Self-assessment time. It’s boring, not because I’m too lazy to do anything for myself but because trying at least one thing and finding out that I’m IMPERFECT, puts a damper on my perspective in life.
During my childhood, I don’t even know WTF I was good at doing, or what I wanted to do. There was no goal, no passion, or motivation to seek anything. I didn’t understand many things. And I still don’t know what I want.
I could go back to school in the hopes of getting a job/income but I don’t want to waste time/money on anything that won’t help me. I tried nursing and loved chemistry and nutrition. But I hated writing and research. I tried interior designing and loved art classes. Then I graduated to end up doing desk jobs. Boring.
I don’t know. Maybe being a monk is my “calling”. That way, all I have to do is eat, sleep, pray, beg, and clean up the place; and avoid any accidents, insurances, bills, whatever from “modern life”.
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