My parents reported that Loca Lolita is pretending to walk around my neighbor/HOOD when in fact she is trying to look through the opened front door.
She is still, as Juan said aloud long ago, “sick in the head”. I don’t know why this mental patient is still allowed to roam freely in my neighbor/HOOD.
Perhaps Obama, Satan, and the evil spiritual djinns are winning over this hellish planet. Heck, I’m believing that toids have their domain.
And whoever/whatever believes that they are the control-freaks over everyone/everything, then I’m NOT surprised why existence is messed up.
This morning I watered the back and front yards and rushed within thirty minutes to finish before leaving for work.
About five minutes after eight o’clock this morning, I responded to a normal greeting by an elderly old white woman, who was walking with her elderly white husband, and her cute white “Bison Freeze” pooch, a pillow with four feet! They walked from the Rue and down my Drive and probably were headed to the Flea Market.
Luckily Loca Lolita stayed indoors. The garage was still close. This was because her stupid renter is inside the house. Yesterday, the renter, an old Filipino woman and her car were not present, which caused Loca Lolita to open the garage and stay outdoors.
Loca Lolita has nothing to do and would wave at almost passing motorist and pedestrian that happen to come near her sight.
Her evil eye did affect my feeling, being, mood, food yesterday, got example because she stared into my direction and I stared back wondering if I’m still fearful.
Can TBTP and pals remove this “terrorista”? Why are y’all focusing on foreign policy when there are domestic problems that need to be fixed! Evil is winning.
Prove me wrong! Your rituals and prayers aren’t working! Evil will continue to mock your efforts! Wars will be the only resolutions on this plane!
However, I see such “evils” as symptoms of history’s and humanity’s stupidity and craziness.
For example, The poachers continue to kill/trade every last plant/wildlife in exchange for illusory pieces of hollowness known as money.
Further example, while struggling to crap unsuccessfully and reading my favorite book, a thought occurred to me as to why Middle East, for example, is messed up – the people lack the courage to fight back. “Courage” was one of the words in bold style in the book.
In the past, I felt helpless and barely got the help I needed to overcome my fears/anxiety.
So like the ISIS/Al Qaeda “exercise”, the Loca Lolita “episodes” (a pun-hehe), I’m becoming better “adept” to figure out my limitations with whatever limited understand I happen to possess.
I’m still human, mean/nasty, and unwilling to change – imperfect and LOST. With that said, she’s okay to live wherever she can and has demonstrated better behavior. Now in reverse, I’m the one becoming angry/empowered! Maybe, I’ve absorbed some of her cooties to lightened her load a little bit. I don’t know really.
When I saw her, I don’t feel sorry for her anymore but had a sense of bitterness. She has struggled to overcome her demons. And if only our local pastor knows some “key” words to banish/exorcise the demonic presence within each parishioners, say during the “healing if the sick” and empower that holy oil, that would help a great deal.
I was actually happy to see that she is trying to establish herself as part of the community. I know the feeling of failure, rejection, and disappointment. She has within her the goodness to better control her imaginary anger. I will continue to observe her, cross-check my anxiety levels, and report my findings in this blog, too.
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