Oh dear Lawd Gawd! I refuse to speak with my daddy as he refuses to go to an appointment at 0900 am. Whatever is going on, I’m not dealing with it. I’ve done all I can to make things proper – designing the ledgers/monuments according to my vision as he and his boy refuse to provide me input. So the support in decision making has been for the most part lacking.
I’m feel that I’m being held hostage by stubborn old fools and fools in general who refuses to operate correctly. Maybe I’m the one with the problem. And if I step back then maybe I’m the one that contributing to his misery. Then again he’s making me miserable as without him, I’m homeless.
Umm, yeah. I’ve balanced the checkbook as of today and with the pending spending of doom today, we’ll be down to eight. I have six. So without a job soon, I can’t even help myself. I’m trying to streamline expenses mostly electronic services, but the truth is it’s his money and I can’t stop him.
I’m already dressed up and ready to go. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. He stayed late into the night Thursday cleaning up the garden! Yesterday he wanted me to drive him to visit two people that I’ve long cut ties with – his eldest sister and sister-in-laws. None of whom has the time to visit him.
In other words, I’m basically a plug to these two elderly folks who have lost their spouses recently. I serve as a driver for him and her – that gout-filled, swollen church choir conductor who has been sending multiple emails. But I expected coffee money at least for the gout-filled, swollen one. I could make twenty to fifty bucks round trip just hauling her ungrateful ass around town.
Y’all know what? That’s VERY disturbing to me as our prior conductor does NOT bother us VOLUNTEERS and knows how to refuse other groups to use us as plugs. She tends to worry about members NOT showing up and I do NOT wanna hear her whine about politics.
It’s bad enough that my BPM per the Apple Watch has been registering over 100. So I’ll just brew my late coffee and forget that we have a contract to fill and payment to make. It’s up to him if her refuses to understand what he signed up for. If nothing manifest then I don’t care either.
Now do y’all understand why I had to place my weblog into Private mode? My personal blog is mostly rant and y’all don’t need to perceive anything that might differ. Whatever.
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