20230610-1034. I lack the self-confidence due to the fear of being judged – what others think or might say. I guess that could someone like me who can’t take criticism and expect the world to be perfect according to how I want it.
And that has always been what others already could tell within the first few seconds of meeting: too easy. Too easy to laugh out loud. Too easy to agree so as NOT to loose the conversation. Too easy to disappoint. Always trying to please even though it hurts.
Besides the initial positive vibes, I still have many more hurdles to overcome, such as listening well, talking over others to be heard, talking too loudly due to hard of hearing, and the uncertainty if others are listening to me.
As a result, I lack proper social skills and probably could brush up on my etiquette as I’ve failed to establish any sort of long-lasting relationships with my own relatives due to distance. I do NOT have any friends and strangers don’t really care or give a damn. So I resort to online activities to keep busy, such as answering daily prompts and reading chats, news feeds, and texting.
Hello Flynn, nice, and good luck!