I love being served for dinner. Every night after a hard day’s work, the three of us would sit down to the meals cooked by Maw. Some days Paw would prefer food already cooked by others. But Maw’s food is from her heart. Her food feeds her family with love. No wonder we are fat!
Tonight is no exception. At 7:53am the doorbell rang. It was an old guy with gray hair. He wore dark blue-gray jacket. He had some papers. He tore one page from the stapled stack, handed me the stack and left silently into the night without incident. I was left with my mind saying: “Screw you”. He just did his job for and behalf of TPTB and pals by “screwing me”.
So with that said: “I hate you all”. What has taken over ten slong years, goes down like that in similar fashion – divorce court, where one side is wronged because of their English words; while the other side feels nothing was done wrong except try to help people.
This latest wake-up call provided me a glimpse of their usual tears-for-fears tactics (albeit food-for-oil deals) for hapless poor and destitute folks, like moi. TPTB are just waiting to see what shakes out – to get even or to lay low. Well, I believe I’ve been lying down on my back for too slong – don’t you think Pete?
It’s the vicious cycle of life and debt. The Oroubous won’t stop eating its own tail:- What goes around, comes around! Somehow, I feel the buck as to stop here with moi. Like others per their online complaints, these “mules” have taken up their monetary crosses by these double-crossers, who are behind their government cross-hairs.
Oh, but these snakes are well prepared to cover their bases. They don’t care because they are heartless, demon-seeds. Oh, I should be more sensitive to these “gifted” liars, who continue their delay or snag tactic, and not label them in such evil ways as their “axis” spins like a merry-go-round. The Oroubous, remember?
The ones that don’t care, just really do NOT care to loose what isn’t theirs to keep.They are truly blessed. I too am truly blessed for servicing in many ways – the love and comfort of family and the beautiful weather and the health of body and mind.
But I’ll admit. I am selfish. I don’t know how to give from the heart. Money speaks easier and that’s my greatest fear — to loose everything I believe in and worked hard for and most importantly — the fear of loosing those I love, who go without the essentials in life, such as food, clothing and shelter.
Do you understand where I’m going with this one, Pete? And who are those guys you mentioned in the past? Are they here in America? You know what I mean! Come on!
Anyway, and this is what I get in return – being served by their own kinds – what I truly deserve for being a “good Samaritan”. Tonight made me quite fearful and humored that TPTB would dare do that to people like moi. Why don’t you, TPTB and pals, just shut-down the whole system and start over?
Each of us is worth more than what is printed on pieces of paper. For us slaves, we are just not playing anymore. You can keep your fame and fortune. I prefer to remain anonymous – an Asian with Oreo sentiments.
You had played by their laws, rules and regulations for too long. But you failed to keep your words – promises and guarantees – which in turn hopefully won’t betray my promises to a fine lad.
Damn! Besides his good heart, he is good looking, too! If he’s the One you have set me up with, that’s cool! But for how long must I wait before the ball-and-chains tied around my ankles and theirs end up drowning all of us – your “relative” kind? You and they possess “special gifts”, remember?
This temp job from hell is but a small life preserver for my family and me. And I thank you. But alas, the stock sank today and that’s not good news in the least bit for us INVESTORS!
That’s right! If George Soros (another fall guy) got your kinds around the neck worldwide, will you have sold yourselves out for the greater good? Gosh, that sounded Communist!
So I’ll leave that “food for thought” with you and whatever is left of your moral compass. Hope you have a good night’s sleep.