Welp, I’m NOT gonna return to that volunteer gig as my bad luck energy has been messing up the place and members. For their safety and for my peace of my mind from having hearing their f-words and other outbursts, I’ll stay home where there is reasonable peace and quiet. Before 2013, I was NOT doing any public appearances as I get anxiety attacks. Since 2006, I was blogging anonymously. Since 2000, I met several interesting groups that have cause my financial distress, seriously. Now I’m depressurizing while blogging and eating chicharrones as I am too hyper from tonight’s public appearance. I need a sabbatical away from humanz. I wasted my time and effort tying to blend into the group but as usual would fail to reach out my tentacles to normal humanz. Anyway, I prayed to the Lawd Gawd to give me a sign and last year or whenever, a member got into minor fender bender with a frail elderly woman. Being that I’m paranoid, I do NOT feel comfortable driving her lard ass around in my daddy’s vehicle and while insured under his name. If anything happens to my carpools or in particular that lard ass, that’s gonna hit my daddy’s account. See? Y’all don’t understand volunteering as a carpool driver has risks and I am NOT gonna take it anymore. And so my bad luck energy has already lashed out – striking two members – one while trying to put on my jacket and one trying help with my folding chair. I cannot take it anymore! There’s a reason why the Lawd Gawd prevents me from hanging around with just anyone – it’s because they are the ones who are gonna get hurt. Do y’all hear what I am saying? With respect to my narratives, if you idiots have been reading my OLD and new and various blogs, I warned y’all that I tend to reverse stuff “on the fly” and probably due to NOT concentrating or focusing well enough within safety. Do NOT act on stuff as y’all are expected to have discerned stuff prior to my stuff. Duh. And so as expressed to the lard ass tonight, I told her that I prefer being the crew that cleans up, tears down, etc instead of putting stuff together prior to an event. Anyway they needed volunteers and so being a younger batch, I had no face to show and forced myself to help. As for the main guy in tonight’s appearance, he was wearing a black jacket. And the zipper had a particular symbol that matched the second part to my blog name here and elsewhere. Yup. Do NOT doubt unto moi! Now I cannot blog freely since he too is ‘specially gifted’. I would hate to disappoint the guy as I have fun messing with his thoughts with my thoughts. Hehe. 20191124-0110. Time to vacuum the crumbs and sleep now.
Hello Flynn, nice, and good luck!
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