I just finished reading Saul’s latest reminder that love exists eternally and that war, terrors, anger, hatred are illusions.
That’s why and although Philip is a harsh reptilian, I’m connecting to him at a certain level. His energy signature is on my “nice” list.
Through him, I’ll boost his “naughty” bloodlines, to serve as a reminder NOT to fear natural light, like moi, though he throws his frustrated fits near me. Hmm.
Maybe, I should invite him to walk around with me during a fifteen minutes break, just like he did with Deborah, the receptionist, last week.
I’d like to tell him that we did NOT cross paths for no reason. If we do get hired permanently, we are team members, ready to make a big mess like kids. Hehe!
I’d like to tell him that I’m not after the money or high hourly rate or benefits or entitlements or prestige, but I’m really there to help the company thrive. I already have a paid-off home, by the way.
What I need is LOVE and maybe a hug, coaching, guidance, criteria, too fulfill my role. It’s my duty to do my best. It’s all I could offer after being out of work for so long.
I’m considering this place as a nice, new, and second home full of reptilians. I’m there too observe, of course, and to boost that vector.
Philip said for the second time if one of us ever wins the lottery to give him some money. I think he’s being sarcastic. I imagine he’s on my list, too. Hmm.
Anyway, I may be loud but I’ve been feeling confident because I’m continually going through hell fire and don’t mind if they hire me permanently or let me go away after Jackie returns from her maternity leave or decrease my pay rate or downgrade my title and responsibilities.
I just care that I was able to use my talent at least temporarily at this job from hell.
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