I don’t know if I blogged about this but I’ve been feeling run down, fatigued, lethargic, as if I want to sleep during the days, instead of the nights. I feel more refreshed after my four hour naps either in the mid-morning or in the mid-afternoon. But lately, I’ve been short-circuiting my mind to keep busy; so as to keep the blood flowing and the circulation going through my body. Somehow some of that oxygen-rich blood is not reaching my brain and toes.
So whatever is happening is totally wearing me down. My energy feels like its depleted and I’d close my eyes while attending mass. Maw would jab me lightly to wake up. But my eyelids are so heavy I could just fall asleep. Tonight, I fell asleep twice Paw was praying the rosray. Maw always sleeps somewhere during the prayers and she’s the religious nutter of the family.
Anyway, maybe my “spring cleaning” won’t stop until I could really get rid of stuff from this house. But again, since I’m not the property owner of these sentimental valuables, I cannot do much but sneak these out to the local donation center one at time, every other day.
How much more will I run down if I actually had responsibiiities, such as family, mortgage, work and other unnecessary “lifestyles” meant for the rich and famous? I’d probably get an early grave. Really, I’m not waking up like I want to bounce out of bed. My eyelids don’t care to open even though I can sense my surroundings.
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