Although we are not as interactive as a close-knit family ought to be by my standards, the girl can understand. I’ve observed her connecting to us from far away, through foodstuff – bread, mandarin, mangoes, flowers, cards, etc. These little tokens are appreciative as I send her my thoughts of love and blessings.
Regardless of how wrathfully I doth bloggeth so; be it known that God works in mysterious ways. For me this is proper respect and a constant reminder that love doesn’t mean to be present everyday for friggin’ 24/7! For others it is NOT enough and requires lots of high maintenance, such as conversation, photos, videos, chatting, etc.
Since she is born in the month of July, I sense that she is particularly sensitive to the needs of others – those, whom she would admit as far as gifting people at weddings – who deserve goodies. Alas, I see this as a two-way street. And yes she lacks understanding in certain areas but mostly she means well.
I see much needs to be learned by the boy, whom a `sensitive` friend of his claims to be of an old soul. He is not but rather a young soul, full of material stuff that justifies his existence. He doesn’t realize his wife is like her brother, a reptoid, whose constant licking of lips and flicking of tongue show who he really is on the inside.
If I’ve not mentioned before, Andy (her relative) was talking to Maw. Then I noticed her looking in my direction from the other side of the sofa, confirming that I should taste the chocolate. Later, Hansen and she confirmed with each other that they heard, which really meant they heard me telling Hansen to SHUT UP from my mind! You see, he wouldn’t stop talking, interrupting while Andy was talking INTELLIGENTLY to Maw.
Over the weekend or prior to that, I mentioned to my bio-units how black sheep of the family and most especially SEVERELY insecure people would try very hard to fit into a box or at least belong to a set or group to support his worldview, such as bicycling hard-core and such.
I see how jumpy they are but also very intelligent. Again, these are various expressions of ego. I’ll have nothing of egoistic people with; only thoughtful regards of their existence and prior to having dementia, which in all defines who we are, where we are and WTF we are here and how come we don’t get!
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