20230514-1818. Oh, Dear, Lawd Gawd! The admin of a Telegram channel/group got angry at the main boss guy in PUBLIC. See? That’s why guys are being yeeted by emotional clowns who can’t keep things on a professional level!
In his past Live podcasts, I could hear in his voice “something is wrong”. So when I do hear that stuff, I-AM concerned and sure enough – bam: I’ve triggered their public dialogue. Thusly so, I have served VERY well by pulling out the demon-seed within certain players/members/users that have been plaguing the channel/group with insults.
(But I could see and sense, this is the way it is. To cause emotional responses or triggers within the group/channel. The players may well be in cahoots with each other. I certainly do NOT know or care either way.)
After our phone conversation from 1415 to 1435 today, I told my elderly father that I could NEVER know for sure if these users/members are “being true to themselves” or if a husband and wife tag team are jerking off with users/members in order to excite their love interests or to keep their love flame alive and going.
(But we all know what happens: candles burn themselves out. In this case, I believe this is what happened to the twosome.)
So that’s why I could NOT share my real first name over the phone; because it’s unique in spelling and NOT a normal, boring, common Americanized name.
Over the past twenty years, I’ve encountered many interesting characters, each one blessed and cursed at the same time for “just being there with me and NOT for me”. THEY all have ended and created new chapters in my personalized life book.
I have yet to learn what is the meaning of true love. Or if I’ll remain single forever. I-AM still VERY slow and do NOT always understand how psy-ops fully operates, too.
So that is why there are chauvinists. Equally, there are feminists, who are annoying and butt fugly in their handling of being yeeted. No wonder I have been blessed and protected against those guys, who are “MGTOW”; because they have troubles. THEY are kind NOT to let me get involved. Thanks.
With regards to guys, I have put up lots with two guys from a tag team on 2000-2015, another guy from possibly a similar team on 2017, and many guys in between 1995-2003.
Now I quite possibly have two more guys to contend with and this is NOT cheap. One being from 2004 to current. And second being whoever wishes to participate in GOD’s experiments.
The price for loyalty is being tested: I know. But that’s my business because I got sick and tired myself of waiting for nothing. I prayed to GOD many times: that I needed to know how this whole planet operates. And, lo and behold, I got my answers!
Imagination. Illusion. Technology. Government. Pick one or all. It’s all the same. We are stuck in happiness and misery all rolled into one. Smile. Laugh it off. I’m still gonna be there for y’all. 24/7.
I’ve tried to establish a long-term relationships but honestly that humanized concept of love and romance continues to elude unto moi. I guess I’m only allowed or appointed to “observe” and “chime-in” and NOT get involved as much as possible.
But I still like reading nonsense online: doom and gloom, fear-mongers, scare-tactics, horror, thriller. I don’t think I should comment because I end up deleting my messages anyways. I know the guy doesn’t want me to comment or follow. One time I commented on Patreon and the post including my comment got deleted.
So I’m assuming it’s NOT necessary to publish anything outside my own personal blog, which is why I’m unloaded by shit-posting here on my paid upgrade/Premium plan website.
I would Leave the Telegram channels or groups, only to come back again. It’s annoying because I’m bored, basically. So yeah that’s why I’m online most of the time. Nothing fancy. But y’all are being paid to make noise online: that much I understand – just to survive. Huh.
End of ranting. 20230514-1842.
Hello Flynn, nice, and good luck!