I cannot decide whether or not to show a photo of my face (from December 2009) or an illustration of the orange sun for my Gravatar. By showing my face, I put my ego out in front for the whole world to see. By hiding behind the sun, that is all the people should focus.
Maybe I don’t see myself as beautiful enough to be seen in person, which explains why I prefer to stay indoors the whole day, not because of `agrophobia` but because of injury without health insurance. It’s no wonder blogging has taken most of my life.
As mentioned in my previous blog entries, without blogging I’d go insane. It’s because there were lots of confidential data from long ago that prevents me from being a whistle-blower. Call it national security. Call it tests. Again, I don’t care anymore if TPTB offs me of not.
Whatever God has in store for me and the rest of us, it’s all about lessons to learn and obstacles to overcome, which explains why I’ve not yet exercised two to three more options to boot. I should share my sentiments with my family. But as cousin Shill once said:
`I fight my own fight.`
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