I am always on the constant truth seeking path. My questions are simple and get little or no answers. Each time I’d offer my own truth, in turn I get a bunch of ‘poo-poo’ from those selfish and greedy people, who are total hypocrites in their claim that they ‘care’ about helping non-strangers and on the premise that they should help themselves first. I take this verbal statement to mean they would not treat family members with more sensitivity and consideration of feelings compared to the impersonal ‘get the job done at all cost’ work-related attitude.
I’ve witnessed two personalities that I wouldn’t even think they would go so far and exercise their ‘free will’ as Americanized first generations, who totally disregard those who were once close at heart. Yesterday, my words fell on deaf ears: I mentioned that no matter how a person is blood-related, thick skinned or far along chronologically in age; no strangers are without some need of guidance and direction. The arrogance from these types of people reeks of stench and is intolerable to me. I will not forget their choices in life, their path and how they treated the least of those who honestly don’t know how to play plastic.
Plastic people seem real just like fake plastic plants that I saw displayed at our local Orchard Supply Hardware (or OSH) earlier today. It shows green silk leaves with no soil but inside a nice container and all for a few bucks. Another store, Home Depot, sells and installs artificial lawns. This is something that I’d like instead of the unsightly slabs of cement that ‘Paw’ wanted for his convenience; so that weeds and grass won’t be bothersome for him. I am amazed that people at first admire the mimicry until they come closer, touch the greenery and the truth of an inanimate, soulless object is revealed.
This is how I feel about people who have taken the ‘dark path’. First, they are soulless. They have taken upon themselves to never reconcile the past hurt and claim to be the victim in failures in life (i.e. divorces, joblessness, moneyless). They then lash out to the whole world and start labeling those outside forces all sorts of oddball names. They are always on the defense for the next attack and blame others regardless of accountability. I think the psychological term to describe this is projection, ‘You have the problem’, which really means, I have a problem but point my finger at someone else to take the heat.
Based on my observation, fighting back and praying, do not seem to work. Second, they are inanimate, like my plastic plant analogy. They have decided that no action is necessary and would not No matte how hard a ‘teacher’ comes off at another lost soul, the message is lost to seething anger. They don’t care as long as they get control of the situation for fear of losing another battle to keep the piece of illusion close.
Once again, I could name two personalities that have been traumatized by their own inability to listen to their parental units. The constant fighting for one lead to a divorce and she still cannot accept her loss and defeat over twenty years and has recently opened a personal vendetta against my family. Noone will defend us, not even the relatives. The second one is similar, whereby fights ensue and later the feelings between two emotional bio-units are reconciled later on with apologies of tearful acceptance.
This is how truth has affected my worldview. I noticed too that at this disingenuous forum where people are either too ‘Above’ their heads in religious and political topics or too ‘Below’ their belts to allow people like us a bit of believability, even though there are little or no scientific evidence to prove what they see as blurry photos and videos of topics related from aliens and UFO’s to chemtrails and flat earth. But nothing beats my personal experiences and blogging material that noone seems to take notice or care in the world to learn other truths available here.
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