Dear diary,
I was being a idiot and bitch. I kept ranting to my daddy about quitting church and choir during my lunchtime at home. He was washing dishes as he tried to convince me of crap. I heard tears in his voice. See? These are the entities that I have to put up with. Even the gout-laden, swollen red-head wouldn’t hush up about me playing that damn electric piano without pay. These religious establishments can fornicate humans and they can’t afford to hire REAL musicians who can bring beautiful music. That says a lot about today’s spiritual realm. Dumb.
And because my daddy is a source of triggering my deepest resentment, I almost died in a horrible accident. So be it. I was spare dafter lunchtime en route to work and again tonight after choir rehearsal en route to home. I might as well blow up in a fire ball inside a car because that has been a majority of my time – behind the driver’s steering wheel.
I was ranting and during my rage, I made my usual quick u-turn and the incoming traffic was just inches. But the speeding brownish SUV swerved to avoid me and sped more the 25mph northbound on MY long stretch of road. I can see a whitish car taking photos of my exit from the side gate and I flicked it off with my middle finger while blocking the sunlight and my face. I bet the witnesses almost saw the faces of death. So be it.
I told y’all. I won’t stop ranting until y’all extract me from this crapload of religious scammers. Today before lunchtime, my daddy reported that a volunteer from my local church of over forty years dropped by the house and forwarded letters, phamplet, and booklet advertising the church with the pastor’s signature. I scanned those upon my arrival at home and shredded them immediately. I told y’all. I don’t care. Y’all have been scamming and in order shut your pie-holes, I have to pay with my rage.
Sincerely,
Flynn B pissed off at the faces of death – twice today. Gee! I wonder if those damn crystals are gonna save me against road rage – that blinded my vision, which is being filled and clogged with oily watery liquid coming outta my right eyeball since August 2018.
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