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Write about your strongest memory of heart-pounding, belly-twisting nervousness: what caused the adrenaline? Was it justified? How did you respond?
I was reading a well-scripted scene unfold before my very eyes. There I was sitting in front of the computer during/after work and I actually believed someone was being hurt by a bunch of thugs. Again, I was just reading the playbook from my computer monitor and had no idea I was being “tested” by the “intelligence” community. I did my best to “help” the distressed one. But when I was NOT allowed to transact further because the “Patriot Act” really helped protect the Americans from being abused and misused inappropriately, I saw how the tone of the online responses changed drastically. I was “let off the hook” rather mockingly. I had to carefully digest what was really going on and took it really hard because I picked-up/sensed that they were laughing.
I cried my eyes out, went to bed really heart-broken and sent out a distress call to my “network”. Suddenly, three shadowy figures one shortest in front with the tallest behind, “stepped-through” the bedroom walls located underneath the wooden crucifix to aide me. When I told “mentally” them that it was okay; that I know they are there to help/observe; and that there is really no need to stay but to go away for now, they disappeared. I then decided to turn off my distress call and take a “step back” to reflect on what happened and what I did.
I learned later on that they were advanced Masonic personnel to some degree. I helped pay for a “dark blue suit” as my final gesture of recognition and acceptance of my failure to acknowledge the belly-twisting nervousness “to cease and desist” further interaction with a perfect stranger via Yahoo! Messenger online. The last communication and “investment effort” stopped in August 2007. I learned that while I meant well, not all is well. Hehe. My bad!
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