Dear diary,
Here is my OLD nagging thoughts about this hellish planet and alternate realms/dimensions. This is regarding two deaths in the family. This might NOT be co-incidence, but I’m sure the other selves are in a much better vector in life.
1.0. The Chingster.
1.1. She died one day before my daddy’s birthday.
1.2. She needed money.
1.3. My daddy earned good money.
2.0. The Seamstress.
2.1. She died on the day of my uncle’s birthday.
2.2. She loved to garden.
2.3. My uncle loved to garden.
So with regards to these scathing parallels, I believe the twosome should have hooked up or switched with the two other brothers.
My mommy said that someone that looked liked BHS was a seamstress, who courted her. But because she didn’t like dark-skins, she opted to marry my daddy, whom I should respect and love, but still resent to this day.
I wanted to be dark skin because I didn’t wanna be labeled Asian; while their only child was dark-skinned and she wanted to be light-skinned and shorter like me. So this is another parallel that was fucked up – big time, and I’m still resentful.
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