http://dailypost.wordpress.com/2012/11/19/weekly-writing-challenge-break-the-ice/
I think I’ve broke more hearts, hopes and dreams than “breaking the ice”! I really don’t know how to “break the ice”! Seriously, I’m a social misfit and should just go “goth” – dressing all dark and acting all dreary. Then again, I’m not all that intelligence and cannot conform, nay, belong to any group. Such as tonight when I practiced with the church choir from 0730 pm to 0900pm. Maw said I pouted like Thai and should smile and also that I need to open my mouth wider to sing louder.
I almost lost my voice, just as I have done many times while trying to meet people and/or talk with cute guys. Yeah. I thought I was singing loud but messed up reading the notes by adding more trills/vibrato than necessary. Bahaha! I guess I refuse to sing in harmony with older people and really wanted to sing my own way. Just as stubborn am I.
Actually, I was still “sick” and recovering from my flu-like symptoms from two months ago as the clear/bubbly phlegm got caught in my throat that air and sound wouldn’t come out. I took only 2 to 3mg of cough syrup with codeine to relax my throat and my anxious nerves. I’m really grateful that Paw and Maw sat through the practice.
The only way I know how to “break the ice” is to blog and hopefully a kind soul would comment and in return I would reply. But sometimes I don’t because I don’t know what to add because sometimes I say something without thinking and my etiquette is not all that great. I try to be polite in comments to other blogs but my ill-mannered tone continues to stir controversy.
I guess that’s why I’m not all that popular and no one seems to want to invite unpopular people, like me, who happens to think WAY outside the box without care or concern if I hurt feelings or provoke humor. Whatever, just pour me a drink with ice cubes and forever I will stay the ice queen, aloof and unapproachable. Now begone, fools!
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