Flynn's Paws: My Thoughts, My Gripes

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Describing my immediate surroundings towards the beginning and a twist to the tale or possible solutions to issues towards the end of some blogs and how they relate to my expectations of the world at large.

  • 20100421-One Over

    In this incarnated lifetime, I chose compassion over wisdom. The OVER abundance in compassion didn’t do me much good except realize that wisdom told me to STOP! But I couldn’t STOP and didn’t because I had the means and the way.

    If asked why I did it, I would answer plainly: I pitied them! The overall response to my `thoughtful` actions is of an OVERWHELMING  gratitude and thanks. Essentially, I was helping myself. I was securing my future. I wanted what I couldn’t have – a friend, namely the peace of mind.

    Now, I hated them all! I hated them for fooling me. I hated them for making me cry. I hated them unto death. But I still waited and prayed for positive outcomes.

    What would you have done for me in this final hour of need? Perhaps, nothing. Perhaps, something. You know my thoughts. Get to work is the answer, of course.

  • 20100421-Clearing Debt

    I am STILL reading this article and it’s heavy stuff. But the contents ring true to me. Again, I do NOT remember my past incarnations. And I do NOT understand why this particular juncture in time allows me to experience financial distress.

    Realistically, I do NOT like the feeling of being in debt to anyone. As a matter of fact, I want to FIX IT, NOW (as per Oscar Rogers, financial consultant for 16 years via SNL)! But I do NOT know how!

    I have seen and read the many tools made available for me, but I don’t know which ones to use. Two images came to my mind a few seconds ago: Should use the hammer to nail into wood or a shovel to dug into dirt?

    One is based on my religious upbringing of a crucifix and the other one is digging my grave or a hole analogous to my financial distress.

    If polarity in this dimension holds out, it’s stalemate. As above, as below. I don’t get it really. I’d hate to become more confused at this point. I would prefer the free will to make peace. But if it means I must fight back, so be it.

    Dammit!

  • 20100421-Working Lots

    Working out is good for the body. The mind is refreshed and the brain is oxygenated. Working off a karmic debt is hard too. Working is also a contracted, whether good or bad.

    Have you noticed how the public officials are playing the `bad guys` recently in the media? Maybe they were supposed to play the part for reasons I am not too sure. Have you wondered what the end of the play would turn out? That depends what you want from these `actors`. Do you want them to play their roles as `bad guys` forever? Or do you want to set them free?

    Think well. As spectators, I’m sure a happy ending is called for. Don’t you think the time has come to end one chapter and start a new one?

    I believe this is the mystery of `death` and the imagery of a `Christ’s crucifixion` has gotten me to wonder it’s true meanings. Now after STILL reading a long-head article from an `illumniated one`, everything seems to ring true to me.

    How long would you like to be in the `ringer`? To be washed over and over another in as many `cycles`? Surely, the washing cycle must come to and end. And like any story, the clothes must be `put out to dry` under the sun for a fresher scent or in the dryer for softer results.

    It’s your choice folks. Exercise your free will. Pick a side. It doesn’t matter.

  • 20100421-Logo Lots

    I’m still reading about `God` or really `ET`, an infinite creator. One day, last week or so, my mind was creating again. It `thought` about itself and repeated over and over again:

    `I see myself as you. I see myself in you. I see myself through you. I am always with you`.

    And each time I could conjure up images representing familiar objects in third-dimensional forms, from people, animals, plants, etc.

    The mantra only took a few seconds. The images were quick and mostly `in the dark` of my mind.

    Then in an instance I saw a construct of what appeared to be a `Christ` walking in from my left field of vision and not even one-quarter of the way did I see the golden, yet hair-like outlines of the upper portion of this entity from my mind. I could image seeing that devil’s beard as depicted from artistic interpretations of the `Sacred Heart of Christ.` Meh.

  • 20100421-Creepy Movie

    Finally, the friggin’ televised programmings worked after a few days of boredom at the hospital! For the first time and since we are not movie enthusiasts, Paw and I tried to watch `Angels and Demons` with Tom Hanks starring.

    It was mostly talking and some action with lots of references to deaths. I couldn’t follow the show with the twosome talking over the soft volume. I held the speaker next to my ears. Darin had walked into the middle of the show. He looked very doughy and gay. Yuch.

    Anyway, I understood most of the clap trap about Illuminati, secret society, Vatican corporation, assassination, power, greed, revenge, the five elements, etc. etc. etc via History Channel.

    The ending was strange – the would-be hero turned out to be a fraud. He committed suicide by burning himself to death. That sounds familiar – a karma.

    Then I am reading about Illuminati and came across this truthful stuff:

    Dialogue with “Hidden Hand”, Self-Proclaimed Illuminati Insider
    by Wes Penre, Illuminati News, Dec 27, 2008

    `The bloodline “Hidden Hand” is supposedly belonging to is way more advanced and higher rank. `

    Somehow and without a personal doubt, `God` is ET, who opposes deception. So the FEDs should be aware of this bit of information. Thank you.

  • 20100421-Weathery Ways

    The rain storm poured strongly! Paw and I had arrived at the parking lot to the hospital past 11:30pm. I had to drop him off so the clothes that Maw hoped to wear and go home in won’t get wet. Then I got out and got wet instead.

    That rain storm came and went. The clouds were still gray cloudy and then some white clouds covered the skies of some blue patches. Then after 05:00pm or so we wanted to load (into the trunk) the flower vase from Seniora Kathryn S. (an Italiano) from two days ago.

    We got wet again and I gripped Paw’s neck with my left fingers, digging into his flesh and causing him to laugh. The point was to keep him under the umbrella at all times so that I he won’t get sick and I won’t end up taking care of TWO sick people!

    Then en route towards home on south bound HWY 101, I was thinking too much about a `friend`. Lo and behold, that setting sun shimmered brightly as a golden orange ball of light. The rear view mirror of the Mercedes Benz E-430 automatically adjusts, dimming the brightness and makes the viewing easier on my eyes.

    At around 07:40am, the blessed sight continued from behind the clouds of yellow from its brightness (like yesterday evening). Only the lower-most portion of the sun was hidden by these clouds.

  • 20100421-Noticing Numbers

    Yesterday, the boy called my cellphone at 08:33pm. But I couldn’t answer because it’s illegal to talk on the cellphone while driving. We had exited from HWY 101 into Brokaw Rd. He then texted messaged me that he/she/it/they wanted to drop off something. I returned the calls and left messages via his cellphone and her land line.

    Today, the boy called our land line at 10:11am. He arrived at the hospital to be with his Maw for two hours. We didn’t get a chance to feed him at the Cafeteria downstairs because the crowd was TOO much between the hours of 12:00pm to 01:30pm.

    At 13:44pm, the test for an emergency had ended since 13:40pm. Paw and I were ordering our Entree meals at the Cafeteria at `Ground Level` when we heard the siren sounding off and the LED blue lights flashing on and off.

    After we had talked with Gloria S. (the payroll clerk of the place) and finished our meals, we walked Maw to the `Family Room` upstairs. We saw two EMT fire trucks from Mountain View. I took one photo of each truck and Maw’s left profile. Then we watched only five minutes of a Korean soap opera with English subtitles.

    En route to get some `tokens of appreciation` in the form of `puto` snacks for the nurses, we were following a small white car with the CA license plate ending in 933.

    At 09:22pm tonight, I was refreshing all my feeds and found the WM was `Updated 33 minutes ago`. Immediately after thinking about a pal (as usual and many times throughout the friggin’ past many SLONG days), I saw another feed about a gun shots at the crash site of the Polish president.

    There were many more double digit numbers — too numerous to remember, care or blog about.

  • 20100421-Trying Header

    I’ve been trying WordPress.com themes and decided to go back to the `Pool`. I’ve uploaded another image for my header. It’s a lighter blue with dandelion-like flowers of concentric circles. It is a Microsoft Office clipart.

    Blue Dandelions
    Blue Dandelions

  • 20100419-Practice Perfect

    You know the saying:

    `Practice makes perfect`.

    After a brief chat with both the girl and the boy, the girl will continue to IMPOSE her culture to strangers, not realizing that she is pissing off the VERY generous family of the boy, who is already having a hard time explaining SEVERAL TIMES to the stubborn one to CHANGE her mind-set!

    The boy doesn’t get it: divorce her now before it’s too late. The UNHEALTHY conditions of their relationship from the beginning will be a long-term thorn and an early grave for the boy, obviously.

    The heart of his mother knows! Oh, why does the mother grieve at her suffering son, who is being crucified for being OUTSPOKEN? The mother is dying slowly, knowing that all is not well with her baby boy!

    Take the following Biblical passage. It is a clear clue as to why marriage is only an illusion and frankly marriage is merely practice for when the twin souls unite someday.

    1 Corinthians 7

    Marriage

    1Now for the matters you wrote about: It is good for a man not to marry.[a]Footnotes:

    1 Corinthians 7:1 Or “It is good for a man not to have sexual relations with a woman.”

    The boy still doesn’t get it. If he cannot get through to her, it’s hopeless! If he only listened to the wise elders, he wouldn’t be in such a pickle at this point in time. He did injustice to the girl by not being honest with her to seek a suitor that will understand HER culture, HER tradition and at the same time not hurt HER lifestyle.

    `I made a vow to God!`

    Whatever! Your cousin Jojo divorced and is still dating. Your cousin Jorel divorced his multiple wives and made lots of kids.

    Think well, lad, before the children you hope to father entrap your lifestyle of bicycling and kayaking. Your passions in life will be replaced with changing diapers and you will never hear the end of a hormonally imbalancedwife, who will nag day and night and rag on you for the rest of your life.

    If you think it’s bad now, just wait. You will find out what’s it like having children, who may one day rebel and in turn break your heart!

    It is truly karma! But why wait? Bruhaha!

  • 20100421-Strong Storm

    After finishing the vacuuming upstairs and moving furniture around with the computer workstation being the bane of the room’s appearance, I could hear the sound of STRONG storm! The air is the smell of rain. The computer fan drowns out the rainy sound. I could see little but lots of stree lights.

  • 20100420-Trying Theme

    Eh! I’m trying another theme here at WordPress.com:

    Under the Influence by Spaceperson

    Minimalist theme with admin panel for custom colors, two- or three-column-layout and various other options. Comes with optional German translation.

    PROs:

    • Lots of settings!

    CONs:

    • I still prefer the time/date stamp to appear for each post entries of the `front page`.

  • 20100420-Weathery Ways

    I awoke to the sight of rain upon wet streets through my bedroom window. Then at around 10:00am or so the storm started. I believe today’s `wetness` may have been last evening’s placement of a TB by DB (it rhymes!) inside the toilet upstairs!

    Of course I had to scrub the inside from some sort of powdery, brown residue and then the oily black `soot` of the two screws. And after peeing into ye old royal throne and flushing the almighty container of water, the first series of orgone-charged water went down the pipes and into the Bay.

    Yesterday was too cold to go walking in the nearby park. But today was wonderfully cool! The air was freshly washed by this morning’s rain and the skies were filled with fluffy, puffy clouds of white. Patches of blue skies were everywhere, too!

    Then the evening air was freezing cold prior to eating dinner in the `Cafeteria`. En route home bound at around 07:30pm, the skies were filled with purple cloud rains. The cast of the setting sun highlighted Mt. Hamilton. I could see the bumps of the hills.

    As we drove northbound on HWY 101, the sunshine was VERY golden behind some fluffy, puffy clouds of white in the distance as seen through the rear view mirror of the Mercedes Benz E-430. Ahead, I saw more purple clouds.

    But more noticeably, there were columns of fluffy, puffy clouds of pink! Mt. Hamilton sported a weak rainbow and the hills appeared covered with brown dustiness of rainfall.