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  • 20061022-Solomon’s Seal

    Image source: IMG_2411 Photo taken on 10/22/2006 12:22:24 AM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo showing one side of a necklace.

    This is a talisman that I purchased years ago. This has wax inside. The purpose is to seal the fate of money, which is an illusion backed by no value from this planet. The weakening dollar is one step. The next step is to share that which would provide both Justice and Balance.

    I do not wear this particular jewelry. This is currently hanging on my computer table. The spells behind is to be fulfilled for my simple world. The unknown is what to do next from the here and now.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20061022-High Priestess

    A tarot card showing The High Priestess.
    A tarot card showing The High Priestess.

    I came across this tarot card and the initials JB – Justice and Balance. I see that the left column with the letter ‘B’ is a darker shade than the right column with the letter ‘J.’ The High Priestess sits in the middle of these two columns, which looks like a gateway to me.

    She is garbed in blue and white clothing from head to toe. There is a cross-like symbol across her chest. She wears a circular shaped headdress that looks like a moon with two horns. There is yellow crescent shaped objected facing her from the right of her foot. The background images of green vegetation and fruits encircled in yellow looks like a design similar to Kabbalah.

    I chose Balance, the shade of black, as my right side with Justice, the shade of white, as my left side.  The ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida represents my pillar of love and light; while I hold the middle ground. Balance comes first then Justice. Those who enter discover the Truth. There is no turning back.

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  • 20061021-Similar Truths

    Okay. This blog is supposed to help me think and defragment my big brain, which is the fastest computer known to mankind. Yet, we supposedly use a very small iota to define our realities. How much truth is we to grasp based on our limited usage of our gifts to think well?

    I have learned that truths which are similar are at best believable due to the comfort levels provided based on my limited comprehension. I do not understand what hate and fear has anything to do with me arriving to the truth that co-incidences happen to me all the time.

    One ‘gifted’ individual does not believe in co-incidences. I believe in co-incidences partly due to my belief that I could manifest or create these realities with my much thought. I often believe that ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida is this little flying one. He serves as a reminder to open up my mind to the endless possibilities.

    One of my major obstacles was not saving him from death because I fear loosing the one I loved. But my impression from this hardest lesson of this current lifetime was always for the good because he said he loves me no matter what happens.

    Yeah, right. I still miss being in love with the unknown, which was represented by this ‘J@ck B!ll*’ of Florida persona. And this has been my truth. I believed the unknown offered what I sought – truth. And this involves some knowledge, which happens to overload my limited mind.

    Okay so. My truth is defined as a comfort zone created by my seeking that which is unknown. I continue to learn and find my answers from within as one of this repeated programming, which to my dismay continues to confound me. I keep laughing at myself as I seem to get closer to this unknown – truth.

    Damn! I’m babbling!

    P.S. I felt I would die without this unknown love. I took a photo of my pining self with my cellphone camera. I remember seeing my self looking sad and with lips of blue from not breathing enough air through congested created by tears clogging up the tear ducts. I knew that he won’t die because he is a spy but at least he said goodbye. 10-21-2006 11:08PM

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  • 20060926-Altered Cat

    Image source: Created on Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 9:48:02 PM by Brat.
    A photo showing a black and white cat with a funny face with a funny caption.

    Am I a cat of black and white?
    With eyes drawn round and wild with fright?

    Where are we going in this car?
    The back seat smells of smoking tar!

    Oh my god! I’m a cat! Meow!
    I am hungry. Please feed me now.

    Based on a photo sent via email by Brat on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 08:26:03 -0700 (PDT).

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  • 20060920-Big Wispy

    fluffy wuffy wispy clouds
    sniffle whipples for the crowds
    embrace us majestic shrouds

    I am humbled once again to share the beauty that is the form of wispy clouds. This picture was taken around 05:30PM after I arrived home from work. The direction was due west and from our backyard.

    I love taking pictures of clouds like these and on this grand scale I feel quite small. My mind creates pictures out of clouds. I saw one that looked heart shape and this picture may contain a face but I am not too sure.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20050609-Night Eyes

    Image source: Modified on Wednesday, February 15, 2006, 1.22.08AM via VGA1000 by Samsung®
    My photo taken with my camera phone of what seems to be two pair of eyes looking down from the upstairs window.

    Night eyes in the sky
    looked from our upstairs window
    as clouds passes by…

    Another attempt at senryu…

    Note: The attached photo was taken at night on 09-June-2005. I saw some clouds passing by though the upstairs window and decided to take a snapshot with my camera phone. As expressed in my previous blogs, I report whatever I believe is real to me. The photo has not been altered.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060910-Flowery Sunday

    Image source: IMG_2249 taken on 9/10/2006 11:03:56 AM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    My photo showing flowers displayed on tables at the West Gate Mall in Saratoga, CA.

    The current time is 02:22PM and I have finished reading more articles to make me think too much. I am also inclined to laugh at myself as I continue to struggle with understanding what people are telling each other.

    I awoke this morning around 08:44AM to the smell of fried food from downstairs and to the sound of ‘Kali-Maw’s knocking on the wall to announce breakfast is served. We had two toasts with butter and fried eggs. ‘Kali-Maw’ and I had our usual dose of coffee while ‘Shiva-Paw’ had his warmed milk.

    Cleaning up was the done after listening to ‘Kali-Maw’ converse about how people need to help those in need, especially those being harmed. I’ve learned that retired folks don’t have much pension because of other costs being tacked on to cover the increased benefits elsewhere.

    I took my much need shower with my new lavender scented suds to wash away my stink. Then all three of us headed out the door around 10:30AM to enjoy the Sunday. The day was indeed sunny with clear blue sky overhead.

    We decided to go get four different crinkly cotton fabrics for ‘Kali-Maw’s sewing project. I’ll be getting three pants to wear around the house and hers will be a blouse to match her pants. But we arrived too early at 10:45AM because the stores in the West Gate Mall in Saratoga, CA didn’t open until 11:00AM.

    While waiting for the stores to open, we did see lots of flowers that were on display at the mall floor. These have been judged and I took photographs of some flowers to add to my collection. The attached photo shows lots of balls shaped flowers. I love their shape and are quite round.

    Others are huge and monstrous and almost as tall as a small child. Some had petals that stuck out like a bad hair job. Several were fiery in red color or soft as pink. There were single shots and others presented in three or five arrangements.

    So after enjoying the flowers, we managed to get our sale items. But before we left the Hancock Fabrics store in Saratoga, CA, we complained to the cashier that this ‘cucaracha cutter’ was being snotty to us by claiming that ‘you don’t need education’.

    Note: People, if you hear this sort of crap from non-Americanized mentality, this shows that they themselves are smart, right? Too bad she showed her true color by knowing better than the three of us college-educated folks. Like I said, we too worked hard to get where we are today.

    We headed off to the Great Mall in Milpitas, CA; so ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I could walk up an appetite. We left ‘Kali-Maw’ at the fountain area. From 11:45AM to 12:30PM, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I talked little as we made a figure-eight path to cover the mall.

    We arrived to see ‘Kali-Maw’ has been talking to an Ethiopian woman of golden skin. ‘Kali-Maw’ has a friendly face that children love to smile up and her conversation with the African stranger was left interrupted as ‘Shiva-Paw’ headed off to the toilet; while I went to get more coffee to quench my thirst.

    The Starbucks place took too long to process: reloading my card for 5.00USD notes; ‘Kali-Maw’s Freshly Brewed coffee of 1.40USD notes and my C.L. Mocha espresso of 2.40USD notes. After waiting, my parents came over.

    So we decided to drink our coffee and have lunch at Popeye’s chicken place. We shared spicy fries and chicken parts of mild spice. My parents had mashed potato with Cajun gravy. The meal, for me, was salty.

    After that, we went home and I used the toilet quite well. That means I’m eating too much yet good enough so that the production doesn’t hurt either. (Sorry: I’m gross! ) Laundry is being done and I’ve little more to add to the blog.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060909-Saturday Clouds

    I bid you all greetings to another wonderful clear blue sky day. The current time is 1444 (Pacific Time). And I’ve done much today. The air is much warmer now that the sunrays could come through better.

    General Blog:
    At 08:00AM, I awoke and prepared breakfast for the three of us. ‘Shiva-Paw’ didn’t wake up until about a half hour later. We enjoyed eggs, toast and fried rice, which tasted surprisingly good considering I am not the cook of the household.

    At 10:30AM, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I went out. I left a voicemail message to ‘Squirrel-Ling’ at 10:25AM to at least call ‘Kali-Maw’, who is recovering slowly from her sickness. I have yet to find out his answer(s) as to why he has not responded to my message in a timely manner or done a good deed to fulfill my request as elder sister.

    My brain is currently drawing a blank and probably because of digesting the lunch meal of leftover bar-be-que chicken from 13:45 to 14:30. I’ve eaten a few melon (orange color) and two pears as dessert while actually sitting through a half hour of ‘Kali-Maw’s conversation about her family during her childhood.

    Earlier, ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I went to the local drug store to pick up the remaining items owed to us since they ‘ran’ out of the supply last week. I remembered to stock pile on the cheapest purple-colored shampoo and conditioner – both of lavender scent and to buy ‘Kali-Maw’s birthday car.

    ‘Shiva-Paw’ had to come back to find me since I wasn’t at the car. After my purchases, we headed home and through a road construction of new asphalt because I remembered I need to get my oil change. So I unloaded my shopping at home and proceeded to the oil station.

    I got the cheapest oil service at 36.99USD notes and had ‘Ryan’ add another 10.00USD note as an oil cleaning solution. So both ‘Shiva-Paw’ and daughter joked normally without the interruption of ‘Kali-Maw’s voice. I told ‘Shiva-Paw’ that ‘L’ means ‘lock’ and ‘U’ means ‘unlock’. He thought that these letters meant ‘lower’ and ‘up.’

    So while waiting with ‘Shiva-Paw’ for 25 minutes, we watched the food station. I wasn’t hungry but wanted to go home after listening to the lady talking about how she helped cooked meals with her granny and mom back home in the Philippines. I figured this was nice of her to share her stories.

    I expect to be more conversational with strangers if and when I ever get to retire early. So off we went to get ‘Kali-Maw’s replacement plastic spit container. She liked the stronger cover. We ordered two coconut juices for 4.00USD notes and noticed this was not what ‘Kali-Maw’ wanted.

    So I had to think fast and ordered a strawberry, flavored pearl drink with the proper container for 4.00USD notes. At least ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I got a drink with the third one for ‘Kali-Maw’. I consumed the liquid drink and left the starch balls for ‘Kali-Maw’ to eat after lunch.

    For whatever reason, ‘Kali-Maw’ misunderstood the prescription and wondered why she got less. So she called up the pharmacy and inquired, thus, sending both of us back out there to clarify the alleged mess up. The pharmacy claimed that the order is not the number of vials but the units measured of solution.  Whatever!

    Picture Blog:
    At 1300 (Pacific Time), I took more pictures of clouds streaking our blue skies. I saw one white plane in the distance laying their double white lines going towards a NWW direction. I concentrated on the object and the white line ‘hiccupped’ to form a long break in their streak.

    The attached picture to this blog is shown directly over my house. I would assume they know where I live, which is great. This shows that there is something going on with them and me. I could only forgive these hard working people for doing their jobs by laying the clouds over my house and the surrounding neighborhood.

    When ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I left for the local drug store around 1300, I noticed this white BMW making a U-turn and headed due east down my road. She was a brunette, white lady with very big, sunglasses. She followed me through the road construction.

    For whatever reason, she cut me off abruptly after I was braking too many time to shake her off. I honked my horn for a good two seconds and swerved fast towards the left lane and flicked her off with my right hand as she headed towards the 680 southbound exit.  Sorry, ‘Shiva-Paw’ for offending you!

    Then we arrived home safely at 1330PM and I immediately went out back to water the vegetable plants, ‘gopher’ grass, fruit trees, my CB and the birdbath. My SP is buzzing away the other remnants of unnaturally formed clouds at the same time. The blue sky remains. Yippiee!

    The gentle breeze is currently blowing and the time is 1519 (Pacific Time). Earlier, there was no wind, which made the air warmer. Now I could inhale the freshness of the remaining day knowing I’ve done my part on this planet.

    Have a great day Bay Area! And thanks for noticing!

    P.S. My brakes are still safe to run for another 15,000 miles.

     Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060826-Grassy Critter

    Image source: IMG_2212 taken on 8/26/2006 1:23:48 PM via Canon PowerShot A610 camera.
    An up close photo of a winged critter sitting on a blade of grass located in our backyard.

    Here is a picture of a nice winged critter with two big eyes and two antennas. It was fluttering among the grass of our backyard and I decided to share this piece of happiness with everyone. I did see a dragonfly hovering around after taking this snapshot.

    This picture was taken after I finished drying off the parakeets from their birdbath around 12:30PM and after hosing down my CB thirty minutes ago. We then had lunch of spaghetti with meatballs and garlic bread softly warmed from the oven.

    Flynn’s Blog:
    Brat called around 13:00PM and claimed he couldn’t make our lunchtime due to he was done with his outing wherever that was. I knew he wouldn’t come when I invited him two days ago, Thursday 08-24-2006. But the thought of having a meal here would have been nice.

    So we won’t be coming home to eat dinner tonight or wait for the twosome to arrive to eat our already cold leftover of spaghetti. I wish not to take anything personal. But since they have a different schedule, I would not want to waste my time expecting them over anymore.

    Maw and I as usual made noise about why some people do not learn to be nice. If indeed people wanted to visit us that would be nice. But for heaven sakes, the boy should be gung-ho about seeing his family since we do not see each other that often after four months of him moving out.

    In light of my weird experiences with certain people close to ‘heart’ or strange to me, I have succeeded to drag myself out of bed in time to make breakfast for Maw and me. We had coffee freshly brewed, two toasts for her and a bowl of oatmeal for me.

    Later I helped prepare breakfast for Paw around 09:00AM. He had his usual two toasts, warmed milk and apple. After that activity was done, I decided to wash my car. And I proceeded to put my ugly clothes on and sneakers to keep me from slipping.

    So that car washing activity was done in about one hour. I washed and dried the exterior and vacuumed the interior. I had to use the orange extension cord for the vacuum to reach all the way into the driveway, which is slightly angled downwards towards the small street.

    The next step was to put air into my four tire. All three were around 30 PSI. However, the front left tire had on 20 PSI. This third gauge confirmed to me that I needed to get my tires repaired.

    I washed the electrically powered garage door with the remaining suds of car wash. The washing itself didn’t make the garage door any cleaner. The grim was removed nicely and I forgot to dry it and the drippings went on top of the two parked cars inside. Great!

    After Paw finished his breakfast, he helped me clean up my mess while I put away the vacuum and air compressor. I invited him to accompany me to the local tire company where I purchased my wheels and tires.

    So I called the place to make sure they were open and that the tire repair was free, which was great because I am still broke as heck thanks to some people I met. So anyway, I took my shower quickly and met Paw downstairs who was already waiting for me.

    We arrived at the place around 10:30AM and had to wait around 45 minutes by Angel, whom I spoke on the phone at 10:00AM earlier. Since there was no room to sit around idly doing nothing, we waited outside for 15 minutes more.

    Paw decided we should walk around and that is what we did together. I was concerned for his head knowing he does not wear baseball caps to protect whatever hair he had left in his old age. But he didn’t mind and off we went along one side of the street.

    We went in and out the parking lots because there was not sidewalk. We covered 15 minutes one way, 15 minutes back, and another 15 minutes around the Fry’s Electronics parking lot. We saw they pulled my car in at 30 minutes.

    Paw immediately used the toilet there as I waited with my tight sneakers off. I aired my stinky feet nicely and both of us waited quietly with other customers for another thirty minutes. Then I did my job and thought good things.

    I noticed one customer waiting in line started scratching his left eye and the bigger clerk wasn’t smiling too much either. Most were Asian and I felt comfortable today and in the relative comfort my neighborhood.

    So I’ve posted two more blogs with pictures to describe each event and I await to get ready to attend tonight’s evening mass. Once again, we will disappear from the house to avoid the boy who may not come to dinner on his own time.

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    Saturday August 26, 2006 – 02:57pm (PDT) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments

  • 20060826-CB Installed

    My photo of a CB (or cloudbuster) in the background, blue feathers in the foreground and walnuts left over by squirrels in between the CB and feathers. It is a creation by J—/Sensei.

    Here is a somewhat up close picture showing unknown feathers of blue color in the foreground, a couple of empty walnut shells undoubtedly left by my squirrel friends in the middle ground and the CB created by J—/Sensei in the background.

    I was in the middle of giving our remaining but smelly six parakeets a nice birdbath when I saw how the plants needed some watering. So I left the birds slightly wet under the warmth of the high noontime sun on a fine Saturday afternoon.

    There were ‘Kali-Maw’s eggplants, tomatoes, chayote vines and some other trees growing outside our backyard. As usual, I would flush out the birdbath with fresh water and hosed down my CB to freshen its purpose with my intent, whatever that may be to me of course.

    There upon the ground near my CB were these feathers. I do not know the kind but assumed they were from either the four pigeons I saw earlier this morning roosting briefly on the antenna of the next door neighbor.

    So I took my snapshot as novice photographer and wanted to share how wonderful my feathered gifts looked with my healing device nearby. I hope everyone takes a moment in their current lifetime to try sharing what happiness means to each person.

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060806-Pigeons Watching

    My pigeon friends have been watching from their roost on this antenna, which is located on the roof of the next door neighbor. There were six pigeons which sat and watched the whole day from above their perches last Saturday, 08-05-2006.

    This particular picture shows four pigeons. This was taken on Sunday, 08-06-2006. I filled the birdbath in our backyard in hopes of seeing them land to take their shower. I gave the remaining six parakeets a shower.

    The whole weekend was clear blue skies with cool summer breeze, which makes me feel fine.

    I continue to pine for my beloved… darn!

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

  • 20060803-Broken Dreams

    Lyrics to: “Boulevard Of Broken Dreams” by Green Day
    Album: “American Idiot” (2004).

    I walk a lonely road
    The only one that I have ever known
    Don’t know where it goes
    But it’s home to me and I walk alone

    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    and I’m the only one and I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk a…

    My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    ‘Til then I walk alone

    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

    I’m walking down the line
    That divides me somewhere in my mind
    On the border line
    Of the edge and where I walk alone

    Read between the lines
    What’s ‘plucked’ up and everything’s alright
    Check my vital signs
    To know I’m still alive and I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk a…

    My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    ‘Til then I walk alone

    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
    Ah-ah, Ah-ah

    I walk alone
    I walk a…

    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    And I’m the only one and I walk a…

    My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    ‘Til then I walk alone…

    Below is a video I downloaded from somewhere on Thursday, August 03, 2006, 9:35:08 PM.

    Author’s note: I walked alone at Paramount’s Great America Theme Park (Santa Clara, CA). This reflects my current path and may well be for the rest of my life, if this is the case…

    Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.