From Random Notes and Random Thoughts to Thoughts Aside, I’ll just name my rants as Notes, or maybe Thoughts or simply Rants. I don’t know. I still like the date stamp followed by time stamp. I won’t use the “post format” of “Aside”.
Anyway, the wise cracker reminded me to straighten up my shoulders. She saw how I shuffled my body after the Host and stood crooked the whole time. I’ve been having rotor cuff problems/pains while sleeping on my sides and have been slouching all my life, like my paternal Auntie Malou, who is close to six feet in height. So we don’t like being seen as too tall, I guess.
Maybe I should just quit being seen in public/trying so hard/singing so loud/hoping to accompany and just count my blessings that the Lawd is truly merciful for my plight while stuck in this god-forsaken/fugly/human/female body. The Lawd has allowed me to be tucked away/saved me from further embarrassment in the comfort of my home – never to be seen or heard, except through my blogging.
Ooo! I noticed that Matt meister and pals have fulfilled my request/old ticket – the “Temporary Permalink. Click to edit this part” is automatically updated to reflect my indecisiveness for this “Post Title”. Wow! WordPress/Team Automattic – you’re the best! I’ll blog normally now but still has sadness.
Tonight’s sermon/prayer mass is for those who are unemployed. I made faces for the audience to figure out my situation. But people continue to doubt me. After six years of attending daily mass from Monday and Friday, I wonder if the parishioners take a hint – I’m completely broke and blacklisted for “knowing too much”.
I am still residing in Silicon Valley – a melting pot of interconnected groups that probably do NOT know my background. I REFUSE to sign up on those social/professional networking sites with my real/true agent name! Don’t y’all get it? The tone of my weblog reflects that frustrations. It’s too bad no one will understand. Truly, has sadness.
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