It appears that my older ‘clone’ unit has been tested severely too many times during this current lifetime. From one of her many stories during her childhood, she would get spanked. She was spanked when the youngest sibling blamed her for stealing coins from her mother’s jar of hard work. It was the youngest sibling who was the black sheep of the family.
Her upbringing was not to talk back to the elders no matter how much they hurt her. Instead, she would be quietly sobbing in the corner, knowing it was not her fault. I know NOW she is not at fault for carrying on the way she does as an EMO would, only with lots of bewailing.
I see how her once small voice comes forward as appearing to hurt others — most especially the ungrateful relatives of her husband unit. Her own family whom she feels has been raised properly and loved so dearly do not listen that she is hurting, too. I see how she is being tested by her own family.
First, her husband unit of over forty years is an unintelligent android, devoid of compassion, understanding and completely indifferent to the cries from his wife unit for assistance in raising two disrespectful children units, both equally nasty to their core. This old man has failed her miserably.
Second, her own heart, her son unit, has been doing the same: punishing this mother unit, a lost child, for being hurt. Without any voice to express that hurt by those who betrayed her, her voice got louder. But noone heard her crying out loud. She is left truly alone and noone seems to care.
Third, the twosome continue to misunderstand her cries because they claim they are ‘human’. I find this admission difficult to believe because responsible ‘humans’ don’t put up that much defense if found guilty. I am not pleased with yesterday’s results as their nasty, liberal and ungrateful sentiments continue to spew forth like bile to my earholds.
Fourth, although the twit and turd turned against her from the beginning, I too am wondering how I failed to protect my older ‘clone’ unit, not from heartless others but from herself. All she could do is move on and forget that the snakes even breathe the same air as the nice ones.
Now her heart no longer feels love for the android, the twit and the turd. These people are my nemesis. They forgot how they too will become old and dumped into a nursing home. They will pass on this disrespectful DNA to their own children. I can already ‘see’ how their first born child will carry on the father’s genes.
More tests will be coming. They will ignore the cries, my rants, as I continue to observe the progress of these ‘people’. I too am learning the dynamics of these ‘human beings’. I’m slow but my patience wears thin. Some of these ‘entities’ are so arrogant and blind to not realize how close ‘God’ is right in front of their faces.
I am making my notations. They have been submitted each time.
Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.
Leave a Reply