddy to add upstairs in the linen closet. We didn’t find it at this store at the mall in Milpitas, CA. We then went to this other ‘Asian’ store in hopes of finding this item and a flat-bottom, wok. We found neither. 06-13-2006 11:48PM.

I then decided to buy more oat groats for TC because our supply was running low. We went to a local grocery store and didn’t find one but thought we could purchase a bottle of green veggie mix for over US5.00 notes. 06-13-2006 11:49PM.

Instead I drove southbound 880 towards this pet store; while ‘Kali-Maw’ slept. I bought one liquid vitamin; one pack of antibiotics for TC to see how she responded to this treatment; and two bottles of oat groats. 06-13-2006 11:51PM.

I watched the the parakeets play in their display aviary probably for a good five minutes while holding my purchase. They hung upside down; chewed on the rubber strips lining doors and electrical panels; slept on thick white branches; ate together in one steel cup; or sat alone one a single horizonal brown branch. 06-13-2006 11:52PM.

I made my purchase and didn’t feel to need to fill out this saving card for ten percent of any purchase and took this one home to fill out later. 06-13-2006 11:53PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I went to eat two Chicago dogs, which were loaded with relish, onion, tomato, and grounded pepper. 06-13-2006 11:54PM.

RE: 20060612-Small World

Inspiration: I found out this morning that one of my temp is a relative via the husband of my auntie. He had this misty eyes when I confirmed the names of the people we both knew as relatives. My company has done well in placing us together, which is not too bad. 11:57PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/13/2006 11:45:00 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

20060611-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon to another beautiful, cool breezy day. 05:33PM. I am currently blogging while kneeling because my flare ups seems to have relapsed. But I should do fine if I keep muscling in the Roys from appearing. 05:34PM.

I have completed numerous household tasks. I’ve organized many drawers, closets and cabinets. I’ve vacuumed so spider webs from the three closets upstairs. I wanted to clear out as many non essential items that do not make sense to me anymore. Some are mostly because they should be useful for holidays and other projects. 05:35PM.

I arose from bed at 10:30AM after blogging into the morning hours until 04:36AM. I was thinking too much about another lesson from the old souls yesterday. I want to find humor in everything and forgiveness is everlasting. My anger is justified but is fleeting after leaving the place or person causing me the grief in the first place. 05:37PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ came upstairs to remove the old pillow case from ‘Squirrel-Ling’s purple pillow, which ‘Win-Tea’ gave to him and to me a similar one in pink color. We both have stuff the same pillow case for mine instead. Now she wants ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I this to ‘Squirrel-Ling’s place. 05:41PM.

‘Shiva-Paw’ didn’t want to go to ‘Squirrel-Ling’s house and felt that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ would pick up more of this items at his own time. ‘Kali-Maw’ didn’t like the pillow at home because ‘Win-Tea’ bought it for ‘Squirrel-Ling’. We ate dinner as usual. 09:39PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I are currently listening to an old Pelita Corrales. cassette tape from the Philippines. This stereo has limited equalizer effects and the sound has some modern tunes yet terribly crunchy horrible. 07:44PM.

I am thinking of pink skies and golden stars and sent my love out a couple of minutes ago. I was thinking about ice skaters dancing too. 07:44PM. I saw some vertical wispy clouds later on. 09:43PM.

At 08:30PM, this blogger service was down during service and ‘Kali-Maw’ finally went downstairs to use the toilet after listening to the loud music. We danced to two musics and seemed to have synchronized our dance steps at the second tune. 09:40PM.

I used the upright vacuum to measure the distance from and between the walls and two other pieces of furniture while listening to this old fashioned tape. I removed the drawers from the armoire first and then the dresser; moved each one carefully in place; and then replaced the drawers back. 09:47PM.

After I was done replacing the pieces, I was having a head ache pressure and started feeling sick from smelling her around me. Prior to her entry into my computer room, she was feeling cold and wanted the windows in the computer room closed. That was suffocating for me. 09:40PM.

She continued to listen some more and wanted her out of the room. She seemed lonely. But I had other issues. So I meditated until 09:20PM and felt some slight tummy aches. 09:52PM.

RE: 20060611-Silently Busy

Inspiration: I rambled too long on this blog. It’s about my cleaning and organizing closets. I had to keep standing up from my seated position to find comfort. 11:49PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/11/2006 05:36:00 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

20060610-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to hazy but some blue skies. Yesterday afternoon there was some brown haziness in the horizon. I no longer feel the Roy family knocking at the door when I got up this morning at 06:30AM. This is due in part of rest, relaxation and the almighty pain killers I’ve ingested last night prior to going to bed. 06:43AM.

I felt the Brown’s, however, make itself known a few minutes ago. I tried to answer but no on was at the door. There is no telling how hard those will be when the pressure is on at any moment. It’s no fun being stuck either. That is my story for this early morning. 06:49AM

Last night, I didn’t get to finish three loads of laundry. So at 12:30PM, I decided to go to bed. A few minutes later I received an energy blast downward into my solar plexus area. The noise around me and inside my head was silenced and then I tried to drift off to sleep with the usual noise inside my head. 06:56AM.

Today has been another rest and relaxation. I crawled back into bed; got up to eat breakfast; did other tasks and crawled into bed from 10:30AM to 12:00PM. I did little else except find the extra energy to complete the final stage of cleaning out ‘Squirrel-Ling’s crap from our property. I claim this house as mine after paying it off and doing much to improve the value. 06:08PM.

The Browns made their painless debut at 03:30PM and The Roys have been placated for the meantime. I’ve lubed them to a restful sleep so they won’t rear their heads out again. I have to muscle them in with my strength. 06:13PM

I’ve made several cell phone calls to that ingrate and left two voice mail messages and no one answered. This shows that the couple is enjoying themselves at the expense of the free dough in the five digits from my parents. I will count their actions. If they do not return my voicemail messages they are off my list. 06:09PM.

I’ve stuffed the Mazda with that ingrate’s property and will dump it when they arrive. I tried unsuccessfully to ring their doorbell three times and will check that on my list. One wide bodied ‘watcher’ wearing a red cap was biking as he intercepted my departure from MY house a few minutes ago. 06:11PM.

I am back after: hearing two honks from the Benz’s horn; backed out my car and parked behind the Benz and took my shower after doing my best to clear this property of junk. I’m feeling much better after the three day suffering with the flare ups. The onset prior to 06-06-06 was noticeable with craps and grumblings. 06:30PM.

I am thankful for refreshing weather and for the light pink colors yesterday mid afternoon and mid morning. That helped me recover more so I could work. If the rumor is correct; I expect better days. 06:33PM.

The beautiful wispy clouds made their presence known around 07:20PM and there was a copter in the western distance. I saw they were waiting nearby from north to south; but I had to go up and down the stairs to get the three white plastic containers, which are now used to organize the kitchen wares of two drawers. 07:45PM.

I’ve finished uploading 06/08 and 06/10 photos into my computer for later presentation as soon as my flare up behaves. In the meantime I am blogging on bended knees, which I alternate every few seconds. 07:46PM.

The ingrates have not returned my phone call and will definitely write them off my list. As I mentioned, airheads only care for themselves after stepping over everyone else and after getting what they want from nice people. 07:47PM.

I’ve taken more photos in the evening. ‘Kali-Maw’ pointed one cloud pattern in the western sky. The pattern looked like an angel. I saw a dog on the lower left hand portion of this cloud pattern 10:39PM.

I have more proof that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ has done what he thought was best for himself: by claiming to be tired from hiking four hours with ‘Win-Tea’; by being rude over the phone with me for not ‘notifying’ him of my plans to ‘help’ him get rid of his property and that he could have other ‘plans’ inside the house; by refusing to open the front door to his only and elder sister, who has lifted three heavy boxes from the trunk; five bags and other stupid stuff; and by showing ‘Win-Tea’ that his tough attitude towards his own family should establish is strength to refuse entry of ‘Win-Tea’s family into the house. 10:32PM.

We have felt no welcome the moment they have their new house. Is this typical? We are no use to those who forget who have helped them. We no longer care for people who have erred in their judgments. There is no humor or forgiveness for ‘Squirrel-Ling’, who has not shown support for my enthusiasm to ‘help’ deliver his junk, who has no decency to come out of his own house to unload his crap and who has been nothing but obnoxious from the moment he met ‘Win-Tea’. ‘Win-Tea’ is smart, older than him but an idiot in love nonetheless, I’m afraid. 10:35PM.

Good night: It’s time to go to bed. There is really not much to look at the televised programming that we could do by picking up a good book, a newspaper or a periodical. I’ve sustained a slight headache from the afront nature of an old soul. I have much to learn in this lifetime. But learning doesn’t mean being dumb in basic etiquette and manners, like opening the damn door to family, relatives, friends and strangers alike! Dumb people! 11:46PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/10/2006 06:45:00 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

20060609-Daily Blogs

Overall: I’m dying here. There is nothing left of lots but rest and relaxation, which I’ve done by sleeping almost two-thirds of a twenty-four hour cycle. I might as well have an early funeral. No one would attend my funeral because I have no friends and my relatives are ungrateful. Flare ups that burn, sting and throb the whole day is no joke. I’ve not work for three days and can’t blog while sitting. I’m afraid of using the toilet but still eat. This is my oxymoron lifestyle. 05:31PM.

We ate breakfast and lunch. My parents went to church and another doctor’s appointment in the morning while I stayed home the whole day. I fed TC by hand and believe this is the way to sustain her because she does not eat directly from off the tray below. I woke up around 05:00PM after doing two loads of laundry. There is nothing left to blog. There is little left of my pain free existence. Oooooo! 05:33PM.

Good evening to more Oooooo! It’s hurts episode of Flynn’s Flare Ups. I’ve taken a couple of over the counter pain killers and thank goodness for advanced medical technologies. I would rate my pain threshold as moderate to severe. I could only speculate to the supplements I’ve ingested as possible side effects. 08:08PM.

My parents and I came back from hunting for comfy slippers to wear around the house. ‘Shiva-Paw’ as usual couldn’t find his pair of extra large and wide. I bought two more packs of boy’s briefs to wear around the house with my hairy and unshaven legs. I’m up to nine pairs of underwear and will get rid of the blood cutters due to my bigger behind. 08:09PM.

I bid you all to take care of your behind because this area is very sensitive and does not heal the fastest like the cornea or liver. My diet will now be nothing but baby food consistency. Wah! Wah! I must loose weight and baby myself, if I want to continue to live a pain free lifestyle. Oooooo! The spasms hurt! 08:11PM.

Alas! The pain has subsided but continues to burn into my being. And this is thanks to the pain killers. 09:34PM. I knee once again before you, my audience, and the computer to blog further. There has to be a way for bed ridden folks to work on the computer. Besides, this is better than sitting straight up on a backbreaker chair like mine. 09:35PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I struggled to make this one green colored Batik styled bedcover more even. One edge was lower by four inches and I cut the extra while ‘Kali-Maw’ measured fourteen inches from the main design. She finished sewing the edges. I’m still waiting for two more loads of laundry before I could place this cover back on the bed behind me. 09:38PM.

Last night, I managed to tuck Mr. Roy and Roy Jr. back beyond closed doors. That was around 09:30PM as I tightened the locks to make sure they do not escape. My fear is when they rumble forth by possibly tomorrow because I’ve not felt them make their move today. The passing would be almost like birthing two gall stones, which I’ve not heard stories from anyone yet. I suppose childbirth is not as close to my symptoms, which explains why I choose to remain childless and single forever. Bru-ha-ha-ha! 09:40PM.

By the way, I’ve lubed very well indoors with Preperation H., which contributed to the stinging and burning because of the freakin’ formula. I’ve been mooning the toilet more frequently as well with the warm water, which provides soothing relief, by utilizing a tabo, a Filipino version of a bidet, only mine happens to be plastic pitcher left over from the hospital. 09:50PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/09/2006 05:32:00 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

20060608-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening to painful flair ups with Mr. Roy. Instead of birthing babies, I have sprouted two hamsters. I’m kneeling down to the almighty computer as I blog this entry. 08:58PM.

I’m perishing and have called in sick today. I have little recourse but to call in sick tomorrow as well. Mr. Roy and Roy Jr. won’t be happy to come out if I started to sit down too long in front of the computer. Their evil heads want to pop out and are beyond my control. 09:02PM

We brought all seven parakeets to see the hospital and only submitted two to be seen by the vet, who is the director of the place from 07:30AM to 09:00AM. I hate dogs and these dog people keep bringing in their kinds when I was the first in line. I guess it’s because the birds didn’t have their charts yet. 09:04PM

Exotic bird need good supplements and I’ve purchased one to mix in with their food. TC is thin and has been hand fed this evening by me with oat grouts coated with the powder. TC bit the vet. Simon got his beak and nails trimmed but only a little because of the blood supply being too long into the areas. He may need to be seen again in two months. 09:01PM.

We had our breakfast after I hosed down the five birds and left Fat Budge and TC high and dry. I put away the three cages that were used to haul the pets to the vet. All have been returned in their cages and had fresh air as I waited for my parents to come home from and noontime appointment. 09:07PM.

The wispy clouds have made their majestic presence over our Bay Area again. I’ve take lots of photos during the morning hours until 01:30PM so I could rest my flare ups. Then the sky got clear blue until 04:30PM when I woke up. A long trail cloud over the west hills loomed around 07:30PM. 09:08PM.

I took a mug shot of Bugsy’s first nap on the swing. He has overcome his fear of setting foot on the moveable object. I’m still suffering greatly as I blog and have yet to upload the pictures into my computer. 09:11PM

The fires way below are seething as my anger towards some ‘moron’s are great. I’ve much to reveal later on. But no one cares really as they waste their time and taxpayers money on my efforts to be truthful, yet entertaining. 09:11PM

By the way, this blogger service has not been working properly and a system message has been posted to notify users that they would perform a service. That is convenient. I hope they match the timestamp posted with the atomic clock. This blog had a time stamp which was ten minutes earlier than actual time. 09:14AM

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/08/2006 09:01:00 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

20060607-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening. It’s 09:22PM and there is little on the internet to read. There is nothing in my personal emails and don’t care to check my work email. I am using a neck pillow for traveling for sitting down as I enter tonight’s blog. 09:38PM.

I arose from bed at 08:00AM and received my complimentary 08:08AM noise. I messaged my boss to call in sick due to my mysterious flare-ups. All I could do is lie down on bed the whole day and sleep from 11:00AM to 07:30PM. I did get up somewhere prior 02:30PM to eat lunch of poos puus, a Filipino rice porridge, which ‘Kali-Maw’ and I cooked this morning. 09:24PM.

Then I called to find out the schedule of a local vet to check up on seven of my parakeets. So that’s US70.00 notes per bird and some US35.50 notes for trimming of beak and nail. Simon looked the worst of the bunch with his overgrown nails and beaks. Everyone else is fine. 09:28PM.

At 08:45AM, my parents arrived from their daily mass. They found out I called in sick and we all stayed home the whole day. ‘Kali-Maw’ felt nauseous this morning from the pain pills these MD’s are prescribing her and she won’t take those anymore. ‘Shiva-Paw’ did his routine as usual. 09:30PM.

Almost on every half hour, I would wake up to see the clear blue skies from my bedroom window. The refreshing window billowed doors and the next sleepiness came over me. I had to heal because I simply could not sit down. 09:31PM.

I will call in sick tomorrow again or request another two day vacation from sitting on my hard working rear end. The same backstabbing freeloaders are mysteriously quiet and could only assume justice is being served up their rear ends as well. Perhaps I should purchase some Noni (or Nonu) juice to aid my flare ups. 09:32PM.

Yesterday, ‘Kali-Maw’ reported to me that ‘Shiva-Paw’ made an error in a grocery purchase. After I pulled the grocery list from the recycling bin, I did see his hand writing for broccoli. It seemed that the old man bought two heads of asparagus instead. My work with these two is just beginning, I’m bemused. 09:34PM.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ came for lunch to pick up his mail and one tugboat model. He left ‘Win-Tea’s two plastic containers. He is weird. He claims to have no time to do his models because he is busy getting settled into his new home. He best stay at his new home and take all his property from here. Because I’m trying to clean out this two story home of mine, which is my parents’ house (or mine in the near future). Either way, it’s too big to manage for me. 09:35PM.

This blogger service was off line for awhile today as I tried to enter what I could for today on my knees; while ‘Shiva-Paw’ was busy disinfecting the bathrooms. The formula he uses stinks to the high heavens and windows must be open to avoid suffocation. I made my preference known that he should revert back to using the regular version instead of this lemon scented one. 09:37PM.

Since I couldn’t sleep, I was mostly downstairs stuffing my face with porridge to remove any toxin and to fatten me up. Then I decided that will rearrange the kitchen cabinets. I tried to be as quiet as possible without disturbing the parakeets nearby. 11:59PM

I started out with the mugs on one shelf and found that two more shelves in the same cabinet were filled with other souvenirs. Then I placed the food section together nearest the stove and other non-edible items together in an adjacent cabinet. 06-08-2006 12:01AM

‘Kali-Maw’ was there to cut open her spices from small plastic bags to put inside glass containers. She managed to move around more throughout the day without her ‘poisonous’ pain killers of nauseating effects. She placed her glass pie pans logically in another cabinet. 06-08-2006 12:04AM

While moving some cup o’ food items from the garage to a more logical place in the kitchen, I looked inside the cabinets in the garage. I noticed that ‘Shiva-Paw’ had cleaned up anything he did not recognize. Tomorrow, he and I will retrieve my K&en air filter cleaner of some US50.00 notes and other automotive products that cost me too much. 06-08-2006 12:06AM

I ‘swear’ these old timers are riding on my nerves like my tender flare ups as I continue to sit in this donut shaped cushion, which allows blogging possible. Pediatrics and geriatrics are two areas that I’ve yet to tackle. Either way, I’m not going anywhere not matter how loud the calling may be to my ear holes. 06-08-2006 12:09AM

With my anger still brewing, I have but those soulless seeds from a very hot place to kick directly in their flabby rear ends. Other relatives and friends would know what these stories of mine could possibly mean. I am not the only sucker who have grinned teeth. 06-08-2006 12:10AM

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/07/2006 09:25:00 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

20060606-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another sleepless night. That is what happens when I had my nice three hour nap yesterday evening from 06:00PM to 09:00PM. I had my complimentary ‘pop’ noise in the SW quadrant of my room at 12:08PM. I was startled and asked, ‘What!?’ 02:05AM

After tossing and turning, I decided to visit my favorite website and found a blogger’s article posted recently. I then visited her site and she had lots of dreams. The dreams of ‘Becca’ are familiar to my personal research and I am not surprised if her vivid dreams freak her out. I learned to accept mine with whatever strength I have. 02:04AM

My impression of dreams are many and dreams should be considered impressionable. According to my babbling mind with its inner and random thoughts, people dreaming too much are connected to other truths in some way. 02:08AM

My opinion is that we are looping again in each other’s realities and we need to solve the hidden puzzles before we all hurt ourselves again and again and again. It’s almost like de ja vu, only on a universal scale. It’s like a broken record, where the scratch is somewhere in the middle that needs to be fixed fast and soon. 02:09AM

I cannot sleep and probably due to drinking a tall glass of orange juice prior to going to bed. 02:11AM

I heard ‘Kali-Maw’ hollar for breakfast downstairs but I had to finish entering three separate dreams under ‘20060606-Dream Worlds’ in another blog. I am going to be late for work today again because I simply do not care for further flare ups from this sitting down of long delay. 09:11AM

Behold! My creative genius has produced four masterpieces – one for yesterday and three for today. 10:18PM.

Earlier, ‘Kali-Maw’ came up to have me cover a long huggable pillow with one of the covers from downstairs. I wouldn’t comply because she interrupted my creative flow with the second blog or first one for today’s entry. 10:19PM.

Much earlier, I’ve connected with Pimon who still has these owl eyes from the disappearance of his father, Persimmon. He made kissy faces with my finger. I think they all need their own mates. They all seemed lonely for parakeets. 10:20PM.

Somewhere prior to dinner, ‘Squirrel-Ling’ called to inquire if I could help fork over over one grand to help pay for his new garage door. I told him either get glass and not plastic windows or get regular without any glass designs. 10:22PM.

I called again and made unclear conversation that I had to hang up on him. He wanted me to make appointment for parakeets to see the vet because he, in his frustrated accusatory tone of voice, would not go out of his way to do this activity. 10:23PM.

He did express to me over the phone that he seems to be working hard around the house. We already told him ‘Win-Tea’ kinds are lazy but he is happy and that is what he chose. As an outsider, I already saw this. But as a sister, I told him that both of them need to work any issues out together. Duh! 10:25PM.

RE: 20060606-Voting Day

Inspiration: This blog describes my voting experience today. 10:15PM.

RE: 20060606-Amen Signs

Inspiration: This blog describes today’s horror movie and rare peace. 10:16PM.

RE: 20060606-Boxed Again

Inspiration: This blog describes any religion as being a box. 10:17PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/06/2006 02:06:00 AM

Monday, June 05, 2006

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Overall: Good afternoon to a pleasant day. The cool breeze flows inside the opened windows upstairs as I enter this late blog for today. The morning was met with gray clouds above. That color resembled the dust sitting on these window blinds. My brain didn’t think of dusting the blinds this weekend’s cleaning by vacuuming the carpet and organizing both closet and drawers. 05:49PM.

I felt sleepy the whole day. This morning I dragged my feet to eat my breakfast and slowed down more towards the lastest time to be at work of 09:30AM. I wanted to go home right after the lunch for a co-worker that was leaving the company. Another will be ‘let go’ in another department. I will both well in their futures; while I rot forever at this company and thanks to some freeloading, backstabbers that will be revealed soon enough by me. 05:52PM.

I arrived at home by 05:30AM and saw ‘Squirrel-Ling’s mail has not yet been picked up by him and to no surprise of ours. He did mention yesterday that he would visit during his lunchtime but didn’t, of course. 05:54PM.

I greeted ‘Kali-Maw’ who was sewing and excitedly told me to go upstairs and check the re-alignment of a cheap bedspread made in Indonesia. The design of the blanket was originally assembled with pieces that we not lined up. ‘Kali-Maw’ did a good job with this one. 05:55PM.

But I digress as I heard ‘Shiva-Paw’ hammering away to assemble a new piece of make-shift furniture piece to house his property. I don’t know the end result but it sounds sturdy enough in this rare carpenter work by him 05:53PM.

I think I will crawl into bed and rest my foggy brain. My flare up is probably due to bad diet and from sitting too long in front of the computer. Good night for now. 05:56:PM.

Good evening: I’ve awakened from a nice nap at 09:00PM. So that made three hours of recovery from whatever made me sleepy in the first place. The internet has little to offer except mindless negativity spitting from the headlines online. 09:08PM.

Good evening again: I’ve filled my stomach with two of ‘Kali-Maw’s home cooked meals – pancit and achara; while we watched television. ‘Kali-Maw’ wouldn’t stop telling her stories and I couldn’t hear the presentation on the Histroy Channel. Some people need to learn to shut-up and be quiet while people like me eat food in peace.

This is no wonder ‘Squirrel-Ling’ didn’t visit. Either he saw the car of a relative at our house or he doesn’t care to pop over the house once in a while. The relative dropped off the invitation to her daughter’s high school graduation. The relative hates the guts of the mother-in-law, whose own grandkids had no help from the likes of this selfish airhead, which I mentioned in my blog yesterday. 10:09PM.

I forgot the mention. While feeding the parakeets oat groats, I scared Bugsy. He took flight very fast upstairs. I thought I heard him hit the wall. But he came down right away after I called out to him. He is a fast one and very smart. He scares easily because he doesn’t know us well. 10:13PM.

RE: 20060605-Long Day

Inspiration: This is about today’s lack of energy in poetry. There is a word to describe my feeling but can’t seem to process the right one. 06-06-2006 10:14PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/05/2006 05:51:00 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

20060604-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to a sleepless beginning. At 12:40AM this morning, a loud sound was heard in our neighborhood. I peered through the blinds to see what happened and saw nothing. There was no activity whatsoever except the lights of a red car was flashing in front of a house near the yellow fire hydrant. 02:06AM.

‘Kali-Maw’ was awaken and opened the front door. I went to the side gate and looked around. Still there was no activity. I raised both my arm into the night arm and expected any reaction for the quiet air. Still nothing was heard. The only activity was a big white truck, which made a left turn into my road in a northbound direction. 02:08AM.

I mooned the truck prior to shuffling back into the front door of our house. I am not familiar with the sound. The sound didn’t match a gun fire. Perhaps the sound was more like a blow tire. Whatever made the sound didn’t do much to disturb my interest in a cable show. 02:09AM.

The show was from 01:00AM to 02:00AM and was about driver ants. These critters work together to form and army to live and eat. They are an essential part of the ecosystem. This means I am an essential part of the ecosystem. I’m not a critter. 02:11AM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I ate bread snacks to help her sleep after the loud sound earlier. ‘Kali-Maw’ went off to bed after thirty minutes of the show; while I sat through the full hour. I wanted to watch the killer jellyfish episode being shown as I blog. But I better head on to bed and sleep. 02:12AM.

I awoke to a dream at 07:30AM; got a cramp; used the bathroom twice; relieved myself of the cramp after the second toilet session; went back to sleep on and off until 09:30AM; heard the garage door slam to signal the way is clear of the twosome downstairs; and I enjoyed my breakfast and the company of my parakeets alone. 10:48AM.

I’ve tried to get rid of some books that I do not read that frequently and it’s difficult to let some go. Most are hard covered books. I tried to get rid of some junk from inside my closet and most are still keepers. My paper works are next to be shredded. Using any conceivable space, such as the garage, the closet or any nook and cranny, to store junk is utter nonsense. We cannot take these treasured junk where we are all going. 12:13PM.

I’ve successfully donated the books to the local library. My closet and drawers of clothes have been further thinned with sheer will power. I had to put on my blinders and pull each item off the hangers and from the folded positions. I do not have any regrets except my lack of fashion sense. 02:58PM. My favorite clothes are cotton and knitted shirts. The itchy and scratchy materials of rayon and polyester have been donated. The thick sweaters of many are also gone. 02:59PM.

I should have inspected the pants pockets but feel nothing important has been left inside 03:00PM. At 02:30PM, I’ve arrived home from my ordeal of donation and my view of fluffy white clouds above the western hills and behind Mt. Hamilton, CA. 03:01PM.

I tried to rest but ‘Shiva-Paw’ came upstairs to request a key that I thought was missing. So after I found and handed the key, I made grumbling noises of anger knowing that I had to further clean up my room, which I vacuumed, organized ALL drawers, and dusted the tops of the furniture. 09:29PM.

Dinner came around and I filled myself up again. My flair ups are due to those coffee drinks that I’m trying to get rid of because no one else drinks the stuff. My cramp earlier this morning was in the middle organ and sometimes to either side of the tract. My parts are falling as a sign of old age. 09:30AM.

I resurrected my plastic organizing cabinet from inside the closet to fill in the empty gap where my old computer section was located in my bedroom. My bedroom feels more feng-shui compliant. I encourage people to donate their junk and minimize the clutter to allow the flow of positive chi. This action helps to remove the stinky dank air too. 09:33PM.

My bedroom closet is thinner and contains only the ones that I seem to prefer wearing. The computer closet has some winter coats and some of my fru-fru dresses and jackets. I wear dresses and did capture some hunky hearts that way in the past. The guest closet is loaded with paper products and lots of extra hangers. Some junk are still located in this third closet. 09:35PM.

I used my hands lots today by doing the dishes; wiping the dust and showering down later on tonight. My hands are worn. My nails shortened. My cuticles ragged. My skin is rough. My joints are aching. 09:36PM.

RE: 20060604-Dust Bunnies

Inspiration: What can I say? This five-sentenced poetry in blog appeared by no magic into my big brain. Somehow making the dust fly with my blogs came with ease this time. Only the few of ‘my kind’ would understand this creative masterpiece. I’m dutifully blessed. 02:37AM.

RE: 20060604-Treasured Junk

Inspiration: I’ve cleaned out more from upstairs while being home alone and in peace for once. There are hard covered books to be donated to a local library as soon as I’m done with this blog. The parakeets are enjoying the fresh air out back. I’m in my underwear and have not been successful thinning out my closet. Once again, no one should leave behind junk when it’s time to pass on. One should leave behind a legacy of loving descendants, at least. 12:42PM.

RE: 20060604-Consider Kindness

Inspiration: The two old ladies are now talking downstairs; ‘Kali-Maw’ is crying about her struggles in the past; while the old lady needs to go home and stay there and have her children take care of her – not my parent and me. I’m up here trying to blog in peace again. 02:56PM. I’m tired of these old people. They won’t go away. 02:57PM. We no longer care if you are young or old; smart or dumb; rich or poor. Give us nice and nice is yours. Con us severely and death to your souls. My anger is reflected in this mean-spirited way: bru-haha-haha! Good night! 09:52PM. Good evening again to more nimrods. These Filipinos better keep away from my parents. 10:44PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/04/2006 02:07:00 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

20060603-Daily Blogs

Overall: The whole day has clear blue skies! The whole day is warm! The whole day is refreshing! The whole day is breath taking! Breakfast was served and we three cleaned the backyard. We had our first pleasant picnic lunch under our open patio out back. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ did not visit as expect and not to our surprise. 03:14PM

We attended the five o’clock mass and sat at the very back, where we felt more peaceful and away from the cute kids making all sorts of noise towards the front. ‘Kali-Maw’ had to use the toilet badly but we were a bit delayed.10:28PM

I thought I lost my earrings after the belt snagged the clip on my left ear. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I searched inside the car; along the small parking lot of the church; and on my person. The earring fell out of my bra after I’ve tugged on my clotes. I have four holes, where two are located in each earlobes. This does not include my ear holes, by the way. 10:30PM.

We went home; used the toilet; changed shoes; visited our June 6 polling place, which is the Church of Scientology (of all freakin’ places!); went to Targets to buy a new outdoor cooker; and went to Walgreens and Longs, where we finally found our dark slippers to wear inside the house. 10:32AM.

I’ve done the pedicure for both ‘Kali-Maw’ and me. Afterwards I went upstairs to close all the blinds and windows. At 10:00PM, I discovered a trail of popcorn clouds above our house. In a westward direction, the trail clouds covered the moon on the right. The moon had a halo effect. Another bright star was located to the far left of this trail cloud and was not covered.

Thirty minutes later the skies directly above our house has cleared with some overcast hovering towards the southwest. 10:36PM.

RE: 20060603-Cleaning Clutter

Inspiration: This blog describes the whole day up until 02:00PM, when I managed to blog yesterday’s event for forty minutes and then for another thirty minutes proceeded to complete this one under my Yahoo! 360 account. 03:15PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/03/2006 03:14:00 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

20060602-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another session of Flynn’s Daily Blog. I’m your host Flynn and I’d like to present another ear-full pressure of love and light. Earlier I’ve read an article on the WW website and I’ve got my PW on hand around 11:30PM last night. Then the copter made noise in the distance a few minutes later after placing healing device towards the western direction on a bed behind me. 12:11AM – 12:15AM.

I’m still moving lots of hangers from the closet of the computer to the guest room closet and then maybe will donate more old coats and jackets; since we do not need these extra clothes. Once again, where we are all going we need none of these items. 12:13PM.

Having lots of clothes is nonsense. There are non-cotton clothes that I must donate. I do not wear non-cotton clothes. Cotton is more comfortable and not as hot on my skin 12:40PM.

My finger tips ache from trying to adjust the closet, which seem to not roll smoothly afterwards either. Closets are nonsense too because the area stores junk, like useless clothes, computers, monitors, and boxes of other junks. 12:41PM.

My goal is to clean out this house as much as possible because I will not be responsible for all the clutter accumulated by these people, my family. I do not tolerate a messy place. I have yet to dust and vacuum neglected areas upstairs. I dislike the mindless task of cleaning. 12:42PM.

At 09:00PM, I got up from bed because the water from my full tummy was backing up. The restful sleep was great after eating dinner about two hours ago. Both ‘Kali-Maw’ and I felt sleepy and managed to clean up after dinner. 09:08PM.

The whole day was nasty with planes laying trail clouds. The wispy clouds were in battle formation with the same pods that have stepped on my back over many years. These same pod peoples have betrayed me and it’s pay back with love, light and laughter. 09:10PM.

Another copter flew over our house at around 08:45PM as my complimentary awake up, alarm clock. I had to get up at 08:50PM to use the bathroom and drink my glass of water. 09:11PM.

I’ve tried unsuccessfully to merge to split shots to make one ‘panoramic shot’ for uploading into my Yahoo! 360 account. 09:21PM.

I’ve uploaded two photos and wish now to go to bed. 11:01PM. Another copter flew in the distance and was heard through the closed windows upstairs a few minutes prior to going to bed at night. 06-03-2006 02:05AM.

RE: 20060602-Pea Pods

Inspiration: I have energy to blog about yesterday’s event from my simple world. This is about the nasty battle in the skies between trail clouds and wispy clouds. I used the analogy of ‘birds of a feather’ with different groups fighting for their own particular goals, agendas, or ideals. 06-03-2006 02:37PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/02/2006 12:13:00 AM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

20060601-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to ‘pop’ at 08:31AM. The skies are blue and brightly lit. The sunlight filtered through the holes in my blinds again and this today I have good enough energy to get up at 08:09AM. There are more articles read online and I see both bad ones and good ones. 08:33AM.

The bad ones made the headlines, for example in Yahoo!. The good ones, once again, are not as spectacular. I encourage people to turn off their television and headsets. Anything plugged into the ear holes of anyone is an easy access to program the feeble minded brain of sleeping people. 08:35AM.

People need to listen to their inner guidance, which means doing good regardless. A good start involves listening to ‘good’ music; watching ‘good’ shows and acknowledging ‘good’ in all and everything. 08:36AM.

I don’t know about you people but I’m feeling very tired. 08:40PM. Sometimes my bathroom activity leaves me feeling weak. This is probably due to the energy from the food leaving my body. (I couldn’t spell roughage because that’s what happens when I get weak – I cannot think well). 08:43PM

I tried to organize three closets upstairs but got tired in five minutes. I had to take off my vest that kept me warm during winter and will now remove this fleece sweat pants. I have no money or time to re-do my wardrobe. 08:44PM.

Earlier today, I took to morning pictures of sylphs from the sidewalk as I walked from the parking lot to across the street where I worked. The first floor of the parking garage is still closed. 08:45PM.

The whole day was nonsense because all I did was sit in front of the computer. 08:47PM.

The only interesting parts of the day were the guys: staring at a very ‘blond’ guy prior to going up to my 12th floor and standing next to a tall sales rep named ‘Brian M.’ going down to the cafeteria. Two other co-workers came along to eat lunch and we complained about our accounting system and this ‘Pivotal.’ A wide bodied guy took notice of my organic dark chocolate bar as I checked out my lunch. Later, he and another guy were waiting at the corner outside the front of the building after work. 08:51PM

I’m frustrated and would start a harem of all the guys I’ve ever met or come to know. I love romance and being in love. But I detest pornography because people suffer somehow from the industry. 08:48PM.

I’ll have to attend to ‘Kali-Maw’ now after she screamed from downstairs. 08:52PM.
I did not go downstairs except I’ve to report a copter flew over my house at 09:43PM. I wonder if those copters would intercept their own ‘tools of the trade’ that speed down my road. I do not wish anyone to get run over by these drivers. 09:44PM.

Ah, yes: the ‘tools of their tool-masters’ have flown over our house again at 10:11PM. I’m having trouble completing one blog tonight and have drunk my coffee drink to aid in an energy boost. This one contains fake sugar and did not notice the label until after a few bottles recently. 10:12PM.

I prefer real sugar because the fake sugar tastes, well, less. I’ve completed my Yahoo! 360 blog and will avoid forming opinions. My words are as good as a monkey. My intentions are worthy though. 11:12PM.

I still have to blog about guys and divorced dudes. Since I cannot seem to find a dude who has not been married; has no kids and in my age group, I am wondering about younger lads. Once again, my astrological reports point out to older chaps. But where are they?? 11:16PM.

Yup: Another round of copter in the distance is heard at 11:50PM. 06-02-2006 12:10PM

RE: 20060601-Sausage and Saw

Inspiration: This blog took me too long to compose because of trying to create an editorial. My preference has always been to blog in chronological order about mundane events. Trying to form an opinion takes too long for me, basically. This one is about having little comfort to the losing team. 11:11PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 6/01/2006 08:34:00 AM

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

20060531-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose at 03:17AM; used the bathroom; got online; made a payment; and browsed articles. 03:53AM. As I browsed for veterinary care for exotic birds, I captured a two-inch length spider crawling from wall in front of me into an empty trash can and flushed into the toilet, a water grave at 03:52AM. 03:54AM.

I came home around 05:30PM and snuck upstairs. ‘Kali-Maw’ was doing their beds. I logged online and didn’t bother to help her. 08:02PM.

I’ve uploaded more pictures of clouds from today into my Yahoo! 360 profile. Yesterday, I did upload pictures of flowers, clouds and other. The clouds were posing for us all to see. I thought I saw a couple of faces in those clouds but am not sure. 07:56PM.

My morning was sluggish and I didn’t feel the need to get up to start my morning right. The whole day was pleasant but wouldn’t know because I’ve been stuck indoors doing nothing work. 07:58PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ yells from downstairs to announce dinnertime. I’m full from snacking on this mornings plate of leftover breakfast – fried rice and eggs. 08:00PM

Earlier ‘Shiva-Paw’ was cutting up old wood (up to 60 pounds) to be thrown out with an old treadmill this Friday and all for only US24.00 notes. I helped him weigh approximately 55.50 pounds worth. He bundled those up nicely. 08:00PM.

I’ve successfully plucked a itchy gray hair from the upper left quadrant of my big egghead a few minutes ago. The whole day my neck has been out of place. Pain has been mostly on the left today and part of yesterday. 09:02PM.

My nails have been cut and are now short. Some nail buds look squared off and sit over the fingertips. At least my back scratcher is available to rake my itchy back once in awhile. I don’t like nail polish. The fumes smell and my nails get yellow after removal of the nail polish. 10:50PM.

RE: 20060531-Pic, Pik

Deleted 20060531-Pic, Pik and created 20060626-Pic, Pik, Pick for first attempt at diamante.

Inspiration: I take pictures. I hear popping sounds like ‘pik.’ I pick my boogers. I pick places to gift. I’m pikpik. It’s a simple three paragraph, four sentence poetry in blog. 11:22PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/31/2006 03:55:00 AM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

20060530-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening. I heard a soft rotary sound from upstairs while still undressing to my birthday suit; saw a darker version of cute baby caterpillar through the stairways; waved my arms through the upstairs window and sent my love to a military, double-bladed copter that passed by in front of our house at 08:40PM to 08:41PM. I am impressed with technology that has come this far in this point in time. 08:44PM.

The whole day was busy as I arrived late at work around 09:50AM. The temp ‘Fancy Soul’ called in sick and no doubt probably recovering from his ‘Mafia’ attitude tattoos on both upper arms. ‘Le Phoney Rats’ came back from vacation and I received three candies and one leather wallet in the shape of a foot from Bagio City, Philippines. 08:48PM.

I didn’t feel like waking up until 08:30PM. I hand fed the ailing TC parakeet; clean the area and got ready for work. I’ve made coffee; heated ‘Shiva-Paw’s milk and our noodles for breakfast; and managed to wash most of the dishes before leaving home at 09:22AM.

I stay until 07:00PM tonight to finish today’s lockbox work. Today was unusual because there changes in personnel: the VP of finance became VP of HR; a new VP of finance came on board and one tool got promoted to Director. 08:53PM.

If I got promoted to anything, I want a title to sound like: Director of Fun and Games or Goodwill Ambassador of Boredom. This is to show that the company is making money. Too bad that the seniors like us don’t get much higher pay raises to show for our hard earned work. 08:54PM.

Nothing unusual happened today except the first floor of the garage was the only one opened. I had to park across the street and underneath a tree. Good thing nothing fell on my car to ruin my clean up from yesterday. 08:55PM.

The tyrants are at it again and have not let up. Their time will come up for sure. There is no telling how blessed they should be for making others suffer. 08:57PM.

I heard the copter buzz over my house at 09:09PM as I entered my blog entitled: ‘20060530-Dream Worlds’. 09:11PM.

At 09:24PM, I’ve received my complimentary pop nearby my plastic container of woe after I thought of my usual initials and while viewing a new 05/30 website, where I will purchase those balls. 09:27PM.

I’m feeling thirsty. 10:58PM.

RE: 20060530-Crispy Clear

Inspiration: Blah! That was entered as the blast statement under my Yahoo! 360 account. I couldn’t think of anything to blog and talked about the skies; work and treachery. 10:58PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/30/2006 08:45:00 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

20060529-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to clear blue skies and two trails beyond the Pacific Ocean. Some people do care about the whole world; some want the whole place to disappear. Oh, I feel a poetry in blog coming on! So the morning is met with the 09:30AM sun after a night of deep freeze. I awoke at 04:00AM to put on something warmer and recall dreaming about smelling something metallic.

‘Kali-Maw’ is heard making angry conversation below. She will never learn. Whoever or whatever is down there has been that way for the longest time. My newborn pictures show me being relaxed in ‘Shiva-Paw’s hands and screaming red faced in ‘Kali-Maw’s. Infants know. 09:33AM.

RE: 20060529-Aye, I

Inspiration: I blog in poetry about my five senses. It’s the basic two lined, six paragraph kind. 09:55AM.

RE: 20060529-Trail of Walk

Inspiration: This blog is about my day: our walk along the shoreline; my pictures of trail clouds and washing cars. The whole day has been laid to rest. 05:38PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/29/2006 09:33:00 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

20060528-Daily Blogs

Overall: I added few more paragraphs to yesterdays’ blog entry ‘20060527-Daily Blogs.’

Today is mundane. We went to get ‘Kali-Maw’s blood work and I walked around for 25 minutes while waiting from 09:15AM to 10:15AM. 11:26PM.

We went home and I saw one trail being formed from north to south along Mt. Hamilton around 10:30AM. There was one sylph hovering above our home area in the distance from Highway 101 going southbound. The trail spread wide underneath this one formation. 11:34PM.

We went to our local Filipino restaurant to eat brunch of rice, sunny side eggs and meat, which we save two pieces for take home. ‘Kali-Maw’ tripped off in the car before we got out and I flicked her off. I got my karma in the form of gagging on the pickled vegetable that came with the meal. I coughed all over ‘Shiva-Paw’ who sat across from me. 11:36PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ tripped off again at ‘Squirrel-Ling’s garage after we unloaded his junk. He coughed nearby her, startled her and she stuck him with her right hand, which was bruised later on from not healing thoroughly from the blood work earlier this morning.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ and ‘Win-Tea’ paid a surprise visit to us as we pulled from the driveway. I didn’t say much but: watered the backyard vegetable plants; refilled the birdbath; hosed down my CB and reprogrammed the device with better intentions; took pictures of the parakeet and got close up pictures of Bugsy’s heart-shaped markings; hung my laundry to dry; and loaded ‘Squirrel-Ling’s property into the trunk of the Mazda.

Today is not ordinary. I saw a very large formation of a sylph around 12:30PM. The southern most tip of said sylph marked our property. The northern most tip is some couple of miles long. I’ve taken pictures and uploaded some into my Yahoo! 360 profile.

I tried to get a California certification for smog but this local place did not offer the ‘Test Only,’ which is only for test and NOT for repairs. I wasted my time at this place but enjoyed another thirty minutes of walk with my parents inside our local mall.

The first 15 minutes we all walked together. The second lap was done with ‘Shiva-Paw’ while ‘Kali-Maw’ rested near the fountain. 11:42PM.

We went home and I ate two leftover Vietnamese spring rolls. I found myself sleeping off today’s walking exhaustion from 03:30PM to 07:30PM. Furthermore, I’ve read the articles on the WW website and sent my precious energies to turn some ugly red clouds into nice white clouds just like today’s event. 11:43PM.

Fluffy white clouds continue to linger behind both the Westside hills towards the Pacific Ocean and Mt. Hamilton, CA. My personal belief in love, light and laughter has brought forth the sylphs.

RE: 20060528-Wispy Waves

Inspiration: There was one large sylph that made its majestic presence know above my head and in my neighborhood. The day was mundane. 11:45PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/28/2006 11:28:00 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

20060527-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to wet grounds clear blue skies. Yesterday, one could see fluffy white clouds puffing in the night. The lights from the streets reflected underneath these clouds. Big clouds were mostly near the east side of the hills. 07:01AM

My right sinus is congested and my alertness is better. 07:02AM

TC was put back into the larger cage yesterday morning because the fatter ones landed on her cage that morning. She was also more active in the smaller cage probably due to unfamiliar surroundings. 07:02AM

‘Win-Tea’ called my cell phone three times. The first time was a surprise because she used ‘Squirrel-Ling’s cell phone to inform me of the birthday plan today. The two other times I didn’t pick up because I didn’t recognize her cell phone number. Ten of her people plan to attend ‘Squirrel-Ling’s informal birthday party. They are into finger food; while ‘Kali-Maw’ prefers to be seated. 07:04AM

So it seems that another day has been fulfilled with the daily nonsense of doing that which is mundane and uneventful. 11:08PM. I prepared ‘Shiva-Paw’s breakfast and got dressed before ‘Kali-Maw’ and I drove to two hair salon with no success in either.

We decided to pick up ‘Squirrel-Ling’s birthday cake and I waited in line too long that ‘Kali-Maw’ had to get out to hurry me along from the outside of the store. The car windows were rolled down and the very cold morning froze her while she waited in the car. I kept rolling down her window to annoy her more as I gazed at the fluffy clouds above 11:14PM

We went home again popped the cake in the fridge and I hand fed the ailing TC. We left ‘Shiva-Paw’ in a hurry because he was not done dressing and slowed us down more as he wrote out the birthday gift in the form of a personal check. 11:15PM

I detested ‘Kali-Maw’ the whole day as I mentally flicked her off each time she flapped her voice box. She even threw her brown vest jacket at me as I meditated in the smelly ‘Aye-Cian’ hair salon. I knew the owner of the salon saw what happened and in three minutes she finished cutting that person’s hair. 11:12PM

We found ‘Shiva-Paw’ ironing his jeans as he waited for both of us to arrive home with the cake and burgers from Carl’s Jr.’s for the couple. In a few minutes, we arrived at their house and stayed there until 12:15PM. I was tired of running errands and wanted to go home and sleep but ‘Kali-Maw’ wanted us to eat lunch. 11:09PM

So we went and ate our fill and took home two more leftovers for the fridge. We arrived home and I had to hand feed TC again. After a few minutes of that, I went to sleep from 01:30PM to 03:30PM. The skies were blue. I took pictures of fluffy clouds earlier this morning and have uploaded into my Yahoo! 360 account this evening. 11:25PM

I see that people are viewing my Yahoo! 360 profile, which is nice. I hope these people have a nice Memorial Weekend too. I just heard a light plane passing over our house at 11:25PM.

Oh yeah. After I pickup ‘Squirrel-Ling’; attended the 05:00PM mass; waited for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to stop watching the basketball game with ‘Shiva-Paw’ from 06:30PM to 06:50PM; we attended ‘Squirrel-Ling’s birthday party. 05-28-2006 11:15PM

He got mad because he does not like parties. ‘Kali-Maw’, however, suggested this was a good idea after ‘Win-Tea’ initiated the event. I didn’t mind meeting new people. 05-28-2006 11:16PM

Their English is horrible. I smiled at them and wanted to go home. ‘Kali-Maw’ and a sister-in-law of the first grand baby of the family talked and understood each other. Both do not understand ‘Chai-Knees’ language. 05-28-2006 11:17PM

We took pictures and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ got his cake. It was a nice evening and I got my belly full of Vietnamese food: spring rolls, sushi, vermicelli noodles, another smaller spring roll, salad with cheese and croutons, mini veggie wrap and more food. 05-28-2006 11:20PM

The two young kids are into Japanese anime. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ wore an Inuyasha shirt. I’m an Inuyasha fan. “Inu” means dog; “Yasha” means female demon. If only the kids knew what they were watching. 05-28-2006 11:18PM

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/27/2006 07:02:00 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

20060526-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to clouds mostly over Mt. Hamilton, CA with little over the west side hills over of the Bay Area. The fluffy clouds over near here is white and with some shades of gray underneath. 09:15AM

TC is looking good but hyper in her new cage. This is from being separated from the fatter brood located in their larger cage. We have the cover over one-forth of her cage to keep her from seeing the rest. The goal is for her to heal her leg. 09:40AM

On our way to the 08:00AM mass, ‘Kali-Maw’ said it’s pollution according to the media but I think the darkness is due to the sunlight casting the shadow underneath these clouds. We went home and I took my car to go to work early because I wouldn’t have time to eat at McDonald restaurant with them. Plus there was our weekly Friday, 09:30AM meeting, which was cancelled. 09:17AM

I arrived at work at 09:00AM only to greeted by the hyper-happy ‘Fancy Soulless’ who pointed to the clock on the lower right hand corner of his computer monitor. His surprise to see me here prompted him to raise his right hand to offer me a ‘high-five,’ which I refused because I wanted to keep my hands clean for the food. 09:18AM

That is the real purpose for my being this early and that is to grab my share of the donuts and/or bagel. These people do not understand I’m not here to ‘work’ but to enjoy my short stay here awhile longer. 09:19AM

I am enjoying a strawberry flavored bagel with cream chees smear. I will get another one because I’m hungry and not necessarily greedy, which is a lot of laugh. 09:20AM

My stomach hurts after eating another helping of breakfast, which was a half eaten muffin with crunchy walnuts. I love crunchy and sweetened food. The coffee is usually nasty but drinkable to help wash down the tummy ache. 09:37AM

We get to go home early at 02:30AM, which is cool. Earlier this morning, I saw two faces not smiling from ‘Jerk Turd’ the turd and ‘Feign Hurts’ the fish. 09:38AM

The whole morning was nice. I couldn’t blog another issue regarding divorced dudes while waiting for today’s lockbox. I was being interrupted by the temps. 05:35PM

And I walked for 25 minutes from 12:30PM to 12:55PM around the area at work under gray clouds above with very chilly winds blowing. Afterwards, I bought lunch and purple drink even though I didn’t need it. Then later we got cake for ‘Dung Heap’s birthday party today. I worked until 04:00PM and then arrived home at 05:00PM. 05:29PM.

I saw ‘Shiva-Paw’ behind his cotton mask while he sprayed down the roses with chemical; greeted him; told him the time as I hurriedly left to the side garage door located to the left. I locked that side door and angrily thought to myself why he left his one open. I like to feel secure. 05:31PM.

Then I worked myself into the house and woke up ‘Kali-Maw’ who complained of pain in both her ankles and feet. Angrily again, I tried to work it away while standing but decided to pull up the chair nearby and seated myself so I could massage her lower extremities. I did that for about one hour until 05:15PM. 05:32PM.

She talked about ‘Shiva-Paw’ needing supervision and I listened. She planned her Son’s birthday and I listened. I swept a black ant off my computer desk and I continue to blog while eating candies that melts in my mouth. 05:34PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/26/2006 09:16:00 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

20060525-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to no hangover. The skies are clear and so is my brain. I see that people are actually reading my blogs here and my Yahoo! 360 account. I say good for everyone. At least there is still hope for the sleeping people. The pictures I’ve uploaded are also there to prod you along like cattle. 07:25AM.

The whole day is nice and work was the same. My boss came back and the issue with ‘Jerk Turdannatto’ is still being decided. I do not understand why they did not report my original email to the H/R department. Why are these disgusting creatures protecting the nutcases of divorce people? Do they not sympathize with us single people having to deal with these losers? Come on! 09:30PM.

And ‘Fancy Soul’ the temp is an annoying 25year old pest. He asked my religion and my age. He needs to go away and calm down but he knows his work. So he is a keeper with the company in accordance to my ‘superior’ complex opinion. 09:33PM.

He went on to describe his decision to get tattoos on both his arms over the Memorial weekend because he is the only one in his family that did not get tattoos. He has been deciding since 16years old. I told him not to get tattoos because these mark his temple, the body. 09:35PM

Then he claims I read the Bible, which I detest because the contents are full of violence, sex, paganism; weirdness and some hidden lies. I prefer to borrow; learn; read and incorporate teachings from the Koran, the Torah and learn of the Buddha and roll everything out there into one big ball of confusion into my simple, golden life. 09:38PM

I think ‘Fancy Soul’ went ‘nuts’ or something and acts hyperactively at work because he did mention the picture of his ‘Kali-Maw’ to be tattooed on his right arm. I would not want to assume what happened at this point in time and allow the lad to open up gradually. 09:39PM

Why am I surrounded with different kinds of people? Why are you doing this to me? What have I done to deserve the teachings from my fellow nimrods? I laugh out loud for my side of the greener pastures is truly nice. Don’t you all think so? 09:40PM

RE: 20060525-Broken Bird

Inspiration: This blogs is about our broken parakeet, TC. 09:50PM

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/25/2006 07:26:00 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

20060524-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another clear blue sky day. The sunlight filtered through the holes of my blinds at 07:36AM. The light hit my left eye and my right wrist. I didn’t feel like getting up but felt refreshed from sleeping early last night around 09:30PM. 08:46AM

I’ve been editing my blogs and making copies to read at my leisure. I didn’t realize I could be funny but maybe would rather leave that up to my readers. There are over two hundred entries so far under my Yahoo! 360 and this has been only since February 2006 or three months. 08:47PM.

I’m tired of blogging. I’m tired of eating. I’m shaking both my legs to keep the circulation going. I’ve said enough for today. 10:07PM.

RE: 20060524-Being Bored

Inspiration: I’ve entered a poetry in blog from 04-08-2006. I do not understand why I start my topic and then stop. I do not like stopping my train of thought. I know there are more issues to address but can’t seem to get the engine started again. I suppose that is a sign that I’ve said enough for that one time. 08:49AM.

RE: 20060524-Revolution Rounds

Inspiration: I’ve got lots to say about the word ‘Revolution.’ It’s time to take down these people who continue to fool us sleeping people. 01:03PM.

RE: 20060524-Endless Boundaries

Inspiration: This is about my company function today. It’s time to learn about different ways of connecting with people worldwide. 10:07PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/24/2006 08:48:00 AM

20060523-Daily Blogs

Overall: All I could remember are the gray and purple clouds marching above my house with the Sunlight barely peeping through. The fluffy and puffy clouds of big and small sizes appeared the whole morning. By mid-afternoon, there were clear blue skies with some lingering clouds hiding behind Mt. Hamilton, CA and the hills towards the Pacific Ocean. 05-24-2006 08:35AM.

‘Jerk Turdannatto’ bothered me twice with ‘Potted Flowers’ as the only other ‘hero’ in my life to tell the slime to leave me alone. This is the third reason why I wish to quit this place because I have no interest in divorced guys with emotional baggage leftover from the past. This is what happened to ‘Maritza’ from payroll, who left the company and who dated ‘Thumb NasalRosa’. Both are divorced and had potential love to share with each other but that didn’t work out. 05-24-2006 08:36AM.

Moreover, dating co-workers doesn’t work out in the end. It is messy. I dated that Polish guy from work ten years ago; but that was another story, I’d reckon. 05-24-2006 08:39AM.

I took split shots of wispy clouds overlooking Pacific Ocean in the distance from my bedroom window upstairs. I uploaded this one picture into my Yahoo! 360 account. 08-24-2006 08:41AM

RE: 20060523-Fluffy Big

Inspiration: This blog describes today.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/24/2006 08:36:00 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

20060522-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose to a beautiful day of sun filled skies of blue and fluffy white clouds at around 07:15AM. As I blog this entry, the sun starts to hide behind some clouds from the dimming effects through the open window of my ‘Sun bed room’ as seen from my Green computer room’. 07:50AM.

At 07:22AM, I’ve greeted both parents and parakeets and plugged my dead cell phone for recharging. My cell phone is good as dead because it has brought me nothing but emptiness and pain. I could delve into the details, which have been hinted in my past blogs. 07:52AM

I’m back to work from lunch at home. 02:10PM. Lunch was Hamburger Helper with cheese and jambalaya. ‘Shiva-Paw’ was on the phone most of the time and didn’t want to log online but enjoy the beautiful fluffy clouds and blue skies. 02:11PM

Here is a list of my ‘watchers;’ for today: From 09:00AM to 09:07AM, there was dark colored sedan being wiped down with a red beach towel by a flat ass, tall guy, who was wearing Gilligan color of white hat and red long sleeves. Around 09:20AM, there was a light beige SUV stranded on the ramp exiting Highway 101. At 01:00PM, there was a white gardening truck with its load. The driver was white and then got out of the vehicle after putting on the signal flasher. At 01:45PM, a dark colored, light SUV was under the shade of the tree next to the house across from us. The driver was hiding inside the driver’s seat as I drove by his position. My conclusion: You people are idiots and you will all burn in hell for all I care for bothering me. 02:16PM

After receiving two phone calls at 11:13AM and 01:13PM, I turned off my cell phone. I hate them all for bothering me. I refuse to co-operate. The End. 02:18PM.

At 02:45PM, more of the same ‘watchers’ here at work check up to see if I’m (or other people) are sitting at their desks. I got up and followed the character with brown receding hair and who walked to the opposite and back side of the sales department. ‘Richstink Stinkness’ passed by both him and then me. He is taller than ‘Richstink Stinkness’. I turned to the mini-kitchen to get another lemon iced tea in a can. And then I headed through the sales department; pass the elevator section and then to my area. That was the fourth time he made his presence known in my area. There were also two blonde females (one more often) that made their presences known in my area at least once today this morning. 02:48PM.

I hope you realize working here with these ‘watchers’ is one of the reasons why I want to quit this day job. The other reason is that co-workers do not realize that I am not an ‘Owner’ to any process that goes on here as part of the ongoing compliance crap. They should not depend on my answers as set in stone. Dumb idiots! 03:09PM.

I’ve drove home the long way and weaved through the streets of my neighborhood. I pickup a cell phone call at 06:04PM and review my two other new voice mail messages later on while on the drive way. I arrived home at 06:00PM and immediately went upstairs to check and reply to my email. I print up my paper works to shed my tear on those again as I’ve done in the past. ‘Kali-Maw’ was bothering me with her idle talks again and left a few minutes afterwards. 06:28PM.

Life is still good to me no matter what has happened. I look forward always to share my love and light with the whole world. Please consider my CB the first of my many baby steps to learn all that this world has to offer to me. 06:28PM

Yes, I am hungry. I wonder when dinner is served. I do not smell ‘Kali-Maw’s cooking. Maybe it’s because of the two windows being opened up here in the computer room. My tummy is growling and I have that distinct flies breath that is scary. 06:44PM.

RE: 20060522-Cool and Calm

Inspiration: This blog describes the weather and how to take anger in stride. 08-24-2006 08:43AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/22/2006 07:51:00 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

20060521-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. There is little to add except that ‘Kali-Maw’ woke up around 11:00PM after sleeping since 09:00PM. I wanted to watch television alone in a futile attempt to get away from my computer – the other box. She kept talking about old people and how they prefer not to live with their children due to the other half being ever present. I will not express my opinions prematurely. The future is always subject to change. Her old thinking has not changed. Duh. 12:59AM.

Good afternoon. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I have finished cleaning out the garage since 10:00AM. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ has not yet picked up his junk that I’ve painstakingly organized in three plastic crates, which were once used by the city for sorting recyclables. I do not understand why kids are getting lazier and complain more this generation. These kids have all the convenience from this city and yet for whatever reason take advantage off too much from the likes of us hard workers. 03:09PAM.

I backed out the three cars; swept up a little dirt; but did most of the rearranging with ‘Kali-Maw’s direction again. We went to donate the first bag of used shoe by ‘Kali-Maw’ and a broken lamp around 12:30PM. The rain poured around this time. We bought food from McDonald restaurant to bring home so we three could eat our late lunch around 01:30PM. The second bag of used shoes by ‘Shiva-Paw’ was donated around 02:00PM. The rain did not pour.

Currently, the whole Bay Area is getting its blessed soaking of rain water. Why don’t you people believe in love and light and the efforts of gifting our neighborhood to promote the balancing effects of nature as seen by the eyes of ‘God?’ My effort is not religious or spiritual in nature. I believe what I do is right, basically. 03:11PM.

I took my shower and managed to blog this entry. I feel good knowing I’ve done the best I could today. 03:13PM. By the way, we did not attend the graduation party of our cousin, ‘Pod-Hempeck’ in the East Bay because our gut feelings told us we were not ‘really’ invited by his mom, ‘Blabby’, who did not specify the time to visit. Why don’t you people believe that there is something compacted about the East Bay people? 03:14PM.

Good evening. Nothing much happened except I kept messaging ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to pick up his junk. He has not responded the whole day and I don’t care because people like him don’t change. He lives only two minutes away and he too does not visit this place. 11:22PM

I massaged ‘Kali-Maw’s neck, shoulder and back. There is a bump on her lower back and the upper shoulders were tenderized by my hands. I felt the neck area needed some work. At 10:30PM, she fell into a deep sleep while sitting upright from the same position I worked on her. I know my job was done well when I saw her jolt in her sleep. Her mouth was wide open and her face was relaxed looking too. I tried to balance the rest of her in silence. Then ‘Shiva-Paw’ sneezed loudly and that ended ‘Kali-Maw’s slumber. 11:24PM.

We tried to watch more television shows together until around 11:15PM when we decided the time was to sleep. 11:25PM.

I’m feeling head pressure again as I blog. Earlier this evening I’ve laundered my clothes and bed sheets in my new allergy products of laundry detergent and de-mite solution. I hope this helps kill the critters that I cannot see. I believe I need to vacuum my room too, whenever I feel I have the energy. 11:26AM.

RE: 20060521-Funny Him

Inspiration: I read more articles on the WM website; scratched my head in more confusion as forum members battle out their belief systems; and laughed at a picture showing the smiling face of DC among a bed of yellow flowers. I still laugh now after replying with a PM to the site administrator. They are funny but dedicated people. I learn too much that my brain hurts. 08:52PM. I’ve created this poetry in blog for DC. 05-21-2006 09:21AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/21/2006 12:57:00 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

20060520-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to a very cold and cloudy gray day. I am amazed of at the balance going on in this world, which may be my next inspirational poetry in blog. My sinuses were congested this morning and decided to use the spray to open up what could be better breathing. 07:56AM

All windows are open upstairs to allow the sunlight enter and cool wind blow. I am amazed that the sunlight is so bright that it could go through the clouds above. I am amazed that the weather is cold and know why, maybe. 07:57AM

Budgsy, the light blue parakeet, got lost near ‘Kali-Maw’, who was working on her embroidery, watching television; and didn’t pick up the bird. She instructed that I get the long wooden ladder and bring the bird back to his friends over at the dining room, which is two rooms over with the kitchen in between. 07:59AM

My right sinus has been decongested and I am ready to clean the garage. But for whatever reason, I feel sluggish but not truly lazy as typical of my calm ‘La-Nez’ lineage. I will back out the three cars and hopefully find the necessary energy amidst the coldness of the morning with possible light rains. 09:48AM

Breakfast was gross with ‘Kali-Maw’s dried scrabbled eggs cooked in iron skillet instead of the fear mongers claim of Teflon being bad for the health. If that were true, why are the stores still selling Teflon coated cooking wares. Huh, huh? Duh! 09:48AM

At 10:00AM, I watered ‘Kali-Maw’s small vegetable plants outback and filled the bird bath with fresh water. ‘Shiva-Paw’ hollered at me that the water is still clean and I shouldn’t have filled it up. Birds of small; blue jay; robin; black bird came by to drink and bathe in the bird bath after wards. 11:01AM

I guess we decided not to clean the garage because ‘Shiva-Paw’ insisted he wanted to do his part when he heals some more from his surgery. This is cool because my right knee still hurts from the leisurely limp of walking this Wednesday. 10:58PM

We are frying up ‘Kali-Maw’s catfish and tilapia outback in our char broiler of propane gas. There are three green chili peppers and one slab of meat also cooking. I smell of fish and gas, which is not nice. 10:59PM

At 10:29AM, two black copters flew overhead and I took pictures of them and the trail clouds underneath the Sun. I will post three pictures to my Yahoo! 360 account for the curious onlookers from the perspective of my simple life as a novice writer and warrior. 11:02PM

A few minutes ago, ‘Squirrel-Ling’ called and I spoke to him about my two messages. I guess we will have to go to a cousin’s ‘graduation’ party somewhere in the East Bay and without our parents. I don’t like parties. Too many people make me nervous. 12:05PM

I awoke at 03:00PM from my uneasy slumber. I dreamt my dreams within my dreams and felt those jolts knowing that I’m really in too deep. The window to the computer room is opened and I see a large low lying gray cloud bank stretching across the Westside hills of the Bay Area. There are white fluffy clouds somewhere beyond in the Pacific Ocean. 03:10PM

Some clear blue skies and fluffy white clouds appears around 04:00PM. We attended the 05:00PM mass and saw the same people with noisy kids and the old mother barely walking while her tall dark son assisted her to the car. 08:45PM

We ate at Goldie Locks restaurant and finished two of three types of food. There was a ‘white’ couple with two cute kids and another ‘white’ lady with another cute kid. There were a bunch of ‘Ayd-Cians’ hanging out at a nearby parking lot all dressed up. 08:48PM

We debated on what to do with the food to bring to ‘Squirrel-Ling’. I ended up leaving the car running while I handed ‘Squirrel-Ling’ the food and unwillingly entered the house to see his new coffee maker and to drink the very smooth tasting coffee from his large mug. ‘Win-Tea’ was cutting up oranges as their snack after they came home shopping from Fremont. I refused the offering and was later scolded by ‘Kali-Maw’ for setting foot into the place. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ got his blessings from his parents who were sitting inside the Mazda. 08:50PM

RE: 20060520-Friendly Brat

Inspiration: I had to blog about my initials of F.B. again and show that there should be more laughter in this great comedy of life spite of gray clouds and cold weathers; light planes and copters; and negative programming from media and online news. 12:08PM

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/20/2006 07:57:00 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

20060519-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose at 07:15AM with much energy. I recall on the whole days of feeling lack of energy on 05/12 and the fact that both my hands and wrists did not want to work. After a few days starting 05/10, my whole left shoulder and somewhat my right shoulder were mysteriously shot and lacked the necessary energy to blog. 07:30AM.

Upon peeking and opening the blinds upstairs, the skies cover our heads with gray clouds all around. I believe my CB continues to work after I planted the object in my parents’ backyard property. In accordance to anything Natural in the eyes of the One, the balance must be maintained. There is nothing to be gained or lost with personal experimentations. 07:33AM.

I hear the parakeets sounding below and will greet all that breathes the clean crispy air that has been so far maintained with good intentions and good beings. I believe my parakeets need some much needed nourishment and will refill their trays with food. 07:37PM.

We three attended the 08:30AM; drove to the post office to drop of ‘Shiva-Paw’s letters; traveled southbound Highway 880 and almost missed my exit; joked that I should call in sick today for work because I might miss my exit too; waited twenty minutes for ‘Kali-Maw’s appointment to be finished; ate at the local McDonald restaurant for breakfast and arrived home to greet parakeets and share the nice arrangement of bottled waters and drink done by ‘Kali-Maw’ in the garage. 10:33PM.

I will go to work soon. On our way back home northbound Highway 800 from ‘Kali-Maw’s appointment; the blue sky slowly appeared through fluffy white clouds around my neighborhood. I didn’t see any circular clouds above my CB planted in my parents’ backyard property. I feel sleepy and do feel I need to re-charge my energies. 10:35PM.

I looked outside my 12th story window at work and see misty white clouds in the horizon of Mt. Hamilton, CA. The fluffy white clouds hover all over as far as the eyes can see. There are still some blue skies through these clouds. 01:00PM.

I am finished with applying cash receipts for the Canada lockbox and US Wires into our A/R customers for the 05/17 and 05/18 from 11:00AM to 01:00PM. I will work on the US lockbox works of 05/17 and 05/18 to catch up. 01:01PM.

I left the building at 05:00PM. I did notice the gray colored cement awashed with rain through the tall windows of the lobby, however. I drove home with the low setting instead of the slower intermittent ones. That shows the rain was pouring. I smile knowingly and hope everyone else could know. 08:44PM.

I called my contact at 05:45PM and still nothing but positive signs. The deal is small in comparison to the heavens above. I live for the moment always. 08:46PM.

A copter buzzed my neighborhood at 06:00PM. I flicked it off through my window blinds but once again had to control myself and wish it well that nothing is bad. I am always cross checking my bad behavior, which I cannot help what I am as are the behaviors of some relatives. I took pictures. 08:48PM.

We had dinner and dessert and talked little as usual. The place is quieter and more relaxing to me and we decided if we should call ‘Squirrel-Ling’, who didn’t answer his cell phone. As a normal routine, we covered the parakeet cage at night so they could sleep. 08:49PM.

I heard the mockingbird sounding on top of the antenna of the next door neighbors. I’ve not heard particular melody before and went inside to get my camera only to find moments later it flew away. This was before dinner. 08:56PM.

The status of my tummy currently hurts and probably from eating too much dinner or a couple of vitamin tablets. 10:13PM. The status of my head and ear pressure was more noticeable the evening upstairs in my computer room when I came home 05:30PM; after dinner 09:00PM and up to right now 10:14PM. 10:15PM.

RE: 20060519-Cloud Rains

Inspiration: The rains have fallen after working hard all day on Friday. Yesterday, I planted my first CB and prayed for love, light, peace, and balance. God will do the rest, of course. I use the name, ‘God’ to describe anything, anyone and all that is good and right. 05-20-2006 08:02AM

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/19/2006 07:27:00 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

20060518-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. The whole was spent at the company meeting. I was bored, sleepy, and not happy. I did not enjoy the hard rice pilaf; sour lemon chicken. The asparagus spears, salad, lasagne and garlic bread were tasty. We received two buttons and a gray long sleeve sweater with the words Finance Team printed below the company logo. 10:56PM.

I arrived home early at 05:00PM and found my orders. Two boxes were from a company selling allergy product. The third but more important box contained my very first CB from Sensei’s website. 10:54PM.

I went to the Home Depot to buy the six pieces as instructed by a ‘Josh’; went home to shovel and dig a hole to plant my CB; assembled the six pieces but had to work the sixth hole with a pliers to make this fit; took pictures of the cloud formations above at 06:30PM prior to planting and 07:00PM afterwards. 10:57PM.

My stomach aches from maybe taking the over the counter pain killers or eating too much for dinner or eating ‘Kali-Maw’s avocado in sugar milk dessert, which taste like dirt. 11:02PM.

I bid everyone greetings tonight. Copters were flying over my parents’ house at 11:25PM. My parent’s are old timers and mean no harm. Once again, I am in the middle and would like peace and harmony for everyone, basically. Good night! 11:30PM.

RE: 20060518-Could Be

Inspiration: I could be staying at this company longer than planned. I wanted to leave at the end of May people! This has nothing to do with anything else weird on the time table! I take baby steps and my first CB was planted into the soil of Mother Earth tonight. I had taken pictures before and after my efforts. The intention should be no harm whatsoever. I believe I did as much as I could and my pictures are my only support so far. 11:01PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/18/2006 10:55:00 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

20060517-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I couldn’t sleep both due to sleeping and drinking a coffee drink of Frappuccino Vanilla earlier. 01:20AM.

I have been blogging and editing my Yahoo! 360 entry of:
RE: 20060514-Mother’s Day

Last night as I did ‘Kali-Maw’s pedicure, she told me that those crazed women have been forgiven. I am surprised that none have offered apologies for being imperfect. I wonder if Filipinos are too proud to admit any fault whatsoever. I told ‘Kali-Maw’ that life is a comedy because they all have acted like children. 01:21PM.

I am still awake and I continue to edit my Yahoo! 360 blogs with the spell checker, which is somewhat limited. I feel hungry and empty after using restroom. 02:12AM.

I forgot to mention that a helicopter flew over my house at exactly 02:09AM. I would suggest you fools to lay off and behave for once. There is no need to spread your fuel over the environment. 02:19AM.

I finally touched down to edit my blog for today. 04:44PM. After all that time, ‘Shiva-Paw’ will be fine with his regular medication. 04:45PM.

Below I will enter the chronological events of my simple life:

Part One: Was awakened by ‘Shiva-Paw’ at 06:22AM; picked up ‘Squirrel-Ling’ from his house; went to 7-11 store to buy sandwiches; checked ‘Shiva-Paw’ in at 08:00AM; walked around to bathroom and outside with either ‘Kali-Maw’ or ‘Squirrel-Ling’; ate Ministrone soup of 2,50 bowl for ‘Kali-Maw’ and 1,75 bowl for me at 10:00AM; waited in room with Mel, the 88 year old man, in the Radiology department; wished ‘Shiva-Paw’ good luck at 11:00AM

Part Two: Walked twenty five minutes to Burger King off the El Camino Real under the heat of the sun; limped with my painful right knee; bought a Large Number 2 meal for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and a garden salad with chicken and small drink; walked through TrueValue store and WalGreens store, where we found antibiotic and bandages to patch up ‘Squirrel-Ling’s wounded right middle knuckle he busted up from punching a wall for whatever reason after we exited the restaurant; greeted Tua, a salesclerk, Talofa, or ‘Hello’ in Samoa; limped back to the hospital slower but with longer strides as prompted by ‘Squirrel-Ling’; intercepted a white male ‘watcher’ with a neck brace around 12:39PM at a corner; intercepted a Food Harvest truck around 12:53PM; limped slower towards Radiology department; rode elevator to fifth floor; greeted, fed and cleaned up ‘Shiva-Paw’ to sleep off sedatives.

Part Three: Drove ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to his home; replaced extra food and drinks from earlier this morning; loaded dryer with wet bed sheets and washer with white blankets; cleaned parakeet area; took shower, got dressed, dried hair, placed on my earrings; answered the home phone to hear ‘Kali-Maw’ reminding us to pick up ‘Shiva-Paw’ at 03:30PM; read WM articles and turned off computer; brought down my dirty laundry and garbage from upstairs with marked limp with unknown injury sustained to right knee; watered small vegetables growing in backyard; hosed down and filled birdbath; picked up mail from mailbox; sort mail into three piles – ‘Shiva-Paw’s; mine in my purse and ‘Squirrel-Ling’s in a plastic bag of breakfast snacks and Kenny Loggin CD; picked up ‘Squirrel-Ling’ at 03:15PM; drove 70mph back to hospital in fifteen minutes.

Part Four: Arrived at front entrance at 03:40PM to see both parents waiting together like two peas in a pod; limped very slowly back to the parked car to pickup all three family units a minutes later; drove straight ahead one block to have ‘Kali-Maw’ pick up medication slip for ‘Shiva-Paw’; drove back home at 60mph on carpool lane; dropped off ‘Squirrel-Ling’ at his new home and waved at him goodbye.

Part Five: Came home and wiped down front windshield of ‘Shiva-Paw’s Mazda with a leftover green towel; made bed for both parents; dried blankets and remaining pillow covers; undressed and blogged these entries for thirty minutes so far. 05:15PM.

RE: 20060517-Leasurely Limp

Inspiration: ‘Shiva-Paw’ went to the hospital and both ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and I went for a nice walk. My right knee was out of place and had felt pinching pain the whole time I limped towards the restaurant to get lunch while waiting for ‘Shiva-Paw’ to come out of surgery. 05-20-2006 08:04AM

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/17/2006 01:20:00 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

20060516-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon. I am currently having my lunch of Niman burger and house chips. Both are tasty and worth US5.95 notes. I bought my VitaminWater (Endurance peach-mango). 12:53PM.

I awoke at 06:15PM; worked on my computer; and went back to sleep. ‘Kali-Maw’ came upstairs and opened my bedroom door three times. I conversed with her through sleepy eyes. She did mention how clean the upstairs was and she looked at the extra toilet paper and paper towels I neatly placed inside the closet of the guest room. 12:55PM.

I awoke off and on again between 08:15AM to 08:36AM until I heard my complimentary ‘pop’ noise somewhere to bit me to get up. So I did and did the usual of cleaning the parakeets and prepping my face. 12:57PM.

I will go back to consuming my burger and chips and will continue to work and live until nothing happens on my otherwise boring, weird, flat-lining, simple life as a data entry clerk and novice writer. 12:58PM.

I dislike that brown-noser, ‘Shamy Minniemouse’, one of ‘Richstink Stinkness’ co-worker. She forgot her place among the rest and acts like she is a manager. The collectors do not like her for micro managing their work. I don’t blame them because she walked right me near me from wherever and coughed. I coughed and spat at her and I do not care. I’m ‘bad to the bones’. 01:13PM.

Then I slept another three hours without dinner after eating two small bowls of pancit. I arose to work on my computer and found that being in front of this monitor did nothing for me. I must travel soon or else explode to pieces of boredom. I must quit my day job first, of course. Then ‘Kali-Maw’ came upstairs with the pedicure tools and I worked on her feet because I am her good daughter, which is my current purpose in this lifetime. 11:21PM.

Earlier, ‘Kali-Maw’ and I drove pancit, bag of oranges, a case of mocha flavored coffee drink and our smiles to ‘Squirrel-Ling’s house. Then ‘Squirrel-Ling’ hitched a ride with us; came home; talked and played with the parakeets; took the second of his Hawaiian wall hanging; and one Panzer model tank, which he made my hand as a hobby. 11:19PM.

I have successfully logged online after thirty minutes of unknown. I booted and rebooted; repaired and hexed my demise earlier. 11:15PM. I wonder if I could enter one Yahoo! 360 blog. 11:22PM.

RE: 20060516-Quiet and Cool

Inspiration: I entered one blog and tried to mimic yesterday’s poetry in blog. I suppose I am ready to leave blogging for awhile and travel onwards. Traveling would by far inspire me to blog on length. Quiet and cool describes my current and potentially idealized lifestyle. 11:45PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/16/2006 12:54:00 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

20060515-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening to another edition of simple life of novice writer. I’m tired of blogging. I work all day in front of the computer then come home to work some more with words that reach the few curious folks. 10:52PM.

I have enough energy leftover to enter today’s blog from more lessons crossing our paths over the weekend. 10:52PM. My understanding of every turn of events is limited. I do not care anymore. Anything could happen to anyone and I would rather avoid confrontations at all possible costs. 10:55PM.

The day has been mostly sleepy and people at work are both sneezing and coughing. The temps are behaved. One guy acts very jittery and high; while the other one smells of fish. The guy knows how to do his work; while the other plays us ‘senior’ members along. I sent my co-worker a YM message to confirm this temp’s stink which still lingers in my sinuses. 10:57PM.

‘Jerk Turdannatto’ once again came on to me at 03:25PM. He asked me out for drinks at my cubicle and sent a Yahoo! message to my boss at 03:30PM regarding this event. ‘Jerk Turdannatto’ wanted to know the name of cardholder and he searched a spreadsheet when all along I could have looked up the information under the main program. We both laughed at my inability to think. I expressed to him that it’s time for me to go; to go away and leave. He once again said to me: ‘Thank you, my friend.’ I said to him in reply: ‘You’re welcome.’ I could only resign at anytime. 11:01PM.

And as for gifting, I think I’d rather travel. This is my plan. I do not know to where but anywhere and far away from work and home is good. 11:03PM.

This morning I went to the USPS to mail a certified envelope and stood in line for thirty minutes at my bank to deposit my heavy coins from a small brown sandwich paper bag. On my usual route towards Highway 101; there were two vehicles that signaled my position. One was a green medium sized sedan off the little road; while the other one was a light beige light SUV prior to the exit. 11:04PM.

There was a long white trail cloud left behind by a plane over the hills of Mt. Hamilton, CA at 10:00PM, which was the time I managed to get out of the bank. I had placed one call to my work but ended up talking to my co-worker on her cell phone. She called in sick, which I do not believe. 11:08PM.

I drove slowly back home because I forgot to put on my earrings on this morning. I cannot believe I am getting forgetful and not in my forties yet. Recently, I feel like I’ve been drifting along and not quite sure why I don’t anchored in the moment. 11:09PM.

I wanted to take pictures of the wispy clouds but told them not today guys for I am busy. 11:12AM.

I slept right after work from 05:00PM to 08:00PM; worked on my computer and cannot remember what I did; shared with ‘Kali-Maw’ slices of the ‘Squirrel-Ling’s Happy Mother’s Day sponge cake with whipped strawberry filling and topped with peach, kiwi and strawberries; watch a public broadcast on television about Angels, Demons and Masons (2000) and didn’t feel good from 10:00PM to 10:35PM. 11:44PM.

Every time I try to learn from all types of sources I get more confused. I do not understand why I exist and what my purpose is at all. I know people get hurt as do I. I know people overcome at all costs. I know I’m being followed and scanned. I know I’m sleepy and feeling hot. Good night! 11:50PM.

I forgot to mention yesterday that ‘Richstink Stinkness’, a co-worker, no longer has that stinky smelly. While waiting for him to remove his print-out and after having greeted each other; I smelled a pleasant fragrance of flowers, which I prefer over his other scent from the past at the 307 building. 05-16-2006 12:54PM.

I also forgot that ‘Sundara Ra’ and his very tall dark friend from IT department came to visit my cubicle yesterday. I couldn’t understand a damn word from his accent and couldn’t recognize who he was. I bid him to come closer to my poor hearing damaged from lots of antibiotics taken during my childhood. I remembered who he was when I could barely hear the word ‘photograph’ of flowers during our walk together that one day. I held out my right hand so he could shake but with his cold left hand. He is very thin. I looked closer at his face and then remembered who he was. Once again I could not hear well and had to let him type out the web address where he browses pretty photographs. They both left without saying another word. 05-16-2006 01:01PM.

RE: 20060515-Sweet and Sour

Inspiration: I love dark chocolate and anything sweet like kisses. I never liked sour foods especially words that exude lack any shred of decency. This blog was done under heavy lids of my tiredness. I grew weary of certain individuals who have been placed into my path for this life time and have not learned the meanings of their presence yet. 11:40PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/15/2006 10:53:00 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

20060514-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening. I have been reading a recent article on the EW website. I do not feel sleepy yet but have to log my entry for today’s events. 09:47PM

I’ve been feeling felt head pressure the whole day and decided to wear two HP for both front and back for extra protection. 10:00PM.

There were sylphs in the skies the whole day and had many opportunities to take photographs whenever possible. 10:02PM.

We visited old granny at the nursing home near Tennyson Road, CA. And brought her out to eat. 10:04PM.

I am starting my Yahoo! 360 blog of today’s event and still processing. 10:06PM.

I forgot to mention I had my desktop SP running inside the Mercedes Benz E430 the whole day we were out. 05-15-2006 12:47AM

20060514-Mother’s Day

Inspiration: I think I got carried away with the events of visiting old granny at the nursing home but provided more information about my background and the realities of my life as an ‘Aye-Cian’. People should respect the elders because everyone will get old. Those belligerents who claim are ‘sinless’ and ‘don’t care if they are young or old’ (as both statements made by same belligerant of yesterday and today), will need to be dealt with their own medicine. ‘Shiva-Paw’ has proven himself to be empowered in his quiet ways by defending his family for the first time in public. 05-15-2006 12:54AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/14/2006 10:00:00 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

20050613-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon and dag-nabit! The morning started out with me being awakened by ‘Kali-Maw’ knocking on the wall at 06:15AM. I didn’t feel like getting up this early and thought it was payday next, Monday. 12:17PM. We ate breakfast and as usual ‘Kali-Maw’ had to talk about her past and can’t recall all the details. I will have to hide a mini-recorder in my pocket somewhere to take notes. 12:18PM.

We then left at around 08:00AM to buy goods on sale at the parking lot of the Commissary store in Moffett Field, CA. We then arrived past 08:30AM and saw the line was long. If this is what waiting in line is like in Costco, I would rather pay higher prices and buy fewer items. This activity is good only if there are sufficient storage at home and a large family to take care. 12:20AM.

I pushed and pulled three of the largest carts we could find. While waiting in line, the music came on and I danced pretty much to the disco tunes they were playing. YMCA came on as the first tune. Later there was country music, which I will admit I listen. We waited until 11:30PM until we were stuck right behind one customer due to computer problems. Weird situations would occur seldom right before our turn comes up to check out. I did not get a tan. 12:21PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ and my auntie ‘Mal-Death’ fought in the parking lot. My take based on what I heard is that ‘Kali-Maw’ opened up the conversation to let these people know that ‘Shiva-Paw’ will undergo a heart procedure. That ‘Mal-Death’ then said things like its stress and the food he was eating. ‘Kali-Maw’ took to those as being mean and nasty. 12:25PM

I went to my auntie and said sorry and told her that she shouldn’t talk back to elders and that I wasn’t there to witness. ‘Mal-Death’ then replied that she doesn’t care if they are young and old and didn’t like the way ‘Kali-Maw’ responded. Her husband agreed with this wife of course for the public scene. He had beaten up his daughter once. 12:36PM

The bottom line, as I mentioned is my previous blog entry, is that that these people don’t care who they hurt even if they are old, unhealthy and weak. This explains why old granny got dumped into the nursing home by the two daughters who are registered nurses! Nurses are supposed to be compassionate. But today, this one did not show understanding to ‘Kali-Maw’. I think they want only their brother to live a longer life. 12:39PM.

‘Mal-Form’, ‘Mal-Death’, and ‘Mal-Low’ have assaulted people verbally in the past. Their own mother confessed to us her hurt feelings experienced from all of her three daughters. Other in-laws have testified the same truth regarding their bad mouthing. I wonder if their ‘friends’ know who these people really are after their parties are over. That is the record for my paternal aunties living in the East Bay. 12:27PM.

‘Kali-Maw’ said I am not reliable and cannot defend my parents. What do you people want from me? I cannot fix all the ills of the world! I cannot close the can of worms you old people opened up from the past! Why can’t you let us younger generations move on with our lives and in freedom? Why can’t these old people behave and stop bickering like hurt children? There are some people that will always be losers; clueless and down right mean. 12:30PM.

Here is a summary of my day’s event: saving split screen photographs of wispy clouds to upload later on into my Yahoo! 360 acccount; ‘resting’ on my bed without any bed sheets; being relieved from any responsibility to fix the likes of my relatives who have been mistreating others before coming to America; walking the Fatima procession around our local church that we’ve been attending for over thirty years; burning under the sun while holding umbrella over ‘Kali-Maw’ and me; attending the one hour mass afterwards while cooling down from the overheated exposure to the sun; waiting in car after having eaten small amount of pancit (Filipino noodles) and turong (Filipino deep fried banana wrap); listening to voicemail received at 02:05PM; cleaning parakeet area; throwing out first recyclables and garbage; taking a shower; making bed with clean sheets; washing three more blankets downstairs; waiting for my parents to come home from another Fatima procession over at Our Lady of Peace located in Santa Clara, CA; and blogging this large paragraph. 08:10PM.

I’ve been hearing a mocking bird singing outside starting at 08:02PM. 08:11PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/13/2006 12:19:00 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

20060512-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning and Friday. Another sleepy person arose from bed around 07:44AM as the sunlight pierced through the holes in the blinds. The skies are blue and a bit hazy too. Her hands and wrist do not feel like working much today and will crawl back into bed until her brain depressurizes from waking up too fast. A yawn has been let out. 07:58AM.

A long, popcorn shaped, trail cloud appeared over my house. A white truck was parked to the left of my road before I left home late for work this morning. From Highway 101 northbound, a distinct X shaped cloud of trail and wispy intersected each other and appeared in the distance. I kept smiling to myself and peeking through my shades to make other drivers aware of what I saw. 01:48PM.

I took some snapshots of sylphs overhead from a parking lot between the McAfee and Sun Microsystem buildings and then drove into the first floor near mine. I was late for the 09:30AM meeting and dragged my feet into the room where six of the team members were sitting at around 09:45AM. 01:48PM.

I am not interested in working anymore. My bodily parts are falling down from aging and my health is failing due to the same sitting down everyday for over ten years. I must leave my sedentary work behind this month. I simply do not care for this place. There is no other choice. 01:55PM.

I finished a sandwich of Roasted Carolina Turkey Panini for US4.50 notes and bought the VitaminWater (Power-C Dragonfruit) to wash down the dryness of the buns. My lower guts hurt. 01:55PM.

A troll by the name of ‘Jerk Turdannatto’ bugged me at my desk at 02:05PM. He said, ‘Now, You wouldn’t talk to me. And I told him, ‘Why should I?!’ He then nudged me with his right hand and on my left shoulder and I exclaimed, ‘Don’t touch me! I have the cramps!’ He left and can’t recall what he said. Once again, he is the same turd that wanted us to get married and that I reminded him of his wife. That is sick. 02:10PM.

I finally was able to log into this blogger account at 06:20PM after trying for five minutes. I was able to view other web pages like WM, PWM and EW, which has an article that I am currently reading. 06:21PM.

For whatever reason, I could not post a PM to the site admin of WM at around 06:05PM in response to testing the new PWM website. I assumed that being logged out was a sign that I am not wanted there anymore or that I have been mysteriously logged of. I felt it wise to not try again tonight because there is little I could contribute in my efforts on that forum. 06:11PM.

However, I efforts will include my personal gifting of love and light in my neighborhood in the upcoming days ahead. This is because I plan to no longer work in the corporate world as a tool and will have lots of spare time on my hands. 06:30PM. I will have my Canon digital camera to take pictures of lots of [ahem] flowers and birds too. 06:31PM.

A gifting buddy would be nice because I need one to help me make my gifts and drive us around town to take lots of pictures of nature. 06:32PM. Also, having a ‘real’ and ‘good’ boyfriend for once would be nice since we have two empty bedrooms upstairs too. Being upstairs is lonely and our backyard is big; neatly kept and could use some activity too. 06:24PM.

I thought I felt the tower of my work rumble at around 04:15PM today. I was sitting in my chair while trying to finish up today’s work before leaving at 05:00PM when the shaking occurred. 06:35PM.

I recall seeing lots of white sheen clouds above hear after I got out of work. And I notice some trails and wispy clouds battling out again in the skies. 06:36PM. The air outside is nice cool one and I had closed the blinds this morning to keep the heat out during the afternoon setting sun, which is currently being hidden behind these same white sheen clouds. 06:37PM.

Dinner was filling and I sat around to talk with ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Shiva-Paw’ about nothing much. A truck almost parked at the side of our house and mysteriously made a U-turn back towards the railroad intersection at 07:15PM. A copter (perhaps a police) made its presence known in the distance at around 08:40PM.

RE: 20060512-Rolling Coins

Inspiration: I finished my laundries of two loads and put them away. I then rolled up ‘Squirrel-Ling’s pennies and ‘Shiva-Paw’s coins to be deposited tomorrow. There is over one hundred worth of these coins that I painstakingly wrapped while watching television from my parents room. I had used a hand towel as I counted from the foot ‘Kali-Maw’s bed while she slept. I think it’s time for me to sleep too. Good night. 11:47PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/12/2006 07:58:00 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

20060511-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose around 07:15AM and opened all the blinds upstairs to see brightness all around from the sunlight. Yesterday and this morning looked a bit hazy over the western hills of the Bay Area. The blue skies are filled with wispy clouds overhead too. 07:29AM.

I just finished eating my US5.00 notes worth of lunch from downstairs. 12:50PM. I will consume my other goodies later on: 20 FL OZ. ‘VitaminWater’ (Multi-V lemonade); one dark chocolate bar and two candied treats. 12:51PM.

There was a four black vehicle accident earlier this morning at around 09:25AM on the second to the left lane before the De La Cruz Blvd. exit. A black Beemer was on the very front with the third car sustaining the most damage to the rear bumper by a Jeep. 12:52PM.

I have to admit finishing a whole bar of chocolate a few minutes ago. Then I used the bathroom. The accounting system crashed and I wonder how – hehe. 03:58PM.

The accounting system crashed and another co-worker and I left for the day at around 05:00PM. The two temps left right after lunch because they were feeling sick. I say they are weak and should have stayed like us hard core veterans at this company. I’ve been sneezing the whole day the Mr. Mxxxx sneezed several times in a row before blowing his nose like a horn. 05:56PM.

The air upstairs is warmer and I have opened up all the windows. I closed up the wooden blinds to further reduce the bright radiance of the sunlight setting in the northwest direction. The skies are clear blue with some sylphs hanging around the east coast hills of the Bay Area. 05:57PM.

I feel fat sitting in front of this computer with only my underwear and tank top. I feel older as I count the years towards my forty something age bracket on my drive home from work and more annoyed knowing that this body has come this far out of shape. 05:59PM.

I feel hot but our centralized A/C has been on for only a few minutes and I hope to cool down. But how could I while I drink my hot lemonade tea? This hot beverage aids in the digestion of my dinner tonight. I placed the clear glass tea pot inside the refrigerator for cooling and later consumption. 09:12PM.

Earlier about a few minutes ago, ‘Kali-Maw’ and I took a very slow walk in front of our house. Her aching joints would not allow up the occasional walks of thirty minutes years prior to her right knee surgery to remove the damage done from three decades of hard work. She has not cartilage there anymore. 09:14PM.

RE: 20060511-Forgetful and Free

Inspiration: I had noticed sometime this week that ‘Shiva-Paw’ forgot to string his leather belt through the middle notch in the back of his pants. I reminded him to take a look in the mirror. I noticed that tonight he forgot to replace the garbage bin with leftover grocery paper bag. Grocery bags of paper and plastic make great garbage holders for throwing out for weekly pickup by the city. 09:16PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/11/2006 07:29:00 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

20060510-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to a brownish haze over the hills as the Sun has not yet arisen around 06:30AM. I’ve finished printing out my email pages to file away. I will lazily crawl back into bed and could see the bright sunlight coming through the blinds of my bedroom and to my left of this new ‘computer’ room of mine. 07:07AM.

Good evening and welcome to another edition of Flynn’s Daily Blogs. I am currently blogging from 09:40PM; finished one at 10:00PM and another one is being processed.

I came home to find my parents cleaning the yard. ‘Kali-Maw’ was hosing the front yard area while ‘Shiva-Paw’ was tidying up the back yard. He dumped all the soil from the large green plastic containers of plant holders and re-used the soil to plant other vegetables out front. 10:22PM.

We ate dinner and I massaged ‘Kali-Maw’s leg and feet due to her medical condition. I want her toes to remain as much as possible. Overall, she is fair health but my stupid East Bay relatives should know and treat old timers better. Karma unto them has been henceforthwith. (I made up that word because I have a smart brain). 10:24PM.

I just flushed down the toilet a very fast moving brown insect that looked similar to silverfishes. This is the second critter to my front left of my computer room wall. I captured this critter inside an un-used, square-shaped tissue paper holder by holding upside down and capping the opening with one of my calendar pages. I did this to a spider maybe yesterday night or the night before. 10:20PM.

RE: 20060510-Driver’s Heat

Inspiration: The hot weather has been picking up as well as those fast, lowered and modified cars of certain nationalities driving up and down my road this evening and usually during warmer days and nights. I talk about drivers who should be more careful and enjoy the warmer days instead of causing accidents from driving to fast. 09:40PM.

RE: 20060510-Walking Women

Inspiration: There were two white ladies with dogs this morning at 08:00AM and this evening at 09:00PM. I made fun of the first one and mean no offense. The second one of my many ‘watchers’ is pretty much insignificant. I prefer cats over dogs because of their aloofness; cleanliness; and independence. 10:54PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/10/2006 07:07:00 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

20060509-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening and it’s currently too hot for me due to my well insulated body of fat! 05:47PM.

I arose from bed around 08:35AM after a lazy request for a signal to urge me to get ready for the morning. I did not feel like getting up and heard my sound of the soft ‘pop’ somewhere in my room. I could only say, ‘Good morning’ and ‘Thanks’. 05:51PM.

I filled out my two rebates of US20.00 notes and US30.00 notes for my new Canon printer; scanned copies for my records and printed out the sender’s address with my new printer; and went to the USPS to get it certified. 05:59PM.

The whole day at work was uneventful as I continued to enter all the cash receipts from Monday’s monster lockbox batches from the bank and clear the help desk tickets, which are mostly done by diligent me. 05:57PM.

My other two co-workers and I decided to have lunch at the new Gukenheim vendor downstairs at the cafeteria. I ordered the hamburger beef special of beef patty, which was medium rare and my favorite because it still had the juicy redness inside; of onions and bleu cheese as toppings; and of fresh cooked fries of oily crunch. I had to use the knife and fork to cut through the thick layer of poppy buns and ingredients. 05:55PM.

The drive home from work was great as I look up to the clear blue sky. Upon arrival at home, I saw a faint trail mixed in with brownish muck somewhere northwest of my house. 05:49AM.

This is my procedure for cleaning the parakeet area: I dumped and wiped as much poop from the parakeet tray into the garbage; washed with hot water and dish soap to disinfect; dumped any loose debris captured from the sink strainer into the garbage; dried the tray with paper towel; and vacuumed the piece of carpet free of food and feathers. I crushed the parakeet pellets with the mortar and pestle for ease of their swallowing; mixed in with regular but premium blend of seeds; and provided two containers for drinking down the dryness. 05:59PM -06:05PM.

I will now edit my 20060508-Daily Blogs and one Yahoo! 360 blog from yesterday to the best of both my memory and creativity. 06:05PM.

I’ve been troubleshooting my printer for the past thirty minutes and found that the plug was not secured on the back. I wanted to print my hard copies for my ‘tick’ files. 09:30PM.

I’m too lazy to blog. The stinky smelly is back as I hurriedly close the windows. 09:25PM. The recycling plant down the street may doing something. And I hope it’s not cooking meat. 09:30PM.

RE: 20060509-Teacher Day

Inspiration: I didn’t have any inspiration because I am lazy, sleepy, overfed from lunch AND dinner; have a headache and a neck ache. I had to look at my desk calendar for the day and saw that today is National Teacher Day. So I tried to blog in poetry and that took too long to compose. I wasn’t in the mood to blog. Good night! 05-09-2006 10:27PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/09/2006 05:49:00 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

20060508-Daily Blogs

Overall: Tired and bored. The End. 08:48PM.

This blog is being edited after I finished my entry to 20060509-Daily Blogs. I currently have the strength and interest to fill in this missing day of laziness. 05-09-2006 06:06PM.

I remembered awakening to clear blue skies along with the usual Sun filtering through my Hunter Douglas wooden blinds, which does a great job reducing the amount of light into the rooms during bright and hot days. 05-09-2006 06:07PM.

I remembered also cleaning the parakeet area as my parents’ came home from their daily ‘CatHoleLick’ mass at 08:00AM and walked into the house from the garage door as their usual route. 05-09-2006 05:08PM.

I remembered going to the USPS to get one piece of mail certified for tracking with my credit card and bought two stamps of two blue birds facing each other for my other two envelopes with cash. 05-09-2006 06:10PM.

The work was uneventful again except one of my co-workers wanted to eat out for lunch. I wanted to try the free cake that was being served by the new vendor, called Gukenheim downstairs at the cafeteria but didn’t have the chance at all to my dismay. 05-09-2006 06:12PM.

We went to Sunnyvale, CA to eat. I ordered my two chicken meal with biscuit; coleslaw and large unsweetened drink, which I later threw out before leaving for work. She shared half her pop corn shrimp meal with me as a nice gesture. There was this wide bodied white guy sitting to my left with a freaking tropical shirt. I hate seeing guys wearing this type of printed shirt because of the air head, wanna-be-islander, quality of said characters, I believe. 05-09-2006 06:14PM.

We later proceeded to purchase for the group their drinks of lung gagging, brown colored tapioca balls next door to the right of the chicken restaurant. My first experience was years ago as I inhaled a large tapioca ball through the wide straw. The ball was stuck inside the straw and I didn’t know that inhaling too hard would choke a person. I did not choke but gagged. I had the coconut milk tea. 05-19-2006 06:19PM.

The ride back to work was fine as the co-worker asked personal questions of the provinces where both my parents originated; if I dated Indian or Black guys; if we could travel to Las Vegas. She would make a good friend but would rather keep my pickiness to the few religious folks that have crossed my path years ago. She is religious; a teacher; a bible reader and doesn’t gamble. 06:22PM.

My evening was spent being alone and lonely upstairs as I had little to add to my blogs due to feeling of tightness in my right neck the whole day at work from the moment I arose from bed. When my neck is out of place, I know I had a good nights sleep. I would find myself awaking up on my left side more recently. 05-09-2006 06:28PM.

Note to self-Fat Towers: 1. One fat gray was well hidden behind trees and inside the parking lot of the USPS mail facility two minutes from my house and where the future Costco grocery store will be built. 2. The El Camino Real near the library has a very tall gray one towering some three stories. I saw this one while sitting at the Popeye’s for lunch today. 05-09-2006 06:24PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/08/2006 08:50:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

20060507-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning soon. Today was delightful. 11:53PM.

RE: 20060507-Delightful Day

Inspiration: I decided to blog under my Yahoo! 360 account. It discusses another normal and delightful day. 11:54PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/07/2006 11:55:00 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

20060506-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to the Sun that peered through a hole amongst the grayish white clouds. I peeked back through my palms covering my eyes as I greeted the Sun.

After I stopped my computer activities this morning, I went downstairs drank the remainder of the coffee that ‘Kali-Maw’ brewed earlier and had lots of white bread with mayo because I was feeling hungry. ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Shiva-Paw’ had left a few minutes later to walk at the Great Mall located in Milpitas, CA.

I kept calling and text message ‘Squirrel-Ling’ on each other’s cell phones to pick up more of his property from yesterday and today. He and, a few minutes later, ‘Win-Tea’ came over to haul his plastic kayak to his house. We discovered later this evening that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ felt that his property is safer inside the family room near the backyard since there is no furniture yet.

I told ‘Win-Tea’ to take a yellow container of his stuff from the backyard. I placed this into the front seat of ‘Win-Tea’. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ later got mad at me for doing this and hauled it back into the garage. I got mad at him for putting it back and closed the garage door at him for raising his voice at us elders as usual. This is from his heightened stress level. He is also quite sensitive.

After I got pissed off, I decided to let off some steam and leave the house to go shopping as well. Later trail clouds appeared later and I took a few shots while driving on the road; stopped at street lights; and barreling down the highway. This is dangerous and found myself swerving but only one moment. I won’t do this rare activity again of course.

I then parked on the roof top of Valley Fair shopping mall and took more pictures of trail clouds and wispy clouds. Amazingly, the skies were crispy blue to allow the heat of the sun to redden my high and round forehead.

I bought my atomic clock because I’m too lazy to set the correct time manually and a digital album that allows slideshows of pictures. I spent over $300.00 dollars at this mall and walked hurriedly because I hate people; cameras and shopping to spend my hard earned pennies.

I saw two guys in black shirts and one guy in a white shirt. I guess they saw me taking pictures of the clouds after I loaded my two purchases into the trunk of my gray colored Mustang. They got into their green colored Mustang of the similar model; only theirs did not have a fishtail on the trunk like mine. Their car was parked to the right of mine.

I traveled down the highway with my headlights still on after turning it on for safety back at the dimly lit open parking garage of the mall. I turned of the headlights and proceeded to return my software purchase, which was past the 30 day refund policy. I didn’t argue and told the blond customer service to not work too hard. She smiled and I sighed.

My next purchase took me around thirty minutes. The sales representative, who doesn’t get commission, of this popular printer was there to assist. The next rep printed up my paperwork for checking out at the cash registers way over there. I’m dumb because I didn’t bring a shopping cart and walked way over there with my light enough box of goodies. I got my rebate receipt and couldn’t wait to hook up my new printer to my new computer.

I saw my parents washing their beater car and decided to do the same to my dusty car. I shampooed not once but three times to remove the dirt and grim leftover from the rainy season; while ‘Kali-Maw’ ‘manned’ the garden hose to wash off the suds. Once again, I’ve inherited laziness from the side of ‘Shiva-Paw’ and sponged dried my car instead of towels. The windows had visible water marks from the inside.

I was slow in unpacking my atomic clock and had a heck of a time figuring out how to program that various functions on it. Up and down the stairs I went in search for three kinds of batteries: C; AAA and AA. Later I had unpacked my printer slowly and took my time installing the program until I found out that I needed a USB cable. I panicked and continued to pack the old scanner in to the new atomic clock box and the old printer into the new printer box.

All three of us went to mass after ‘Squirrel-Ling’ called ‘Shiva-Paw’, who refused to help assemble the new John Deer green colored, gas powered lawn mower because there are simple instructions to follow. I think this is another attempt to bond as guy’s would and the fact ‘Squirrel-Ling’ missing his old life.

I asked ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to help me find a USB cable for my new printer, which he had to my blessed relief. I called him as he shopped at Costco and told him to understand that ‘Shiva-Paw’ made a mistake and decided to help assemble the lawn mower after the wife screamed at the outright refusal.

We ate at the local Goldie Lock restaurant and later ordered food for the couple. We waited at the driveway for a few minutes and didn’t think to ring the doorbell. We thought ‘Squirrel-Ling’ didn’t come back from the shopping at Fry’s Electronics within the ten minutes time he told us. I felt dumber then.

I got my DSL and printer cable. Earlier they came by to pick up his three bicycles and other stuff. He forgot his plastic bag of mail and I text messaged him to come by later, which we delivered instead. We talked a few minutes to ‘Win-Tea’ who offered us snacks and some food bought at the store. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ was installing door stopper which also prevents the door from hitting the wall.

We said our good byes and realized they have to face reality of being tired and worn out like us older folks. I love these two people. And I hope they do will continue to do well. 10:52PM.

RE: 20060506-Trail Blazers

Inspiration: I don’t like those obvious trail clouds right over my house or anywhere else. You people better let me know what you want us to do about the fools. 10:53AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/06/2006 10:08:00 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

20060505-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon to another blue sky. This morning there were gray fluffy clouds and the air was cold. I had overeaten my usual breakfast of yuck; boiled coffee for ‘Kali-Maw’ as both parents arrived from church at around 08:50AM; cleaned the parakeet area while they ate; had my share of hurried coffee; blew dry my damp hair; and ate bagel from work. I am still over-full to the stomach rim and seldom have lunch or go outdoors to enjoy whatever is left of my days here at work. 12:36PM.

Good evening. There is little to do except a few loads of laundry. I am updated my computer and resolved the problem of printing temporarily by hooking up to my slower laptop. I may opt to donate all computers and purchase newer models. Dinner was less salty. 09:17PM.

RE: 20060505-Amusing Walk

Inspiration: I wanted to blog about my outdoor walk near my work. Taking a break and lunches are seldom for me because technically I do not have a backup. I took pictures of flowers and met and walked with a co-worker. I ended up talking about my first job. 10:51PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/05/2006 12:35:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

20060504-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another white fluffy cloud filled, clear blue skies. I am play my first CD on this computer while I prepare to leave for work. 08:47AM.

I feel sleepy as I look to my left where my bedroom is located: facing the morning Sun and looking bright and yellow from the bed sheets. I have dubbed that room, ‘Yellow Room.’

This computer room is dubbed the ‘Green Room’ because it faces the west side and I could see the trees from the side road and the neighbor’s back yard. 08:49AM.

I will have to remind myself to buy another clock for my bedroom because this computer room will have my other clock. 08:50AM.

Good evening: I’ve nothing important to report other than the beautiful day of clear blue skies; the gentle or breezes; and the white mistiness against the green hills of Mt. Hamilton, CA. 06:14PM.

Nothing happened today except more work and over one hour lunch at home until 01:15PM. I did: eat two hard boiled eggs with rice (of course); wash the parakeet tray; fill the bird bath with free water and launder one load of bedsheets. 06:17PM.

I think I remember now that I need to return to items and go to the post office. 06:18PM.

I discovered I cannot print with this new OS. ‘Unfreaking believable!’ So, I decided to spend a few minutes uploading more pictures to my Yahoo! 360 account.

RE: 20060504-Drivers Nuts

Inspiration: While playing my anime soundtrack on my new computer, I couldn’t find the latest driver for my still working printer! I am angry again and have decided to steam on whether to purchase a laser printer to replace this bubble jet. I’ve incorporated nutty drivers and the fact that nothing was online for me to download drove me nuts! Sometimes I hate technology for the inconveniences such as tonight’s. 11:38PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/04/2006 08:48:00 AM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

20060502-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good evening. There has been more clear blue skies the whole day with the tinge of brownish in the horizon this morning. The current evening air is crispy through my open window. 08:20PM.

I sat and did nothing else but work at work inside my cubicle until 06:00PM because I came in late to work at 10:00AM. 08:22PM.

I heard a tick! sound from my dresser at 08:23PM due to my thoughts about emailing my dismay earlier this afternoon. I hate them.

There is little to add except maybe a small poem about my boring thoughts. 08:24PM.

I almost forgot. My co-worker and I were chatting online and laughing due to someone. We were counting the many guys that would pass by our aisles today mysteriously. I counted one from facilities; five from finance; one from cash apps; one from accounting; two from IT and perhaps maybe four more that walked by fast. 09:24PM.

RE: 20060502-Night Sounds

Inspiration: My three paragraph poetry in blog talks about my weird experiences at night. The sounds of snap, tap or pop would be heard softly on the walls mostly or on my computer monitor and would be heard loudly on my dresser like tonight and yesterday night due to my opened window to the cool air outside. 09:04PM. My system would also shock almost nightly and reflected energy would resound inside my bedroom. I’m weird. 09:05PM.

RE: 20060502-Born Sucker

Inspiration: There are many B.S. in the wide world and my small world seems to get loads of the brown stuff from those that I hate. Those who know what I am talking about may rot in hell forever. Those that do not know what I am talking about may forgive my outburst of anger. Those that don’t care shouldn’t bother reading this far into my blogs. I bow to anyone who knows everything and everyone. 09:26PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/02/2006 08:21:00 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

20060501-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another wonderful, clear blue sky. Unfortunately, there are trail clouds looming over the west coast hills of my Bay Area.

I arose around 07:30AM and felt some pain from the aftermath of yesterday’s merry move of ‘Squirrel-Ling’s property. I tossed and turned at bit after waking up earlier this morning 03:15AM to get comfortable in bed because of not being used to working too hard and feeling pain.

I cleaned both the parakeet and kitchen area and now am currently blogging. At the same time, I will continue to review my credit card debt caused by stupidity and greed. 05-01-2005 08:36AM.

RE: 20060501-May Day

Inspiration: I’ve read an article on the EY website and incorporated themes of Industrial Workers; distress calls of pilots; DU; PTSD and Maypoles. My idealized world is yet another masterpiece in blog and this one took me an hour to compose. 11:11AM.

RE: 20060501-Gold Luck

Inspiration: I received my gold zapper from South Africa and experienced weird events associated with orgonite. We had an all-hands meeting for our company at a hotel where lots of sat around listening and later ate food that kept coming. I stay at the reception no more than a few minutes until 04:30PM. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ moved to his new house and I am alone upstairs with my 100 watt light bulb turned on. (Hehe. I’m not afraid really!). 11:11PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 5/01/2006 08:33:00 AM

Sunday, April 30, 2006

20060430-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose from bed at 08:15AM and felt I had a good night’s sleep. I’m able to sleep on my sides more often without the numbness and prickly feeling in my neck, shoulders, arms, wrists and hands.

I saw the gray pick up truck back up into the driveway of the house across from us. The gardener really needs to fix the landscaping. 08:20AM.

I hear the morning dove cooing in the background outside my opened window. 08:28AM.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ is packing up his boxes and cluttering the hallway upstairs. He too had a good night’s sleep. 08:29AM.

I’ve finished the following activities in ‘Squirrel-Ling’s room: cleaning the dusty furniture with green old hand towels, wiping down the mirrors of the closet and the dresser; vacuuming the very dusty parlor styled, maroon colored carpet; re-arranged the furnitures to comply with feng-shui; folded his somewhat damp laundry and made his bed. 08:00PM to 10:00PM.

I also re-arranged and vacuumed the guest room. I stomped on the floor somewhat hard so my ‘Kali-Maw’ could hear my effort as daughter of betrayal. I transfered the paper toilet and paper towel clutter into the now spacious closet and the telephone closer to the doorway leading to this room.

My room has not yet been cleaned because I transferred my tall halogen from my room to his room, which matches the dark brown, cheery wood furniture. 10:28PM.

My ISP from Texas disconnected about five minutes ago. 10:29PM.

I am starting to feel pain and will take my painkillers to bring down the injuries sustained from my rare physical and manual labor today. I heard ‘Kali-Maw’ burp real loudly a couple of minutes ago and this might be good sign that my cleaning noises upstairs is met with her approval, for now. 10:30PM.

RE: 20060430-Merry Moving

Inspiration: I helped ‘Squirrel-Ling’ move his property from this house from 09:00AM to around 03:00PM and was out of breath the whole time due to lack of exercise and, well, being overweight. I did myself a favor by having my heart beat faster and pump the blood throughout my body and my brain. I had to sit down here and there to catch my breath. I hate to sweat but that is what I did the whole day.

We made two trips using the IT van of her company. I was hoping ‘Squirrel-Ling’ would make a third and last trip to get his two kayaks and three remaining bicycles. But I think he had other plans. We three ate a late lunch at a Vietnamese restaurant. As elder sister, I paid with one declined credit card that maxed out and fortunately had one good credit card that went through fine for US43.00 notes.

We then went to a hobby store so ‘Squirrel-Ling’ could purchase his double sided tape.

‘Win-Tea’ drove us home and we both greeted the parents and only found silence from these old timers. The ‘Kali-Maw’ started to cry and she probably feels abadoned knowing her children will leave here behind to rot in her misery – first ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and then me. I will leave unannounced and that should punch them where it counts.

Both parents are honorable and done the best they could. But if they continue to play victim in this grand scheme of things, I cannot help them and will go my own way. This is too bad.

I managed to log online at 04:15PM after taking a much needed shower, which was refreshing. I will continue wrapping ‘Squirrel-Ling’s’ coins for his deposit into his bank. We kids are that poor but our hopes and spirits are running high. Betrayals of the hearts are only for the week, I’m afraid. Good bye for now until later on tonight. 04:30PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/30/2006 08:27:00 AM

Saturday, April 29, 2006

20060429-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning, freaks! I am angry! And my stomach is full of late dinner about two hours ago. 12:01AM.

Good afternoon, freaks! I am happy! And my stomach is full of boiled stuff. I finished another poetic masterpiece in blog. 12:13PM.

I greeted both parents and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ good morning. ‘Kali-Maw’ doesn’t talk to me anymore, which is fine by me. I drank two big cups of her coffee from this morning and pretty much stayed upstairs to whole time reviewing my credit card debt. 12:16PM.

I do not know where everyone is at the moment except that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ could be at his new house; while his junk is still boxed up here and cluttering every room in this house. My parents are at an unknown location and possibly over at the house of one of ‘Kali-Maw’s old friend. They are probably crying about their ungrateful children, nursing homes and old age, which is everyone’s destiny. Why can’t these people learn to deal with some harsh reality? 12:20PM.

I managed to get online to blog that I awoke nicely at 04:22PM to the tune of ‘Fur Elise’ from the ice cream truck, which is still playing in the background. I fell sleep asleep12:30PM probably and probably finished metabolizing the remaining alcoholic beverage from yesterday’s lunch. 04:45PM.

This is truly a momentous day because I am no longer attending afternoon’s ‘CatHoleLick’ mass. Since ‘Kali-Maw’ not only is not speaking to me and no longer thinks I am her sweet little angel, she slams the garage door downstairs as usual to express her anger at me. I do not care because her Old Ways of fear mongering for salvation has never worked on my stubborn brain in my New World of freedom. 04:50PM.

I entered two separate dreams under my 20060429-Dream Worlds. 05:02PM.

A crazyed guy on a bicycle screamed loudly the word, ‘B****!’ I think some driver was about to run him down for traveling too slow. 06:01PM.

I’ve finihsed yesterday’s blog entitled, ‘20060428-Heaven or Hell’. 08:47PM.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ finished installing his ‘Twin Towers’ (as he called it) of cooling system to his already fast personal computer at home. 08:48PM.

RE: 20060429-Petaled Lakes

Inspiration: My cell phone awoke me at 09:11AM. And I didn’t think of any blog from the moment I woke up until about an hour ago. 12:15PM. This blog is about my karmic destiny, I believe.

RE: 20060429-Please Leave

Inspiration: Ack! I say unto thee; leave me! I am sleepy now as I try to squeeze in another poetic masterpiece in blog. 06:30PM.

RE: 20060429-Hope Here

Inspiration: I have squeezed in another poetic masterpiece in blog. I had to research the ‘Abandon All Hope, You Who Enter Here’ and found that Dante had lot to say about Hell. I haven’t read his works and probably would end up more confused if I did. All I could conclude from the notes online were that life is a joke and that everyone is either saved or doomed. 11:01PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/29/2006 12:02:00 AM

Friday, April 28, 2006

20060428-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I am blogging from work due to my ISP connection from Texas kept booting me off from my personal computer at home after dinner last night. I tried logging in again this morning but there is no connection. My computer manages to connect to Texas because it would show the pop up message that it was verifying my password. Then it would stop. 09:00AM.

I managed to process my CC payments online at work because it’s payday today and barely had enough to cover expenses. 09:01PM.

Another message appeared in front of me in the sign of a little white Mazda Miata with black top on Highway 101 before turning off of De Anza Blvd. at 08:22AM. I believe I will compose a blog on this event. 09:02AM.

I am not really enjoying my dried up half portion of donuts and will wash down the taste with the brown coffee of yuch at work. The free donuts and bagels at work was gone around 08:30AM and expected some good ones to remain at least prior to 09:04AM.

I hate working here. The meeting only indicated that everyone else is going on vacation next month of May 2006 while I’ll end up being stuck with two clueless temporary workers. And I am supposed to be ‘in charge’ of the mess with only less than $20.00 after tax per hour as an hourly but ‘permanent’ worker.? B.S.! 10:51AM.

Whoo! Hoo! I had a frosty mug sized glass of margarita with salt at lunch outdoors of a restaurant a few blocks away. For some reason, ‘LeNaval RedEyes’ kept slamming the salt shaker in front of me twice. I do not understand her high brow jokes. And I took the opportunity to toss salt over both shoulders behind and in front twice. I suppose her and ‘Feign Hurt’ got some surprises that I am not aware.

They are candid folks but prefer to think my stories are oridinary. What annoyed me was the inquisitiveness (or nosy is more the word) of a certain temporary worker. I don’t talk much but when they start asking personal questions it is like in my mind – ‘So what? Big deal!’ 05:42PM.

There was a red pick up truck that temporarily faced away from our house on the street adjecent to the house opposite from us. Then it speed away. 05:30PM. There were one highway black/white patrol car and behind it was a white pickup truck with small antennae sticking out from the windows. Both traveled on my road towards the railway intersection. 05:35PM.

The noisy cars that drive up and down my road are perps hired by nasty people. These same perps think they own my neighborhood. They forget they are being watched. 05:46PM.

I currently have a headache from the alcohol and chatted online with a Yahoo! member right after lunch. He was a twenty year old and, once again like other Yahoo! chatters that happen to know my account, had only one thing on his mind.

I think younger members could sustain chatting with their hands as long as I could. The older ones don’t seem to say as much, I’m afraid. He is a musician and could play Middle Eastern music. 05:48PM.

By the way, I seem to get a lot of Middle Eastern or South Indian Asian people chatting with me on my Yahoo! Messenger. Why is that possible? Is it because I happen to have dark hair?

I am ‘CatHoleLick’ for heaven’s sake; Americanized with some descent history thereof; speak English well enough to cuss up a storm for crying out loud; and prefer not to be owned (literally) by my significant other’s family, if any.

I am not particularly interested in Islanders, who consider themselves from South Indian Asian descent either. I am supposed to be Asian but never dated one yet. I’m not interested in Asians because I happen to live and party with them.

The reason for my curiosity is to find out if any of these characters have any idea how compatibility in at least some similar background is important to me at least in the long run.

Eventually I have to end up with a character that I may not truly believe belongs to me for eternity. Eternal love is only in the mind, people! The real love is 06:00AM.

Un-freakin’ believable! 03:16PM and 11:32PM.

I cannot complete my blog due thinking affect by un-freakin’ believable events. One happens to be not speaking to ‘Kali-Maw’ in twenty-four hours today. 11:58PM.

I ears are ringing again with the high pitched sounds and my head and ears have pressure again. My third eye feels pressure now. Good night!!! 11:59PM.

RE: 20060428-Heaven or Hell

Inspiration: I finally finished my blog and incorporated the lunch at a Mexican restaurant, the feeling of alcoholic euphoria; and the chatting with a twenty year old Yahoo! messenger. This blog tell more of me and what I think heaven and hell is to me. 04-29-2006 08:15PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/28/2006 08:59:00 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

20060427-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. My dad woke me up from another slumber so I back out my Mustang. But ‘Squirrel-Ling’ backed out his car instead and all three are out of the house. 08:13AM.

The morning is overcast with whiteness above and the sunlight barely comes through the clouds.

There are those fine looking police officers. This time five are working my road and intercepting more motorist today. I dream too much and imagine striking a friendly conversation with them. But I have other online activities to perform. 08:14PM.

I feel hungry and may buy my breakfast burritos at the cafeteria. I usually do not eat breakfast because I’m either too lazy to cook, which is true, or don’t know how to cook, which is also true. 8:15AM.

I arrived at work 09:50AM after being online for two hours since this morning. I should have bought that breakfast burrito as a brunch. Maybe I should now to supplement my daily habit of company coffee. 09:51AM.

I didn’t buy my breakfast burriot but had my daily coffee of brown yuch. I cannot wait for lunch so I could feed myself with my already maxed out credit card debt. 10:49AM.

I am doing my best to make my brain think more positive and my spirits much higher as the nice skies appear today as well but with some soft whiteness. 10:51AM.

Work was okay but was angry at this temporary worker named ‘Fancy Soul’, who seemed too hyperactive and showed me not respect. He kept asking me if I wanted to refund certain large overpayments and didn’t know what the heck he was talking about. I think his system is on something from my impression of him. He seemed to want to throw his work on us especially if these are more complicated accounts to clean up. I claimed he heard me cuss at him and I think he is not in his right mind. 04-28-2006 09:17AM.

There was one helicopters directly overhead when I stepped out from one of the tall three buildings off of Highway 101 in Santa Clara, CA around 05:00PM. Another helicopter flew overhead again a few minutes after I turned on Great America Parkway around 05:05PM after work.

The whole night I could not log into my personal computer at home because my ISP from Texas kept logging me out. 04-28-2006 09:20AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/27/2006 08:13:00 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

20060426-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon. I am currently at work and have a few minutes to enter my blog for today. There are two people from the 11th floor that won’t stop talking to my boss. There seems to be something happening. The bottomline is that there is too much noise for my beautiful mind. I suppose that is their way of bugging us once again. 03:23PM.

I have little to add except I’ve had a brief chance to chat with two Yahoo! members. I’ve placed them on ignore. I know why they contacted me because of another weirdness for today. 03:25PM.

Today is wonderful with the clear blue skies. The morning did show some sylphs. I have made my effort to make today good luck due to the blessing of ‘Squirrel-Ling’s house today at 11:30PM. I believe I may blog about the house blessing in a moment. 03:26PM.

RE: 20060426-Blessed Day

Inspiration: This blogs describes the middle day of the week as being a blessing and a blessing of a new home. My parents and I learned that we could only share our cultural differences up to a point. 09:35PM.

RE: 20060426-Blessing Dark

Inspiration: This blogs describes the night I cleared my first house other than my own home. It’s a boring blog but allows the reader an idea to the layout of the new house. This blog took me too long to compose and got carried away. 11:01PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/26/2006 03:23:00 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

20060425-Daily Blogs

Overall: Eeek! The day is cold and full of gray clouds. 06:28PM.

I’ve finished talking with ‘Kali-Maw’ and understand that people are imperfect and will continue to learn everything the hard and long way, awhich is similar to the process and procedures at my current employer. 06:29PM.

My plan tonight is to straighten the mess I have caused in ‘Squirrel-Ling’s mind due to always agreeing with his version. The messages I have to present should be positive in tone and supporting only the love and light in all that is perfect. 06:30PM.

Last night, I made him promise to me for both of us to behave in front of ‘Win-Tea’ whenever possible. Our tempers are noted to be high just like my big egghead. 06:31PM.

My daily blogs are to show my public how human we all are and the challenges are meant to be dealt with effectively no matter how dumb and stupid our personalities may be to different people. 06:32PM.

My personal goal is to be positive and smile even though my heart is breaking or if there are clouds in the sky. It’s a song that I hummed in my car on my way home from work. I wonder if anyone recognizes the similar words. 06:33PM.

I’ve been working all day and without rest trying to apply cash receipts into our customers’ account. And I didn’t have time to compose my creative blog, which is supported by my daily blog at Blogger.com. 06:34PM.

I think I will read those articles on my favorite WM website. I may wish to purchase one of Sensei’s crystals soon and if there are any remaining. 06:35PM.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ and ‘Win-Tea’ will be eating dinner here shortly. I wonder what they have planned for tonight. There are many lessons to be learned in our small world. I wish only the best for everyone. 06:36PM.

If you will all notice, I’ve been composing this blog for a few minutes and each time I am in the process of recording my activities with time stamps. This is neat in a way. I hope you all would agree. 06:37PM.

Three very fine looking police officers, who were catching speeding motorists on my road, made by day as I drove from my home this morning at 09:00AM. I’m fantasizing right now because I saw from my rear view mirror those three hunks looking at the direction of my Mustang as I drove off to work. I’m normal and still single! Whoo-Hoo! 10:58PM.

RE: 20060425-Frown Face

Inspiration: I had poetry in blog from this morning but had to leave for work around 09:00AM. I had to describe my beauty and uploaded my Yahoo! Avatar for visual aid. 04-25-2006 09:55PM.

RE: 20060425-Cool Smirk

Inspiration: I had to blog in poetry about why people behave in front of me the way the did in the past and do in the present without and with orgonite, respectively. I suppose there is something mysterious about me. Years ago, my second cousin (half O’Malley) and a horse from Kelly Park (SJ, CA) opened their eyes wide as if they saw something frightening from me. Currently, people around me do not seem to act favorably either. Perhaps I could use a stronger breath mint; perfume; deodorizer; holy water; smudging or whatever. 04-25-2006 10:55PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/25/2006 05:58:00 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006

20060424-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I heard the morning dove making its cooing noise at 06:00AM, 06:05AM.

I went to bed late after blogging yesterday’s last entry. 02:ooAM. I arose from bed around 05:30AM.

Yesterday was another weird day to show that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and ‘Kali-Maw’ would never get along well. She ranted and raved as usual about her ‘helping’ version and bawled as if her days are over. That’s what happens when she prayed for an answer, which came via her eavesdropping over our conversation upstairs last night. 06:08AM

Maybe yesterday’s events are signals for me that there is nothing to do but wait and see because no matter what we say or do is never perfect in her eyes. Once again broken hearts need mending and there has to be some way to fix these shattered ones. The question is how am I to handle another challenge in my life where no greater amount of apology could bring back normality as she believes once existed. 06:11AM.

I have entered a dream blog from this morning. 08:33PM.

I came home around 08:00PM after working until 07:2PM tonight because there were a few receipt batches that did not appear in our bank online. The first floor was dark except for their master bedroom and the parakeet’s nightlight, which helps to reduce there terrors at night. This helps to prevent further injury whenever they scatter inside the cage. 08:31PM.

I have eaten a plate of leftover food of chow fun; mushroom and bitter melon as prepared by ‘Kali-Maw’ no doubt. And I drank down my capsules to aid in my digestion of this food stuff. 08:00PM to 08:30PM.

I will attempt to blog a rhyme that I completely forgot from this morning. I’ll have to find a way to log my creativity as it flows out of my mind. 08:33PM.

RE: 20060424-Calm Reflection

Inspiration: Um, I cannot think. Yes, this blog discusses the calm after the storm of yesterday. I suppose noise is part of life as we humans are used to fighting. 04-24-2006 10:55PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/24/2006 06:06:00 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

20060423-Daily Blogs

Overall: Early good morning. I awoke at 03:35AM to use bathroom due to sleeping early last night around 08:10PM. I took one of my innard cleanser. I feel okay and not as groggy as yesterday morning. My beautiful mind does not have material. I am getting sleepy again. 03:34AM.

We helped cleaned ‘Squirrel-Ling’s new house from 11:00AM to 02:30PM.

I am blogging again. 11:44PM.

RE: 20060423-Clueless Connecting

Inspiration: I had to incorporate noise of both sound and data into this blog. The first part shares my childhood and playing games. The second second shows that older folks play a different game. I learn nothing from silent treatments or dropping hints and prefer direct explanations. Silence is not golden because I like to communicate even if my blogs do not always make sense. I couldn’t think this morning and blogged this one for three hours. I will return to sleep. Good morning for now. 06:40AM.

RE: 20060423-Cleaning Chaos

Inspiration: This blog discusses my event with cleaning ‘Squirrel-Ling’s new house because the couple do not seem to know what they are doing and they are taking way too long to move everything into their new house. 04-23-2006 03:20PM – 04:30PM.

RE: 20060423-Completely Confused

Inspiration: This blog discusses the conflict of interests between wanting and needing. There is no hope for clueless sheeple that have strayed too far from the safety of love and light. The End. 04-24-2006 01:07AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/23/2006 03:42:00 AM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

20060422-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning: I am still awake because I cannot believe I exist to blog my rants. 01:57AM.

Good afternoon: It is 02:29PM and will update this blog. I arose from bed around 07:38AM and felt puffy and gross. That’s what happens when I eat too much greasy food from yesterday’s funeral feast. Eww! That didn’t sound good.

I made breakfast by brewing Kona blend coffee; frying eggs and last night’s fried rice. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ went to his new house to oversee the contractors this morning and is currently sleeping here since he hasn’t moved in completely. 02:32PM.

My parents and I have eaten breakfast and the conversation was about last night and the usual barrage of ill feelings from lack of compassion from ‘Shiva-Paw’s side. He replaced the fried rice back into the main container because he prefers his two slices of white bread.

‘Kali-Maw’, of course, expected more appreciation from his mouth, at least, to show that his daughter (that’s me), who forgot to respect his breakfast plate by not putting anything else other that his two toast.

So I ended up driving ‘Kali-Maw’ to shop for: parakeet food 0f oat groats and green vegetables and supply of sanded perch; mostly green colored floss threads for her embroidery project; and plants of ‘Early Girl’ tomotoes and other that I cannot remember for our backyard from the nursery off of King Road. 02:41PM.

I saw three tower arrays with candy cane colors of red and white. And fluffy white clouds started to appear at the nursery. I disliked that tall tanned kid with those white snickers writing our orders on a slip to submit inside the building to pay. What is with these gang images? They like to belong to their boxes of chocolates, I suppose. 02:44PM.

Oh, I opened my box of health nut products and applied that parfait cream, which is soothing. It smells pleasant and giggled out loud because the name of so, well, perfect. I expect to age gracefully with my hearty laughter and innard cleanser. 02:56PM.

Ice cream truck was playing tune of ‘Happy Birthday.’ 03:00PM.

I have to go now to visit ‘Squirrel-Ling’s new house. He will drive. 03:04PM.

I drove my ‘Squirrel-Ling’s Mustang back home at 04:05PM after failing to properly install on nice pewter colored door handle to the coat closet.

We three attended the five o’clock mass and then came home to eat dinner. I like ‘Kali-Maw’s’ soup. I cleaned up and went to bed early. 08:10PM.

Addendum to unforgettable events of unknown dates 02:55PM:
1. Lady ‘watcher’ with red rover dog jogged around block across from our house at 08:00AM on unknown date. Suburbia is too busy to have people doing those kinds of activities. I know because I’ve been living in this neighborhood for over three decades.
2. Blue skies appeared through circle of gray clouds above Mowry Ave., CA at 08:20PM on Friday, 04-21-2006.
3. Blue skies appeared through circles of two gray clouds above area north of Milpitas, CA during rain days two years ago.

RE: 20060422-Playing Plastic

Inspiration: I have embraced the ‘enemy’ of my immediate younger paternal cousin. Some people are dense and stay stuck in their old selves. They are bitter to the end. This couple has moved on with their lives and that takes courage. Because most Filipinos do not divorce and remarry and this is generally frowned upon. I know these airheads were destined to be together in spite of my aunt in-law being present at the funeral yesterday, which takes courage too.

‘Kali-Maw’ and I are still learning the wiley ways of most people, including our relatives. ‘Shiva-Paw’ needs to protect us women better. He love us yet he still sides his birth family more.

I am a romantic airhead and want both sides to unite. But I find that I cherish the freedom to take as many sides as possible to further my education on the ideals of many closed minded boxes, which only allows preferred members to participate in their bc, especially the East Bay cousins and websites. 02:07AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/22/2006 01:58:00 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

20060421-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. 06:50AM. There are gray clouds in the sky and the sun is peering through the purple colors over Mt. Hamilton, CA. My slumber has been disturbed by ‘Shiva-Paw’ twice for knocking on my bedroom doors. 06:54AM.

Today is the funeral of that relative whom my family and I didn’t know him well. 07:00AM. And I am supposed to get dressed in the usual black clothings.

I see the sun rising out through the clouds. Alright! 07:05AM.

Yesterday, we didn’t have much to say due to the facts that he promoted the removal of my paternal grandmother from his house and into the nursing home in San Leandro, CA. and that he didn’t answer our telephone calls to return granny back to my aunt ‘Mal-Form’ and him. I got sneaky and used a phone call that dialed out using the area code of ‘650.’ This was the only way that fat one answered the phone so that ‘Shiva-Paw’ told him off. (I am telling my stories because people need to be aware that no one is perfect and that not all of these people are human beings).

The speeches last night made by my relatives ‘Spill-Poo’ (on behalf of the cousins), my uncle ‘Gigo-Ling’ (her dad, who stayed over their house to hide out after bouts of fights with his second wife), my uncle ‘Hem-Peck’ (who only mentioned the fact that the guy helped with his backyard landscaping) and both aunts ‘Mal-Low’ and ‘Mal-Death’ go to show they meant well and that remembering the dead is best by saying only good especially in public.

We three arrived home safely from the whole funeral ordeal and it’s currently 04:04PM.

We took pictures of the cousins; the paternal siblings (all eight of them) and other group pictures until 09:45PM. The drive from the funeral home to the St. Joachim church from 11:00PM to 12:00PM. The burial was quick and we left eagerly to Home Town Buffett (off of Decoto Road). We fed until 03:00PM.

I wish to mention I do no like that nasty, snot faced ‘Orge’, the wife of my uncle ‘Macaroni’. She gagged and coughed the whole time from the chapel this morning and throughout the mass. I know she is a baddie to the core. She needs a good kicking, including that monsterous, six footer cousin of mine named, ‘Giant’ for being an already, if not potentially, bad breed.

Malditas, according to old Filipino sayings, gag on their own spit. That nasty thing that didn’t say goodbye properly to my parents or me. By the way, that thing’s own mother went home to the Philippines because her daughter was mean to her after taking the share of inheritance money. This is the truth came from the old lady, who is the same breed that eagle eyed food on a table many years ago during the growing years. 4:35PM.

I had my Succor Punch (from Quebec, Canada) buzzing in my black, over the shoulder leather bag. I know that these nasty monsters have gotten a good dose of symbolic cleaning. Truth be known unto those that should be nicer. 04:36PM.

RE: 20060421-Burial Bed

Inspiration: I have finished yet another one of my many masterpieces. I do not like attending relative functions and would gladly sell this house and move my family far away to never see them again. No one over at the East Bay is truly ‘normal.’ The basic rules with these relatives or pod people are to say as little as possible to avoid any misunderstanding, force a smile and nod unwillingly. 05:36PM.

RE: 20060625-Ignore Them

Deleted original ‘20060421-Just Ignore’ from Yahoo! 360 account and created ‘20060625-Ignore Them’ instead. 06-25-2006 11:41PM.

Inspiration: I have finished another poetic masterpiece in blog. From 06:00PM to 06:30PM, ‘Kali-Maw’ and I discussed the boxed in attitudes of the East Bay people with their plastic visage. They behave fine on the outside but I often wonder if they too have mean spirits possessing their insides. I cannot tell and ‘Kali-Maw’ sense something is wrong. I know that we do not belong but continue to insert ourselves with these pod people in hopes of getting along. This is no longer true. We cannot play plastic and ignore them as much as they ignore us. I feel another blog coming on. 04-22-2006 12:12AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/21/2006 06:54:00 AM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

20060420-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose at 07:00AM and managed to start this blog around 08:26PM after several attempts at re-booting my slow computer at home.

I plucked a very white and silvery strand of hair that is almost as long as my middle finger. The cylindrica root section came out as well. I placed this in my jewelry box. The itchiness is no longer up there in my scalp. 08:11PM.

My weblinks have not been working properly this morning. 08:30AM.

I will attempt to create another masterpiece in blog. 8:35AM.

I forgot to add that the Sun was shining brightly yesterday and today. Both days had sylphs riding high above our house, which were more noticeable because the wisps were abundant (yesterday) and nowhere else in sight throughout the whole Bay Area. 08:38AM.

Auditors are pests because ‘Poop Shorts’ mentioned to me a few minutes ago that today is a good day, gray day and that sometimes he has black days. He is weird and I do not care what this tool of the trade said in that mini-lunch room. I should be careful but have to be honest. (12:05PM). Co-workers and temporary employees are pests especially when they ask me questions that I do not always have the answers. This includes policies that I have no idea exist. (AM). One skin head uses our pencil sharpener. I flick him off from my desk everytime because he would walk by from behind. (AM). Strangers are pest because they would always walk down my aisle, which is not the main one. I am territorial. I hate working at this high rise building, which no one could miss while driving from HWY101 in Santa Clara, CA. 04-20-2006 12:22PM.

Finally, I am able to log online and type this one sentence. 10:45PM. The eulogy at the Mission Chapel of ‘The Chapel of the Chimes’ in Hayward, CA went well tonight. 06:30PM to 08:30PM. I actually felt quite calm the whole time the service was taking place. This only person that truly seemed sincere was the priest, who was the same one that gave me that serene gaze and softest peace be with you handshake last Friday at the hospital. 10:49PM.

I have about an hour’s worth until midnite to compose a blog to describe tonights event. 10:46PM.

RE: 20060420-April Flowers

Inspiration: The title befits a particular person I’ve had in mind by the name of ‘Pete.’ He too is one of my many teachers to show me that money is not important. This clue is how we treat each other in the end. Tonight’s eulogy expresses what my blog hopes to promote and that is to behave and love each other in spite of our limitations to fully see the simple gesture of love by saying, ‘I love you.’ Once again, I thank my inner guidances to show me and fingers the proper way to compose my blogs without offending any sensitive readers out there. 04-21-2006 12:15AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/20/2006 08:26:00 AM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

20060419-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning to another sunny, crisp fresh air feeling. I had trouble logging into my blogger account while multi-tasking with other activities at the same time on this slow computer. I have to be careful and click on a link because it didn’t load up properly for five minutes.

I cleaned parakeet area and boiled my breakfast. I have to stop this habit because it is getting me nowhere. Oh it feels good to be a spoiled brat and a novice writer. I do not know where all these could take me but I’ve better be prepared for whatever may happen. I have a new blogging material to discuss with myself (or silent public). 04-19-2006 08:41AM.

I managed to get online (09:30PM) after I: worked the whole day (05:00PM); got gasoline at over $3.00 per gallon (Octane 91 due to my performance chip in the Mustang); drove the Benz to the Mission Chapel in Hayward, CA (06:30PM), prayed with the rest (07:00PM), ate one tuna sandwiches made by ‘Kali-Maw’ and brought over for people to eat, sat in the Benz until fifteen minutes prior to closing (08:15PM) and showered to my blessed relief (09:00PM).

I edited my only blog in Yahoo! 360 for today. I though`t I had been using ‘Times New Roman’ font but turned out that ‘Georgia’ font is the default in Yahoo! 360, I think. 04-19-2006 10:37PM.

RE: 20050419-Consider Cremation

Inspiration: I don’t like dead people. I don’t like my status quo in life ruined. My lifetime is currently boring and flatlined. Cremations are better than burials. 09:40PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/19/2006 08:34:00 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

20060418-Daily Blogs

Overall: I awoke at 07:00AM and found nice blue skies. I’ve actually soaked in about thirty minutes of sun rays as it filtered through my open window this morning from 08:00AM to 09:00AM.

I drifted into work at 10:00AM and had lunch with two co-workers for an hour until 01:00PM. I learned a lot from both that relationships are really meant for companionship. Those that idealize the romantic sides are airheads. I’ve seen and heard horror stories of relationships that don’t always work out in the end. I’m a romantic airhead too.

The pest from downstairs insists on getting a photo copy of a check, which is off-site. I have emailed a request for the off-site people to deliver my container but it has not yet arrived. This is supposed to be an urgent matter. But I don’t feel that anyone is going to bleed to death if there is no photocopy available. Some people are pest, especially people from the 11th floor.

I will attempt to blog a poetry about this morning’s weather and/or event(s). 04-18-2006 01:28PM.

I am upstairs in my bedroom blogging this paragraph. 04-18-2006 09:39PM.

I sent an email at 09:30PM and I hope the receipient is doing well from bouts of having the sound of frogs in his throat. I wonder how those green critters got into his voice.

‘Squirrel-Ling’ and ‘Win-Tea’ have arrived after our eating dinner. He had his burger meal super sized while she had a burrito wrap. They both talk too much including ‘Kali-Maw’. ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I didn’t say much as usual.

They have another freakin’ thirty days to completely move out to their new home due to removing the carpeting and replacing with the hardwook floor and due to her moving out of her condo after selling this Sunday.

I cannot wait for I have three rooms upstairs to myself or move out completely and leave everything that I’ve grown too comfortable to cherish.

I munched on some chocolates that didn’t melt in my hands. I have nothing further to add as ‘Squirrel-Ling’ lays on my bed and smelling up my bedroom air, which already smells. But I have my window open as usual now that the air is getting warmer. 04-18-2006 09:49PM.

RE: 20060418-Fresh Blue

Inspiration: I blogged in poetry about fresh air and blue skies, which was more evident this morning compared to a white sheen of clouds at 02:00PM.

RE: 20060418-Forever Blessed

Inspiration: I have an egghead ego that evolves around my intials F.B. [1. My next blog title may be about my ‘Egghead Ego’.] Henceforth, I have created another masterpiece that took me a little longer to compose because I had to think too much philosophically.

Those who know what I am talking about are way ahead. Those who don’t understand my poetry need to research further with my trail mixes. I love confusing and leaving people clueless. [2. I have another blog in mind but I forget.]

This should make them think. Answers do not always come easy. [3. Ah, I have another blog to compose about this one.]

Once again, I give credit to my inner guidance(s) who make my novice writing possible for two months. Good night for now my silent public. 04-18-2006 11:50PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/18/2006 01:24:00 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

20060417-Daily Blogs

Overall: I awoke at around 07:00AM. The bright sun appeared with clear blue skies this morning. I feel good today; backed out my car so my parents could use their beater car to attend this mornings mass; cleaned parakeet area and boiled my breakfast.

My ISP from Texas kept kicking me out and could not log online after thiry minutes of trying to boot up my computer. At least I managed to file taxes for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me last night.

I hear someone’s cell phone as I am compose my blog from work. That cell phone was mine – hahaha. My cell phone is hardly used and anyone’s phone number I do not recognize is considered spam. 04-17-2006 09:31AM.

Burp: I’ve eaten a good soup of barley beef stew from cafeteria downstairs. My co-worker got the same sized soup, which I paid also. I think I’ll need some caffeine for I am experiencing another sleepy session from eating too much carbohydrate. 04-17-2006 01:05PM.

Oh, Flynn, we need your help right away. I think to myself, yeah, like whatever losers! These people expect the world to drop into their laps after stepping all over our other’s backs. This is what happens to people need to keep their jobs. They have no choice but to annoy other people because they themselves are stressed out.

They have failed another test today. They failed to see that I do not care what happens. They failed to see that I won’t become another worthless tool. They failed to see that their bosses and my boss cannot do anything without the likes of us tools.

I wonder why they do not submit the normal requests via e-mail or Remedy Helpdesk. The phones will do them no good because the phone keeps ringing into the air. Verbal requests will do them no good either.

My time at this place is almost over and I do not care if they do not realize how futile their efforts are to me. There is nothing left to say except there are exciting opportunities awaiting elsewhere.

I am feeling mean today. Their main contact is off today and tomorrow and this should not allow people to test how much dedication we tools are willing to put out. 04-17-2006 04:16PM.

I’ve arrived home, ate dinner. washed and dried dishes; cleaned parakeet areat and accompanied ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to Fry’s Electronics to get parts for his old computer, which I will inherit with whatever money I’ll make from selling my stock options. I am poor and as a result still work for this company. I am not happy with working as a team member at that place any longer.

I will try to finish my blog entries early tonight because my brain has been fried and my right hand and wrist have been overworked until 07:00PM tonight.

I am glad some people are following up on my simple life via this blogger account and my Yahoo! 360. 04-17-2006 8:57PM.

Un freakin’ believable. I had to install the printer software into this computer so I could print out the tax paperworks. This took me almost forty-five minutes to accomplish. I had to install; then reboot and wait for the ‘Not Responding’ messages to stop appearing, which went on for about twenty minutes. 04-17-2006 10:28PM.

Freakin’ copter flew over our house in silent mode at 11:24PM tonight because I had my freakin’ window opened! I have a headache from lack of proper hydration. I’ll be sleeping soon. 04-17-2006 11:34PM.

RE: 20060417-Tax Time

Inspiration: I don’t like paying taxes. I don’t know why there can’t be other ways to stop this nonsense of confusing the minions of sheeple that should know taxation still involves money, which is the source of all evils such as greed, violence and envy. Sometimes being blissfully unaware that this mechanism is installed to either keep the masses under control or provide the means for other weird activities that lay people won’t ever understand. I’ve composed this blog really fast and it flowed well. I can’t squeeze everything I think I know about money, gold standards and taxation because no one would be believe me. Losers! 04-17-2006 01:33PM.

RE: 20060417-Tea Time

Inspiration: I had to blog about the similar title of ‘Tea Time’ after blogging my ‘Tax Time.’ I couldn’t think at work with all these fake urgency while my boss is off duty. And I didn’t have a clue what tea time was and had to research under etiquette or golf, which was ‘tee off’ instead. I think my next poetry in blog will be about golf. And you folks guessed right about the word ‘ball’ being incorporated somewhere. 04-17-2006 11:38PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/17/2006 09:27:00 AM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

20060416-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I can’t remember when I awoke this but recall going to the 07:00AM Easter Sunday mass on a very rainy and wet day. I would surmise that orgonite has blessed this region with lots of moisture recently.

I drove to another McDonald restaurant but decided to have breakfast at Carrow’s restaurant with the usual interrogation of ‘Squirrel-Ling’s affairs. Paul, a young Mexicano host was cute. But David our waiter was even cuter to me at least. He is thirty years young and he mentioned wanting to be adopted. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I joked that we could adopt him at our house as long as he could general house and garden work, such as dishes and mow the lawn.

We will have two bedrooms available upstairs. The place starts to feel empty with ‘Squirrel-Ling’ moving out this week. And I feel could do myself a favor and find my significant other to help around the house and be a nice companion.

I edited my Yahoo! 360 blogs the whole morning until, say, 01:30PM this afternoon.

I know I went to sleep again this afternoon until 05:00PM tonight. That was refreshing because that would make me less irritated as a person. I drove the family to the attend the ‘Prayer of the Dead’ for the dead relative.

I am not at all surprised that the first cousins did not attend tonight’s little get together. The only cousins that attended were ‘Giant’, ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me. I loved singing the songs: ‘Amazing Grace’; ‘If We Hold on Together…;’ and a couple of Filipino songs.

All four of my family participated in saying prayers out loud. This is good sign of unity for the eldest family member for ‘Shiva-Paw’ is the oldest male, while ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me are the oldest cousins.

I know I felt good tonight with my Terminator buzzing in my right vest pocket. I always carry that to boost the positive chi or qui flow anywhere I go. It is quite meditative.

Afterwards I ate lots of food: pancit that ‘Kali-Maw’ cooked with no help from me whatsoever again, very sweet wedges of oranges, shrimp with cocktail dippings, cornbread with philly cheese and bottled water. I had to shower right after we got home.

So you see, I am imperfect but when I sleep well and put my mind into positive mode, I feel good knowing that I did my part to comfort and ‘show face’ to people that will end up being fertilizer in the future.

I electronically sent the taxes for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me. I had to charge both Federal forms and debit both California forms. I don’t mind paying another illusion to keep the minions quiet. As I mentioned before, the mechanism has been established by smart entities to keep people relatively happy and somewhat in control.

I’ve placed online orders for another Zapper with gold from Africa and three holistic products from Texas. I’ll try anything to improve my environment and me. My brain is singing the tune of ‘Yellow Heart of Texas’, which I played on the piano during my growing years.

I will attempt to squeeze my poetry in blog before midnight tonight. 04-16-2006 11:36PM.

RE: 20060416-Happy Easter

Inspiration: I have squeezed out my blog of the day for over an hour and am still editing. I think this one is the longest and may leave this for now. 04-17-2006 1:11AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/16/2006 11:08:00 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

20060415-Daily Blogs

Overall: I awoke several times this morning and arose from bed prior to 09:00AM. The sun shown it’s bright golden rays as it filtered through my east facing bedroom window.

I made my way downstairs in quiet stupor and noticed the h. douglas wooden blinds were still closed. I immediately opened the vertical blinds of the sliding door leading to the backyard but slowly so as not to startle the parakeets, whose cover was still on top of the cage.

I then open the horizontal blinds of both living and family rooms and greeted my ‘Kali-Maw’, who was busy with her creative embroidery.

I proceeded to make Kona blend coffee (of arabica beans and kona beans). I prepared the last soft bagel by toasting lightly in the b. decker toaster over. I later added two slices of american pasturized cheese, which are individually wrapped for my convenience.

‘Shiva-Paw’ and later on ‘Squirrel-Ling’ offered to make eggs.’Shiva-Paw’ decided we would eat eight eggs and place these nicely in another egg container. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ makes the fluffiest and yellowest eggs and he scrabbled mine some more to get the consistency correct. There is the technique of making sure the pan of oil is hot enough that the steam from oil rises a bit.

I warmed the deli slices of turkey on the same but washed and dried pan with new oil. The slices were close to its expiration so ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I decided to have these for breakfast as well.

‘Kali-Maw’ was already sitting at the table munching away at half my cheese turkey bagel. And I had finished washing and drying most of the cooking dishes. There is a way to do both preparation and serving without disrupting the eating session.

After the dishes were washed and dried and the parakeet area was cleaned, ‘Kali-Maw’ decided to interrogate as to why I behaved badly last night. She claimed that she could read my mind and wanted to find out if I had been hurt badly in the past by anyone.

The answer was not given straightforwardly because she did not know that many jerks of the male gender have indeed crossed my path in the past. I told her I have overcome those karmatic injustices.

I did offer a simple explaination that my world is perfect and still do not understand why people would continue with their fake veneers of pearly white or rose colored glasses. She knows this is true and behaving within the norm of society protects the person from being hurt.

I told her this is not fair. She know that the world is not fair, like being homeless, hungry or extremely beautiful. I was instructed by this ET step-in to keep my mouth shut and play plastic. This is injustice and not fair.

She is adamant about having ‘X-Mas’ party at her house here this year. I do not agree. How could she go forward if she keeps inviting the backward people into her life? Some people will never learn. This is for the sake of the family (or relative) that I once again would rather avoid altogether. Unity is impossible for people drifting in their own driftwood world.

I blog too much but this is my insight that the world has too many voices and my head hurts to think about all the pains and ills of the world. How do the smarts one deal with these pressing issues about everything and everyone?

I’ve entered this blog and composed since 12:15PM. 04-15-2006 12:45PM.

I’ve eaten lunch and all three of us ranted about our versions of the perfect world and why people are the way they are. I’ve calmed the savage beast within ‘Kali-Maw’ by admitting my faults and asking for forgiveness for those that crossed my path. I clearly stated only what is expected of me and took responsiblity for my actions.

We all came to the conclusion that everyone is weird and has created perfect worlds that could only exist in the minds of the beholders. We have further concluded that older folks cannot and will not change. The change is still possible but very slowly with each step at a time. Only children could be ‘taught’ to behave nicely and perform roles as dictated by current social norms or outdated traditions passed on by generations.

I’ve edited more of my blogs by highlighting in bold letters the first letter of two adjacent words from my intitals of ‘F’ and ‘B’. 04-15-2006 05:35PM.

RE: 20060415-Floating Boulder

Inspiration: I’ve read an article by one of my preferred contributors on the WM website. I will once again take the middle ground and would step back and let the scenes of my favorite website evolve. I prefer success to swim forward than failure to sink backwards. This blog took me almost an hour to perfect as another masterpiece. 04-15-2006 01:42PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/15/2006 12:20:00 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

20060414-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke at 04:00AM and took thirty minutes to get this far while trying to work other activities on this slow computer. Multi-tasking is slow and my computer cannot have too many windows open at the same time or this will freeze the tasks.

My left sinus is currently stuffy and has been for the majority of the time recently. And for whatever reason my ears would ring always at night and up towards the next morning recently. Either both my wrist hurted yesterday morning (or what is the day for that one?).

I check online and see that my paycheck still looks too small to pay down my credit card bills. We were supposed to get our pay raises today but not until the next payday two weeks from now. 04-14-2006 05:03AM.

I finally logged online after I left work at 02:00PM, arrived at home at around 02:20PM, boiled left over coffee from this morning, dried dishes left over this morning by my parents, washed and dried both the parakeet tray and my dishes from lunch, which happened to be boiled food from dried raman. 04-14-2006 02:45PM.

I had to switch my car with ‘Shiva-Paw’s because I was blocking the driveway so he could park inside the garage. 04-14-2006 03:03PM.

I am still blogging after being informed by ‘Shiva-Paw’ that this fat guy is on morphine about forty-five minutes ago. 04-14-2006 04:15PM.

We too the Benz and left house at around 04:30PM after finishing my afternoon blog. We arrived at the hospital and parked on the second floor garage. I stood too long that I limped out of the hospital towards the Benz. 11:59PM.

RE: 20060414-Good Friday

Inspiration: At work around noontime, I received a phone call from ‘Kali-Maw’ regarding a dying relative that I do not care to see. He is fat and ugly and is as mean as his married wife, who is my aunt or eldest sister of ‘Shiva-Paw’.

He would say his mass too loudly and that doesn’t sound right coming from a former priest, who in general should have the aura of peace around them. He did not seem like the loving kind. Their house could use some cleaning because one room has piles of junk and left over presents that could be recycled.

I really do not have any compassion for people who have done misdeeds in the past and to see them passing on slowly is even worse. I got mad at ‘Kali-Maw’ because she insists that I need to be nice. No one would understand why I don’t care to see people when they themselves should be nice while alive and treat others nicely instead of being remembered as annoying while dying. 04-14-2006 02:49PM.

I did not attend mass for Good Friday as requested by ‘Kali-Maw’ for noontime today. I had the choice of joining them at our local church or nearby at my work. I will, however, celebrate the remembrance of good morals and teaching of living as a human while trying to be nice. Fighting back at the bad people is also an option. 04-14-2006 02:53PM.

I do not believe in celebrating someone’s suffering. This is utter nonsense created by people from ages long gone. I am Filipino by descent (or Asian as a general category) and do not recall Filipinos being mentioned in the Bible. So I do not always agree what is printed in black and white, especially from the Bible.

I do not understand why people still believe the ranting and ravings of preachers high up on the pedastal. This is another nonsense created by people who take the literal meanings of inks printed on paper. 04-14-2006 02:56PM.

RE: 20040414-Good Grief

Inspiration: I had enough of being normal. I am weird. I will never learn to grow up. I am still a spoiled brat and going onward to my forty something years on this earth plane. This blog reveals more of me and my monster side. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ mentioned that medical doctors act like spoiled brats. And this is true because some parents helped support these medical doctors throughout their schooling and careers. I am saddened that no one cares to learn that my blogs are all about me. Good night for now you pod peoples. I love you all too. Nah! 04-14-2006 11:52PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/14/2006 04:53:00 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

20060413-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I couldn’t sleep as I waited for my milk to do it’ job, which it did by relaxing my mind and my body. And I returned from another good flow by the way. I have composed another masterpiece (yet novice) by my preferred inspirations. 04-134-2006 12:26AM.

I’m typing with one finger while brushing teeth with right hand after eating breakfast and cleanin parakeet area. Soon I will work again by sitting on my rear end the whole day. 04-13-2006 08:47AM. The toothpaste did not contain fluoride. 04-13-2006 10:20PM.

This will be another fruitless day with a bunch of fruit nimrods. I’ve accomplished little whether working with pod people or composing my blogs at home alone. Nothing matters. Good day. 04-13-2006 11:46AM.

It doesn’t matter if this company will try their usual tactic of dumping activities on me because I’m not staying around to find out what worse mess they will make up to create jobs. It’s nice and sunny with clear blue skies outside. This is good during Passover and a Full Moon. 04-13-2006 11:43AM.

I left work for lunch around 12:00PM. The following three trucks followed as I passed them by on my usual route from work to home: bright red across from work building, aquamarine about a mile after my entrance; white about another mile prior to my exit and white SJ utility truck parked in the middle of my road. At 01:19PM, I left my home after eating lunch of balot (hard boil egg of dark pink color) and rice. A run down gray truck for hauling debris done by the gardener of the neighbor directly across mysteriously finished his job by another signal of closing the fence doors leading to the backyard. I made work safely at around 01:40PM. My boss offered with her kindness as one of the two Vietnamese spring rolls to me. 04-13-2006 01:45PM.

I’ve processed another transaction at 12:59PM today. 04-13-2006 01:46PM.

I am blogging after having eaten dinner, cleaned parakeet and kitchen areas, played with parakeets, massaged out pain from ‘Kali-Maw’s’ feet and did her pedicure. Blah! I am tired from showers which should be refreshing. 04-13-2006 08:50PM.

RE: 20060413-Itchy Wings

Inspiration: I was scratching my back around 11:00PM last night and had trouble logging to my very slow computer until 11:30PM. I began to feel the effects of the relaxing milk I’ve had and thought of baser emotions for the first two paragraphs and then incorporated the teamwork ideal in the last paragraph. I remember an article from an old blog as to why we scratch our backs, which is natural and possibly more evolving. For those who do no know what I have been talking about, one has to be a groupie fan of all sorts and follow what has been happening over the past few years. 04-12-2006 12:53AM.

RE: 20060413-Fools Bliss

Inspiration: Um, yeah. I too joined a forum last year of 2005 and no longer participate by posting my entries. I realize that I am too weird to belong to any group and only have myself to comfort. My gifts are my poetries in blogs to the world and for those who find inspiration in these masterpieces of personal and creative art. My message is to (anyone) and a member who wrote a nice poem about mirroring ourselves and his inspiration sounds familiar to the tune of love and light from within and without. The battle of hearts rages on and wonder why I do not like goodbyes at all even among strangers. I apologize to those who feel my pain and grief for not knowing any better. Teamwork should be pleasant like the showers of pink and golden ley lines shining above our heads by the way. I giggle a little to lighten anyone’s burden to not take life too seriously. Perhaps this game is a big joke. Whoever is the DM is probably laughing at all of us right now. This poem didn’t flow smoothly and may edit more later on. 04-13-2006 10:13PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/13/2006 12:38:00 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

20060412-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke around 07:00AM. Today is another rain. This month is the same. I have my next poetry! 04-12-2006 08:03AM.

I have composed yet another masterpiece of poetry in blog. I edited paragraphs from yesterday’s ‘20060411-Daily Blogs’ because I had to reword the Yech: and OMG: sections. I have to go to ‘work’ with my ‘normal’ co-workers. They are of short stature and act all tough and feisty. I don’t understand why they need to prove anything to us taller people. I could kick them down with my longer legs anytime after practicing some karate moves by the way. I’m kidding here. But these kids and adults both need to be put back into their small places. I am a mean person and need to remind people of that aspect of me. 04-12-2006 09:10AM.

I’ve been cramping the whole morning and worked to clear my Remedy Helpdesk tickets. I am working on both lockbox works from yesterday and today. I currently feel stuffy in my head and ears since 2:30PM. I will think nice thoughts. 04-12-2006 02:48PM.

The stuffy feeling in my head and ears continued for about and hour and a half more. I made home safe around 05:40PM.

I’ve had a late dinner about an hour or two ago while watching a documentary of ocean life. 04-12-2006 10:23PM.

I’ve edited yesterday’s ‘20060411-Daily Blogs’ and added my usual date and time stamps for my editing purposes. Too bad the blogs don’t have tags to add Comment to certain areas during my editing mode. 04-12-2006 10:42PM.

RE: 20060412-Blessed Droplets

Inspiration: I have incorporated the abundance of water as a blessing anytime and dislike people who complain about have too much water or it’s raining too much or it’s like this or it’s like that. These people are at best left to believe that anything said by them is worth my time hearing. I am blessed to have bad hearing because they keep flapping their lips about nonsense that don’t always make sense to me.

If they want to go outdoors and play under the sun they shouldn’t live in the Bay Area in the first place and go the hot desert and burn there for all I care. The desert will always have lots of sun and lack of water. I think these people need to keep their stupid opinions to themselves and let the rain come and go as it pleases.
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We are part of the greater whole and each one of us has a role to play, which is to benefit or harm each other or provide the middle ground. I believe that people do not fully understand the biological nature of symbiotic relationships under three kinds: mutualism, commensalisms and parasitism. 04-12-2006 08:55AM. I studied biology during my high school years long ago. At least I remember this much from my past. 04-12-2006 10:22PM.

RE: 20060412-Red Bouquet

Inspiration: I feel sleepy from drinking red wine and two chocolate chip cookies from work due to a manager of the IS department is leaving this company. There seems to be no way to avoid celebrating one’s last day of employment with these pod people. I am planning how to silently slip away when my time comes to go on a long vacation to anywhere. I am dismayed that my system is revved up from the alcohol and cannot sleep it off. 04-12-2006 05:57PM. I’ve edited some more after trying unsuccessfully to nap. 04-12-2006 07:14PM.

RE: 20060412-Home Here

Inspiration: Honestly, this blog is composed in a few minutes. This goes to show that there is ease in words that is simply the truth compared to my drunken master’s words about consuming red wine earlier this afternoon at work. I do want to go home every time I’m at work. I hate work and that place full of pod people. I would rather stay home and compose my poetry in blog than count beans for the rest of my life. There is nothing fun about accounting or data entry. It’s black and white and lacks creativity, except when putting pastel colors in our spreadsheets.

I’ve incorporated my guru’s teachings of love and light. (Yeah, I know he’s been connecting for these many years. And yes, he’s a funny guy too. I wonder how many others have been laughing at me all this time). And I give credit to the groups of kindred souls that share this truth that home is within us. I like to think (and dream) we could travel beyond earth’s atmosphere and learn different worlds. I thank my current state of affairs as being another test among the needs of the many. I am still observing how the world handles Iran and the overall planetary inhabitants. 04-12-2006 10:15PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/12/2006 08:03:00 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

20060411-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke at 04:00AM and started this blog after downloading the remaining forms for the upcoming season. My creative mind lacks material. 04-11-2006 04:29AM.

The weather has been raining off and on the whole week and with the sun appearing off and on behind clouds this morning. 04-11-2006 08:39AM.

My observation from yesterday is that people may have realized that unity is strong and that hope exists in us all. 04-11-2006 08:41AM.

Yech: I’ve been getting chatters via Yahoo! Messenger that only want one thing. I’ve got my list of people I’ve set to ”Ignore” for anyone who wishes to do research on these people. Some are nice but most are sick. I’ve noticed that the activity increased after posting my Yahoo! ID on one particular forum and nowhere else and after contacting a moderator via PM on that same forum about two months ago. I’m bored. 04-11-2006 10:53AM. There was one husband from Morgan Hill, CA that wanted my friendship and intimacy (yech!) together with his wife. ”We” understand was his response for my refusal. 04-12-2006 10:35PM.

OMG! I cannot believe you people would read these blogs of mine from my simple and boring life! I am flattered indeed! I did share my Yahoo! 360 profile with another chatter, who probably is another interested ‘perp’ and got scared away because I’ve not heard from ‘him’. So this goes to show that the battle of wits with words is and always has been on and onward. Attack and forward march! Hyah! 04-11-2006 11:50AM.

RE: 20060411-Elevens

Inspiration: One of my cash receipt batches for today’s lockbox work of 04-11-2006 started with 1111. The time I posted this blog was 04:11PM today. I still wonder what this pairing of one’s could possibly symbolize. I hope it means something good. Another chatter via Yahoo! Messenger has been set to as my ”Ignore list,” which I will request Yahoo! to investigate further. Then again there is no real control over the freedom of speech, right? Thank you all for logging in your Yahoo! ID each time people. 04-11-2006 04:37PM. There is no real fear for being friends, right? 04-12-2006 10:38PM.

RE: 20060411-Normally Crazy

Inspiration: People at work use the word ‘crazy’ frequently. This includes the payroll person, my boss, her right hand and others with not so normal backgrounds. And I mean two of them not having husbands around to nag or their having to be the slave cab drivers to their children or family. This includes a Yahoo! chatter by the partial name of ‘rohan’ who is already on my ”Ignore” list. People are perfect to either be the fall guy or the good or bad guy.

No matter how normal people think they are there is a chance everyone will end up living together with these types of characters for a very long time. I would recommend these ‘normal’ people to re-think their word usages around more sensitive people and discovery how ugly they are as monsters from within and stop showing their fake veneers of white teeth and false pretenses of being nice in front of only people they want to like (or need for the more desperate kinds). Losers! 04-11-2006 05:02PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/11/2006 04:28:00 AM

Monday, April 10, 2006

20060410-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I am still awake but feeling cold and sleepy as I try to edit my blogs in poetry, daily olife and dream worlds. Good bye for now. 04-10-2006 12:25AM.

I arose from bed around 07:30AM. I heard myself snore and was able to sleep on my sides nicely without much pain and numbness on arms and hands. I finished entering another ‘dream worlds’. I feel like crawling into bed before getting ready for work today. 04-10-2006 08:23AM.

Nothing good happened today. I had to cross train yet another temporary worker on how to navigate our accounting system. I don’t care who works there anymore. I worked as usual by sitting down and typing long hours. I came home, ate dinner, cleaned parakeet area and eating place. We discussed ‘Squirrel-Ling’s affairs again. We watched as Pimon found his new friend, a yellow water container. This parakeet is completely satisfied for the spring season. Maybe we should remove this object of his desire and distract him with other toys. 04-10-2006 07:30PM.

RE: 20060410-Milk Sugar

Inspiration: I love dairy products even though they make me feel good. I’m sleepy and will bid you all goodnight. 04-10-2006 12:45PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/10/2006 12:24:00 AM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

20060409-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good afternoon. After turning in to sleep around 12:30PM yesterday, I awoke around 04:30AM and arose from bed to get online around 05:30PM to log my dreams. We got dressed, took the Mercedes Benz E430, attended the Palm Sunday Mass at 07:00AM, had breakfast at MD’s and got home. I volunteered to drop off ‘Squirrel-Ling’s bag of clothes to the Goodwill Industries at a ‘main’ store of Milpitas, CA and got a yellow ‘receipt’ for tax deductions which I don’t itemize. I don’t mind doing these simple errands to get me out of the house. I had to invite ‘Kali-Maw’ to tag along so she too could get out and enjoy the fresh cold air and grey cloud filled sky.

Both ‘Kali-Maw’ and I proceeded to drive towards Campbell, CA, where I bought four heavy bags of parakeet seed and a long cement perch with seashells, which I don’t think fits the cage and is not returnable due to it being on clearance. I think that pet village is going to close out. For the longest time, there is something weird in that mini-mall area, even though they upgraded the outward appearance to look brighter yellow and orange color.

The West Gate Mall in Saratoga, CA also has this weird uneasy feeling to it. A sewing store within that mall also has this oppressive feeling. Old towns like these feel very oppressive to me. It feels closed in and not at all feng shui compliant. Those areas need to be cleared. I’ve noticed that the trees lining along the 880 Interchange nearby the Hamilton Exit has been severely pruned halfway their full length to reveal sadness. This pruning has not happened before until a few weeks ago. I am not surprised of the activities in these parts of town.

We then made our way to San Jose, CA and we both got pissed off because I made a U-turn in error instead of going straight to wherever ‘Kali-Maw’ had in her hot-headed mind. I didn’t know where I was going and ‘Kali-Maw’s’ found her candles with pictures of the Him and Her for the upcoming Holy Week at a one dollar store in Milpitas, CA.

We went home. I screamed at ‘Shiva-Paw’ and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ for teasing me about having my full-moon episode of screaming. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ has scared the parakeet by placing a millet spray abruptly on the top of the cage and I screamed at him. So both ‘Shiva-Paw’ and he ganged up on me and of course I told them their influencing each other promotes sexism and talking back at us women is not nice. Full-moon is not until Thursday according to my dad.

I swept the back yard patio cement a little with an Asian fan shaped broom while letting out angry steam and kicked two of ‘Squirrel-Ling’s kayaks, which are cluttering up the backyard of his parents’ property. He had better take both his properties with him because we could hurt ourselves, especially my big toes. He got this sickness of owning too much and if he roughed the waves like professionals he would take these kayaks out EVERY weekend. But he doesn’t and what a waste.

After having lunch, I then cleaned up the areas of parakeet, dining room and kitchen. I also had the chance to finish up three loads of laundry and will process another four batches, two of which are ‘Squirrel-Ling’.

I am blogging now and wish to tell everyone how very boring my life is: I’ve learned to blog; to take pictures; to setup my website; to learn patience amidst the horror of home life with parents; to bite my tongue among deceitful traitors and to be blissfully ignorant of the war going on with our planet and other interested parties.

I will continue to post my blogs in this manner to show how pointless being here and now is; how working like a drone at work gets me nowhere and how fighting for freedom is also another weird illusion that only exist in my mind formed by my bio-neurons firing endlessly inside my big brain. This bio-unit has only one purpose – the live and eat and poop. 04-09-2006 02:12PM.
I woke up later this afternoon at 06:53PM after a nice long nap and logged in my dream world of six scenes.

I’ve eaten dinner later on while ‘Kali-Maw’ interrogated ‘Squirrel-Ling’ on more unanswered parts of his relationship with his ‘Chai-Knees’ born, ‘Venti-Knees’ raised girlfriend. People don’t realize that most Vietnamese are really mostly by ancestry of ‘Chai-Knees’, who escaped the oppressive communist rule, lost their lands to bandits and government and lost their lives in the process of paying with gold bars to make a new beginning in U.S.

People don’t realize they have money and start up their own businesses with the support of other family, relatives or friends. Also, most educated people come to U.S., such as my parents. So ‘protecting our borders’ is a stupid nonsense that may stop smart and rich people from improving other people lives. People who would like to work in U.S. should have the chance without being smart or rich either. I will continue to observe the process of reaching the middle ground of protectionism and international opportunities (refer to my blog about ‘20060223-Secret Port Deals’).

I’ve cleaned the parakeet area and did the dishes. Fat Budgie and Pimon enjoyed chewing on balsam wood while I held in place for them. We are still training Bugsy to eat more because the older parakeets are hogging his food and they are getting much fatter. They are not smart and do not realize how the food are similar in the cup up above and on the tray down below.

I logged into my Yahoo! 360 account and found it opened mysteriously to ‘20060301-Soup’s On’ at 10:53PM. So I guess people should re-read that article. I must have clicked randomly on the window as it loaded up and assumed that what it page did. I’ve added more paragraphs up to this point. 04-08-2006 10:57PM.

RE: 20060409-Hey Buck!

Inspiration: I am reminded of friends that believe in protecting and defending our persons, especially the body, mind, soul AND sovereign right and any properties to any effect as per the US Constitution of the ‘right to bear arms.’ The words are a bit funny when one has the right to give (or receive) bear hugs with hairy arms, like mine. I did acquire a license back in August in the year of our lord of 2000. And I have yet to obtain proper protection from potential harm from the likes of my ‘watchers,’ if any and based on my fruitful imaginations. So if I look and act tough and mean in personal life it’s because I too am a warrior ready to pick up the pieces of any fallen comrades wherever they may be. So it’s best to be nice to me and mine for the meantime because there is really nothing to fear when love is unconditional, right? 04-09-200 11:50PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/09/2006 01:48:00 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

20060408-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose from bed at 06:35PM after sleeping early last night dur to my slow computer was ‘Not Responding.’ I am beginning to think that computers are evil because it produces radiation, microwaves and keeps us people indoors when we all should be experiencing ‘real’ life outdoors. I am Filipino and parts of me would end up dark while my current skin tone is gray white. It’s a price for being a computer geek and not feeling wanted to be ‘friends’ with these pod people. I will attempt to organize my blogs with the two programs within my account that came with the paid package. I am my own boss, critic and overall editor. It’s a small world after all. 04-08-2006 06:50AM.

I wasted my whole day trying to re-create my older blogs into .html. I do not know what I’m doing with my website and will leave the basic pages intact and is for now.

RE: 20060408-Happy Woman

Inspiration: I am thinking about what this person has told me about being a very happy woman for the rest of my life. I’m currently in a rut and nothing has changed or improved. He and the rest lie through their teeth and will pay with their souls and bloodlines for eons for all I care. My suffering is but one small speck among the over six billion souls. I am truly happy for being alone in my room upstairs and typing about my life. I see there are many bloggers and all these articles would leave One wondering why people even bother praying for their own selfish wants and desires. This leaves me to believe that happiness is a state of mind and each one of us needs to be responsible and learn to take everything in stride no matter how complicated the situations may be presented. 04-08-2006 09:14PM.

RE: 20060408-Buffer Me

Inspiration: I told ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to stay here because I don’t want to end up being nagged at by my ‘Kali-Maw’. But I know he has to move on with his life and would no longer be the buffer that takes the most out compared to me while living in a rut at home. Being alone is not bad. After all, there is no other perfect way to run free without anyone nagging behind my bad. Being lonely is not true because going outdoors to take pictures and hearing nature, especially the songs of birds is not in a sense being alone. I am reminded of chatting with this fat kid yesterday afternoon about wanting to learn from me. He doesn’t know that people are tracking my activities online and now that chatter is on their list. People need to understand I am being watched and I like to think I am being protected from these same perpetrators who try to shake up of my simple and otherwise boring and uneventful world. Trying to control six billions souls matrixes is a big job and only ONE is able to make or break the whole grand scheme of theme. 04-08-2006 09:20PM.

P.S. Why do people think this old woman want anything do to with young kids that have broken hearts? If you want to catch the bad people, the perpetrators are those robotic nimods who are making fools of themselves because their bosses would get mad if they don’t do a good job. This is the greatest price for doing what is in their hearts to be wrong and all because they want to drive expensive cars or live in a nice house so they could never pay off their mortgages, for example. Also, stop selling out each other with those import and export tradings. It’s not nice.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/08/2006 06:45:00 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

20060407-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose from bed at 07:00AM upon hearing my dad knock on my bedroom door so I could back out my car for them to drive their car to today’s morning mass. I felt fine as the Sun appears bright with clear blue skies. I did my normal routine in the morning and started modifying all six html pages again. I aligned the boxes to fit the grid for perfection that only I could see. I am late for work and informed my supervisor or reporting manager that I will come in late at 10:00AM today via Yahoo! Messenger. I am ready to leave that company and kick some Saintly butt for ruining my life and the lives of others who went before me. This I know because I’ve did my investigative research on individuals. I think I could either be a web designer to foster my creative side or be an investigator to report on any happenings that may be useful both good and bad. Life is too short to make a big deal about anything or anyone, especially me since I am but one in over six billion souls living on this planet. My data in this lifetime is small and somewhat private compared to the public figures that are known via the media or some other way by word of mouth. I think I compose too much and must drive to work now since I only have another fifiteen minutes to earn ‘my living’ among the pod people at this company and for the upcoming April 2006 deadline. 04-07-2006 09:43AM.

I have arrived at work at the designated FYI to my boss at 10:00AM. While riding the elevator to the 12th floor, I actually talked to the A/P person, who will no longer be working this company where people are getting away with too much. The company is so lenient that I found that this A/P person has been overloaded and this is not fair for her. I even have suffered when I was my only department for the first three years so far. 04-07-2006 12:17PM.

My skin was dry so I applied that cocoa or chocolate scented lotion. This creme colored concoction does help to alleviate the pain of dry skin. I’ve packed my binders and supporting documents for cash applications into twelve green colored boxes for off-site storage, which should be for seven (years). I have sustained bruises, cuts and scratches from these box packing activities. More lotion has been applied to my hands and forearms after washing down the dirt. This helps to smooth out the hard work etched into my skin. 04-07-2006 12:20PM.

I was feeling sad and slightly teary-eye around 02:00PM. Then that new pesty manager bosses around from ANOTHER department to get me to charge a CC that I’ve not replied via email for two days now. Noone likes her. I have to go back to work or sleepy after eating two Vietnamese spring rolls with peanut dip AND one order of Pad-Thai noodles, which I ate with a pair of two chopsticks. 04-07-2006 02:11PM.

I have eaten chocolate cake with whip cream and lots of strawberry for our boss’ 5th year anniversary at this place. Now I sleep in peace at my desk with eyes closed for a few minutes. Good bye. 04-07-2006 03:46PM.

My computer at home AND at work are not working well today. Whatever is causing the malfuctioning of these electronic devices is working too well because it show us that we as humans relie on computers too much and should stop all electricity. I just got a phone call at work from a guy asking for a Corey. The phone at work doesn’t work either. 04-07-2006 04:11PM

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/07/2006 09:37:00 AM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

20060406-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I’m quite frustrated now due to my slow computer, which I will gladly toss into a boiling pot of hot oil or donate this piece of junk to anyone out there. This piece of pain has doubled, nay, tripled my blogging and web designing efforts. And I ‘missed’ one day of blogging entry into my Yahoo! 360 account, which shouldn’t matter because I am already getting tired of making a fool of myself or inspiring others to take the plunge into the great unknown of the online community, whichever the case may be. I reworked my six .html pages and feel like I’ve accomplished not much because of my freakin’ slow computer. I’m thinking of getting a replacement and that could be a Macintosh with the Windows based patch for users who like the sleek and compact design of an Appled computer with the OS of Windows. 04-06-06 12:25AM.

Yippie! I’ve sucessfully reworked and reuploaded my latest six pages of .html. 03:00AM. I’ve went into the .html editor and modified the title and other layouts, such as deletions of extra periods and additions of ‘Angels’ for the header. I now could put on my resume that interested in becoming a web designer (or more like an editor) because I happen to strive for perfection. There is even one sub header, along with its associated paragraph that is a millimeter off from the left hand border. And I find this minor in perfection quite annoying. Another annoyance is not being able to link up my four sample pics. My biggest challenge yet is to consolidate and link up each .html page. Also I may want more disclaimers and stats to track website and computer ID and possibly more sub-domains and, oh lots more that I cannot process in my big brain right now. 04-06-2006 03:35AM.

Although I have not formal training in computer programming, I would now consider myself a total geniusm geek, nerd, dork or dweeb. For I have learned to take all this typing under pressure and long hours of patience to perfect every little detail of my new puppy, Flynn’s Angels Website. I may want to change the title on this one too because I am never satisfied. Once again and after almost six days of painstaking labour of both body and mind, my website is as follows: [website removed]. This has nothing to do with the Chrisitian version of angels one would seen in the books of pews or on the stain glasses of churches. But angels in a general sense are those people that do their jobs very well. And this by default are mostly of love and light, which appears as my favorite quote on the left hand side of each webpage. I also consider angels both of creation as a mirror image of destruction, which is still in my opinion a part of the grand plan design by only One. 04-06-2006 04:39AM.

I am sleepy now and hope to awaken feeling more refresh. Tomorrow the company will provide us nourishment for our hard work at quater end month of March 2006. I will partake in the five star goodies along with chirozo burritos. What a perfect combination that a data entry clerk like me could enjoy. I am truly blessed and spoiled. 04-06-2006 03:45AM.

Oh dagnabit! I’ve almost lost my blogs due to putting an html tag, which this site cannot accept. I am reminded of being passionate about my works. And sitting in front of this computer is almost like playing the piano. I love doing both activities. 04-06-2006 03:50AM.

I had my burrito from this morning along with my venti peppermint mocha in soy milk. 04-06-2006 10:00AM.

I’ve been reworking my website and have added the four pics with mouse over action but a whole html screen opens up, which is another one of my annoyances. I’ve included three add-ons, such as PayPal for donations, a counter to track the number of views per page and the host for my website. I’ve added an All Rights Reserved notice at the bottom of each page. I almost lost this blog from the site builder program was trying to open up my website from this browser. I will take a look at these pages now and more likely will never be satisfied and will continue to edit as I see fit. I will go to bed soon due to only have two hours of rest from being up late this morning at around 04:30AM. 04-06-2006 10:10PM.

RE: 20060406-Brown Flowers

Inspiration: There is this co-worker from another department that annoys her subordinate and my department as well by walking up and down the aisle and looking into our cubicle as if she is a god. This position should be a supervisor and not a manager, who should have at least a descent college education in the business field AND the background experience as a manager before reaching her old age. I hate this company even though it is so lenient. No wonder we have been given both free burrito breakfast and coffee from the five star goddess. My nose itches and people sneeze. I am no longer dedicated to this company or these people or pods that continue to step all over our backs to make a fast buck, which is also referred to a bunch of people that ruined my life. 04-06-2006 11:17AM.

RE: 20060406-Blades Hovering

Inspiration: A white helicopter hovered over their target one block away yesterday night on 04-05-2006 around 11:15PM to 11:40PM. I went out front at around 11:20PM to see what that copter was hovering noisily over the house that took ‘Squirrel-Ling’s Honda hood ornament a long time ago. I saw two black SUV’s parked near the yellow fire hydrant, which goes to show these ‘watchers’ don’t care about breaking the rules of the road because they are either above the man-made ‘laws’ or are the man-made ‘laws’ themselves. I took my digital camera and tried to take movies of copter and pics of two black SUV’s but to no avail because there is insufficient lighting. I think that’s why people tend to believe in neither the blurry unidentified objects or the eye witnesses who happen to be present at the time of the event until the unbelievers are actually there at the same time.04-06-2006 12:45AM. I had time to post this blog in poetry to my Yahoo! 360 account about this incident from last night due to my being busy with reworking my website. 04-06-2006 12:20PM.

RE: 20060406-Caw Back

Inspiration: I read an article from the EY website written by a source, who hopefully did not borrow ideas from elsewhere. It talks symbolically about darkness from grace and the hope of returning to light via the black crow. I do have a stuffed animal and bronze medallion with my crows. I learned of five stars and triple points from curiosity prior to my recent self discovery from within us all. My heart is still beating and so are yours. I bid you good night sweet crows of old: There is another tomorrow awaiting new clear blue skies, fluffy white clouds and the golden Sun as from today and parts of the day before yesterday. 04-06-2006 11:22PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/06/2006 12:20:00 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

20060405-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose from bed at 08:00AM after having been up the whole night yesterday until 02:00AM today. My sleep is better when I am truly exhausted and after drinking too much coffee two days ago. I used one of the templates I’ve downloaded last night and have completed four of the six .html pages. The other two are still pending. My computer is so slow and will have to enlarge the print because it is defaulted too small for us myopic individuals. I will update this blog throughout the day after having overworked twice the effort yesterday to push the DSO to a better status. 04-05-2006 08:20AM.

After working with the site builder programm offline at home since this morning, I have successfully published my website at [website removed] this morning at 09:00AM. I chose this domain name because of first my nickname and second of being influenced and inspired by my many angels in disguises. This website includes my favorite light pastel colors of blue, purple and pink. The theme of yellow sun with blue rays shining over blue ocean is from one the 382 royalty-free templates that I’ve downloaded from this morning. I am reminded of being on the sandy beach and under the warm sun when I chose this template. The fonts are still too small and the ‘Text Size of the browser could be set to ‘Largest’ for the meantime. I have yet to update the sections of ‘History’ and ‘Photo.’ I’ll have to figure out a way to either link to my already published work or consolidate each one under specific .html pages. I might have to opt for the latter (and I do not mean the ‘Saints’ who have ruined (or blessed) my life). 04-05-2006 10:05AM.

I have arrived late to work because I was busy publishing my website this morning, getting ready for work and cleaning the parakeet area. I’ll try to relax at work today after putting twice my effort to apply payments for month end from yesterday. 10:06AM. I feel that I am wasting my time being a data entry clerk in an accounting department. And I am ready to quit this place of ruin and pain and continue to exist elsewhere away from these white-collar robots. These jobs are good to fall on and have allowed my credit card debts to be paid off. But these futile efforts do not allow my creative side to be presented to the world. I’m an pseudo-artist and a novice writer and do not like being told what to do. 04-05-2006 10:13AM.

I have my SP from Canada running at work and the nice fluffy white clouds are appearing with the sun shining through. It’s a nice sky scene from my window up her on the 12th floor. 04-05-2006 11:36AM.

I ignored another chatter via Yahoo! Messenger. He, a divorced older man, claims to have to get back to work. So that means he is not that old or that retired yet. I prefer chatting over breathing in the fumes of a live person but some people do not have the time, patience or calaver to enjoy this form of offline relationship. I say too bad to those who do no meet my criterias. And why are they older divorced folks by the way? 04-05-2006 12:12PM.

I’m back from eating leftover patties from last night for lunch at home with my parents. I am quite full and hope I won’t get sleepy. So I drink my first cup of coffee. 04-05-2006 01:28PM.

Last night while I was still working on my website, ‘Kali-Maw’ finished making my two ‘baby’ pillows which she has designed and embroidered from a few days now. The thread are jewel colors of red, blue, green, yellow and purple with a light green being another color. The designs surrounde the face of the pillows in an oval and have daisy like flowers with vines of green for one pillow and blue for the other pillow. 04-06-2006 12:24PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/05/2006 08:16:00 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

20060404-Daily Blogs

Overall: I managed to create a new unpublished top_header.html from 11:19PM last night to 12:29AM this morning. The elements I want to create are much faster in my imagination that the software products out there could possible do for me. Then I tossed and turned due to too much coffee from work yesterday and arose at 04:00AM and 05:29AM.

Yippie! I managed to establish six .html pages with the ‘wizard,’ which came with my purchase of a webhost from 05:30AM to 09:00AM. I can’t wait to get out of work and go home to see if I can fix one of the navigation bar that I messed up or over-rode. I am working here and don’t see why I need to work harder on a very rainy and cloudy gray day. 04-04-2006 10:05AM.

I’m still applying these payments from yesterday’s monster batches. It’s incredible how I’m still doing data entry as a career with the advanced technologies that would reduce this repetitive workload. I hate working. 04-04-2006 12:30AM.

I’ve experience my hear and ear pressures around 02:00PM to 03:30PM. I’ve finished the lockboxes from yesterday and today, opened mail and fowarded to co-workers 05:20PM, ate dinner, dried dishes and cleaned parakeet area 07:00PM. My computer took one half hour to load the site building program while running the upload of pics from my digital camera at the same time. 07:30PM. I am downloading all the templates available with this site building program. 07:43PM. I hope to re-do the one’s I already have created and want to add the links. It’s that easy and nothing more should be that complicated. I have not created my ‘daily’ blog under my Yahoo! 360 account yet due to being busy at work and here in front of my slow computer AND slow dial-up connection. 04-04-2006 07:45PM.

I have forced myself to create and post one poetry in blog for today. 09:00PM. For almost three house, I am still downloading over 300 templates with graphics to use as part of my website pages. 09:54PM.

RE: 20060404-Flood Bath

Inspirations: I have combined what I think I ‘know’ based on hurricanes events that have passed last year of 2005 and on my readers expectations that have passed by to read my masterpieces. I’m an artist and quite sensitive to my works, of course. I may ‘think’ I hold some answers in truth but that’s not up to me to ‘know.’ Once again, my poetry has been inspired by having mysterious connections with my favorites out there (or right here in my head). Words just seem to flow like bath waters and my fingers do not seem hurt either from work or blogging. 04-04-2007 10:05PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/04/2006 05:34:00 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006

20060403-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning: I arose from bed at 05:00AM with stuffy right nose. I will attempt to build at least one good webpage. 04-02-2006 05:12AM.

I got the index.html page up in two hours with the Site Wizard. I don’t like the general color or template design of the webpage and have to find out how to edit these two. There are six default pages from this wizard that still need to be improved. I still don’t know what the difference is between a domain from a sub-directory and have other elements that I want included on my webpage. I still want to consolidate the data into an html page without having to log each time into mutilple accounts, which are free services. The price of trying to establish my glorious ‘face’ to the world is another great attempt at my creativity, which is perfect in its own artistic rights. All my work as published since 02-14-2006 is not to be copied in any way, shape or form. 04-03-2006 07:00AM.

I cleaned parakeet area, ate breakfast, napped little in front of my cartoons and now I’m at ‘work’ while editing my poetries in blogs dated Saturday, 04-01-2006 at Yahoo! 360 with the ‘Link to Flynn’s Dream Worlds’ as appropriate. 04-03-2006 10:40AM.

For about two hours, I’ve been editing my older blogs under my Yahoo! 360 account. I’ve removed the smiley faces because this causes the disappearance of certain line entries when I would backup the files by the copy/paste functions into the .rtf files at home. 04-03-2006 01:07PM.

I am twiddling my thumbs again as I await the lockbox work from the bank for today. 04-03-2006 03:15PM.

I am currently copying and pasting all my precious Yahoo! 360 blogs into these .rtf files at home after having done the following: drive home through rain, did a pedicure on ‘Kali-Maw’ and myself, prepared and ate dinner, washed and dried dishes, cleaned parakeet area and showered down with the resulting still warm feeling of coming out of a workout. 04-03-2006 08:00PM.

I’ve completed my one hour backup and now am archiving my masterpieces. 04-03-2006 09:01PM.

RE: 20060403-Fly’s Breath

Inspiration: I can’t help but to think that stories written by others could be about real life events that may occur in the future or may have already come to past. I composed this poetry in blog to remind myself that I have to continue Forward Bravely. 04-03-2006 11:03AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/03/2006 05:11:00 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

20060402-Daily Blogs

Overall. Good morning. I am still awake as I try to upload pics from my Yahoo! 360 account into my flickr.com account. It’s taking too long and I don’t know how they could improve this flickr beta version. I don’t think it is worth the time to sit here and wait for the process to finish. 04-02-2006 12:27AM.

The upload of four (4) pics from my Yahoo! 360 account in my flickr.com account has been completed around 01:50AM. I am disappointed at the slow process and would not want to do this with a slow dial-up connection such as mine. Unfreakin’ believable! My legs hurt and I’m going to bed now and have better not wake up early this time. 04-02-2006 12:59AM.

I arose from bed at 08:10AM due to ‘Squirrel-Ling’ needing parts to rebuild his computer. I heard a flock of geese overhead at 08:28AM. I am still not satified with my blogs and may re-do those later. 04-02-2006 08:32AM.

We went to Fry’s Electronics to get his parts and to buy my three softwares with rebates at 09:00AM. I cleaned the parakeet area and drank my coffee, which I brought with me to my car and slightly spilled some on the area in front of the main door. I had trouble drinking and driving at the same times as I made my way towards the oil changing place about ten minutes away. I waited for fifteen minutes and was home in half an hour at 10:30AM. I tried to think of a better way to get my material published online for starters because I couldn’t keep blogging under several accounts. So after I’ve browsed I signed up with Yahoo! and will see how effective the product is in servicing my needs. I need the functionality of organizing my blogs and pics. I am downloading the free ysitebuilder.exe into my computer for the second time because something wrong happened with the first installation. It’s been and hour so far. I am hoping the Yahoo! 360 gets integrated very soon with my new purchase or domain. 04-02-2006 03:47AM.

Unfreakin’ believable! I wasted my whole gray and cloudy day with trying to set up this program on my computer. The Yahoo! is not user friendly and had expected a ‘real’ wizard to prompt me with basics to get started. After the basics were ‘entered’ the user is still forced to modify to whatever. The point is to have a simple webpage that consolidated and didn’t have to ‘link’ to other sites. Unfreakin’ waste of my freakin’ time. 04-02-2006 07:08PM.

We ate dinner around 06:00PM and I saw a stationary black truck turn right one block away opposite direction from my front home view at 06:40PM. I am getting good at sensing these ‘watchers’ because my road should not have these vehicles in parked locations especially since this one is not in front of a residence. 04-2-2006 07:10PM.

RE: 20060402-Perfect Puppy

Inspiration: I wasted my whole Sunday and will have to find another solution to organize my beautiful blogs not just the choronological sequence but into a hierarchical listing of blogs, inspirations, dreams and poetry. But no!!! the site building program I’ve downloaded twice at two hours each due to my slow dial-upconnection took too much thinking and effort. I am disappointed and wanted to make my blogs logical and more readable. Oh I am so angry but now it’s time to rest. I’ll have to cancel that account after one day of trial and errors. 04-02-2006 09:33PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/02/2006 12:27:00 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

20060401-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I arose from bed at 01:35AM after sleeping earlier last night around 09:00PM.

I feel well on this fine April Fool’s Day and still have dinner digesting in my stomach as I enter this blog. I am updating my other Yahoo! profiles. 04-01-2006 01:55AM.

I am still wide awake and bushy tailed like my favorite outdoor rodent, the squirrels. I have created yet another artful (and perfect!) masterpiece after two hours of trying a different poetic style, which are many and don’t care or have time to study and incorporate into my novice creative writing endeavours. 04-01-2006 03:26PM.

I am in front of this computer again and smell the coffee brewing downstairs. Yesterday morning there were nice fluffy white clouds and this morning there are hardly any. Yesterday afternoon the rain continued and this afternoon I wonder what the weather will be. I am deleting programs from this slow computer to free up space so that it runs faster. 04-01-2006 08:37AM.

I have to composed a blog in poetry for about an hour or so regarding relatives that are sneaky in their own special ways. This one is another (perfect!) masterpiece from within and without. 04-01-2006 10:00AM.

Since I am not attracted my own Filipino kind or any Asians, I have never dated any of them. They ride their rice rockets up and down my road and are too ‘teeny weeny, little shriveled, short short men’ anyway. I thought you people should know that by now. These losers in their noisy cars seem to know my home and my parents’ house. I wonder if these guys still live with their parents and I believe they still do otherwise they would be driving nicer cars. These low mentalities do not know we are much older, white color working, middle class people and senior citizens, who have already graduated high school and college years ago. 04-01-2006 11:45AM.

I got bored and decided to post my fifteen (15) poems about my dream worlds and included the ‘Inspiration’ section below each poem from 03:18PM to 03:28PM. 04-01-2006 03:44PM.

We have finished our evening mass and bought some Filipino desserts of bibingka, puto and custard, dinner at another store and an 18th birthday card for the party we didn’t attend tonight because ‘Squirrel-Ling’ is trying to get his home loan at tonight’s appointment. This strange guy in a white T-shirt and dark colored pants was walking from my left towards Albertson to his right. I guess I thought too loudly to myself because I saw from my rear view mirror his stare until I thought ‘Greetings.’ 04-01-2006 04:30PM to 06:40PM.

A skin head in his white boat with shiny wheels that could cut off fingers took off in a northboud direction on my road as soon as I got out of my gray Mustang at 06:44PM. He rubbed his nose prior to leaving his location between two houses across from ours. And I screamed at him that we’ve been here for thirty years. I do not know if he heard me but I flicked him off twice in the twilight. These ‘watchers’ do no realize that San Jose is number one in law enforcement. I wonder where our SJPD is right now and why characters like him get away with waiting for whatever reason. His presence is not typical in our neighborhood since the area is a mostly Asian. 04-01-2006 07:14PM.

I’ve eaten dinner, drank down my enzyme tablets, washed the parakeet tray, gave ‘Kali-Maw’ an injection, healed her headache and aura, washed the dishes and now I edit my poetries in blog. 04-01-2006 08:23PM.

It’s almost three hours and I’ve edited out more poetry in blog and composed more poetry from my ‘20060226-Dream Worlds’. 04-01-2006 11:11PM.

RE: 20060401-Oh, Be Well

Inspiration: Happy April Fools for the many holy, mortals and wise people that happen to crack jokes that are entertaining (or hurtful) to some. My first inspiration was a familiar line of ‘All’s Well…’; that I had to research and found out that it was a Shakespearian play. I remember reading his works during my public schoolings and still don’t understand his works or how the guy could ever write so many pieces in one lifetime. My second inspiration was to research anything regarding the phrase ‘Oh well…’ and found Fleetwood Mac’s lyrics in tune with my current philosophies. So I incorporated both themes into this poem and tried to make it look interesting by having each sentences decrease in words. I like the flow and how the poem ends. I’ve edited the ‘Favorite Quote’ section with ‘Oh well…’ under two of my other Yahoo! accounts from two years ago. 04-01-2006 03:33AM.

RE: 20060401-Serration

Inspiration: After receiving a last minute phone call from the wife of my first cousin, I had to compose a background on these people and how they came to America since the 1980’s to disrupt the idyllic status quo of my family and me. The wife claimed that they had sent us an invitation that seemed have gotten lost in the mail, which is impossible because ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and I handle lots of incoming mail and packages at work. We live near the main mail facility serving the whole county of this area. So the chances of losing anything in this manner is not reasonable. I believe this was a last minute attempt to invite us back into their lousy lives once again and is not going to happen after what these people have put ‘Kali-Maw’ through. ‘Kali-Maw’ still believes the good exist in people, especially the wife of my first cousin, and like any mother she would voice loudly in her special ways the ideals of behaving normally to her own of course. I think most Filipinos coming to America have stepped on the backs of their sponsors many times and our story is but once of many incidences out there. 04-01-2006 11:30AM.

RE: 20060401-Blue Squirrel Smiling

Inspiration: When I got back to my computer upstairs, I saw on the screen showing a blue squirrel smiling, which to me is a work of art created by ‘Squirrel-Ling’ at 01:22PM. This is material I used to create my blog about my younger and only sibling. 04-01-2006 02:43PM.

RE: 20060401-Backyard Paradise

Inspiration: I’ve shortened my original blog entitled ‘20060306-Walnuts’ and created this new blog. The original blog describes the squirrels living in our backyard and how orgonite could be like little walnuts spread around to clear the environment. This new blog describes dad’s little patch of paradise, which is our backyard. 04-01-2006 11:16PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 4/01/2006 01:52:00 AM

Friday, March 31, 2006

20060331-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I got out of bed at 04:50AM and had another good nite’s sleep for a couple of days. I logged online to figure out how much larger is my credit card debt. 03-31-2006 05:15AM.

I went to bed and arose on 07:11AM to finish my project. After a week or so of gray clouds and rins, the Sun is shining and the clear blue sky is possible with the cool blowing winds. I am blogging in poetry again. I have to go to work now. 03-31-2006 09:00AM.

I am ready to quit at any time soon from this place of soulless pods. There is nothing better than sticking out my tongue at these losers, who ring their bells are some sales pitch, which do not bring money into my pocket. We all know who really gets the loot while the rest of the hard workers continue to cry until their eyes bleed. I am still trying to get these stupid payments posted into these customers’ accounts. 03-31-2006 04:00PM.

I managed to finish my work at 05:15PM, arrive home to eat dinner at 06:00PM, clean the dishes and parakeet area and take pics of flower bouquet from Ranjeet and Rishika Reddy who were the original owners of our Bugsy, the parakeet, at 07:00PM. I log online and try to upload at least one flower pic of bouquet, while thinking of material to postin to my Yahoo! 360 blog. 03-31-2006 07:28PM.

RE: 20060331-Mirror Ourselves

Inspiration: Flynn’s personal revelation dated 02/01/2006 at 05:00AM is about how we look for answers outside ourselves and end up being our own teachers within ourselves. There is no clear answer to anything. I hope my readers don’t mind as I try to make them ‘wiser’ via my blog in poetry. 03-31-2006 08:20AM to 08:55AM.

RE: 20060331-Wandering Lost

Inspiration: I had my eyes half opened and connected with my inspiration somewhere. I didn’t know how I composed this poetry in blog and let my drifting mind guide my fingers. I wanted to use the word ‘loser’ and thought of those people who continue to strive to a goal that is not within reach. This is sad considering the many times people fall by the wayward side and keep trying harder and end up at the beginning. This reminds me of people going through a time loop or many re-births. I think the title is fine for now. If this poetry doesn’t make sense, I once again do no offer any explanations because art needs no critic other than onnesself. My art in words is perfect. 03-31-2006 09:02PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/31/2006 05:13:00 AM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

20060330-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I got out of bed at 04:11AM because of this popping noise, logged a dream at blogspot.com and browsed online. I feel well but still sleepy. 03-30-2006 05:00AM.

I got out of bed at 08:35AM, cleaned the parakeet area and made coffee for ‘Kali-Maw’. I’ll be going to work in a few minutes. 03-29-2006 08:48AM.

I worked all day and had a stomach ache from stuffing my face with free Mexican food of red colored rice, one cheese filled roll thingy called fajita, salad with some ranch dressing and taco filled with refried beans, which I took home. I got home around 05:45PM. I received two phone calls at 04:51PM and 05:51PM. I’m feeling pissed off again. 03-30-2006 06:10PM.

My stomach is totally full of ‘Kali-Maw’s potato soup and I had two cups of hot tea to help in digestion. I fill my stomach up some more with orange juice to keep my creative mind blogging with another poetry. 03-30-2006 08:45PM.

RE: 20060330-Right Hand

Inspiration: I’ve been called to serve in another endeavour. Blessings are in many form including money, which is an illusion created as a mechanism to keep people happy. Only ONE would know the answers, which is forever. And these answer is to share any monetary blessing (or a cursed burden for who have too much for their own goods and don’t know what to do with their lives other than pursue drugs, alchohol and sex). 03-30-2002 08:44PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/30/2006 05:00:00 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

20060329-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I got out of bed at 06:20AM and feel well. This artful person cannot think of any good blogging material. This must be the end of blogging in poetry. 03-29-2006 06:30AM.

My creative mind managed to squeeze out a small blog in poetry for this one day. 03-29-2006 06:30AM to 07:35AM.

A big, black SUV pulled out from a parked position near a vendor on this street off as I headed towards northbound to HWY 101. 03-29-2006 09:20AM.

I’ve created two more blogs in poetry while working. This again creates a small balance in my lonely world between work and play. 03-29-2006 10:30AM to 12:30PM.

I ate two Vietnamese spring rolls with that peanut flavoured dip sauce half an hour ago. My boss is nice to have bought his from her lunch out. I’m being attacked with this head and ear pressure after I post the ‘20060329-Monitor Monsters’ blog. 03-29-2006 01:20PM to 01:40PM.

The head and ear pressure are subsiding at bit after I told them that there is only One running the show. The fluffy clouds are now appearing as the sky looks brigher indoors. I notice that the blinds at work are closed because there are people working here that do not like bright lights. 03-29-2006 01:40PM.

I’ve entered another inspirational blog in poetry describing my weird experiences for almost an hour while sitting here at work. I see the fluffy white clouds appearing through the closed blinds at my work as the blue sky colors my imagination with hope. Thank you everyone for your cooperation in our battles together. 03-29-2006 02:15PM.

I finished today’s lockbox work and later experienced profound sleepiness around 03:55PM to 04:20PM that I had to close my eyes and put my head down. 03-29-2006 04:25PM.

A small red pickup truck sped away on northbound HWY 101 as soon as my gray Mustang and I pulled out of the garage at work. I had my right open wide under my rear view mirror and waved at him with my left hand. 03-29-2006 05:05PM.

I arrived home at 05:30PM, cleaned the parakeet area and wanted to lie down and sleep. 03-29-2006 05:45PM.

I went to sleep right after work because of my energy drain again. I woke up and ate dinner around 07:30PM. I then went upstairs feeling annoyed after hearing ‘Kali-Maw’s biting comment of my not wanting to talk to anyone. And I wouldn’t speak to either of them after sleeping nice and soundly and after hearing both ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and her beautiful stories together at the dinner table while I ate with mild disregard. I logged into the WM website and deleted my messages after having copied and saved the parts of what are left of my memoirs somewhere. I managed to create another (perfect!) masterpiece of blog in poetry. 03-29-2006 10:20PM.

RE: 20060329-Star Signs

Inspiration: This blog came slowly like the aromatic smell of coffee brewing in the morning. I could only think of my astrological signs based on the stars and planets out in space. I have a bunch of these astrological reports that I’ve ordered over the past six years. These reports are entertaining and does seem to shed some real life reflection of one’s personality. 03-20-2006 07:50AM.

RE: 20060329-Slamming System

Inspiration: Our account system went down from 10:00AM to 10:05AM. And my blog in poetry talks about old and outdated computer systems and how our electrical bodies are quickly evolving to higher dimensional souls with these invisible forces. My body is getting older from lack of proper eating and exercise due to working in front of the computer by sitting all day. I incorporated the word ‘slamming’ with slamming the baseball for a two point shot and am reminded of how watching sports or wearing short is not fun or comfortable. 03-29-2006 10:33AM.

RE: 20060329-Monitor Monsters

Inspiration: My co-worker wanted to use the work phone for making personal calls. Every senior member in this place uses the work phone to dial out to make contact with the outside world from their enclosed cubicle space. I combined the word ‘monitor’ for people under surveillance, like me for example, and people in front of computer monitors, like the soulless pod creatures at work. 03-29-2006 12:37PM.

RE: 20060329-Bear Pressure

Inspiration: The pressures both in my ears and my head have continued since 01:20PM after I posted my blog in poetry entitled ‘RE: 20060329-Monitor Monsters.’ I incorporated my philosophical bent that whatever is happening to people like me is only by sheer will that we overcome the pressures in life and bear these obstacles together and to the best of our abilities. There is really only ONE that is running the show and we have better behave from NOW to the end. 03-29-2006 02:14PM.

20060329-Pesky Flypasts

Inspiration: I read another article on the WM website and learned about how these copters operate. Bloggers like me cannot concentrate while these flyovers are waving their arms in the air like they just don’t care. I entertain myself by thinking that these copters are watching over me and all I could do is wave my stick or arms and flip my fingers at them for buzzing over my home. And their light rays are no comfort to me either. They remind me of mosquitos biting my sensitive skin and giving me an allergic hive reaction as a result. This blog took me awhile to produce because I was constantly being interrupted by ‘Squirrel-Ling’ to participate in his activities. He is still living at home. 03-29-2006 10:35PM. I remember being very angry and glared at a very noisy copter over our hourse the night before a crash dated 10-25-1999 of two passengers – a officer and a mechanic. 03-31-2006 08:12PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/29/2006 06:28:00 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

20060328-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke at 03:30AM and logged online at 03:45AM. I entered one dream into my blogspot.com account at 04:03AM. 03-28-2006 04:04AM.

I’ve composeed yet another one of my creative (and perfect!) masterpiece for a blog in poetry under my Yahoo! 360 profile. Today, I am fulfilled once again for the inspiration of being online and learning as I progress to discover myself daily. This blogging habit of written communication is a good hobby for me due to my difficulty to verbalize the correct words and thoughts. I lose energy and get tired by flapping my lips and sounding long winded into the earhole of certain unfocused individuals. 03-28-2006 04:10AM to 05:18AM.

I woke up late at 09:11AM and arrived at work 09:45AM due to being awake earlier this morning to blog in poetry. I’ve not had my daily coffee habit from this morning. I’ve been working on credit card refunds and clearing help desk tickets from 10:00AM to 12:00PM. Now I sit in repose at work and wonder why people even care to tell me that I don’t exist because I am so quiet or to say fine to me for not accompanying them downstairs to eat food that makes me sleepy. I browse online and wonder what my performance review would turn out. I don’t care as long as I am kept busy and away from trouble from the likes of strangers. 12:00PM to 12:22PM.

The performance review went well. I thank my superior(s) and peer(s) for putting up with me for now. Everything seems perfect at the present. And my purpose to be at this company is perfect amongst imperfect people, such as myself. 03-28-2006 01:00PM to 01:30PM.

I’m still here at work and would like to go home now. But the ‘settlement detail report’ for my credit card charges is still running. So I have to wait. I managed to finish yesterday’s lockbox work about half an hour ago. Typing all day is not so bad as long as I know I’ll be taken well cared of here (or there) or (here and now). 03-28-2006 06:35PM.

As I waited to turn left onto my road, I noticed this guy loitering near an old truck with a strange roof like structure on the trunk section. As I turned into my road, the guy quickly jumped into his vehicle and applied the brake lights. I stopped in front of this truck a couple of seconds to signal my awareness of his weird activity. Then I signaled left going right about a block ahead. 03-28-2006 07:05PM.

I ate dinner, washed and dried the dishes and am updating this particular blog. 03-26-2006 08:13PM.

RE: 20060328-Daily Boosts

Inspiration: I read an article on the WW website and know that with amusement that all is well when there are only good intentions. People who seek to cause harm in others are ideal receipients of these kind hearted boostings. There could never be any wrong when one does only good. Besides, I did my body good by not drinking of these types of beverages in the morning because my hard pennies are still being used to pay down my growing credit card debt. 03-28-2006 05:00AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/28/2006 03:46:00 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

20060327-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke at 01:30AM and drifted uneasily on and off to sleep until 02:30AM. I am still groggy as I entered one dream into my blogspot.com account a few minutes ago. I experienced three system shocks and heard popping noises afterwards from somewhere in my room as usual. 03-27-2006 02:39AM.

I’ve finally posted one blog that I couldn’t think of late last night. I feel fulfilled until another inspiration appears for my next blog. My beautiful mind has done its job this time again. Good morning to everyone until I awaken tomorrow to a meeting and my performance review. 03-27-2006 03:26AM.

‘Shiva-Paw’ woke me up at 07:30AM to have me back out my car; so they could use their Benz to attend mass. I cleaned the parakeet area and reviewed my blog. I have to go to work, which I do not care about at this moment. I’ll be dragging myself into that place again. 03-27-2006 09:00AM.

I went to work and barely made the 09:30AM meeting. I vegetated pretty much the whole day until the 03:00PM lockbox work came from the bank. Then I read an article on WM. This ‘general’ is one of my many preferred source of insights in this dog-gone world. I got pissed off because this student is more confused than ever before from learning all I could. My writing is a reflection of what is and yet to come from wherever this beautiful mind takes me and my readers. I ate dinner, cleaned the parakeet area again, washed and dried the dishes and sang and talked loudly to the birds. 03-27-2006 05:30PM to 07:31PM.

Oh drats! I wasted my time trying to fix my other blogs that I don’t care anymore about composing a new blog in poetry for tonight. I’m not feeling well from this morning mysteriously from what I saw outside today in the sky. One person from one department kept sneezing while another person from another department kept coughing. Both were continuous the whole day! 03-27-2006 10:13PM.

Oh double drats! I am totally not liking this lack of creativity. I cannot help but wonder to myself: Why bother? I know as an creative individual that I’m perfect and my work is perfect. But if you all will notice that the older blogs are never perfect and are constantly being edited. After one month of blogging effort, I must ask myself again: What next? I may end up being bored and boring once again and twidde my thumbs while yawning loudly at work tomorrow for all I care. 03-27-2006 10:25PM.

RE: 20060327-One Brow

Inspiration: I’ve been reading too much up to this point (via an article on the EW website and from my angel books) and applied more philosophical bents with known truths to this blog. I knew I could not rest well without composing at least on new blog in poetry. This blog talks about my personal awakening (more evident recently and ever since Spring of 1998). Others, if fact, need to learn on their own abouth personal truths. 03-27-2006 02:40AM to 03:25AM. I edited this paragraph. 03-27-2006 07:28PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/27/2006 02:37:00 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

20060326-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke around 07:00AM and couldn’t remember my dream. The Sun is making its way higher above this one tree around that time. It used to be low lying further south of Mt. Hamilton, CA during colder months. I cannot think of anything to blog but will make back up copies of my hard work. 03-26-2002 07:25AM.

I’ve completed the copy and backup(s) of my Yahoo! 360 blogs and the associated ‘Permanent Link’, as well as the from my blogspot.com accounts. I’ve worked hard on my creativities and want to be able to review these at my leisure without having to log online each time. I think I’ll go downstairs now and talk to parakeets and people. I smell food being cooked as the aroma makes its way upstairs into my bedroom. 03-26-2006 07:30AM to 09:11AM.

I’ve washed and dried dishes from ‘Kali-Maw’s cooking, eaten ‘Kali-Maw’s fried rice and eggs for breakfast, folded last night’s laundry, took over 79 pictures of two doves, one bathroom pic of ‘Shiva-Paw,’ few pics of ‘Kali-Maw,’ archived pics from yesterday at the Great Mall with my parents and from today and uploaded one pic of two doves. 03-26-2006 10:48AM.

I finally composed one blog in poetry, which took me an hour after ‘Squirrel-Ling’ left to get his hair cut. 03-26-2006 11:00AM to 11:55AM.

I am currently creating new blogs out of old blog entries. 03-26-2006 12:00PM to 10:35PM.

I’ve eaten dinner, cleaned the parakeet area, washed and dried dishes, massaged ‘Kali-Maw’s feet to bring back her poor circulation. She slept nicely as usual. I then proceeded to review my old blogs and edited more. I had to squeeze in the car story right after dinner. This took awhile because I’m running out of steam in blogging. I think I’ll go to sleep now. Good night. 03-26-2006 10:40PM.

RE: 20060326-Backing Up

Inspiration: After saving my blogs and pics to review at my leisure and to share with others, I blogged in poetry about backing up. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ even told me to get an external hard drive so I could backup my work. I don’t know why I need something that bulky since I blog only as a hobby. I read articles on the WM website about SQL, PGP passphrases, encryptions and public keys that sound secure enough but not viable enought for a small time blogger like me. Backing up is also a group effort, especially when there are people gone astray that need to be enlightened. There are soulless entities roaming this planet that are truly abominations. 03-25-2006 11:59AM.

RE: 20060326-Blogger Cares

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060308-Platitudes Care’ and used its contents to create this new blog. I kept the themes of my attitude and my caring with old and new blogs, respectively. The old blog is about how my attitude differs and why people should care about me. This new blog shows how I care about composing blogs correctly.

RE: 20060326-Family Unit

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060308-Arise’ and used its contents to create this new blog. I kept the themes of my waking states and my family with old and new blogs, respectively. The old blog is about waking up early and sleeping less. This new blog shows how family units are either biological or adoptive.

RE: 20060326-Scary Stuck

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060307-Standstills’ and used its contents to create this new blog. I kept the themes of transporation and my experience stranded separate. The old blog is about various modes of transportation, including the possiblity of riding futuristic vehicles. This new blog describes the one time I was stranded alone.

RE: 20060326-Eat Now!

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060301-Soup’s On’ and used its contents to create this new blog. I kept the themes of creation and eating too much with old and new blogs, respectively. The old blog is about creationism and the analogy to the mass cosmic soup from the beginning of time and space, if any. This new blog describes the foods I’ve tried and why I eat at all. I’ve included a background on my family and our eating habits.

RE: 20060326-Outpace

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060228-Milk Box’ and used its contents to create this new blog. I kept the themes of having different boxes from living indoors with old and new blogs, respectively. The old blog is about experience boxes to keep people preoccupied while indoors. This new blog describes that being indoors is a state of mind and being outdoors is yet another box to play in with others.

RE: 20060326-Car Phases

Inspiration: I’ve shortened the original blog entry of ‘20060307-Standstills’ and used its contents to creat this new blog. I kept the themes of transportation and my experiences growing with difference cars separate. The old blog is about various modes of transportation, including the possiblity of riding futuristic vehicles. This new blog describes how three phases that I made up with regards to a family unit is like the phases of more improved cars, especially from rank and pinion steering to power steering and from engines stalls to fuel injections.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/26/2006 07:24:00 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

20060325-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I cannot sleep and have been blogging for 1.5 hours, which is about the same time rain has started falling. It started raining when ‘Squirrel-Ling’ came home around 11:00PM yesterday night. I could not think of anything important to blog except share what I’ve learned by reading too much. 03-25-2006 01:25AM.

I woke up around 06:30AM and went in and out of bed feeling groggy. I managed to log online at 07:00AM and postd my dream into my blogspot.com account. I may climb back into bed because I don’t feel wide awake yet. The morning is met with gray clouds and lots of rain. 03-25-2006 07:11AM

I ate breakfast and talked to parakeets and people downstairs. I even read my elementary level poetry to my family. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ is the greatest critic and as an artist myself, my work in writing is perfect the way it is. It’s perfect I tell you all! Waaahhh! 03-26-2006 09:30AM.

I had to sleep from 02:00PM to 03:30PM and forgot my dream. I went online around 04:00PM to blog again and found out how to add a single space (by pressing Shift + Enter) to my poems via answers.yahoo.com. The default spacing in Yahoo! 360 when pressing the Enter key is double space. 03-25-2006 04:00PM to 06:45PM.

All three of my family units are going to attend mass now. IFor the whole week, I see a strange wide container that looks like a trailer parked adjacent to the house across from us. There is a white pick up truck that reads Chevrolet with black letters on its trunk, which sped away from behind this white container as soon as my family left for mass. 03-25-2066 04:40PM. (I told you we are being watched as I, in turn, watch them. But noone believes me).

These newer cars now have increased loud acitivities up and down my road as if to prove they are territorial while watching the watchers. 03-25-2006 04:40PM to 06:30PM.

So now it’s time to eat dinner and I’m still full from burger for breakfast and from veggie wrapped lumpia, pancit bohon and rice for lunch. I don’t know how anyone could eat three course meal at this house. And I am not even done with the editing of my poetry. 03-25-2006 06:45PM.

I’ve eaten dinner, transferd and re-transfered Muggsy to and from the smaller travel cage to the main cage in hopes of getting hime to eat, did my laundry, spoke with ‘Squirrel-Ling’ about his ‘Kali-Maw’ again and edited ALLmy poetries with this newly found ability to insert single spaces between certain sentences. I drunk a shot or two of Jack Daniel to ease my troubled mind as I warm up to more blogging. 03-25-2006 08:00PM to 10:30PM.

I’m formatting a floppy disk for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ so he could rebuild his computer all over again. I guess the gremlins did another fine mess. Good nite everyone. 03-25-2006 11:59PM.

RE: 20060325-Tread Water

Inspiration: I was thinking about the rain making the ‘pitter patter’ noises on the gutter and rooftop outside my bedroom upstairs. I think of water because I am thirsty due to the dry feeling in my mouth. I wanted to blog about the three different states of water – solid, liquid and gas. And my point is that the forms of water may differ but the element of H2O remains the same. This goes without saying that anyone who could create or destroy the basic elements is really too smart for anyone’s own good because anything could happen. This is like trying to create clones and treading on that water that is too scary for me to comprehend. I also don’t like that fact water from this planet is bought and sold. This is truly a shame. 03-25-2006 01:30AM.

20060325-Honey Bunny

Inspiration: I was thinking about all the sweet things in life, including bunny rabbits. Then I was thinking about how this guy from the year of 2000 called me ‘hunny bunny’. I didn’t like that term of endearment and had to blog about how people would be sweet just to get their treats from others like me. 03-25-2006 10:00AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/25/2006 01:23:00 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

20060324-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning. I awoke at 06:00AM, got out of bed at 06:30AM and created 20030624-Dream Worlds, which are in four parts. I posted and edited my dream from 06:20AM to 07:11AM. This entry appears under either my blogspot.com account or my Yahoo! 360 account as a feed.

I greeted people and parakeets downstairs and boiled my one block of dried ramen. I really should stop this habit of eating this foodstuff while watching my cartoons showing on cable. I could eat cereal but that doesn’t sit well in my stomach, especially in the morning and with regular dairy milk instead of soy milk, which we don’t have. I took my shower and now I blog again, which I will end up doing at work the rest of today. 03-24-2006 07:11AM to 08:30AM.

Hmmm. I had the very last, left over of half a chocolate chip muffin! I am in heaven truly for this little brown colored blessing. It does help to get up from my desk and walk around to find goodies sitting somewhere around the corner. 03-24-2006 10:30AM.

I went home for lunch and took flower pics of the pear tree. I uploaded three pictures-two different flowers of different pear fruit species on same tree and a small clusters of unopened flowers. I wanted to upload parakeet pics but ran out of time. 03-24-2006 12:30PM to 01:30PM.

I worked the rest of the afternoon, came home around 06:15PM, cleaned up parakeet area, ate dinner, washed and dried dishes and freshened up for blogging again. I am uploading the seven pics of parakeets from lunchtime. 03-24-2006 07:30PM to 08:00PM.

RE: 20060324-Donuts and Bagels

Inspiration: I love eating anything and one like me cannot be too picky when it comes to food. Donuts and bagels usually arrive early in the morning at work, are placed on a table in a mini-lunchroom near the sales department and are mostly gone by 09:00AM. I am reminded of holes from the donuts and bagels and how these holes in my pants pocket allow for money to flow out into the gutter, which is where I would be if my parents were not there to allow me to stay in their house. 03-24-2006 07:30AM to 09:00AM.

RE: 20060626-Free Me

Deleted 20060324-Only Me and created 20060626-Free Me as first attempt tetractys.

Inspiration: I was trying to define myself. My mirror didn’t give me a clear response. I couldn’t think of anything else important to blog in poetry except four sentences. 03-24-2006 11:30PM to 12:00AM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/24/2006 08:23:00 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

20060323-Daily Blogs

Overall: Good morning and my eyes are closing now. I’ve added the weblinks for each inspirational explanations via my Blogger.com account for my blog entries via Yahoo! 360 profile. 03-23-2006 12:12AM.

I got out of bed at 06:30AM and can’t think of anything to blog. I seem to be having half the length of hours to sleep, which used to be anywhere from eight to fourteen hours during my growing years. I think I’m getting older and need less sleep.

I’ve been creating weblinks to my blogger.com account for each Yahoo! 360 blog entries. 03-23-2006 12:00PM.

I read about the port deals and I thought that everyone should be okay for now because that’s how these people prefer to run the world. 03-23-2006 03:55PM.

I came home around 06:00PM, ate dinner and greeted the new parakeet, Mugsy, while ‘Kali-Maw’ kept talking about ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and his new home and his new love. I wasn’t paying too much attention to her because I really wanted to talk to the parakeets instead. Parakeets are simple while ‘Kali-Maws’ are much too complicate.

‘Kali-Maw’ had to find out from the other half if the new house was something that the both of them wanted instead of just ‘Squirrel-Ling’. (OMG. When are these people going to go far away and start anew? I am happy for them really. But I do not appreciate how they drag me into their twisted affairs and expect me to participate in their cooties. For once in this lifetime, please freakin’ go already!) 03-23-2006 09:11PM.

RE: 20060323-Simply Being

Note to self: I’ve finished one blog. 03-23-2006 07:42AM. I’ve edited more. 03-23-2006 08:16AM.

Inspiration: I describe my ongoing effort as a writer who trys to send her messages and report via blogging her memoirs and in poetries. People, in general, need to find their own realities in life. I found my world exists because I believe certain parameters are there for me to discovery. Those that think they know what is good (or wrong) share that with others. Those that know are better off watching from a distance.

RE: 20060223-Slow Traffic

Inspiration: The website that allows me to do my lockbox work couldn’t load up. So I start blogging instead. 03-23-2006 02:04PM.

RE: 20060323-Dodging the Ball

Inspiration: I read a news article online about the port deals and realized that anything handled by the more advanced people is truly complicated. So I incorporated the word of ‘ball’ with dodge ball from an elementary school game and how dropping on the ball (in error) on me or any endeavour could be futile. 03-23-2006 04:30PM-04:43PM.

20060323-New Keet

Inspiration: Our newest family member arrived this afternoon as delivered by M. Singh. I took four pictures an hour ago but uploaded only one pic of Mugsy into my Yahoo! 360 profile. I finished my 30 minutes blog of Mugsy, our new dark blue parakeet. 03-23-2006 09:05PM.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/23/2006 12:13:00 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

20060322-Daily Blogs

Overall: The day was boring. I sat in my cubicle at work and typed all day. In the afternoon, I managed to transfer the ‘Note to self’ sections located below each blog from my Yahoo! 360 account to this account with blogger.com. I am going to eat dinner now because my stomach is hungry. 03-22-2006 07:11PM.

I am still updating the daily blogs for ALL entries. I’m a pinish updating the prior Flynn’s Daily Blog posted earlier this afternoon. (Remember, the Filipino language does not have the letter “F” but instead has the letter “P.”) 03-22-2006 11:00PM.

RE: 20060322-Dogging Trouble

Note to self: There is this one last blog to squeeze out of my troubled mind. 03-21-2006 11:00PM. I’ve edited some more. 03-22-2006 12:20AM.

Inspiration: I was thinking about myself and people at work. Others seem to have fun and make stupid comments. They should realize that they are no longer in high school. I wonder if they are busying working at all. On the other other hand we accountants work too hard.

I read an article on Yahoo! News regarding the abuse of an Afghan girl. I do not understand why the women still continue to receive the worse. I feel like a victim at work. I use the analogy of celestial being defeating the likes of people who continue to make life miserable for most. I incorporated my Yahoo! avatar of the bulldog and myself. I love the faces of bulldogs with their big eyes, the pebbled-shaped bodies and their wet tongues.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:46:00 PM

20060321-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060321-Stay Alive

Note to self: I awoke at three o’clock this morning and started this slow three hour blog. 03-21-2006 03:49AM. I’ve edited this blog. 03-21-2006 07:00AM.

Inspiration: People with little hope should realize that there are many stories to uplift the spirit. The blog tells of legends, myths and wartimes from ‘Kali-Maw’s hometown in the Philippines.

RE: 20060321-Angels Singh

Note to self: I am crying now as I remember Jojo and Percy and not so much Chin Chin, who was very aggressive. I’ve been blogging this one for one hour now. 03-21-2006 08:52PM.

Inspiration: I recall our parakeets and how they resemble little angels. Madame Singh, a 26 year old co-worker of ‘Squirrel-Ling’, came by our house that day and looked at the new home her Bugsy would be living. Bugsy is a baby and has no companion due to M. Singh not being at home at San Ramon, CA after the other 13 year old parakeet died recently.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:44:00 PM

20060320-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060320-Haughty Locks

Note to self: This blog took me an hour and still could not think of an appropriate Entry Title. 03-20-2006 09:00AM. I’ve edited this blog. 03-20-2006 12:22PM.

Inspiration: I sat in my blogging chair in my bedroom upstairs thinking any blogging material. I had washed my hair in the morning and draped it over my left shoulder while thinking of incorporating a story about a women from ‘Kali-Maw’s home town and her unfortunate demise with her hair.

RE: 20060320-Empty Blog

Note to self: I am freakin’ bored and only one chatter brave enough came and went. 03-20-2006 01:11PM. Grrr!

Inspiration: I wanted to keep typing at work and thought of a well balanced poetry with even wordings and lines.

RE: 20060320-Twiddler’s Sums

Note to self: I think this is it for this blog. It’s been a gray puffy cloudy, rainy and cold the whole day. 03-20-2006 04:11PM. Wow! I don’t know how these words flow. I could move on to writing romantic novels. 03-20-2006 07:22PM.

Inspiration: I was thinking of my struggle to keep up the credit card payments and incorporated the imagery of my having fun at night by myself.

RE: 20060320-Grumbling Grays

Note to self: I’m still waiting for this automatic upload to finish. 03-20-2006 04:22PM. I’ve finished this blog. I will upload two rainbow pics. 06:30PM.

Inspiration: I was working in my cubicle at work when the thunder sounded twice. I came home to take pictures and uploaded into my Yahoo! 360 profile.

RE: 20060320-Urgently Patient

Note to self: I’m creating another poetry in blog for half and hour now while wating for my Flickr.com photos to complete its upload. 03-20-2006 08:00PM. I’m finish with this blog. 03-20-2006 09:00PM.

Inspiration: This is confidential but have included my struggle in the whole ordeal with my inner angels watching over me.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:39:00 PM

20060319-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060319-Midnight Yawn

Note to self: I feeling quite sleepy as I blog. 03-19-2006 12:22AM. I’m not a fat woman but one of those ‘athletic’ type shapes. I need to work out with a ‘;real’ buddy. I blog a long time! 03-19-2006 01:05AM. Whoooeee! I don’t know how my words flow. But the last sentence sure is a kicker! 03-19-2006 01:30AM. I’ved edited more. 03-19-2006 02:20AM.

Inspiration: I was thinking too much about those crystal wands I keep reading about at my favorite website via My Blogroll. I didn’t know I could write this romatic material.

RE: 20060319-Bawling Body

Note to self: I’m getting older and feel the ache and pains of aging. I don’t know how I got these martial arts words to rhyme so well. This must be a creative blessing that I’ve mentioned in my blogs. 03-19-2006t 03:00PM. I am pinnish with this blog. (Filipinos do not have the letter ‘F’ in the language but use the letter ‘P’ instead. 03-19-2006 04:11PM. I know this poet needs some loving. I’ve edited more. 03-10-2006 04:22PM.

Inspiration: My body is feeling fat and older nowadays and have listed what a normal bio-unit such as myself could ever experience in her life up to this time.

RE: 20060319-Frankly Love

Note to self: My bothersome ear pressure is rising again. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ calls and I found my new peace with this year’s springtime event. 03-19-2006 05:35PM. We returned home at 06:30PM and ate dinner. I went upstairs to continue my blog. 03-19-2006 07:00PM. I decided not to post picture of home until later. I’ve finised this blog. 03-19-2006 08:00PM. I’ve edited more. 03-19-2006 08:11PM and 08:26PM.

Inspiration: The Entry Title is similiar to the Realtor selling the house. I liked the house because it’s really only five minutes away. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ would miss us and I certainly wouldn’t miss out on the extra room upstairs.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:37:00 PM

20060318-Daily Blogs

20060318-No Comment

Note to self: This blog has been inspired by an article on EW. 03-18-2006 12:00AM. I have edited more. 03-18-2006 01:45AM.

Inspiration: I was reading that article on the EW website and was thinking about how my work continues to make all these processes and procedures seem harder compared to a smaller company where everything was accounted for and organized in a precise way. So matter how many times I want to say anything to effect a change to make my job easier; the results would end up being worse.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:37:00 PM

20060317-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060317-Three of a Kind

Note to self: I a reminded of three images. 03-17-2006 07:29AM. Behold! I am finished with this blog. Now I’ll have to take a quick shower and head off to work. 03-17-2006 08:55AM. I edited more. 03-17-2006 06:33PM. I had to add the second paragraph. 03-17-2006 07:05PM.

Inspiration: These real events of people and things that I encounter are heartwarming and I like number three because it’s odd and not easily divisible. I’ve incorporated the theme of celestial beings with the power of three. So mote it be.

RE: 20060317-Happy Pad

Note to self: It’s St. Patrick’s Day. 03-17-2006 12:00PM. I think I am finished with this blog. 03-17-2006 12:33PM. I’ve edited some more. 03-17-2006 01:00PM and 06:30PM.

Inspiration: Today I wore green in celebration of this day. A Baptist co-worker of mine doesn’t believe in this day and didn’t wear green except holding a green pencil. I wonder why people don’t lighten up for once and enjoy the differences at work. I incorporated the Buddhist portion of meditation with green lily pads of all sorts.

RE: 20060317-Toasted Brain

Note to self: I love drinking alcohol and love guys that know how to enjoy my company. They are always scared of me at first it seems; while I’m mostly scared at them. That is my story for tonight. 03-17-2006 10:00PM. I’ve added the last paragraph. 03-17-2006 10:30PM.

Inspiration: My company had a function for the finance department at the brewery called Gordon Biersch at downtown San Jose, CA from 02:00PM to 05:00PM. I actually talked to the Payroll person and two others from my group. I notice the other people kept to themselves in smaller groups. This shows how some people don’t like circulating as I had hope to that night.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:35:00 PM

20060316-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060316-Why Whines

Note to self: I am blogging my poetry during lunchtime. 03-16-2006 12:30PM. I think I’m done with this blog as it flowed well without much interuptions to my talented and beautiful mind, eh. 03-16-2006 12:55PM.

Inspiration: Once again I blogged about my credit card debt that could never seem to be paid off. It’s almost like being dead in debt while trying to live a debt-free lie.

RE: 20060316-Laughing Dark

Note to self: I am reminded of this Payroll person. 03-16-2006 03:00PM. I’m done with this blog because it’s all true to me with much subjectivity. 03-16-2006 03:30PM.

Inspiration: I am reminded of this Payroll person who was having a good laugh with some temp worker in my department. She is a good person sometimes but didn’t like her complaints either.

RE: 20060316-Shark Attack

Note to self: I am reminded of this A/P person. 03-16-2006 04:00PM. I am finish with this blog. 03-16-2006 04:30PM.

Inspiration: I am reminded of this A/P person who has moved on and away from this company. According to certain people, other co-workers totally hate her. This person had no support until a few months ago and the work continued to pile up.

RE: 20060316-Stinky Smelly

Note to self: I am reminded of this tall guy at work. 03-16-2006 07:00PM. I am finished with this blog. 03-16-2006 07:38PM. I’ve edited more. 03-18-2006 02:05PM. I am reminded of the stinky smelly air in the morning of 04-19-2004. 03-18-2006 07:03PM. I’ve edited last paragraph. 03-18-2006 09:26PM.

Inspiration: There are strange lines of clouds that criss cross our blue skies and the smell resulting from whatever the source may be reminds me of how precious our air is for us breathing people. I incorporated the trail clouds with the smelly guy at work.

RE: 20060316-Left Wondering

Note to self: I am reminded of an unexplained event. 03-16-2006 08:00PM. This poetry in blog took awhile due to being tired. 03-16-2006 08:50PM.

Inspiration: I was feeling happy and warm in the heart as I was getting ready for work. But I had enough time to tune into a media drive news on cable, which showed a split screen of an invited guest by the name of ‘Debra(?)’.

RE: 20060316-Warm Hands

Note to self: I am reminded of higher powers from above and within. 03-16-2006 09:00PM. I am finished with this blog. 03-16-2006 09:50PM. I’ve edited more. 03-18-2006 02:00PM and 09:45PM.

Inspiration: I’ve had been touched by special people who made me realize how divine I AM. The ability is then shared by way of making other people feel good about themselves and at the same time clearing the environment of negativity.

RE: 20060316-Crystals Crying

Note to self: I am reminded of orgonite and its healing effects on our beloved planet. 03-16-2006 10:00PM. I am finished with this blog. 03-16-2006 10:30PM.

Inspiration: The mineral kingdom does have consciousness as far as I am aware. And their ability to heal us and the environment is amazing.

RE: 20060316-March Tides

Note to self: I am forgot about Ides of March. 03-16-2006 10:50PM. I am finish with this last blog. 03-16-2006 11:15PM.

Inspiration: It was rainy and I couldn’t think of anything to blog. The blog tells of an uneventful day.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:30:00 PM

20060315-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060315-My Ticks

Note to self: Poetry in blog did not flow well due to ‘Squirrel-Ling’ is bugging me about using my camera to take a movie of his freakin’ simulation computer game. What a waste of my hard earned batteries. 03-15-2002 08:45PM. Dag-nabit! I lost the original flow of the last two paragraphs and barely remembered the words! 03-15-2006 09:45PM.

Inspiration: Our environment is fragile and chopping down our trees does no justice to our world. Without the trees we won’t have papers that allow for contracts to be formed. And this is almost like signing up for a life time of debt with credit cards that I can’t seem to pay off.

RE: 20060315-Bunny, Bunny

Note to self: Oh, come on people! I’m trying to keep awake for one more blog. 03-15-2006 11:00PM.

Inspiration: I am reminded of fluffy bunnies and how cute they are, just like me. I wanted to keep this poem easy to read and well balanced.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:26:00 PM

20060314-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060314-Falling Moon

Note to self: I woke up at 04:00AM to use the restroom, drank my water, booted my computer twice and started this blog at 05:00AM. 03-12-2006.

Inspiration: I was talking about my incidents of falling and the lunar eclipse that night. I remember seeing that cloud formation showing clear outline of an Egyptian eye while driving home from church one day.

RE: 20060314-Numbskull

Note to self: Whew! I thought I lost my creative poetry around 07:00PM! I logged out from one of my many Yahoo! accounts and that action logged me out of this Yahoo! account after I pressed “Post This Entry” button. I will have to save my work each time by composing my work on a separate word application, edit as much as I want and then ‘paste’ my ‘final’ version(s) into this blog prior to posting. The dental appointment was from 04:30PM to 05:30PM and started blogging at 06:00PM after washing the parakeets’ cage tray and showering myself. 03-14-2006 07:45PM. I have finished editing. 03-14-2006 08:10PM. I’ve edited more. 03-15-2006 07:19AM.

Inspiration: I had two teeth fillings with resin, which did not contain mercury or lead. I didn’t like being lowered in that reclined position on the dental chair. I don’t like cavities or being drilled in the skull and feeling numb afterwards.

RE: 20060314-Burgers Singing

Note to self: My blogging in poetry is getting better, eh? Dag-nabit! ‘Squirrel-Ling’ wants me to take a movie of him taking off from his simulated video game. 03-14-2006 09:00PM. I had to edit my blog again due to ‘Squirrel-Ling’ won’t shut up because he’s hiding from the nutball brother of his girlfriend. 03-14-2006 09:20PM.

Inspiration: I got one of those loud ear ringings and big head ache at night. And I recall having this similar episode during a time when one creepy looking guy entered the burger place where I was having my lunch.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:24:00 PM

20060313-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060313-Onions Cry

Note to self: Oh, dag-nabit Andy! This poetic inspiration took me too long to compose. 03-12-2006 07:30PM. Oh, double dag-nabit! Poetry like this is harder to do without strength to keep my eyes open and from the distraction of pain in my teeth right now. 03-13-2006 10:22PM. Um, yeah, the last paragraph didn’t rhyme. I’ll leave that one for now and think more. 03-12-2006 10:26PM. Um, hyeah, I think I sort of fixed the last paragraph. 03-13-2006 10:37PM.

Inspiration: I love onions and garlic in my food. I just don’t like the smell when close to someone. I blogged in poetry about my dental appointment the following day.

RE: 20060313-Bunny, Bunny

Note to self: Oh, come on people! It’s all I could think of at this time of night. 03-13-2006 11:20PM.

Inspiration: I like fluffy bunnies because they are cute, like me. I couldn’t think of a simpler way than four short sentences, which are well balanced.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:23:00 PM

20060312-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060312-Sundried Laundries

Note to self: I couldn’t log into my laptop this morning and had to reboot five times. I drove ‘Kali-Maw’ to the 99 Ranch Market to buy orblanco fruits of big yellow grapefruit and dried noodles for her cooking. I am doing laundry for ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and myself and one load of his is still damp and will re-dry those. I managed to clean the tray of the parakeets and wash the dishes and clean and arrange the clutter on the kitchen counter. I couldn’t think of anything to blog as I wait for the laundry to finish its cycles. 12:00PM. I still do laundry 03-12-2006 01:35pm to 02:07PM. I’m done with this blog because it didn’t flow well from interuptions with launderings. I’m going to watch UFO show now. 03-12-2006 02:20PM. I didn’t watch the UFO show with ‘Kali-Maw’. I’ve edited some more after sleeping three hours. I’ve entered a new Dream Worlds blog upon waking. I made up the last paragraph about sitting outside to launder and blog because it’s really cloudy out today and about eating tomatos in pizza when I prefer garlic instead. 03-11-2006 06:012PM. I’ve edited this one also. 03-12-2006 11:15PM.

Inspiration: I can’t believe one day could be so much in a simple life. Doing laundry is fun while blogging. It rained the whole day though.

RE: 20060312-Mother Earth

Note to self: I’ve watched television with ‘Kali-Maw’. 03-12-2006 08:30PM. I think I’m finished blogging for tonight. 03-12-2006 10:00PM. I’ve edited some more. 03-12-2006 11:00PM.

Inspiration: ‘Kali-Maw’ called me into her bedroom to watch two brief presentasions on public broadcast of this Russian singer. I think of the Cold War and how much the earth, its people and its environment have improved afterwards. There is still more work to be done in order to unite everyone.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:22:00 PM

20060311-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060311-Spinning Gurus

Note to self: I still have enough energy to blog. 03-11-2006 12:00AM. I’m getting sleepy now. 01:10AM. Okay, I’m done blogging for now and off to bed. 03-11-2006 01:20AM. I think I’m done re-editing. 03-11-2006 01:38AM.

Inspiration: I wanted to try setting up my website via Geocities but that didn’t work. I blogged about this creative endeavor and having computers from past and present. I thought about fat people and how they should stop blogging and staying in front of the computer and take a spinning class instead.

RE: 20060311-Feeling Full

Note to self: I’m hiding myself upstairs in my bedroom once again to blog. 03-11-2006 09:30AM. I’ll be back to check the propane out back becaue ‘Shiva-Paw’ came upstairs to inform me. It may be empty becaue he doesn’t know much about new technologies and may need to be refilled so that ‘Kali-Maw’ could bar-be-que. We eat meat by the way, sorry. 03-11-2006 10:20AM. I enjoyed the clear blue skies, took cloud pics, bird pics and uploaded new and old pics into this profile, gave the parakeets a much needed bath, dried parakeets with hairblower, ate BBQ meat for lunch, walked around the Great Mall, bought batteries for my camera, fortune cookie flavored wafers, onion hamburger buns and the ground meat-Mooo! I’ve returned to edit the last paragraph and it’s time to eat dinner. 03-11-2006 07:08PM. I’m done editing this one. 03-11-2006 08:35PM and 10:30PM.

Inspiration: I blogged about how selfish I was to let my depleted energy prevent me from celebrating my parents’ dinner. I was still upset over the fighting between ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Squirrel-Ling’. I drank two cans of apply juice at work and had a glucose attack of sleepiness that night prior to the dinner party.

RE: 20060311-Chocolate Chips

Note to self: The SJFD sped down my road again. 03-11-2006 07:09PM. I got back from eating dinner and will blog about my next topic of what transpired in yesterday’s meal. There are lots of cars lined up on my road. 03-11-2006 08:30PM. I’ve finished this one. 03-11-2006 10:00PM.

Inspiration: I am glad that ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ reconciled during last night’s dinner party. I love chocolate chips and anything chocolate. So I incorporated both themes into this poetry.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:19:00 PM

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RE: 20060310-Conceivables

Note to self: I am blogging and have to get ready for work. Tonght we may eat out for dinner. 03-10-2006 08:00AM. I am finished with this blog and my tummy is growling for some grub. Usually around this time there are no more of those free bagles and donuts at work. 03-10-2006 08:50AM. I’m still editing. 03-10-2006 09:05AM. Okay, I’ll still have to get dressed and I’ll go to work so my boss won’t get mad. She’s cool but I still have to show face. 03-10-2006 09:11AM.

Inspiration: I look forward to celebrating my parent’s wedding anniversary; so I blogged about how they met. I incorporated how people are fortunate enough to get hitched or not. My point is that creating life between two people could be sacred and a blessing when conceived with love.

RE: 20060310-Winds of Hush

Note to self: I am blogging again. 03-10-2006 Paragraph one 01:20PM, paragraph two 01:22PM, paragraph three and four 01:35PM, paragraph five 01:450PM. People at work force their laughter as if hearing their bad breath and noisy path would make them a richer and better co-working slave to their masters. Carry on you pack of mules! 03-10-2006 01:41PM. I said carry on you lazy people! I’m trying to digest my sandwich. Now if you don’t mind I’ll be sleeping now at my desk and drooling. 03-10-2006 01:50PM. I’ve edited. 03-10-2006 08:10PM.

Inspiratin: My blog tells of how much typing my blog seems to go nowhere except to feed my ego. I love eating and the results are the profound bloggings everyday. I was quiet then and should remain quiet now. I hope my blogs may make sense to my readers.

RE: 20060310-Enuf Said

Note to self: Another poetic inspirations fueled by a sandwich earlier for lunch. 03-10-2006 02:05PM. I’ve loved you all! 03-10-2006 02:11PM. I am still editing more for you all. 02:26PM. I had to edit to complete the sentences. 03-12-2006 10:0AM.

Inspiration: I read an article on the WW website and I didn’t know how critical our actions are if we don’t behave and learn to cooperate with each other.

RE: 20060310-Igloo Heat

Note to self: I am half awake from overeating lunch. I type and blog my next poetic inspiration. 03-10-2006 04:00PM. I’m drinking 100% Apple Juice and it’s not working to wake me up. 03-10-2006 04:11PM. I’ve edited. 03-10-2006 08:12PM.

Inspiration: I was blogging about having a overdose in glucose from drinking two cold cans of apple juice naturally loaded with sugar from work. The juice and boredom were making me very sleepy. My heater at work was warming my head from the right. I wasn’t talking about sex, ‘Entity Connection’, but incorporated my general theme with angelic beings.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:17:00 PM

20060309-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060309-Newthing

Note to self: Another poetic inspiration from a bored person with a bunch of hoot nannies sitting at their desks chewing their lunch to fill their guts with nice food as clouds float outside the window. 03-09-2006 12:55PM.

Inspiration: I was at work and wanted to blog in poetry. So I decided to compose a positive affirmation of people coming out of their old selves.

RE: 20060309-Shuteyes

Note to self: I feel another blog coming on. My previous poetic inspiration helped my beautiful mind kick into first gear of creativity. 03-09-206 01:04PM. The fat cows are still eating their grub for lunch. 03-09-2006 01:10PM. I have to continue this blog later because I’m supposed to be working. 03-09-2006 01:35PM.

Inspiration: I was at work and wanted to blog in poetry. So I decided to compose a positive affirmation of myself and how I overcame my old attitudes and beliefs.

RE: 20060309-Not So Annoying

Note to self: I am blogging again and have eaten my dinner an hour ago. 03-9-2006 07:40PM. I am finish with this blog on 03-09-2006 09:11PM then edited on 09:30PM, 11:58PM,12:17AM and on 12:22AM. I’ve edited some more. 03-10-2006 08:55PM. I’ve added Part Three, Part Four and Part Five from the article entitled 20060226-Dream Worlds because these items are not dreams but real events. 03-11-2006 11:38PM and 03-12-2006 10:45AM. I removed Part Five and blogged about each one. 03-17-2006 07:24AM. I removed Part Four and blogged about each one. 03-17-2006 10:07AM.

Inspiration: This one shows how I notice these weird events happening around me. I like to watch out for my neighbors and have called in the past to report any unsual activities.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:09:00 PM

20060308-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060308-Arise

Note to self: I am always saving, reposting, editing my work so please check back later due to blog in progress. 03-07-2006 07:08AM. I have to backout my car so my parents go used their Benz to go to their daily mass starting at 08:00AM. 03-07-2006 07:30AM. I finished checking my tire pressures and found the left front tires to be underinflated at 20psi and should be 30psi. 03-07-2006 07:45PM. It’s time to leave for work and blogging shall continue later on. 03-08-2006 08:57AM.

Inspiration: Today I woke up feeling great and hopped online to blog about this awakening to another day. I blogged about my past and family. I would like a have a family of my own but that’s hard work. I consider adopting but have been told that it’s not the same as birthing my own children.

RE: 20060308-Platitudes Care

Note to self: I am still here at work and on lunch. So don’t bother me while I digest this food 03-08-2006 01:40PM. Stop making fun of me. I’m trying my best to blog while pretending to work hard. 03-08-2006 03:47PM. I hear ‘Kali-Maw’ screaming downstairs and have changed both Entry Title and Entry Content now that I’m in my bedroom upstairs hiding again. 03-08-2006 06:22PM. I am finished with this blog. 03-08-2006 07:42PM.

Inspiration: I wanted to explain to my readers that I care about making my blogs clearly understood. Then I understood that I composed too much and that the paragraphs were too large. So I had to reduce the sentence structures also. I like blogging because talking on the phone or to people give me a headaches and earaches.

RE: 20060308-Bits

Note to self: I have enough consciousness left to blog this one for today before drifting off the dreamland. Okay, this blog took over an hour with editing. 03-08-2006 11:50AM.

Inspiration: I blogged about my experiences allergies and the current legal system, which we all should be allergic.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:06:00 PM

20060307-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060307-Standstills

Note to self: My stomach is full of dinner and could hardly keep my eyes open. 03-07-2006 09:05PM. Good job, Flynn! I managed to pull this blog off in one hour. Now excuse me, I’ll next standup and use the bathroom. 03-07-2006 10:11PM. I always edit my current and older blogs because I’m alwasy finding errors. It is better to check back every other day for updated versions. 03-07-2007 10:36PM. I’m done editing this one. 03-07-2006 10:40PM.

Inspiration: I remembered being stranded in my Mustang. So I blogged about my family’s car ownerships and how being stuck in the middle of nowhere in a car is like not being able to think about what to blog. There has been other modes of transportation and other futuristic vehicles that I’d like to try out one day.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:05:00 PM

20060306-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060306-Walnuts

Note to self: I am still groggy from being awake by ‘Squirrel-Ling’. Why does he not think straight sometimes? 03-06-2006 05:30AM. I think I’ll go back to sleep now and finish up my thought later on tonight. 03-06-2002 06:4AM. I think I’m done with this blog for now. 03-05-2006 01:10PM.

Inspiration: ‘Squirrel-Ling’ woke up at 04:00AM that morning to the loudness of the gutter during the downpouring of rain that night. I believe ‘Kali-Maw’ stressed ‘Squirrel-Ling’ out from all that screaming and yelling. I blogged about the squirrels and our backyard and how the electronic towers do not look good in our neighborhood. I prefer trees anytime.

RE: 20060306-Mules

Note to self: I am typing another blog again and have been reposting the old ones as part of my editing effort. 03-06-2006 09:55PM. I’ve completed this blog. 03-06-2006 11:11PM. I’ve added and editied more creative stuff. 03-07-2006 12:55PM. I constantly edit my current and older blogs because I’m always finding errors. It is better to check back every other day for updated versions. 03-07-2007 10:36PM.

Inspiration: Mules are hard working creatures. And I feel like a mule at my work. No matter how hard I work that does not seem good enough. Eating meat is not good either and we should all pray that we never eat each other as a norm.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:03:00 PM

20060305-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060305-Crooked Ennui

Note to self: This is another fine day to blog and it’s cloudy gray outside. 03-05-2006 09:11AM. I am almost done with this blog. 03-04-2006 10:52AM. I am completed this blog. 03-05-2006 11:35AM. Maybe I should eat their food downstairs now.

Inspiration: I recall Enron and how the fighting between ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ continue to annoy me, including not being able to pay off my credit card debt.

RE: 20060305-Uglies

Note to self: I have finished off two to three times in one sitting during lunch today. 03-05-2006 02:22PM. Why does ‘Squirrel-Ling’ rest upon my canopy bed while waiting for his simulated flight computer game to annouce arrival at St. Maarten Airport sounding from his bedroom? I hope he’d leave me alone to my blogging and land his simulated Boeing 747. This blog is to be continued 03-04-2006 04:13PM. I took more pics of parakets and me and upload only the parakeet. I slept then had dinner and now I’m stuffed like a fat hen. I think I am finished with this blog. 03-05-2006 08:30PM.

(Note: I am reminded of watching on 04-26-2003 from 03:00AM to 06:00AM in the morning a movie entitled DHADKAN(2000) by Dharmesh Darshan. It was a story about a love triangle where Anjli (a wealthy woman) chose Ram (an ideal man) over Dev (a poor man born illegitimate), whose mother died because Anjali loved Dev more.)

Inspiration: I recall the guys I’ve encountered and dated in my life. I need a guy now.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 04:00:00 PM

20060304-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060304-Oh, for Pete’s Sake!

Note to self: I am hiding once again upstairs in my bedroom to avoid people fighting from last night. 03-04-2006 10:01AM.

Inspiration: The current attitude has changed from being friendly and giving to mean and greedy. People would do anything to reach the top to wherever their air heads take them. This includes the temporal need to fit into any pigeon hole ideal of any group. I don’t like sameness. It’s too boring.

RE: 20060304-Castaways

Note to self: I am hiding upstairs in my bedroom to allow the insecure child to cool and as the old soul looks into open houses. 03-04-2006 02:09PM. This particular blog is taking me too long to compose due to the earlier rantings and ravings of the twosome eariler this afternoon. 03-04-2006 03:35PM. Dag-nabit! I am so sick of living in this house. I hate you all, you ungrateful morons! 03-04-2006 09:11PM.

Inspiration: I read an article on the WM website and I am reminded of how one’s plight continues to dwell on my mind. I’m not homeless but think that having a life time of debt by being a homeowner is not viable for this generation, who is being priced out of an already expensive market on real property. Real property is not real when one thinks about how this land was won.

RE: 20060304-Breaking Straws

Note to self: I am blogging again to avoid that my ‘Kali-Maw’ downstairs. She is the creator of something more wonderful for both her children (‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me) in her own terrible ways that makes me sick of staying at home here much longer. I hate you all! 03-04-2006 09:14PM. ‘Squirrel-Ling’ came home and I hope he is well for now. 03-04-2006 09:38PM. I finally finished this blog. 03-04-2006 11:35PM.

Inspiration: I am reminded of the strawman and how my back hurts. This fighting between ‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ continues like a battle between two forces. The forces are still at work.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:58:00 PM

20060303-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060303-Snowy Snowballs

Note to self: I will be eating my $5.36 salad bought from the cafeteria downstairs at work. I really should try to prepare my own food to save what’s left of my hard earned pennies. 03-03-2006 12:30PM. I am uploading the first four of nine chosen pics from today’s snowy delight. 03-03-2006 06:40PM. First four of nine pics have been uploaded 03-03-2006 07:21PM.

Inspiration: Snow is is not normal for this time of the month or this part of California. Snow fell on Mt. Hamilton, CA as well as on and around our tall building in Santa Clara, CA and nowhere else. I blogged about my childhood experience growing up around snow. I don’t know why Filipinos with tropical suited genes are stationed in colder climates.

RE: 20060303-Cooties

Note to self: I am still up to one of the five remaining pics to upload into this profile. 03-03-2006 08:02PM. The five pics are uploaded, finally. 03-03-2006 08:40PM. I’ve edited this one also. 03-10-2006 10:07AM.

Inspiration: People at work are gross and don’t realize that they are spreading their germs when they cough randomly into the air. This is an OSHA issue. Instead of using mass produced medications there are alternative ways of healing onesself.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:56:00 PM

20060302-Daily Blogs

20060302-Botherly Love

Note to self: Dag-nabit, Andy! This blog didn’t flow well and my soy milk didn’t help my thought processes either. 03-02-2006 10:00PM.

Inspiration: ‘Squirrel-Ling’ would come into my room, lay down on my beg and discuss his problems with me while I blog. He and ‘Kali-Maw’ were fighting again because of Sunday’s drastic decision to secure a house that was not meant for them. I couldn’t finish this blog due to talking with him.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:55:00 PM

20060301-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060301-Buggings

Note to self: I have been angry and the weird going ons with my phone lines and internet service providers. I may want to discontinue using both services for such inconveniences. 03-01-2006 08:38PM. I think this is a wake-up call for me to really learn how to get outdoors more often. And I’d be disappointed if I missed out in too much because “It’s a small world after all” and we only have “one life to live”. My angry rant is over for the meantime as I laid out in plain view my anxiety and stress over this whole mess. 03-01-2006 09:11PM.

Inspiration: I had to get on another phone line and blog my entry for the day. Neither my phone line nor my ISP worked properly the whole afternoon.

RE: 20060301-Soup’s On

Note to self: I am able to log into my ISP nicely and from my own phone line. I can’t figure out why these weird things happen to a weird person like me. 03-01-206 10:30PM. Once again, I managed to pull this one off in about one hour, while bemusing myself with thoughts of food. 03-01-2006 11:30PM.

Inspiration: ‘Shiva-Paw’, his mother and I love soup. I recall reading someone’s poetry with the word ‘soup’ somewhere and I knew it was about the various ingredients that make the world go round. The ‘What Next’ is my message to them that either we unite or fall together in peace. I really do hate the necessary ‘evil’ of wars.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:53:00 PM

20060228-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060228-Milk Box

Note to self: My brain cannot think in this suburb. I need to move to the countryside and write my memoirs in peace and quiet and alone. It’s all I have to going for me now. 02-28-2006 10:33PM. Added here from end of fourth to last paragraph: (Wow! How did I get this far? Am I getting closer to the truth, you dweebs? Should I stop now? Nay! 02-28-2002 11:00PM). I have only one blog for today and done tomorrow. 03-01-2006 01:02AM. I have edited the paragraphs for ease in reading. 03-17-2006 09:11PM.

Inspiration: I was trying to finish the untouched carton of soy milk that my parents bought during their weekly grocery run at the Commissary store at Moffett Field, CA. I discussed events of living at home in my room alone, just like milk inside the milk box.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:52:00 PM

20060227-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060227-No!

Note to self: It’s 09:00AM girlfriend. It’s time to go to work. Bye for now. It’s boring now 12:00PM. I’ve edited the paragraphs for ease of reading. 03-17-2006 09:00PM.

Inspiration: I don’t like saying ‘yes’ all the time. Saying ‘yes’ does service to others but not to onesself, especially when service is not reciprocated. I’ve ‘trained’ a co-worker nearby to say ‘no’ after I said that that negative response outloud to co-workers. Just say No!

RE: 20060227-Whatever Plays

Note to self: It’s 02-28-2006 08:24PM and uploaded the pic of my Kimball piano under the drop down menu entitled ‘Various Pics by Flynn’. The top of the piano was chopped off for this shot because there were pics of ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and me.

Inspiration: I couldn’t think of anything to blog and thought of the word ‘whatever.’ Then I thought I could talk about more of my background, my musical talents, ‘Squirrel-Ling’s ability to memorize hard pieces and ‘Kali-Maw’s favorite musics.

RE: 20060227-Gray There

Note to self: Poetic inspirations from a dejected old fart with gray clouds above. 02-27-2006 07:48PM. Hah! Try this fast-paced work of art you dorks! Maybe, with the aide of soy milk at that time and with more downpour of rain, my imaginations could run into the next higher gear. 02-28-2006 08:28PM.

Inspiration: I was blogging in poetry about the gray clouds, rain and my gray hairs and how itchy and hard it is to pluck by looking in the mirror. I don’t know anything about alien implants up there either but the gray hairs are annoying all the same. Either way I could utilize the service of a guy to pluck my white hairs for, say, a nickel each.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:49:00 PM

20060226-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060226-Dream Worlds

Note to self: I am washing my laundry on Sunday and will be intermittently updating this blog. I have to run downstairs now. 02-26-2006 12:00PM. This blog took me three hours and thirty minutes due to still doing my laundry. 02-26-2006 03:30PM. As elder sister to my only ‘Squirrel-Ling’, I still am quite good at shrinking his clothes. I’m still editing and adding to this blog. 02-26-2006 04:53PM. It is cloudy and rainy today and still editing this blog 02-26-2006 09:32PM. It’s cold and still editing this blog. 02-26-2006 11:30PM. I added the Chamber Dream. 03-09-2006 10:05PM. I’ve added and dreams that are real events, which composed separate blogs. 03-11-2006 11:55PM. I’ve added the ‘Flying beach dream’. 03-18-2006 11:30AM. I’ve edited all the paragraphs. 03-18-2006 11:55AM and 01:31PM.

Inspiration: This is a compilation of my dreams that I remember vividly. I could even draw or paint these if I had the time and talent. I remember the ‘white brotherhood’ of peace and the speech made by one of them.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:46:00 PM

20060225-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060225-Speakest Thou

Note to self: This particular blog took me almost an hour because I couldn’t think of anything important to say to my public.

Inspiration: I recall the rantings and ravings of certain members as not being appropriate for certain forums and that the moderators have the right to control over their puppy, the WM website. I discussed how people talk too much, just as I compose too much, and that we need to get out and enjoy the fresh air and scenery for once.

RE: 20060225-Finest Bling

Note to self: Fur Elise is playing on the oncoming ice cream truck as I type out this blog. 02-25-2006 02:55PM. And a white helicopter with blue tail markings passed by in front of my bedroom window and took pics of it. 02-25-2006 02:58PM. This blog took me an hour to complete 02-25-2006 04:00PM.

Inspiriation: I blogged about me, with the initials F.B. I shared my sentimental values and wonder into the mirror if that is all I AM, a fine looking bling.

RE: 20060225-Stray Thoughts

Note to self: This blog entry took another one hour to compose. Sitting on my buttocks in front of the computer for this long and blogging to both myself and my public make me wonder: What exactly is my arse-hole thinking right now?

Inspiration: I share my weird experiences of the unexplained and unknown and wonder if anyone could hear my thoughts. So I share myself by blogging to avoid any weird misunderstandings whatsoever, no matter how subjective.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:43:00 PM

20060224-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060224-Too Close

Note to self: This blog took almost an hour to compose, which is a better word than ‘type-up’. I am getting better at expressing my point of views. 02-24-2006 01:20PM. I’ve edited more. 03-18-2006 02:30PM.

Inspiration: People who get too close are weird, especially co-workers who should be working and not horseplaying. Being too close implies that anyone could get hurt for knowing too much, especially getting too close to the truth.

RE: 20060224-Digits

Note to self: Freakin’ helicopter flew over my parents’ house/my home on 02-24-2006 at 09:11PM. I’ve edited more. 03-18-2006 02:11PM.

Inspiration: I blogged about working too hard for the money that never seems to be enough to pay down my growing debt.

RE: 20060224-Blue

Disclaimer: I know I’m a special person with an unknown destiny and anything weird presented in this topic is purely speculation or unexplainable. So far it has been, say, another one hour after my previous blog. 02-24-2006 11:57PM. I’ve edited some more. 03-18-2006 02:22M.

Inspiration: I shared my blueness to the world and how blue affects everyone both the realities and in the metaphysical experiences.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:40:00 PM

20060223-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060223-Better Blogging

Note to self: I came across an alternative healing, holistic natural therapy website. This is something I’m sure I could benefit in addition to my ongoing reseach on self healing and find that I’ve got a long way to go from here.

Inspiration: I realize that I could compose my thoughts in essays and have my audience know me better this way without using simple and fragmented sentence structures.

RE: 20060223-EggHead Blogging

Note to self: Wow! If I could wake up early like this and just type without thinking too hard, I could author my own memoirs. Wow!

Inspiration: I realize that I have the ability to write and my waking up early is a good sign, especially when awakening to the sun and blue skies. I love eating eggs and my head reminds me of the shape of an egg. I felt like breaking out of my eggshell via the blogging experience.

RE: 20060223-Secret Port Deals

Note to self: This blog took me almost one hour to type out. I am amazed at my progress and I used to take the whole day just to type out two pages for class. I wonder what they have in those large containers. I’ve edited this blog. 03-20-2006 06:11AM.

Inspiration: I believe this was my first attempt to blog about anything other than myself. I took my philosophical outlook on this event and made these people realize that two-thirds of security and one-third of freedom is an ideal for the whole one pie. Globalization is important and that sharing the pieces of pie would be nice for everyone, won’t it?

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:35:00 PM

20060222-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060222-Holding Hands

Original rant: Good morning to clear blue skies, frosted rooftops (like yesterday) and golden-colored Sun. Freakin’ computer took a long time to start up-had to reboot twice-annoying. Can’t decide to eat or skip breakfast. Should get ready for work-again?!?Ate breakfast; so still full and don’t feel like eating lunch. Will tell you though, just don’t like being told-Flynn do this. or Flynn do that. or Flynn, duh, we don’t know what to do next. Goes to show that people depend too much on one person/dept. for answers. Um, like, not your supervisor, you freakin’ nimrods. Says to myself-how much babysitting do y’all need? Not all that smart here, but could share what I know. Just don’t know how much more I have to deal with these freakin’ ‘morons’-not only at work either.Turning in early-nite.

Inspiration: I blogged about co-workers running to us accountants for help because noone knows what the other is doing or how to do anything right. I find myself being mean and rude towards these more senior members because they should know better than a date processor like me, right?

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:31:00 PM

20060221-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060221-People Connecting

Original rant: Good morning to another golden-colored Sun. Rested well. Now off to work with the rest of the cubicle critters-oink, oink, oink, huuueeesss!!! Still stuck at work and hungry-waiting for spring rolls from co-workers. Wondering if this ‘heart’ of company will stay much longer-feeling lazy now. Still working-with primoridal screaming in background. No wonder-no coffee!!! Had coffee-fine. Had both rolls-yummy. For past few weeks, been briefly chatting with some young lads and older folks alike. Yup, come and go as they please-aaawhooo . Nice clear blue skies from up here. Uploaded another flower pic. Hungry now-where’s dinner, ‘Kali-Maw’? Breath-taking beauty and heart-wrenching horror (spills and such-eeekkk!) of figure ice skating in the Olympics.

Inspiration: I like communication and chatting online provides the means to connect with other people. Blogging, however, is a much better outlet for me.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:30:00 PM

20060220-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060220-Well Being

Original rant: Had midnight snack attack. Now can’t sleep and still digesting-great. Good morning to clear blue skies, cold air, frosted rooftops and greetings to the golden-colored Sun. No work due to President’s holiday. Question is: now what? Slept pretty much to whole day; quite refreshing. Relaxing now for work tomorrow. Reading articles on internet as usual to keep mind busy.

Inspiration: I read an article on the WW website and learned about holistic ways of taking care of myself, my body and my spirit.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:28:00 PM

20060219-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060219-Photo Blogging

Original rant: Cold and cloudy with sinus all stuffy. Uploaded two clouds pics from 02-15-06. Been taking beautiful cumulus clouds; flowers and fruits from backyard . Cold, crispy air feels good. Getting carried away with this blogging. Even uploaded three more avatar pics to profile for fun.

Inspiration: I finally found a good way to use my camera and post my pictures via Yahoo! 360.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:27:00 PM

20060218-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060218-Upgrading

Note to self: I’m grow weary of re-writing my previous blog entries. 02-23-2006 12:38PM.

Original rant: Good morning. Frost on housetops. Tried unsuccessfully to upload sunrise pic for this blog entry due to slow dial-up. May need to upgrade to faster connection like Yahoo! DSL. Uploaded two more cloud pics. Cloudy now; may rain. Attended evening mass. Rained, of course.

Inspiration: I wanted to upload my pictures but my dial-up connection is so slow that I thought about upgrading to DSL.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:26:00 PM

20060217-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060217-Little Blessings

Original rant: Freezing cold morning for California. Feeling hungry now for free bagels and donuts at work. Had one sugar coated donut. Slow day at work-BORED! Cloudy outside. Sleepy now from corn chowder soup for lunch. Want to go home-NOW! Snow appears on Mt. Hamilton area-thanks Sweetie! Bought new batteries for digital camera. No more light to take snow pics-DARN!

Inspiration: The first snow appeared on Mt. Hamilton, CA and I didn’t have my new camera with me. I did, however, take three pictures with my phone camera but these were too small. I know that this day is a little blessing even though I grow weary of working.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:22:00 PM

20060216-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060216-Nice Weather

Note to self: I am really getting tired of typing now just trying to make the blog more interesting. 02-23-2006 12:46PM.

Original Rant: Rise and shine and greetings to the golden-colored Sun against clear blue skies. Cold winds from last night blew clouds away. Batteries low on camera.

Inspiration: My blog has pointed out that the weather has been nicer and cleaner when feeling much more refreshed after a good nights sleep.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:19:00 PM

20060215-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060215-Second Blogging

Note to self: Oh boy, I’m almost done with this blog update. 02-23-2006 12:51PM. My boss just gave me two lycee flavored candy. I don’t know what it is but will find out later as soon as I’m finished with the last update of my first blog.

Original rant: Tried unsuccessfully to upload more fluffly, white cloud pics due to dial-up connection is slow. Nice blue skies with crisp balmy feel in the air. Blogging with Yahoo! 360 is fun.

Inspiration: My second blog is a filler and I took note of how nice the weather was that day.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 03:17:00 PM

20060214-Daily Blogs

RE: 20060214-Happy V-Day

Note to self: I think I’ll stop updating for now since this is the last blog of several days to update. My eyes are starting to close as I try to eat the remaining portions of my $5.36 chicken salad from the cafeteria downstairs. 02-23-2006 01:00PM.

Original rant: This is my first blog via Yahoo! Started out by adding my photos and took me almost the whole night to get just the basics. Forgot to wish everyone a Happy V-Day!

Inspiration: I used ‘V-Day’ in my first Entry Title of my Yahoo! 360 profile. My participation on Sunday night with the people on the WW website has been a victory for us all. My boost from them helped to inspire this writer to create blogging as a fulfilling endeavour. The letter “V” also reminds me of the 1980 movie about aliens who were either friendly or wanted to eat us. We won against the green colored invaders by the way.

posted by Flynn B. @ 3/22/2006 02:47:00 PM