I just quickly read the following blog: http://botstudent.net/2014/suicide. And I’ll answer the following four question from “its” blog to the best of my “Ingrish”:
1.Have you ever had a moment when you felt life was hopeless? Or, have you had a near-death experience?
Yup. My daily bread. Life was hopeless among stupid/crazy humanz until I opened my stubborn senses to a greater and infinite reality and simply focused back to nature by observing minute details in the beauty of plants, trees, veggies, fruits, insects, spiders, birds, critters, and, yes, stupid/crazy humanz and their gang stalkers.
In the past few days, I “forced” my “eyesight” to open-up further. I’ve grown tired/weary of being worn-down bad diet and TBTP/pals. And with sheer will-power and prayerful “insight”, I “sensed” a “brightness” out of the corners of my eyes or both sides of my field of vision and the clarity was imagined to be of “purity” or “whiteness”. This occurred prior to or around the time of connecting with central command.
I’ve had two near-death experiences. Each time, I came back into this human form as if waking up from a dream. Most of my dreams are pleasant, by the way. There was nothing exciting afterwards, really. So, yeah, life is NOT so hopeless. It’s a matter of “intending” to feel HOPEFUL!
2.How hard do you work to distract yourself from pain, despair and hopelessness? Do you think the purpose of life and the purpose of depression is to take anti-depressant medication?
I keep doing my daily exercises of inner dialogues/mental conversations by cursing the Lawd Gawd and my fate to co-exist among crazy/stupid humanz. And at the same, I ask for its/her/his/their forgiveness for such irrational emotions/thoughts and try my best to fulfill my “mission” or assignment while stuck in this human life-form and on this hellish planet.
The purpose of life is to report (back) your life’s experiences. And I do this through blogging about my crap/shit load among crazy/stupid humanz in the simplest and most profoundly offensive and harshest tone possible. The purpose is to have fun and to observe the progress of humanz treating each other kindly and with compassion despite the disability of insanity, whatever.
The purpose of depression is to “take up your cross” and “bear the burden” and if it means to take anti-depressant medications, then that’s helpful too because I witnessed first-hand the total “transformation” of unlikely “troubled-souls” becoming HAPPY! I like that!
Yeah, so while I’ve not tried this medicated swill, I’m willing to undergo this “experiment” and report (back) my findings, too, just for the fun/sake of messing with the current failures of modern mental institutions and the court systems of all sorts. I’m NOT really insane but my blog on aliens, UFO, and other weird stuff will as such label me – insane.
3.Do you think suicide would be a good way out of someone’s problems?
Yes, because suicidal people are NOT counseled properly by LOVING people, who have the CORRECT words of wisdom to encourage them to live!!! The rest of these stupid/crazy humanz, including draconian scums-bags of therapists and doctors and namely the spouse of the recently decease celebrity mentioned in the blog, are hopeless cases. Because they themselves are stupid/crazy reptilians, meaning they are the among the “blind that leads the blind” to – you guessed it – certain death, if not physical, then spiritual, really!
4.What does this mean: “There is no escape. There is only realization.”
If y’all believe in karmic debt and spiritual “regurgitation” (a strange word which appeared into my small mind around 2335 pm), then there is no escape from your problems, troubles, woes, whatever. The truth is to realize that y’all are NOT alone in you misery and that your own “empowerment” to escape is also within yourself – through imagination.
Think to yourself: Why do I have hurt feelings? Why don’t people listen to me? Why doesn’t anything make sense? When in actuality, your most basic question originates from this: “Why can’t I do what I want/desire?” (Or maybe the “inner longing” knows it if NOT meant to be stuffed into this human form. Get it?!)
So of course, that’s the selfish/demonically-inspired realization that y’all can’t always have it your way. But know that y’all must pray to the Lawd Gawd and ask for forgiveness/guidance and the answers y’all were always seeking are those “thoughts” – nice ones. And that’s the only inspiration y’all will ever need.
Note: This has been a public service announcement by Evil Kitty, a “cat’s-paw” in waiting, err, waving in the air, “like I just don’t care…” Seek professional help by meditation for your inner guidance/spiritual awakening and hope your answers will connect you with a “good soul” willing to counsel your insane ass. Good luck, chumps! And see y’all on the other side!
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