Yes. I’m an impulse buyer, spender, and investor when I had money. Now that I have no money, I’m paying the karmic price for being impulsive. How? I used to jump into bed and swim across shores, just to fulfill a temporary high of feeling great.
Now, I don’t feel so great after losing ALL my hard work but VERY guilty for wasting money on myself and on others. For example, I’ve bought edible dirt and magnetic clay. To this day, I still have some dirt left in the bottle and the box has long been destroyed and its contents still unused! I didn’t like the idea of clogging my pipes.
Speaking of pipes, my arteries are clogged! That’s right! With high triglyceride and high cholesterols, my brain is clogged and thusly my decision making process has been compromised. Like the boy, we think we are helping the economy and small business owners survive by buying their stuff.
So I bought parasitic, liver and kidney cleansing systems in the hopes of staving off an infestion, coupled with allergic reaction to the ingredients, before submitting myself unto the medical intervention of anti-biotics and booster shots. In my mind, I was desperate for a “quick fix” in all things.
Fast forward twelve slong years, and my “quick fix” turned out to be a “long drag” — a vitural world of “smoke and mirrors” of EBEs working through politics and business. And all this “experience” was from a sincere heart to “help” even strangers who are supposed to have the best of interest on and for behalf of moi.
So where does this all lead? Nowhere! It’s is the rule of the OLD system! If there’s a cure for everything, then justice will have been served for all.
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