Dear Lawd Gawd,
First I would like to thank You. Second I would like to thank ET phone, TPTB, and pals. Third I would like to thank the Courts.
My hands are shaking after opening up the nice letter from my county! I shouldn’t be nervous. I should be brave. But I’m still NOT able to handle too much stress after my mommy died five months ago. And like my daddy, our ‘fright and flight’ response involves shaking hands!
If y’all must know, I have inherited the ‘cray-cray’ stuff from my paternal side. That’s correct! We have the heightened sense anxiety and maybe paranoia of the Filipinos. My dad’s late mother, his younger brother, and unfortunately his Das Squirrel tend to want or crave attention. And they would and have ‘threatened’ to ‘sleep peacefully’ because they can be VERY distraught or devastated.
For example, Das Squirrel has lots of ‘broomsticks’. His magic are his sticks. He trained with Filipinos with sticks until ‘they’ released a news story about one team versus another team. I told him that they are ‘Masonic’. But he wouldn’t believe me.
So one night, Das Squirrel and his Twit Wifey were preparing to leave the house for a dinner date. When suddenly, they heard someone breaking in and entering into their back door.
Das Squirrel readied his hand-held ‘broomstick’ and was ready to defend his Twit Wifey and his property. After a few days of the incidence from many years ago and from my observation of his behavior, I have accessed that he is a coward.
Usually those with lots of ‘broomsticks’ and other ‘chopsticks’ of similar kinds are cowards. As I mentioned those who have tattoos want to appear like tough guys or thugs. But in reality they are emotionally sensitive.
And so after a few months have passed by, I couldn’t remember exactly his words but he wanted to ‘sleep peacefully’. I think he really couldn’t handle any harsh confrontation or potential with the “Faces of Death”.
And with the passage of his mommy recently, I can see the stress and sadness etched into his face and behinds his eyeballs.
So it is 20190110-1501 and my hand are still shaking from touching the energy of this letter by the Courts. When a human touches official documents, that’s a spiritual activity in a sense that both parties have connected.
In my mind’s imagination, I think this CPO has been issued by the Courts because I am performing at my local church and for the City of San Jose, both of which are a public venue. I have yet to check the online site to see if my face is recognizable. We all had to sign a release form for marketing purposes. Sheesh.
I think I like singing as a volunteer for the City of San Jose. But one of three music piece is Beethoven and the conductor said it’s hard. I agree. I tried practicing that music piece on my own at home and on my electronic digital keyboard. And I still cannot handle the 2/4 beat. Most of the movements are allegro! That’s too fast.
Anyway, I have to get my mommy’s paperworks ‘squared away’, unpack my daddy’s new choir gown or robe, which is less thick and less sticky that the original one from the OLD choir members.
Sincerely,
Flynn B. Holy crap! I was about to type my real name!
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