To the Boss:
Well, I’m tired of communicating by electronic emails and text messages. That’s why I’ve stopped talking to you and your Mom in this manner. I take your “oversight” as another sign/signal/symbol that I should “get out” of the two groups because y’all probably know something that is too embarrassing.
Perhaps, y’all don’t realize we know something about “repairs”, which was communicated by that god-damned euthanizer, who “wants to die” and who happens to serve in the house of the Lawd Gawd. This morning, I saw how he was laughing along with another server, who probably wants his ailing wife to “go away”, too. This is what I “picked-up”.
Although electronic communications may be very convenient, the ease of usage leaves room for misunderstanding. For example, I’ve received several emails – one was the practice time and location, the second was the invitation to family or friends, the third was a clarification for the lack of proper notification, and the fourth was a professional follow-up.
I did not attend tonight’s practice because I’m too clueless/slow/stupid to realize that I’m NOT a “selected performer”. I would have felt like an “outsider” – a “black woman” among “white men” because y’all have known each other far longer than moi! I really thought I belonged since y’all are Filipinos and Christians. But I couldn’t “rest in peace” here either.
Honestly, among all of y’all, at least three stand-out as “normal”. The rest of y’all are disturbed fools. I wanted to email the two leads that I’ll disappear but cannot disappoint the two old farts. I’ll admit I don’t mind having “friends” who’d remember me once in a while but NOT too close a friend to ruin relationships. I will have to sleep now. I’m so disgusted!
Huh,
Flynn…
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