At around 12:26am, I just read my email and after reading the personal note from the celebrant, I felt at peace, too, knowing he is okay with it. I don’t know why I do the things I do because I felt it is the right thing to do even though I’m in still distress but still feel blessed with a good set of family and nice weather at the present in exchange for the unknown future.
All I ask is forgiveness because a contact from overseas has been on my mind, too. I wish him a belated happy birthday. I forgot to send him a personal message but don’t want to use my cellphone for obvious reasons! His birthday is in May, too. That makes him a Gemini.
And tomorrow is the boy’s birthday. He wants to eat at a Korean BBQ place for dinner. That would be nice. It’s nice to know that he is doing well. Yesterday, he came for the second day to receive `head treatment` from his Maw. He reported that his coughing symptoms, aches and pains from sailing this last Sunday have all but disappeared.
All it took was sincerity to love another person, whether financially in the former but more so emotionally in the latter story. It’s really my fault for not picking up the messages inside my head. I really don’t listen to my `heart` or `God` or the `wise woman`. I was denying that I had any power to effect any changes.
Again, it’s all about faith and that is why TPTB knows, too, why I remain confused.
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