While watching FoxNews and listening to the guest physician about how eating desserts, especially dark chocolate, is okay, I ate one bite-sized, liqueur-filled chocolate piece. After taking a half bite and leaving the half for later, some liqueur spilled on the shiny-red, foil wrapper, the pink/red plastic table cover, and on a couple of keys of my laptop computer. I licked it all up!
Although my diet regime is going slower than expected due to eating more calories than necessary, I do NOT torture myself by avoiding desserts. I still eat outside my diet regime but only in smaller portions and sometimes just to taste, like taking ONE bite only. I learned to eat in moderation and really have heightened my sense taste to avoid food I used to like.
But my other delayed thought was about last night’s discovery of a weird bulge encroaching into my cookie on the right. I think it might be a prolapsed/inflamed rectal tissue from straining thrice yesterday. My thoughts feared my right ovary broke off and fell down into my butt after using the ZAAZ20K whole vibrating machine at its maximum of 99 to 80 for the first couple of minutes and 70 for the remaining ten minutes prior to mid-morning mass on Sunday.
Normally, I don’t vibrate no more than 40 because the bottom of my feet hurt. I thought that maybe this was my chance to resolve an old pain, which felt like a VERY tight spasm within two rib-bones to the immediate right to the bottom of my sternum. That morning, I felt a painful tightness along the inside rib cage to the right, next to my liver, which I thought was in pain. The noticeable thumb-sized dent within those two rib-bones is gone. It was as if the “collapse” inward popped-up!
On Saturday night, I noticed that I was able to suck in my guts all the way to my sternum, hold my breath for a moment, and then relaxed. I usually traction my spine and then realigned/straightened my spine by tucking in both my arms/elbows to immobilize my body pain, especially the next, which I also straightened to prevent pain the following morning. Removing the pillow from my head and sleeping directly on the form mattress recently helped me maintain my rare posture “perfect” stance of relaxation.
Thanks to the bitch’s reminder how ugly I looked slouching during mass one time recently, Praise the Lawd Gawd! Thy will be done! Amen!
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