Dear diary,
Well, the YouTube videos are about other events not concerning my own stuff. I’ve come to realize that online presence is nothing. And being present with loved ones is already challenging enough.
So I’m trying to unsubscribe from whatever is hitting dad’s wallet with no success because for him everything is okay.
Once again it’s his money and my stuff are computers only, after having given away my car. I really don’t own anything of value.
I don’t believe I can sell something that’s been around for so long. So I’ll opt to donate and recycle as much as possible especially the small items.
The larger items are furnitures and I can longer move those around without potential injury if I’m not careful enough.
Blogging worked for me since 2006. I know my audience wouldn’t care about my rants which were mostly borrowed and stolen by other writers who are probably agents.
Watching YouTubes is narrowed down to normal stuff – animals, musics, cooking, arts, crafts, manufacturing, DIY, etc and the same old videos continue to hit my Recommended list even after having viewers those multiple times. It used to be New Age and controversial subjects, and now no more.
Following news feed has gotten nothing new as I cannot trust the source as they too might be controlled oppositions. So I won’t believe anything outside whatever is allowed to annoy unto moi.
Staying at home doesn’t help with generating income. Working doesn’t help with making life less bearable after having experienced spiritual stuff such as teleportation, dematerialization, transmutation, and other fascinating stuff.
I’m not involved in anything except the singing gigs which has since lost its effect of hope because there is no more hope than going to sleep and waking up from a bard dream.
I don’t know why I bothered believing that I could change anything or manifest narrative from the whims of my mere thoughts.
There is no scientific backup or strong evidence to support the miracles yes I have experienced one known as faith healing and the effort of being alive and witnessing other normal stuff meant to teach me how to use whatever resources are available.
With that said, I’m keeping my blog private unless no one will complain except for those who scam and monetize from the ignorance of others like me.
Flynn B.
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