Hello my brothers:
I should believe in a Supreme Being but I know there are more than meets the One-Eye. I already have encountered ‘people,’ who are losing their guise as humans from the looks in their eyes. Some do not sound human too.
I do not understand my purpose and how you all came to find me. Perhaps, these ‘people’ have always known I would come to know them not as strangers (at first) but as friends or teachers. The worse would always try to lead me astray and my anger is further justified for not knowing better or fast enough.
I do not know why I should continue my endless reading and researching for data and the pieces of the puzzles that could help me understand the unanswered questions. There are many hints along the way to guide me towards that elusive fruit of knowledge. But the effort is not at all tiring but hard work nonetheless.
I have always been curious for the better part of my life – always looking through the eyes of a dense person. There is so much more to explore and so far I’ve only gotten a glimpse of what could be better days for ‘normal’ folks. Unfortunately, I’m weird and could never go back to the normalcy of the rewards systems for ‘wage-earners.’
Okay, people. Hey, I’m trying to sound intellectual from the few paragraphs above. All I could share in this particular blog is my involvement with Masons. I do not know how my whole time/space continuum got warped in the brotherhood’s mess. So far, I could only giggle and wonder to myself if I really belong to this (or these) group(s), since I’m female.
I do not know which side of the see-saw in the playground I belong and do not care in the least. I know there are out-worldly beings etched into my conscious state; on my shiny forehead; and in my dream scape, which has been since childhood. My stories have been relayed to the best of my ‘knowledge’ and personal experiences. And none believes me except me.
None in my family is Masons; since we are born and raised as Catholics, which is the primary religion for most Filipinos. (Duh!) I only know of one relative who is ‘Sonic Mom’ and he tried to get Paw to join. I do not know much about ‘Shiva-Paw’s’ side and he does not say too much either. (Hmmm).
With due respect, I would like to know what is happening overall and mostly with me. I recall being asked the age of my grandmother and the stupid part of me didn’t understand what that question meant years ago. All I know is that some people are quite intelligent and know other people. But I highly doubt they know anything about making great stone monuments by their own hands nowadays.
P.S. This blog is by no means an attempt to sway my public to switch their religion, if any. As a matter of fact, I expect everyone not to have a religion. The dogmas in any one religious organization are quite boring, confusing and altogether not necessary to people who choose to sleep during the drooling episodes of mouth pieces babbling their truths. And, yes, some are indeed Latter Day Saints, sweetie.
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