There is nothing left but lots but rest and relaxation, which I’ve done by sleeping almost two-thirds of a twenty-four hour cycle. The pain seems so severe that I feel like dying and might as well have an early funeral.
No one would attend my funeral because I have no friends and my relatives are ungrateful. Flare ups that burn, sting and throb the whole day are no joke. I’ve not work for three days and can’t blog while sitting. I’m afraid of using the toilet but still eat. This is my oxymoron lifestyle.
Nothing spectacular happened today except my sleeping almost the whole day and waking up around 05:00PM. I did some laundry. Later, while still in much pain, we went shopping for house slippers, which Paw did not find as usual. I bought two more packs of under wears.
These are boys briefs made for women and do not cut my circulation like those high cuts or bikini cuts. These kinds I could wear indoors as if I were wearing shorts. Unfortunately, I did not shave my legs and I could only hope no one walks in to see my excessive hairiness.
Maw and I struggled to straighten this one green colored, Batik styled bed cover. One edge was lower by four inches and I cut the extra while Maw measured fourteen inches from the main design; so she could sew the edges. There were two more loads of laundry before I could place this cover back on the bed behind me.
The pain has subsided but continues to burn into my being. I kneel once again before you, my audience, and the computer to blog further. There has to be a way for bed ridden folks to work on the computer. Besides, this is better than sitting straight up on a backbreaking chair like mine.
I bid you all to take care of your behind because this area is very sensitive and does not heal the fastest like the cornea or liver. My diet will now be nothing but baby food consistency for I must loose lots of weight and take care of my health, if I want to continue to live a pain free lifestyle.
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