Tonight, I decided to publish this blog entry to keep away from watching our new 40 inch Sony Bavaria, plasma television downstairs. After watching all three videos of ‘The Mayan Calendar’ via video.google.com the other days, I decided to view the main website at http://www.mayanmajix.com. I clicked on several pages of this website. And on 11/05/2007 at around 10:00AM, I experienced extreme sadness and cried my eyes out after discovering that ‘Ian’, the lecturer of these videos, passed on long ago. I guess this feeling is very empathic.
I cannot remember why I made this journal entry or its meaning of: ‘[I] heard [Ian] clear in voice 01:29:00 into [the] video and then Pacabel’s Canon came on at end of video’. All I know was that at around 10:15PM on 11/05/2007, I experienced another profound sadness. This was after reading a journal entry by ‘Matty’, ‘Ian’s’ wife. She was putting away his picture. Below I highlighted another one of my synchronous event in bold, red color from her journal entry:
5 / Wisdom
Anger crept in, it snuck up like a guest of wind . . .
Hours trickled by, my body became stiff, a shower was in order, feeling the warm water was over me. Singing frees my mind from all the chatter. Summer Time and The Livin is easy. I love that song. Shaving my legs, clarity hit like a bolt of angelic wings engulfing me. It was time to put Ian’s picture away. He’s been sitting on my dresser, I love looking at his sweet face, talking to him brought great comfort.
This is the next chapter, release all attachments.
Later on, I cannot recall when but I’ve entered a post (via ‘Signature of Aliveness’ on her website as: Wee: The small sound of exuberance. I haven’t visited the site since to see if my small post was published.
Author’s note: My original journal entry was modified on Monday, November 05, 2007 11:16:42 PM.
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