Day 13: Discuss some of the things on your bucket list.
If I made up a bucket list, I don’t remember. There is nothing in my bucket list. Whatever happens or not is meant to be or not. I did have plans ranging from getting married, raising children and buying a house. But for whatever reason, I guess I wasn’t ready. There were other lesser goals, which were not yet achieved and probably because I refused to work hard for those particular hopes and dreams or maybe whatever I would have desired or wanted was not quite heartfelt or necessary.
Had it not been for the “snag” or “delay” in my bucket list, my visions would have been primarily selfish. For you see, I’m indeed a greedy person who really desires notoriety, fortune and fame. But I see now those qualities are childish notions and do nothing to my heart and soul. And now instead of filling my bucket list with things left undone or not said, I now have a clearer path to pave — for others as per my prayerful intention would hopefully manifest this year. Then again, that pursuit is also being greedy if the other party does NOT appreciate the help.
“Your “help” is not “needed”.”
Okay, then if that’s the case, you are free to suffer your fate and enjoy whatever destiny YOU choose for yourself and your family. I’m learning how the dedicated blogger perceives relationships: Talk about being kicked into the gutter for over ten slong years.
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