Wednesday was boring and I managed to get most of the work done. I started feeling sleepy in the afternoon and found out online about a plane or copter crash into a building in New York. Now, I do not know about mind programming but, once again, whoever or whatever is doing these weird events better stop.
I wonder what the signifance of the number eleven is and why people need to be reminded of what some went through on that September event dated on the 11th. Now today happens to be smaller event but dated on October 11. Would there be another weird event dated on November 11 five years from now? Ooo!
Anyway, I came home and hungrily devoured ‘Kali-Maw’s cooking of bar-be-que chicken and vegetables of beans, squash and bittermellon. She then wanted me to massage her legs but I refused because I was tired after work. She then wanted me to listen to her stories of mostly noise about older people and into my ear holes and she got mad.
My energy level started waning significantly after lunch and I didn’t have the patience to be around anyone after work. I hurriedly cleaned up the kitchen as I heard her bewail from her bedroom that her daughter is bad. This is funny because I was already labeled good as of yesterday after massaging her feet with lotion.
I wondered what happened with ‘Kali-Maw’s opinions of me. This off-antd-on and hot-and-old scenario has been played for most of life and I’m sick and tired of being stuck in this rut as an old maid. This is not funny and I have good reason to blame the ‘hole’ world. My saying ‘No’ is empowerment but at the same time I play the victim.
I crept upstairs with the slight popping of the wood from underneath the carpet and washed up before going to bed. I tried to ease myself into another restful evening in hopes of not hearing anymore controversy from downstairs. So from 07:00PM to 10:33PM I’ve gotten all the rest I needed.
The current time is 03:04AM and I have been in front of this computer for a good five hours of sleepless night. I suppose there is something weird with yesterday because this was the second time I’ve had a drop in energy level this bad. My first entry of this experience was from my now deleted blog dated on 10-March-2006.
My eyes are beginning to close as another wave of sleepiness comes to me. I’ve deleted more blogs prior to Sunday, October 1, 2006; cleaned-up more emails from several Yahoo! accounts and read more articles online. I have not yet decided to check for any emails or chatting message from this Yahoo! profile.
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