Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

Tag: relationships

  • 20091231-Almost Sacrificed

    Seriously, Maw almost died at the hospital a few days before Christmas. She was going through respiratory problems, bronchitis aggravated by Bystolic pills and flu-like symptoms after celebrating old granny’s 92nd birthday in the nursing home.

    On top of her breathing problems, her heart attack would have killed had it not been for her nursing knowledge and her taking Chlonodine and Cozaar pills prior going to the hospital.

    So it seems that the boy came over TWICE in two days during his lunch break and actually administered his first ever insulin for his mother! Paw of course is faster. Maw is back to normal. I’m coming downstairs now MAW! Waahh!

  • 20091231-Weary Maw

    Maw looked tired just from walking to bathroom. Took meds for 170 diastolic. Can see in eyes. Got dressed, makeup for morn mass. Hope all is well. Paw faster…

  • 20091231-Help Sister

    To Pete & pals: Could y’all find that VERY wealthy Taiwanese? He divorced my sister Serena & her disabled daughter Cookie, who was birthed from a fever. Made life hard.

  • 20091230-Noticing Numbers

    Saw tall, gray-haired guy w/ toffee-colored slacks & matching belt, white shirt. Height & scent similar to ex-b/f! Was pulling binders & stood near. Left 11:11.

  • 20091228-Dying Maw

    At 22:35pm, Maw made loud moaning sounds. I hollared twice for her to wake up and jumped out of bed. I saw she was fast asleep when I couldn’t wake her up. She was breathing deeply through her CPAP machine, though. I tried prying her right eyelid and then her left eyelid open but they were too heavy to open. She then struggled to open her eyes. I knew she was between worlds. But she had to come out of it herself.

    `The wind was strong. It was pushing. I felt a vacuum sucking me`.

    I believe she was either leaving her body or that her mind was mis-interpreting the suction from the CPAP machine as something that was depriving her brain of much needed oxygen.

    But I took her vitals and found her:

    • blood pressure read 137 over 65;
    • pulse read 50; and
    • blood glucose level read 97.

    I wrote the above data on a piece of paper for Dr. St. Goar to take a look at for tomorrow’s doctor’s appointment. It’s her heart. The leakage has been seen long ago by Dr. Curatola during an angiogram procedure.

    So she got up slowly and drank some orange juice after I helped her remov the CPAP mask from off her face. She started describing the ordeal and crying again. I rubbed her back and tried to comfort her.

    `Please don’t be scared to be alone in the house when I’m gone. You are the light in our dark ages. You know just what we want and have been there for your Paw and me. Who will take care of you when I’m gone?`

    I don’t know Mom. I was hoping Pete from Hawaii would have taken care of us by now… Sadly, like any promises, something or someone must pass… It has been that way in our family on my maternal side…

    Perhaps, the boy and his wife would be there for us… The girl knows how to mange the family…

  • 20091227-Some Blessings

    Besides the rain for the plants and fluffy clouds of white every other day, we have received the following blessings:

    • slow recovery of good health and the return of Maw from the hospital;
    • common sense, faster activities, acknowledgment of failures, hugs of promises to cooperate better with each other; effort to overcome OCD and ADD to Paw;
    • unity of family with the twosome via Chinese food, Planet Earth CD, VERY thoughtful cards, bouquet of flowers, a bag of fresh baked breads with whole garlic, bags of tangerines, three mangoes;
    • 50 pound bag of Jasmine rice from Ben and “Minh” tonight;
    • `puto-boong-boong` from Fe last Thursday;
    • Andrea Bocelli CD from Edna last week;
    • friggin’ two-week temp assignment from hell up in Union City, CA;
    • a dolphin ball from a special friend and waves of love thereafter and
    • some Christmas gifts from my family to help pay down the bankster’s friggin’ CC debt (legal restitution still pending) unto moi.

  • 20091227-By Design

    While lurking online and reading articles from the RSS feed burners, I came across something profound:

    `Men aren’t designed to fight women`.

    Women are meant to:

    • cook healthy, organic and hearty meals;
    • clean up the mess leftover by kids and men;
    • clothe the family by shopping for bargains yet stylish wardrobes; and
    • counsel during times of distress.

    Men are meant:

    • stop fights between women;
    • hunt for food, which is currently find a job and stay on the payroll;
    • keep order among fighting children; and
    • make peace during times of distress.

    How hard is that?

  • 20091226-Crying Maw

    `My family that abandoned me came together this Christmas. This is the best gift I could ever ask for`.

    ~Maw (12/26/2009, tearful during prayer around 23:45pm and in pain on the right shoulder that night)

    `We are the most misunderstood family.`

    ~Maw (12/26/2009 to her visiting maternal relatives: two nieces and two nephews)

    `I don’t know why they hate us. I don’t know why Analyne and Angielyne don’t visit us.`

    ~Maw (12/26/2009 to her visiting maternal relatives: two nieces and two nephews)

  • 20091225-Noticing Numbers

    Long ago, the boy saw my files very briefly and the VERY large numbers therein. Those are legitimate and still pending after over nine slong years. If the boy does further research under the tags labeled `banksters` and `spooks`, he should know why I appreciate his heartfelt Christmas gift today.

    `I want to help my sister`.

    ~Old soul (12/25/09)

    That is why my blog entries will have included titles of: `Collections Calling`. Those are real and have been for the better part of this year due to being unemployed for 2.5 years and primarily because Pete and pals, along with Barry too, have unfinished business.

    I love him. He too is a Gemini.

  • 20091225-Today’s Cards

  • 20091225-Tummy Hurts!

    Around 22:10 or so, I heard Maw moaning sounds so loud that I sprinted from my dangerously loose flip-flopping slippers to her bedroom, turning on my lights and hers!!! The sounds were twice in a row and I’ve not heard those sounds before in my life. Her eyes were still close and didn’t hear any air escaping from her CPAP mask, which she wears at night to help her sleep.

    I grabbed one of DB’s Enhanced HHG from off her dresser, which near the wall facing the divorced nutter’s house and at the opposite end of Maw’s bed, and placed the orgone piece on the table that has the CPAP machine next to her right side. I also placed DC’s zapper on her bed to her left side.

    So now I have a tummy ache and probably from all that adrenaline rush and of course from over-eating this evening’s meal of leftover Chinese food from lunchtime at home with the five of us enjoying the day together.

  • 20091225-Tummy Hurts!

    Around 22:10 or so, I heard Maw moaning sounds so loud that I sprinted from my dangerously loose flip-flopping slippers to her bedroom, turning on my lights and hers!!! The sounds were twice in a row and I’ve not heard those sounds before in my life. Her eyes were still close and didn’t hear any air escaping from her CPAP mask, which she wears at night to help her sleep.

    I grabbed one of DB’s Enhanced HHG from off her dresser, which near the wall facing the divorced nutter’s house and at the opposite end of Maw’s bed, and placed the orgone piece on the table that has the CPAP machine next to her right side. I also placed DC’s zapper on her bed to her left side.

    So now I have a tummy ache and probably from all that adrenaline rush and of course from over-eating this evening’s meal of leftover Chinese food from lunchtime at home with the five of us enjoying the day together.