Dear Lawd Gawd,
Thank you for SILENTLY being there for “US”. In light of these “bizarre” situations, I can’t help but remind myself that life is truly amazing. You have shown me a magazine of a loving couple adopting four Asian girls with “brittle bone” disease and I’ve been touched to tears while waiting in the dental office at 1500 this afternoon with utmost compassion and profound embarrassment at my alleged “ill-fortunes”. I beg your almighty forgiveness for being VERY short-sighted and dim-witted.
The “dead”, however, continues to annoy the living. Those that dare set themselves before moi and mine will get a piece of Sensei’s whack! A vital lesson here must be learned – focus on the facts and stop speculating/conjuring up nonsense. That’s my idealized goal in this new blog – to try to be “transparent” as possible without compromising confusion.
It is my opinion that my “doppelganger” has incarnated to test my resolve. I’ve NOT been able to handle the rise of anxiety. The energy signature is volatile and still TOO new to me. I have observed that it is under constant/severe mind-control, though no fault of its own. It was a pitiful sight to capture it in action at night. I am “forced” voluntarily by the American system of justice to sit face-to-face with myself.
Without our “one-eyed monster”, I would NOT have better understood your hardest lesson on my poor soul! I hope to pass this crash course in “living the word” with “flying colors”. Although I don’t mind accepting a failing grade, there is NO failure without your ever-presence.
I feel NO terror rising in my boiling blood of SHAME, though I still continue to hide under my burka-like covering of mostly black color en route to/from my car. I feel quite natural to show only my eyes but I can’t breathe comfortably. Perhaps, I was once and could convert to Islam. I feel this transition period from anger/fear/hatred is coming to a closure to calm/patience/quietness.
You’re the greatest. Amen.
Sincerely,
Flynn…
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