20230531-0037. I tried dabbling at night with my athame, candles, cauldron and spell books and received some spooky results. I bought New Aged tools, such as tarot cards, divining rods, and other “magic crystals”.
I stopped worshipping during the lockdowns and vowed to NEVER go back to my local RCC location. Furthermore, I tried to read but can’t appreciate any religious “book” because of too many “interpretations”.
However, I do pray alone and in my own special ways to Our Heavenly Father. I’m learning to avoid prayers for myself and can’t really figure out the correct thoughts or words that Dad already knows.
As a sinner, I could only try to ask for guidance, mercy, and forgiveness. I know I broke all of the Ten Commandments and don’t really know how to follow the appointed feasts and don’t adhere to the Sabbath.
I do know that I’m here for whatever reasons and want to be okay to know that I tried “religion” as a method to achieve peace and harmony that should go along to experience life as a human.
Hello Flynn, nice, and good luck!