Describing my immediate surroundings towards the beginning and a twist to the tale or possible solutions to issues towards the end of some blogs and how they relate to my expectations of the world at large.
A few minutes ago we received a courtesy phone call from one of Maw’s doctor, who said she needed to take more Vitamin D. This means we are not eating right or getting enough sun.
The symptom she reported was that her thumb(s) would be drawing in together as if a mini-spasm. She would have to `pry` the `cocked` thumb joint out to remove the `spasm`.
Both Maw and I had that physical condition this Sunday on Mother’s Day. Mine happened on the left thumb.
At around 3:00pm, the skies started looking white washed. Earlier today, there were criss-crosses of chemtrails over the East Bay area. The streaks started spreading out. For whatever reason, the winds start blowing, bending trees. About two hours ago and while I was blowing dust, debris and eucalyptus leaves, twigs and branches, there were some blue skies among chemtrails.
This morning while eating breakfast, my mind wandered and came across a comparison between the boy and his paternal relatives – ALL of them! I noticed that they handle stress by being, well verbally abusive. I wonder if this condition has something to do with undiagnosed Tourette’s disease.
For example, when old granny is reported to not have many more months to live, the boy called up one day and proclaimed that he would visit her everyday. As per his wife, he has not done such as thing. As a matter of fact the paternal side tends to be verbally convincing, but their actions do NOT match what is really in their hearts. Does that make them bad? Maybe.
In another example, when Maldeath has been confronted with the truth as to why they dumped old granny in the nursing home, she falsely accused and blamed an elderly, disabled relative for her shortcomings. I would call that being verbally abusive. Does that make the nutball any better for passing out the Eucharist at St. Anne’s church?
But I noticed a common pattern. First, these two would go off the wall. But when the accused throws back their anxiety back into their faces in person or into their ear holes via phone, the message is being processed inside their thick skull. Second, they would come back to the object of their projection and ask for forgiveness. These people are forgiven.
The ones that fail redemption are the rest. Those include other paternal nutballs: cousin Shill, auntie Malouse, uncle Dead and the rest from Daly City, Hayward, Chicago, etc.
At 10:44am (per the car’s clock), I saw a red, mini-cooper pull into the gasoline station, which is selling gas for $3.33 (Octane rating 91). The CA license plate number of that car read 711.
My current `Blog stats` reads as: 46,711 total views.
Notice the double digits for the numbers one, three and four.
Last night, I got pissed again! I changed WordPress.com themes: `Dusk`, `The Journalist v1.9`, `Hemingway` and now:
DePo Masthead by Derek Powazek/Noel Jackson
A classy template that draws on classic magazine design design for a simple, bold style.
When viewing this particular theme with a screen resolution of 1280 by 1024 pixels, the weblog looks radical! For the `left footer`, I placed six `Image widgets`, all of which has a width of 150 pixels. For the `middle footer`, I placed the `Links widget` by itself. For the `right footer`, I placed the following widgets: one `Pages`, two `Text`, one `Akismet`, one `Blog stats` and one `Gravatar`.
PROs:
CONs:
Let’s see: There were not many noticeable numbers from today worth mentioning. Except, right now I’m visiting the Contact page of `Josh` and the stats on the bottom of that page read: 111. That’s a triple number of one’s!
Long ago over a cellphone conversation, I heard a contact asking me for:
`Help! Help!`
In my sternest voice never done before and out of friggin’ frustration, I replied:
`NO!`
I believe I’ve said that twice on different occasions. I was unemployed and going broke. I didn’t understand the purpose of why the contact, who was tested to have `special gifts`, continued to ask of me what I wanted so much to do but couldn’t!
Meh! After reading a recent blog entry via the RSS feed, I still don’t understand the meanings behind the concept of `heart centered`. What does one feel? How does one know? When can I tell if the lost soul needs help or not?
There are so many questions that cannot be answered no matter how much crap I read online. Seriously, folks. I feel like I’m wasting MY energy, time AND money to boot just worrying about nothing and trying to figure things out on my own! There are so many lies upon lies: I know everyday! Yes, they are LEGION.
I felt I could have continued on with the special project. Because the interesting part is supposed to happened. And I didn’t know when it would end! But so far nothing has yet materialized. For whatever reason, my nagging doubt (beyond reason) haunted me. I felt that I could not expect anything in return.
`But that’s your money!`
~Maw to me awhile back
Yes and no. It’s really your money, Maw and yours, too, Paw. For all the hard work and love you’ve showed to my brother and me, my hard work was meant to go away from me and come back to you, somehow and somewhere. It wasn’t mine. The intention was to help. I’ve failed you both.
Maybe I helped the wrong people (or the bad association as mentioned by another gifted person). Who knows if these same folds are part of LEGION? I’ll never know. Because it’s not my place to know but to observe, take notes and report back their deeds.
Anyway, help is everywhere. As emphasized in my brief conversations to my family, I kept telling them that God is everywhere. But I await to see if these lost souls truly understand that truth. They keep using the name of `God, Allah, Buddha or whatever` in vain.
Also, they continue to quote from the Bible, Koran, etc. Those old words are meaningless to me without action. Show me. Prove to me what you read manifests as reality. Then maybe I’ll remind you if you have strayed too far from me.
At 6:16pm, I just read my email and received a blessing.
At 12:49am (I think), I received a system jolt. This was after experiencing a tingling sensation deep inside and somewhere in my heart chakra area. My thoughts were racing again after viewing a nice photo. I was also thinking about the other photo from two weeks ago.
I told you I won’t forget. It’s up to faith and the horse’s mouth, who (in my feeling) has been reading my blog. This would explain such delays, snags or whatever God has allowed or prevented to manifest.
Maybe there is a glitch in the system. Maybe certain thugs did something behind the scenes. For whatever reason, our political affiliations were mysteriously ALTERED!
Yesterday, two people received their voting materials for the PRIMARY ELECTION JUNE 8, 2010:
Today, however, I only received:
This is the address where we made our changes in PERSON:
Registrar of Voters
1555 Berger Drive, Bldg. 2
San Jose, CA 95112
(408) 299-VOTE [8683] or
Toll Free (866) 430-VOTE [8683]
www.sccvote.org
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WTF is going on?
A few days ago, my mind created a scenario as to why U.S. wages war in Afghanistan. Well, on the northern borders, there is the big red dragon, CHINA! And CHINA has opium:
–noun
1.the dried, condensed juice of a poppy, Papaver somniferum, that has a narcotic, soporific, analgesic, and astringent effect and contains morphine, codeine, papaverine, and other alkaloids used in medicine in their isolated or derived forms: a narcotic substance, poisonous in large doses.
And it would be convenient to `smuggle` opium between these two bordering countries, right? Why? My mind `imagined` that opiates are produced to form morphine:
–noun Pharmacology.
a white, bitter, crystalline alkaloid, C17H19NO3⋅H2O, the most important narcotic and addictive principle of opium, obtained by extraction and crystallization and used chiefly in medicine as a pain reliever and sedative.
And morphine could be administered for those person who
(1) have incurable and irreversible condition that will result in his/her death withing a relatively short time,
(2) becomes unconscious and, to a reasonable degree of medical certainty, he/she will not regain consciousness, or
(3) the likely risks and burdens of treatment would outweigh the expected benefits.
And with the recent passage of Obama’s health care insurance reform bill into law, that would speed up the end-of-life decisions, which may as well fall into the hands of the State, instead of the health care providers and others involved in the care of the useless bottom feeders, who depend on the government.
Happy Heart
Artist: Andy Williams (peak Billboard position # 22 in 1969)
Music by Hans Last and Words by Jackie Rae
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There’s a certain sound always follows me around
When you’re close to me you will hear it
It’s the sound that lovers hear when they discover
There could be no other for their loveCHORUS
It’s my happy heart you hear
Singing loud and singing clear
And it’s all because you’re near me, my love
Take my happy heart away
Let me love you night and day
In your arms I wanna stay, oh my loveFeeling more and more like I’ve never felt before
You have changed my life so completely
Music fills my soul now, I’ve lost all control now
I’m not half, I’m whole now with your loveCHORUS
Repeat CHORUS with “La-la’s”
Repeat CHORUS with “La-la’s” and FADE
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I recall being happy – so happy that every time I played the old vinyl 33 record, I would reach up with my right hand and pull open the blinds to the window of our apartment dwelling in a naval housing community. Of course, the sun was shining then and it continues to shine now. And because I’m feeling happy I’m sharing the lyrics to that of my favorite childhood song – Happy Heart.
To view the video of this song on my YouTube.com account, click here.
Out of sheer friggin’ boredom, I’ve decided to tweak my paid CSS upgrade. And what did I do this time? I added `overflow:scroll` to both the `content element and the `sidebar element. I wanted a `book-like` view within any sized screen. But that was earlier this morning. Plus, it didn’t look good! I know: I tried in the past but to my dissatisfaction, of course.
After this morning’s activities of Maw’s appointment with the doctor and of grocery from the Commissary store in Moffett Field, CA and after this afternoon’s activities of driving Paw to the USPS to get his `forever stamps` at over $8.00 per booklet and to the local water store, I decided to work on my weblog.
This time I removed the offending `overflow:scroll` and decided to `expand` the width elements for higher screen resolutions. Here are a few CSS tips for the `Dusk` theme by Beccary:
Voila! Now, people viewing my precious weblog can use screen resolutions ranging from as small as 800 by 600 pixels to as large as 1280 by 1024 pixesl. God! I’m an idiot! Why didn’t I think of this before? Thank you for your patience.