20230520-1747. Okay, I’m ranting about wanting to escape groups, especially churchianty, ministry, religious, spirituality, occult, esoteric stuff!
However, Our Heavenly Father – YHvH – Adonai – has other plans to shovel my lazy, slothful derriere et moi back into a new darkened pile or shady heap with more spooky spooks!
Where this next chapter in life leads unto moi – I know NOT! I-AM excited at least temporarily for now and while REALIZING or being aware that I’m still stuck in this endless loop or corrective reincarnated sentencing, if y’all will.
With my somewhat rusty premonition or whatever predictive programming, I sensed that NO matter how much I try to free myself or taste freedom or imagine or wanting freedom, I KNEW that if I let go of ONE spooky spook agent (which has failed to spark any interest whatsoever except boiling, err, fuming, err, frying a thick fatty and bubbly layer of financial tolerance), yet another spooky spook agent would take his place or add-on to my misery or life’s challenges!
And wham-oh! I got a chance to speak with our favorite podcaster! Once again, my slow-ass/wide trunk mind can NOT wrap the concept of reaching back my paws to a fearless leader who had been doing this stuff for on/about ten years; though I’ve been “practicing” for over twenty years now.
Being an OLD fart without wrinkles is a plus; though I am hitting the plus-sized chic clothings. I amuse myself. Begone, younglings! Y’all have NO chance! See y’all on the other side. I’m leaving this dimension pretty soon if NOT later; since I’m being punished to undertake, err, pursue, “hope”. Whatever. Sigh.
End of blogging.
Hello Flynn, nice, and good luck!