Last night, I took my special “syrup”. I was able to sleep soundly. Mom heard me snore loudly when she used toilet at night. As a result, I was relaxed at work today.
Tonight, I took a few CCs of whiskey. I could have downed a size of shot, but I didn’t want to pass out. I may have to increase the dosage now. Like Philip, I too am driven top DRINK! Bottoms up, my friend!
I know the heightened anxiety and fast-paced workload of crap affected my sense of well being while at my temp job from hell.
I needed something to relax my nerves. This whiskey is weak! I need to sneak in vodka! Yeah that’s right!
Anyway, my sleeping pattern is messed up. I really should tell Philip that spiritual obligations is my goal. Earning money is meaningless. I could starve and go homeless, and yet feel fulfilled.
I just gave up trying. I’m just forcing myself to complete my assignment and keeping normal in front of my family. It’s all I could do for now.
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