Tag: dear diary

20230507-1625. So I’m reading the latest feed on Telegram and I’m giving “thumbs up” to certain users; since their weird topics resonate unto “moi”. I do NOT know most of these users; since I’ve set all preferences to “Nobody”, meaning I’m just a reader or listener or follower or subscriber and NOT an active player or well-paid operative, spooky spook, agent, propagandist, or whatever is the correct word.

I’m also listening to my favorite Apple Music, such as Mellow Rock Station or Sleep or Meditative or Pure Calm. I just need something to drown out intrusive thoughts or telepathic or telekinesis or trespassers against us. In this way, I could reasonably enjoy blogging, browsing, reading, listening, liking, and other normalcy of life, like breathing fresh air, drinking clean water, and being around positive souls who “get it”.

End of blogging.

20230507-1256. Welp, they’re nothing to add. I’ve reached my maximum potential as a blogger. I keep browsing my favorite conspiracy sites, bloggers who whine and giggle, and other doom and gloom, fear monger, scare tactic and overall bad news online.

So far I’ve gained and learned nothing except hate this world and curse strangers. I think the curses are working if justified, ordained, appointed, approved, allowed, or whatever word is correct. I’ve had it with online activities and really would like to quit altogether just like MM last year.

But just like what our favorite and probably handsome podcaster mentioned, I stay online and read stuff and listen because: “I’m bored”. He also mentioned stuff that would be similar to our favorite daily messenger, such as “I’m keeping this bitch” and “There’s no need give over $900 dollars but be there anyways” or “We really can’t save flat-earthers”.

So the other day I wanted to update my Telegram bio as: “Yaya!” This was an email reply from our favorite daily messenger AND at the VERY same time the Live Stream from the dark side of the planet by our favorite podcaster had started! Now that’s co-incidence.

So yesterday I updated my Telegram bio from “Blogging since 2006” to “Chatting since 1998”. I wanted to show him and others that I-AM no spring-chicken and that I-AM an old fart! My very first chatting session was by a younger lad. Yup: anything goes I guess. Eww.

Yeah, so that’s why I reclaimed my OLD domain names, refunded several WordPress Upgrade plans, tried self-hosting my four sites again, and will try blogging from here and see if it’s worth keeping. Once again the reason is that I did NOT want to pay for too much when my sites are really personal blogs and I did NOT need any business/commerce stuff.

So that’s it: this is my ongoing hobby as a blogger. I only made noise online by borrowing/stealing online material probably from well-paid spooky spooks or agents or operatives or experts or professionals or unionized-members of the same lot of propagandist devils. So I-AM wondering if I-AM on a “red list” for being gullible like a follower or subscriber of nonsense, when I really should be focusing on normalcy.

End of blogging.

20230506-1333. I’m winding down after watching for four freaking hours the coronation of Charles the Third. Both King and Queen looked sleepy and unsure while being surrounded by many admirers. I prayed to bind PURE EVIL during the coronations and throughout the event. I felt positive vibes and enjoyed the choir and black folks performing, especially the first ever Gospel (Go-Spell) music , too!

Anyways, I awoke well past noontime today and while I couldn’t wait for my screenshots to finish syncing in the clouds, I slept soundly. I did NOT know my dad snuck into the master bathroom with his yellow plastic circular container on my bathroom sink. I would soak his Hanes medium-sized underwear instead of mixing with the rest of his laundry.

I have to prepare lunch as we have been eating as scheduled on two o’clock. Our lunch is comprised of rices, meats, and fresh salad with toppings or sweetened/chopped nuts, cranberries, beets, olives, artichokes, and croutons.

Instead of listening to his televised Live MSNBC, we are now listening to my favorite podcaster on Telegram, where I purchased a one-year subscription, complete with phone number verification but NO name necessary.

Also, I am trying to stop using and have been deactivating three of my accounts on Twitter, now called X Corporation, which sounds like Hexed Corpse, meaning we should try to switch away from Twitter (bird) to Bluesky (heavens), for example.

I have more to share but I’m trying to use this self-hosted blogging platform, which has stabilized now that there are STABLE default themes! I’m using the recent Twenty Twenty-Three theme and have set my front-home page to the Blog (alternative).

I toggled/turned-off the Comments and deleted the Comments block from any of the Template parts. I don’t want any bots, trolls, or spams to infest and infiltrate my boring blog site. I don’t want to be responsible for Privacy Policy issues. I just want to blog by ranting or borrowing/stealing contents online from/by mostly spooky spooks or well-paid agents or operatives of propaganda.

That’s all for now. End of ranting.

20230506-1354. I like to keep this self-hosted site running for my four personalized domain names: Three are static websites for my KJV audio book, my short bio, and my New Aged stuff; while one is NOT static and for blogging.

I kept buying and refunding the WordPress.com Upgrade plans because I don’t want to pay for FOUR separate sites and because the free plan has advertisements which were annoying me! So I’ve opted to go back to my host site.

The WordPress 6.2 version is STABLE enough where I could simply setup the site to its basic forms and start blogging. The Gutenberg blocks are stable. The default themes are stable. The “free” Jetpack tools, boost, protect, and backup are stable and offer those nifty daily Writing Prompts where I could answer via the Jetpack app for iOS! I now to switch this feature on or off on any of my self-hosted and free WordPress sites.

End of blogging.

Well I’m trying to retire to bed as my eyelids feel like closing.

Today’s software updates supplement worked! I can use my scanner and printer on my faster primary laptop computer over the freakishly slower one on which I tried unsuccessfully viewing videos while multitasking on the two other computer monitors.

Anyway my tummy still hurts and I’m throwing up in reverse. The score is: probiotics win, Flynn loses! This is a great way to go on diet. I’m about to keep my weight down and at the same time have less energy available because the foodstuff won’t stay inside my system.

Yeah so a spooky whitish beaten down old van is still parked across from our side street. And my daddy knows best that it’s none of my business. But Das Squirrel said you should report them.

I noticed the fools have already stalked their whereabouts with my photos which I probably could share in this blog as proof for the city. The conniving fools pretend that their vehicle is busted by showing the front hood propped open. But I’ve taken photos of how they “moved” their vehicles forward.

I saw they motorcycle park on the west side of Flickinger Park after I felt that I b has to make a U-turn where I saw the motorcycle rapper turn into a side westbound and then northbound on the street between the houses and the park.

I had to make a U-turn because the spook exited from the sidewalk in front of the old whitish van and trailed us. He weaved on MY road prior to trailing us and the broke off to weave playfully on MY street.

Crazy city fucks don’t care about my reports. So maybe paying taxes isn’t worth putting up with these conniving goons. Trust me. They all connive.

Just saying. Hiss.

Well I’m trying to retire to bed as my eyelids feel like closing.

Today’s software updates supplement worked! I can use my scanner and printer on my faster primary laptop computer over the freakishly slower one on which I tried unsuccessfully viewing videos while multitasking on the two other computer monitors.

Anyway my tummy still hurts and I’m throwing up in reverse. The score is: probiotics win, Flynn loses! This is a great way to go on diet. I’m about to keep my weight down and at the same time have less energy available because the foodstuff won’t stay inside my system.

Yeah so a spooky whitish beaten down old van is still parked across from our side street. And my daddy knows best that it’s none of my business. But Das Squirrel said you should report them.

I noticed the fools have already stalked their whereabouts with my photos which I probably could share in this blog as proof for the city. The conniving fools pretend that their vehicle is busted by showing the front hood propped open. But I’ve taken photos of how they “moved” their vehicles forward.

I saw they motorcycle park on the west side of Flickinger Park after I felt that I b has to make a U-turn where I saw the motorcycle rapper turn into a side westbound and then northbound on the street between the houses and the park.

I had to make a U-turn because the spook exited from the sidewalk in front of the old whitish van and trailed us. He weaved on MY road prior to trailing us and the broke off to weave playfully on MY street.

Crazy city fucks don’t care about my reports. So maybe paying taxes isn’t worth putting up with these conniving goons. Trust me. They all connive.

Just saying. Hiss.

Well I’ve retired to bed. What used to take me less than one minute to scan, rename, and archived has taken me ten minutes to complete!

The recent OS software updates knocked out my printer and scanner! So I had to use my backup laptop which uses a different OS. So to the smart one, I hope you didn’t throw away your old stuff as a backup. Just saying.

In any event, the backup laptop is freakishly slow! The drivers and utilities for the scanner took a freakishly long time to download! Then the installation of the apps took yet another freakishly long time too!

I made the mistake of combining two horizontal images together and as result I had a difficult time rotating and cropping!

Until the manufactures provide the software updates to my printer and scanner, this is the method I use to print and scan.

By using the cloud, I had to save the scanned stuff in one folder, move the group into another folder, combine the scanned items, and then edit, rename, and file away or archive my stuff on the faster main computer!

I noticed too the laptop computer overheated and the WiFi signals are weak and sometimes disconnect. I’m amazed why the fools don’t test out their stuff before going live!

I expect another software update to fix the mess, pronto!

Hiss

Well, I scanner and printer don’t work and so I have to reinstall the Operating System.

While waiting I’ll blog enjoy stuff using the Block editor feature. With the recent software updates, I’m able to swipe the keyboard and blog faster from my smartphone.

It’s almost as if I don’t need a regular personal computer to be productive. But for larger projects, a regular computer is necessary.

I like this Block editor feature. Upon pressing the Return or Enter key, the next Block is created and I can see the cursor prompting the blogger to Start writing…

First politics. I like politics. I like the theatrics and the talented yet bad actors who represent its citizens.

I don’t know why an impeachment is necessary, although my imagination as expressed to my daddy earlier today pointed out to the possibility of creating a distraction in light of tensions with Russia, China, Korea, and the Middle East.

I family member tried to explain how popular votes and electoral votes are balanced out due to a true democracy could never achieved as demonstrated back in Ancient Greece. I failed to understand this bit of education.

In my great imagination, I also mentioned to my daddy about how the smart community is manufactured to appear inept to the general public and world at large, but in fact are still in active surveillance at all times by sharing data among each other here and abroad in the capacity of doing international business as usual.

Second, my life is good. My lifestyle is celibate as would be a nun. And I’m prayerful for whatever is God’s will, because Father Knows Best!

Third I have no friends and no headache from extra responsibilities, except the usual familiar noise of love ones annoying each other.

Fourth I’ve gotten tummy aches and the runs for the past two weeks. I don’t know what happened. I probably have been taking too much probiotics supplements for bloated gaseous guts, eating too little for loosing weight, taking honey in hot water and coffee, ate the second piece of birthday cake of Herr Maestro, or couldn’t adjust to the colder temperature without sufficient clouting. (I noticed my tummy would ache after eating birthday cakes.)

Fifth the donations of old and unwanted stuff is completed with smaller items and larger items, such as furnishings, still pending.

Sixth singing is going well. I keep forgetting to relax my vocal cords and to sing naturally – upward and outward. I still have heightened anxiety when performing in public. I know my hands still shake asks my heart rate goes above 100bpm.

Seventh my weight is going down, thanks to the nutritional system of controlled packaged foodstuff. As a result my edema off the lower extremities is gone and so is my tearing right eyeball. I think a few millimeters of fat pressed against my tear ducts area, cause the clog and tears. I feel better and less stressed. And I’m able to do a little bit of exercise.

Eighth regarding whistle blowing. Pieces of paper won’t help serve fairness or justice. This much I definitely know. Hearsay can be denied. This much I definitely know. That’s why it’s NOT that happens unto moi, but what will happen to y’all for taking advantage of the situations, knowing full well the burden and price. God knows stuff too.

Ninth I’m bitter, vindictive, bored, and ungrateful. Yet I wonder if I should laugh. Never mind. It’s getting late. Good night.

Hiss.

Well, I scanner and printer don’t work and so I have to reinstall the Operating System.

While waiting I’ll blog enjoy stuff using the Block editor feature. With the recent software updates, I’m able to swipe the keyboard and blog faster from my smartphone.

It’s almost as if I don’t need a regular personal computer to be productive. But for larger projects, a regular computer is necessary.

I like this Block editor feature. Upon pressing the Return or Enter key, the next Block is created and I can see the cursor prompting the blogger to Start writing…

First politics. I like politics. I like the theatrics and the talented yet bad actors who represent its citizens.

I don’t know why an impeachment is necessary, although my imagination as expressed to my daddy earlier today pointed out to the possibility of creating a distraction in light of tensions with Russia, China, Korea, and the Middle East.

I family member tried to explain how popular votes and electoral votes are balanced out due to a true democracy could never achieved as demonstrated back in Ancient Greece. I failed to understand this bit of education.

In my great imagination, I also mentioned to my daddy about how the smart community is manufactured to appear inept to the general public and world at large, but in fact are still in active surveillance at all times by sharing data among each other here and abroad in the capacity of doing international business as usual.

Second, my life is good. My lifestyle is celibate as would be a nun. And I’m prayerful for whatever is God’s will, because Father Knows Best!

Third I have no friends and no headache from extra responsibilities, except the usual familiar noise of love ones annoying each other.

Fourth I’ve gotten tummy aches and the runs for the past two weeks. I don’t know what happened. I probably have been taking too much probiotics supplements for bloated gaseous guts, eating too little for loosing weight, taking honey in hot water and coffee, ate the second piece of birthday cake of Herr Maestro, or couldn’t adjust to the colder temperature without sufficient clouting. (I noticed my tummy would ache after eating birthday cakes.)

Fifth the donations of old and unwanted stuff is completed with smaller items and larger items, such as furnishings, still pending.

Sixth singing is going well. I keep forgetting to relax my vocal cords and to sing naturally – upward and outward. I still have heightened anxiety when performing in public. I know my hands still shake asks my heart rate goes above 100bpm.

Seventh my weight is going down, thanks to the nutritional system of controlled packaged foodstuff. As a result my edema off the lower extremities is gone and so is my tearing right eyeball. I think a few millimeters of fat pressed against my tear ducts area, cause the clog and tears. I feel better and less stressed. And I’m able to do a little bit of exercise.

Eighth regarding whistle blowing. Pieces of paper won’t help serve fairness or justice. This much I definitely know. Hearsay can be denied. This much I definitely know. That’s why it’s NOT that happens unto moi, but what will happen to y’all for taking advantage of the situations, knowing full well the burden and price. God knows stuff too.

Ninth I’m bitter, vindictive, bored, and ungrateful. Yet I wonder if I should laugh. Never mind. It’s getting late. Good night.

Hiss.