En route to Mom’s “sleep medicine and neurology” doctor, I opened the topic with regards to reincarnated life. We were stuck near the new HWY 880 interchange.
And I was thinking about how that which we consider “bad” – obstacles, challenges, whatever – is really some sort of “lesson” in the present/current reincarnated life, meant to correct the past “hurt feelings”, offenses, whatever.
As discussed with a licensed professional, I said aloud during that one-hour meeting that “everything for me is like a big classroom”.
We as a society are constantly testing and resolving one theory after another. And no one conclusion, resolution, awards, judgment, settlements, whatever, could possibly mend a broken heart, fix a tortured soul, repair a damaged mind.
Only the blessing of the almighty “amnesia” offered for each reincarnated life could possibly make living tolerable.
I tried to tell a story about a televised show in which a child (white male) recalled dying off the waters of Hawaii. (Dad wasn’t listening and is having a difficult time understanding recently).
Anyway, the little boy’s insistence and grief were so profound that his mother, with the aide of the historical society, got on a speed/row boat and they offered flowers and prayers to his fellow sailors to bring closure to his pain and suffering.
So when I saw “gila monster’s” episodes, I have compassion to her and anyone who have no help from families, friends, relatives, or the damn liberal’s form of “justice” of “equality”.
Not a day goes by when I both curse our ill fortunes but give thanks for the many blessings we fail to acknowledge, such as abundance of nom-nom, inexpensive/recycled clothes, and a paid-off home, not to mention the beautiful crispy, clear blue skies – courtesy of last night’s heart-felt boost via Shrimpsei’s CB.
I was extremely pissed that my vector is seriously/emotionally “troubled”. I mentally used a single “F” word during the prayerful blast.
So yeah, I’m grateful to NOT know my part lives or my assignment, receipt to do the best as a “human female”
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