Tag: myStuff

Dear diary,

I told y’all! When y’all irk the Filipinos, we don’t make a big deal. Instead, most members didn’t show up for choir rehearsal tonight! Why? It’s because the swollen one still refuses to accept responsibility and apologize for her goof. Instead she continues to praise the suckers.

I really felt sorry for Amy because she tried to contact the swollen one. And I wanted to send her a message that the swollen one did the same thing to me. So the ‘utility value’ of politics is NOT good here. The former conductor was a professional and knew how to handle the psychology of idiots. He was humble enough to offer an ‘sorry’. But no! The whitish human still refuse to ‘bow down’.

And so my daddy and I, along with a choir member whose middle name matches the maiden name of my mommy, hurried to our cars. The organist followed soon after. We didn’t see the rest of the choir members leave – but slowly. I really do NOT care. Y’all can have your politics.

Oh and my beefy problem with old timers is that they won’t quit or stop! They are creepy in public – all hunched over and showing the young folks that they can keep up. No! Why don’t y’all stay home? I can sense these old fools refuse to let go. I would rather have modern music from Clem. I wished he would come back.

I like his mommy and daddy. I wish them a belated Happy Anniversary, too.

Sincerely,

Flynn B pissed off at the offense caused by these numbskulls from hell. P.S. I feel like I’ve wasted my time NOT working. Duh.

Dear Lawd Gawd,

First I would like to thank You. Second I would like to thank ET phone, TPTB, and pals. Third I would like to thank the Courts.

My hands are shaking after opening up the nice letter from my county! I shouldn’t be nervous. I should be brave. But I’m still NOT able to handle too much stress after my mommy died five months ago. And like my daddy, our ‘fright and flight’ response involves shaking hands!

If y’all must know, I have inherited the ‘cray-cray’ stuff from my paternal side. That’s correct! We have the heightened sense anxiety and maybe paranoia of the Filipinos. My dad’s late mother, his younger brother, and unfortunately his Das Squirrel tend to want or crave attention. And they would and have ‘threatened’ to ‘sleep peacefully’ because they can be VERY distraught or devastated.

For example, Das Squirrel has lots of ‘broomsticks’. His magic are his sticks. He trained with Filipinos with sticks until ‘they’ released a news story about one team versus another team. I told him that they are ‘Masonic’. But he wouldn’t believe me.

So one night, Das Squirrel and his Twit Wifey were preparing to leave the house for a dinner date. When suddenly, they heard someone breaking in and entering into their back door.

Das Squirrel readied his hand-held ‘broomstick’ and was ready to defend his Twit Wifey and his property. After a few days of the incidence from many years ago and from my observation of his behavior, I have accessed that he is a coward.

Usually those with lots of ‘broomsticks’ and other ‘chopsticks’ of similar kinds are cowards. As I mentioned those who have tattoos want to appear like tough guys or thugs. But in reality they are emotionally sensitive.

And so after a few months have passed by, I couldn’t remember exactly his words but he wanted to ‘sleep peacefully’. I think he really couldn’t handle any harsh confrontation or potential with the “Faces of Death”.

And with the passage of his mommy recently, I can see the stress and sadness etched into his face and behinds his eyeballs.

So it is 20190110-1501 and my hand are still shaking from touching the energy of this letter by the Courts. When a human touches official documents, that’s a spiritual activity in a sense that both parties have connected.

In my mind’s imagination, I think this CPO has been issued by the Courts because I am performing at my local church and for the City of San Jose, both of which are a public venue. I have yet to check the online site to see if my face is recognizable. We all had to sign a release form for marketing purposes. Sheesh.

I think I like singing as a volunteer for the City of San Jose. But one of three music piece is Beethoven and the conductor said it’s hard. I agree. I tried practicing that music piece on my own at home and on my electronic digital keyboard. And I still cannot handle the 2/4 beat. Most of the movements are allegro! That’s too fast.

Anyway, I have to get my mommy’s paperworks ‘squared away’, unpack my daddy’s new choir gown or robe, which is less thick and less sticky that the original one from the OLD choir members.

Sincerely,
Flynn B. Holy crap! I was about to type my real name!

Behold!

A few days ago and during my rampage with designing my modified Feng Shui compliant Asian memorial to the family support counselor, I discovered something useful!

I turned my mommy’s adjustable hospital table into my adjustable computer stand! I keep forgetting to stand up during long hours of sitting.

Now that I’m finished with this designing project, I got nothing else to do but to follow up on my paperwork, including an incoming letter from the Office of the District Attorney today.

So I thought I’d share my joy with y’all despite being stuck on this hellish planet. I like how the standard operating procedures and processes flow. I’m trying to find a job, but the recruiter said that his weekend’s gig was CANCELED (that word would be spelled in Britain as CANCELLED, I think).

The Daily Messenger: Happy Birthday Don! http://messiahmews.blogspot.com/2019/01/the-daily-messenger-happy-birthday-don.html

Okay, are y’all sure it’s today? Because my calendar isn’t marked exactly. I have various guesses for yesterday, today, tomorrow, and the next.

Anyway have a blessed and glorious day, DB! Umm, y’all need to eat because you’re looking a bit THINNER than say ten years ago!

http://messiahmews.blogspot.com/2019/01/2019-year-of-fatness.html

2019–A Year of Fatness by Janis Ray, Published on Dec 31, 2018

Yeah, whatever! I’m into the 2 minutes mark of the video.

I was ranting to myself and mostly inside my mind and towards the swollen, gout-filled church choir leader, who keeps sending us these stupid emails. I really don’t care to read all that detail. Maybe, in her FAT mind, she put that ‘conductor’ stuff way in and over her FAT head.

Anyway, last night during the choir rehearsal, I stormed, err, walked into the church hall and headed straight into the back area where the elderly ladies were distributing the music scores – three books, which I bought and paid for two hours earlier – online and for an extra five bucks for the convenience of paying with a credit card.

I then stormed back to my seat and I sat quietly and didn’t greet her but barely smiled at her as she removed her jacket – to save my seat. She continued talking to another on her left. I busied myself digging for my pencil and relaxing because I was resentful – I didn’t want to be near her or these humanz.

She only said – I’ll be in Michigan in the beginning and then in the end I’ll see you Thursday night, of which I said, I guess. I told y’all I can turn off on those that have irked unto moi.

Now I’m into the 4 minute mark about the ‘crown’ which I visualized as putting on DAILY and symbolically as my painfully tight headband wire with deep teeth that would dig into my thick scalp.

As for the abundance part on the 7 minutes mark, I recall buying a Solomon key necklace trinket with inscriptions on front and back and with wax inside this pewter-like metal. I donated all my New Aged purchases to Goodwill and maybe they will have the abundance that I wanted and invested and ended up bankrupt – TWICE – in my lifetime. Phooey!

So I’m here to rant about my personal experiences. The abundance is strangely the give and take, meaning I give my service for FREE but I freaking hate what I’m up against and resent everything, every step of the way. I wanna be positive but I’m NOT hoping for anything.

If anything is gonna happen, it hasn’t happened forty years! I’ve only worked ten years in my lifetime! DO — YOU — UNDERSTAND? I have nothing but these damn computers that do NOT work without my daddy’s SERVICE to the nation.

I like how these humanz are positive. I walked that path and didn’t feel a damn thing. I tried to share that positive crap. But I didn’t feel a damn thing. I sacrificed. But everything fell away like memories. So when our family memorial is completed, I’m ready to be buried. I don’t care.

Amen. That’s all for my prayers. I’ve lived a good life. I’m ready to sleep. Good luck!

Ron Paul: ‘We Don’t Need A Border Wall If Trump Removes Incentives For Illegal Immigrants’ https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-08/ron-paul-we-dont-need-border-wall-if-trump-removes-incentives-illegal-immigrants

Eh. I’m too lazy to view the attached YouTube video. And so I’m thinking what exactly are the incentives that allow humanz to become illegal ALIENZ!

No wonder they are nothing wrong with crossing the border. Y’all are assholes!

If you’re Chinese, it’s either ALL or nothing. Either y’all are IN or y’all are NOT.

On the flip side, what EXACTLY are the incentives for ALLOWING illegal ALIENZ to infect, err, infest, err, infiltrate, err, cross over?

Chinese Money Flees Silicon Valley As Trump Clamps Down On Access To US Tech https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-08/chinese-money-flees-silicon-valley-trump-clamps-down-access-us-tech

Are y’all NOT following my incoming thoughts? The Chinese are and have been infiltrating Mexico and intermarrying the locals. To this end, that might be a hidden factor as to why y’all are stonewalling, of which I don’t know the word definition, against building a HUGE wall.

Declare that national emergency. Because I sure would like a good paying job that no one wants.

Trump Says He Will Use “National Emergency” To Build Wall If No Deal With Dems https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-09/trump-says-he-will-use-national-emergency-build-wall-if-no-deal-reached

Hey! Y’all better build that HUGE wall, pronto. Today has been light rain. Yesterday night was light rain. The Hispanics are driving crazy on the road because they know their time is coming up.

Even Das Squirrel said that on California, the green stuff is legal, and that he wants to try it for pain management.

So from disobeying his parents, to getting tattooed, he wants to try the green stuff.

Has this strange exploration been an influence by those cross the borders illegally? It’s because they can do it that someone like Das Squirrel See no problem in trying?

There y’all go. Y’all are turning these Christians into stupid craziness- running both their mouths and running people off the roads.

1600-Declare that emergency now. Because I’m fed up. When I saw Trump mentioned the stuff about criminals during his announcement to run for POTUS and other speeches, he really means it.

I told my dad that Trump might have experienced something on a personal level that reflected those families whose loved ones where killed or murdered by criminals. Yup.

Even More Bad News For Apple https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-09/even-more-bad-news-apple

Yes, Apple products are pricey. But I’ll have to retract my rant about Apple. I like how all my Apple devices are synced. There are some areas that need improvements, such as syncing my Safari browsing experiences and saving bookmarks, favorites, and pdf files in iBook.

Pelosi Slams Trump After Threat To Pull California FEMA Funds https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-09/trump-orders-fema-stop-sending-money-california-after-disgraceful-fires

Good! Mister POTUS Trump has been handling abusive and wasteful spending: Cut off the funds for UNDERPERFORMING entities. That’s how y’all are supposed to handle nefarious and unscrupulous behaviors.

This is a shortcut of how these evil spooks operate:

1. Create chaos – like climate change, which used to be global warming, or in the case of California – wildfires.

2. Create the sense of urgency through fear.

3. Create slush funds via taxpayers expense.

Voila!

Repeat brain washing cycle- only in a different theatrical stage set – mainstream news media, non-profit, charitable, religious organizations, health and fitness industries. Name it. The results are the same.

Now that’s how y’all build a HUGE wall. Reduce deficit spending at ALL corners.

“Petulant” Trump Storms Out Of “Waste Of Time” Meeting With Schumer And Pelosi https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-01-09/bye-bye-trump-walks-out-waste-time-meeting-schumer-and-pelosi

No! Goodbye!

Welp, I guess Mister POTUS Trump has gotta declare a national emergency.

I’m trying to grind the rusty wheels of my incoming thoughts regarding this HUGE wall.

Oh, yeah. I can’t remember exactly but Trump said in his recent words that the humanz can find the ways and means or something like recovery from the furlough.

Das Squirrel said the same thing many years ago. That although humanz can ride the tough wave, there is always a will to survive, meaning we shouldn’t have to worry about those who live pay check to pay check.

And yes, we shouldn’t ask my daddy for a handout either. That’s like stealing.

But when it comes to peace of mind against criminals, crazy and stupid humanz, such as Respondent loving adjacent or adjoining to us, a barrier, a wall, a HIGH fence, can help our sense of security, too.

So I don’t know what is the hold up or hold out because y’all are probably too crazy and too stupid to see that a HUGE wall is necessary.

Also, the three speeches from and by Trump, and then Pelosi and Schumer were weird. I didn’t sense any emotions or concern. Trump seemed relaxed as he mentioned Vietnam in the ten minutes speech. And later the twosome speeches slowly and strangely.

The three scripts did NOT feel correct. Whoever or whatever is feeding the narratives to these three entities don’t seem to understand that a physical barrier is necessary and helpful.

And like the Pearly Gates of Heaven, no on is gonna break and enter after having fallen down to earth. Symbolically, I don’t see y’all doing enough to stop the other nations from polluting their own nations. What makes y’all think they won’t pollute America with their infectious presence?

Dear diary,

I have lots of incoming thoughts that I’d like to share. But as usual, I’d forget. Anyway, this is about free range chickens via a YouTube video about a couple who owned a farm.

They decided that free range chicken wasn’t the answer because the foxes and other predators would eat the chickens. The chickens are assets and any loss of chickens would mean the loss of income.

So they enclosed the chickens safely. With that said, y’all must build that HUGE wall because like the chickens, the Americans are prey to the criminals who are predators sucking out the life force of the nation.

Now this is another symbolic analogy that y’all must learn and heed. Protect your persons and property, for without fences, borders, and or secured monuments between the enemies and us, America would be doomed to become a third world nation.

Amen!