20250510-1807. There comes a time when there is a stopping point: there is NO point to continue in vain – hoping, wanting and waiting for nothing, and knowing that there are tons of other and probably nicer weblog sites than mine.
Being a newbie or noob, I know nothing about designs or designing but simply borrow, copy, mimic, parrot and or steal other ideas. I simply go by feelings or feelz (this is my word) and laugh and giggle along the way.
I truly was having fun learning how to report bugs, and then kicking my self AFTERWARDS, because that is how the mighty-matrix has been poking fun and or “training” unto moi. I was so used to “holding hands” by reaching out to others that I got lazy to self-educate myself!
For example and within minutes of “reaching out” – some taking longer than others, the mighty-matrix manifests the answers in front of my face – as if “here you go, idiot! Now work with it!”
This has been true at my jobs that paid really good. I try NOT to ask questions as that appears to be my weakness. So I try to pretend that I know everything. But in fact, the mighty-matrix has been holding out, hoping that I would learn eventually without asking for help.
This was and has NOT been the case. So I learned how to ask help from the Holy Spirit for guidance. Prayers appear to work for me in my opinion.
And like yesterday’s live stream, that Live show/Video guy mentioned how he’ll just let us find out the hard way. Everything in his opinion is in opposition to my personal observation. So we would probably clash for eternity in person.
For example, I believe the earth is flat but NOT flat in the sense that the topographical or surface area of our hellish planet has peaks and valleys and thusly so our earth has rugged terrains. But our earth is like a bowl or container with edges.
His double-speak is one that I dislike disdainfully, which is like throwing innocents into the flames and giggling at their fateful demise while wondering if they would get themselves outta any precarious predicament. See?
Anyways, the sunshine is still bright! And I’m happy to report that my aches and pains are still ever-more present but has subsided just a little / tad bit!
I’m learning to come outta my shut-in, introverted, and insulated lifestyle and opting to do more yard work and or gardening, too! This process has been slow and ongoing! I do find outdoors activities rather gratifying; for I do need to connect more with the elements – earth and sun! Plus, petroleum-laden outdoors air is much more refreshing than indoors stale air, which is NOT so because I air out our house at least downstairs every day!
I’m learning to pray and mediate more often in my own personal devotional ways, too! I am learning that we are supposed to pray and mediate constantly. I’ve noticed that I still do rant and rave and still have my potty mouth and bantering and mumblings under my breath! I must be vindictive after what had happen with those alleged crooked “INVESTORS” to say the least and to which the OLD guy referenced to settle that stuff with the Holy Spirit / Ghost. Sheesh.
Anyways, I tried combining all my pages under the FRONT-COVER page. But I had to re-publish the static pages, because the load-time and responsiveness were too slow, especially with ALL the extra clutter (again). And so I simply inserted Paragraph blocks linking to my re-published static pages, which garner little to NO hits and or views!
For some strange reason, my Header refused earlier to accept my two Navigation blocks! I was pissed-off again.
Then again, I am assuming and always blaming others like team Happiness Engineers, who were blocking-out probably and or nudging and winking and nodding subtly into my direction – where my stubborn coconut head believes simply that I got to have it “MY WAY”: You know, like that popular cocktail lounge song by TB!
So I resigned to the fate of just deleting my two Navigation blocks in the Header above and in their places, inserted the Search block, which was accepted by the freaky Header!
The Footer was well-behaved and I had NO problem with that design.
Oh, I liked and will keep probably theme Clairevoyant after failing to force theme Blank Canvas behave like theme Clairevoyant. I tend to FORCE my ideals upon everything, which brings me to why I can’t seem to “mind my own business”!
I have since reduced my Twatter rantings, such as my recent suggestion for an Orientalized Pope. I guess the Americanized version has lots of followers at the homeland to boot. So I’m NOT disappointed, though we’ll find out within six month’s time, if he survives, too.
Yes, I do tend to borrow, copy and “share” (this is the correct word now that I come to think of the word “steal” has been posted improperly here on our weblog site all this time) his stuff by referencing him as the “OLD guy”, which he really is “that” OLD – considering that he has been waiting in vain for too long for many souls to repent unsuccessfully.
But I’m hoping the rest will repent within his six month’s timeframe. I wonder if the affected group in his blogs could follow suit, knowing that obeying the real deal might be a better deal than obeying something that is created by the real deal and would be rendered probably non-existent instantly by our Heavenly Father, if ever.
Yeah, I’m just free blogging and not really making sense. Perhaps, my true followers whom I probably haven’t really met in person to date, would know probably what I’m talking about! Sheesh.
See? This particular post went on too long. That’s all. End of blathering, another word which I’m borrowing from that OLD guy. 1838 PM PT. Edited 1847 PM PT.
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