Dear diary,
I am temporarily going dark, meaning I’ve placed this personal weblog’s “Site Visibility” to “I would like my site to be private, visible only to myself and users I choose”. There are two users who are able to view my site. I wonder if they are a tag team, similar to several groups which I’ve encountered via chatting online PRIOR to meeting them.
I’ve also unsubscribed to my regular feeds. So if y’all got something posted I won’t know. This is my personal time-out as I figured I have neglected to take care unto moi, meaning go back to school, get a job, earn some money, and spend it – all too unwisely, I’m afraid.
What I do NOT like about private mode is that if I wish to view my post, and if I happen to be logged outta my account, and if my memory serves me well, the blog stats would give a false reading, meaning that one view wasn’t done by a viewer other than me.
And I know y’all are penetrating my tin foil hat. Because while I went dark and unsubscribed to my regular feed, I still have my YouTube. Lo and behold, I viewed a YouTube video about Paul the Apostle and Jesus actor saying: If I do NOT have live, I have NOTHING.
Can y’all please define this ‘love’? Is it food? All these words mean nothing if I cannot observe it in its current form – something solid. Sure I can imagine a smiling face once in a while but that’s temporary. Is ‘love’ temporary like food – in one hole and out the other? How can humanz know and understand this ‘love’?
Sheesh,
FLYNN B-loved
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