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Welp, I was reviewing my OLD Yahoo Messenger archives from way back. Lo and behold, TPTB and pals, err, I meant the Lawd Gawd has triggered my memories.

I was reviewing five (5) .dat files that I could NOT identify. All of my known .dat files and .hst files have been converted and archived for humoring of my favorite alphabet soup agencies, who still owe unto moi an grand scheme of hexplanations. Those files which I have NOT been smart enough to have saved have been archived in other Save-As formats – the long way!

Anyway, I had to browse online and downloaded ONE .exe software application program, which only works in a Windows environment. And as mentioned in my previous blog post here, my brain was smart enough to buy a CHEAP ass refurbished or open-box laptop for a few hundred dollars for these .exe files. The processing speed is fast enough for my patience – thank goodness,

And as a constant reminder, that y’all are MY sunshines. You are MY angel. Yup. I guess. I do NOT know. Whatever. Moving on.

If you happenstance to have saved your copies, that one and only YM date was 20071213 in the morning. That was over freaking twelve years ago and I have NOT chatted with you since that time because I sensed that y’all needed your own alone times with your family. And as an OUTSIDER, I understood my role was to STAY AWAY; so that y’all can work out your problems and such. And I sensed that I would have added as a distraction or something like that –  to your ‘mission’ was the word that came into my small mind or something like that.

I guess I was forced, err, trained to ‘comply’ at a spiritual level and without the recall, recollection, or understanding to my existence, purpose, whatever.

20191030-2052. Welp, my daddy is happy and that’s important. So last night I willed, err, predicted a programming that the stylized snake logo team would win tonight’s baseball game. My daddy loves the underdogs. And so it is. When I see or hear grown men cry, that’s touching. Just saying that anything is possible, except the broadcast transmission keeps pausing, freezing, or cutting out.

Well, I have received the confirmation email for a two-day temp job from hell doing IT support work.

I’ll be doing some lifting and that’s fine since I’ve been doing exercises for the arms and backs and lower extremities as if I’m surfing – deep knee squats and such.

As a result of doing LOW calorie diet and some exercises, I’ve lost 14.5 in one month. That’s mostly water/fluid retention and the feeling is like having a difficult time breathing and squishy feet while walking.

But so yeah that’s about it other than the beautiful cold weather. Oh, I have to go shopping but my daddy wants to destroy the only persimmon tree in our backyard. I think he is possessed. But I might have misheard him this morning and he appears to be harvesting instead. My bad.

So I said the prayer to bind whatever abusive spirit entered him during his growing years. Heck, most of his siblings were messed up. And I did wonder why psychos are allowed to propagate. I noticed that the really nicer humanz do NOT propagate. I guess the Lawd Gawd is merciful to these souls.

Hiss.

Well, everything is going well. Thank you, God for the blessings and abundance, though I am still UNDER and unemployed.

Today, I’ve emailed two different recruiters probably from the SAME office site by replying with the same texted script. One called me back; while the other emailed inquiring of my shirt size. So far both have NOT provided further details of the five-hour, one-day gig, such as the company name, address location, on-site supervisor name and cellphone number. I’m NOT gonna remind these chumps! That’s how pissed off I am!

So yesterday a church lady whom MOST parishioner reported to us as hating, has called me up on or about 1003 in the morning and inquired if the RO is still active. I said that I can call the police and have her arrested. She said initially that the husband of a parishioner passed away and that they were short of Communion or Eucharist ministers. In my mind, y’all are fucked up. I heard tears clog her vile throat when fools like her dare to challenge the active RO. I’m really sick of our local church. The politics is so thick that I’ve lost faith in prayers altogether!

The cat lover knows about my FB account, which lists my MIDDLE name and a photo of our burned down local church in the background. I’ve already shared with both cat lovers – the photo containing of visiting blackish crow raven birds. That photo targets the name of MY drive in the background. Use that data to map the church up north along MY long stretch of road, which is my MIDDLE name. Y’all can also visit http://www.legacy.com and pull up my LAST name, which lists our local church several.

That place is crawling with crazy and stupid humanz who tolerate other crazy and stupid humanz like her. I’m stuck there as a main choir member and back-up accompanist, and mainly because that’s my daddy’s happiness and only outlet to the outside world of social contacts. Maybe I’m complaining and whining too much. My apologies for being an IDIOT! Those fools owe my parents thousands of dollars for shutting up the fool. Seriously, I’m pissed.

Anyway, Respondent has erected a structure against our structure for three days with Saturday being the last day. I wonder if there is a code violation. Whatever. I keep praying for hope and whatever else is deemed necessary to keep the peace.

Oh, and My San Jose app is active as I continue to report stuff on and for behalf of the taxpaying property owners. Come to think of it, this is a community effort, meaning I’m doing this for the neighbors and NOT for myself. So for the investigators and detectives – y’all are fools as whatever happens to me does NOT matter and I’m willing to die for getting stuff done around this old damned neighborhood. I’m NOT a scared cat but I do NOT care anymore. If SF is a dump, then maybe SJ deserves it fate as stupid and crazy trolls are dumping their crap wherever. Even the homeless concerns outreach folks can NOT do anything about the humanz whom I’ve reported. So I’m done with y’all. Good riddance!

Hiss.

20191027-0147. https://youtu.be/gLmPxpscC88 – Difference Between Alertness & Awareness | Sadhguru by Shemaroo Spiritual Life.

On 10/25, my daddy received an email about his updated estimate which is one-percent of Southern and Eastern India.

On 1023, I received an email about my updated estimate which is one-percent of Northern and Western India.

20191026-2010. http://messiahmews.blogspot.com/2019/10/seen-in-sky-in-texas.html

The other humanz at ground zero do NOT seem to notice as they seem to go about their own business.

20181025-2341. Well today went well. I tried to be positive in reply to my dad’s inquiry if we could leave early for today’s two activities of walking around the mall or the rotunda in front of the y’all statue and attend noontime mass – both of which we missed due to my spontaneous combustion, err, change of plans. But I knew that he couldn’t be rushed or reminded that we are almost always late.

Just when we were about to leave, I read my email messages, err, listened to a voicemail message from this morning and I had to return the phone call of what sounded like an elderly woman. And so the phone rang and rang. And she answered, gave me the address, and my dad and I stuffed his trunk with the bags and one bag of donations which later weighed twenty seven pounds.

I was still disturbed, err, bothered, err, frustrated that we had accumulated so much stuff that we cannot handle is care and maintenance or simply don’t use these items. I was encouraged to donate after Monday’s visit  to a medical supplier where I inquired where I could donate excellent/new to good medical equipments and supplies.

The woman gave me the name but she didn’t know the exact address which I looked up online later that same Monday I called the office and they accepted the machines but not the supplies. So  on Tuesday we drove to the place and donated the two medical equipments along their own bags and I got my signed receipt as my only souvenirs of the leg work.

Then the natural process of donating the medical supplies was next and I searched online for another non-profit organizations that would accept donations for distributing to those on need and on Tuesday I emailed the detailed items – product description, quantity, conditions, and other stuff.

Now I have gained an empty plastic bin for storing more stuff. Eventually I hope to keep my personal belongings limited to the walk-in closet because I can’t treasure it anymore.

Hiss.

20191025-1354. http://dailymessenger.blogspot.com/2019/10/cuban-embassy-evacuated-due-to-voice-to.html

Two nights ago, after hearing two whistles, I looked up the time stamp on my computer and it read at around 23:34:11. Them last night I heard the same sound coming from somewhere. And this is done while I’m sitting in front of my computer and staring at the monitor.

So long ago, I’ve experienced what could be a lucid dream as I was lying down and trying to drift off to sleep or about to awaken, when I heard a stern low voice from a male inside my head. It was normal and I wasn’t afraid but fascinated.

201910/4-0505. http://valenciabrocode.blogspot.com/2019/10/james-bond-is-now-black-chick.html

The Amazing LUCAS disagrees with changing characters especially characters in DC and MU. That’s incorrect and extremely opposite of what was originally created to be a whitish male human, and NOT a blackish MIGTOW or whatever. If women are that strong, they shouldn’t be in the kitchen making sandwiches and instead hunting for food with the boys. Never mind.

20191023-2046. http://dailymessenger.blogspot.com/2019/10/they-are-turning-off-our-power-for-next.html

Oh hark! Take cover. Shhiitttzzz! Be well.

20191023-2106. Okay while trying to depressurize in front my of damn computer and while my daddy is trying to enjoy MLB all by himself, I can’t help but wonder if y’all really violating your spiritual policy by snooping on my privacy! About half and hour ago, we had finished dinner. And prior to dinner, I mentioned to my daddy that I had received a notification on my smartphone via The Weather app at around 15:15 pm today and I didn’t notice the notification. Lo and behold, you posted two blogs to this effect.

IS THIS MATHEMATICALLY POSSIBLE? OMG! Are y’all the real deal? No matter. My pain in the neck a karmic debt has been bothering for the past week until next week’s chiropractic visit. Yesterday , I had a 20 minute Chinese massage from the mall and my daddy called twice because I was delayed. The massage help but the chiropractor can probably do better. Until I get fixed again for my potty mouth and vile attitude, I’ll suffer in blogging silence. Touche!

20191023-1107. http://valenciabrocode.blogspot.com/2019/10/men-are-broke-women-most-affected.html

So while my prayers may NOT always be SINCERE, I did pray if I am allowed to adopt a dog, a deadbeat kind that can cook, clean, and iron my clothes when I come home from work. I would have to be the primary driver of the household as I need to be controlled over my vertigo inside closed confined spaces. My expectation is for my man to guide and direction my faulty decision-making because of uncertainty and years of training to depend on my elders for the go signals.

But my former supervision, an elderly Chinese from prior to Y2K gig, told me do NOT do that to your parents, meaning get a childless single unmarried guy and to invite her to my marriage, if any.

So far I’m broke due to going broke to Group One and Group Two. And so I told Das Squirrel that I’m probably blacklisted from ever working ever again. He said nope, meaning that’s far-fetched. Now that I’m broke I guess I should look for work.

But why can’t I find good work? Because the Lawd Gawd probably won’t allow me to leave my daddy whom I heard winced once in disappointment that I wouldn’t come home for lunch during my temp job from hell which I thought was gonna hire me full-time permanently!

But no, that didn’t happen as with most gigs. I really only work two full-time permanent jobs spanning four years each. The rest were dependent on my elderly parents. I was literally a fat kid living in a faux basement or upstairs and now downstairs because I’m getting rid of stuff and lightening the load upstairs in case of the big earthquake, if any, since this one wall seems to support the upstairs from falling.

Anyway, I do NOT understand this MGTOW or its rune-like symbol on right. I have NO idea there are those freaks who would undermine normal family structures and values. As a long-time reader, y’all really did NOT know what or who you’d get yourselves involved with one such creature? That’s far-fetched but a reality.

20191023-0053. http://dailymessenger.blogspot.com/2019/10/all-cellular-phone-service-down-in.html

Well after I prayed yesterday, I posted my blog update here. What I failed to mentioned was the sound of the usual deep sounding copter. Then again I cannot recall if I said the prayers during the daytime or the night-time. So upon hearing the copter at night obviously is the normal times for them to outta and play, I prayed again and visualized cutting the cords between them the principalities in high places. That’s all. I assume that the butt heads in Sedona would understand NOT to mess with God.