20230905-0007. Honestly, there is no more joy. I feel nothing, really.
Everything is meant to happen without me trying to change anything.
Therefore, nothing seems to bring tears of joy to my eye.
Month: September 2023
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Blog boredom
20230903-1640. I blog NOT because I seek attention or want to earn money on my blogs. I blog because I’m bored and have all the free time in the world to share whatever personal experiences or juicy details that happen in my life.
I blog to share whatever knowledge that I’m supposed to unload, mostly in the spiritual sense. I do have some deep legal matters that I’d like share online but that’s something that I would have to take to my grave unfortunately. It’s for real.
Blogging helps me to upload my fears and anxiety. I do have stress about the unknown, such as what others are thinking about and if their thinking is about me – am I too fat and ugly and stupid – or about my blogging – and, of course, about other important matters, such as finding employment for essentials such as food and rent.
I blog because I enjoy typing and in this way I am able to keep up with my “communications skills” which I severely lack as far as verbal expressions and of which “blogging” acts as some sort or surrogate to reaching an invisible audience.
I’ve disabled the comments and likes to avoid criticism, something that I can’t handle in person and something that I can control – at least this are some the features allowed by the host of my blogs. That’s all.
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An audio phone call
Daily writing promptInterview someone — a friend, another blogger, your mother, the mailman — and write a post based on their responses.20230903-1620. Well, there really is nobody to interview but I can make up a post here based on his audio phone call earlier this afternoon my local time.
He’s someone who does live shows (or broadcasts through the internet as a podcaster), is writing a book, builds his armor of GOD to protect against the wickedness and snares of the devils, and orders news supplies for his shielding to survive the ongoing attacks by nefarious players or demonz.
He’s someone that broke the news which inevitably got him banned on ScrewTube and FakeBook, after reaching over a billion viewers.
He’s someone that mentioned familiar topics like chemtrails, 5G, and GMOs – subjects that I’ve barely learned about over the course of 20 years, and whereupon I’ve met MANY spiritually-gifted subjects in my region and other parts of the world.
These are Christians. He is Christian who takes offense at those who do NOT know the Bible by heart and understand what it takes to be Christian – which is to bind and seal demonz.
Ministry has taken on a new form – by which newbies like me come onboard unknowingly and unwittingly at the behest of Our Almighty Father and GOD in Heaven.
He has been broadcasting for over 10 years. But for the past three years (effective 12/20/2020) after he had a VERY close encounter with hostile species, he has since moved from the mountains where he almost died by these aliens and now lives with a family to continue a mission to fight back against the forces of darkness.
With that said, I am honored to have met him NOT in person but by reaching out my paws to him in support of his ministry since August 2022, I believe. Like most of these priestly/spiritual warriors, I usually receive one-off emails until the next time. But for him, I’ve NOT met anyone willing to talk with me – something that I barely had enough strength to listen or focus to stay awake for no more than 15 minutes of my attention span.
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Just okay
20230901-2010. I feeling “just okay”, meaning I took a late-afternoon power nap after eating a filling late lunch of jalapeño or chili or lime salmon with fresh fruits and salad and white steamed rice.
So I guess I was exhausted from eating and had to it sleep off. And now my dad is warming up his late supper but will NOT join him again like yesterday, because I am still full from lunch.
That’s how I’ll loose some weight: by skipping lunch and dinner. That’s all.
