Month: October 2010

  • 20101004-Weathery Ways

    The whole day was cloudy and cold. I was imprisoned at work for the most part. I hate work. I hate working. I hate this temp job from hell. I hate TPTB. They keep lying to me. They keep holding what does not belong to them. They will sell their souls to me. I will eat their children. (Whatever.)

    Anyway, I managed to walk 45 minutes with Theresa during lunchtime. We went counter-clockwise around the eBay area. She talked about her husband laughing like one of the boys around his family – cousins/in-laws. And of course they talked about women and she felt he was degrading himself to their level and embarrassing his family and her as his wife.

    All I could do I listen and offer my insight based on Maw’s feedbacks and stories of other women going through the same things in life. All the while, I heard my huffs and puffs – the sounds of someone clogged in the arteries – which is probably due to my unchecked high cholesterol and triglycerides levels. It runs in the family. If I die early from a heart attack, you all know why.

    My pace was faster today because my toes, aches and pains were not present, not even the usual smile of a friendly person, who probably got turned off after I scolded Lucus, the mucus, last Friday evening. I was being especially loud and combative. I’m a fire sign and anyone who pisses me off will get burned. I told you already, folks. Don’t f^ckin get in my way either! Damn morons!

    And the weather reflected my feelings perfectly on this fine Monday.

  • love | evol

    “The Impossible Dream”
    – The unreachable star!

    How I wonder
    Where thou art?

    Some say Within.
    Some say Without.

    I say:
    Love is evol.

    It’s spelled backwards.

    To mean evolution.
    And change is good.

    Instead of moving forward,
    I’m stepping backwards.

    Fearful of loving.
    For fear of evil.

    To live:
    It’s also evil.

  • 20101004-Noticing Numbers

    While waiting for the streetlight to turn green, I decided to review my one and only message, which my voicemail messaging system announced as being received today at 4:44pm. (Side note: It’s the only message because it appears that the thugs stopped calling due to their “policy”.) The cellphone call was from a famous friend and I hope his “root canal” goes well. He seems to be having problems with his “teeth” (AGAIN). He should just have those rotten teeth of his pulled out once and for all. With less teeth he could restrict his diet by eating softer food and loose LOTS of weight.

    Anyway, I feel the big guy could loose some weight. Landy said all he did was sit in front of the television all day and doesn’t go out. But I know the guy goes golfing when he has to. When I met the guy years ago, he seemed to have some trouble walking. But he did walk rather straight and somewhat fast but with a side-way gait because of his VERY thick thighs. I do recall his jumping FAST out of the shower from the right door and to the left when Landy and I surprised him one morning.

    Also, I recall the guy ordering fast food for that leach Landy and himself. The big guy was seated in the passenger seat up front and I noticed him looking at the mayonnaise, which he commented about not liking in his food. From the back seat, I said either out loud or mentally that mayonnaise tasted good in the food because it makes the food (especially the dry ones) go down easier. My mouth was watering because I didn’t want the guy to pay for my food, unlike that sucker Landy.

    So whatever happens to his health, I hope he gets better. It’s really a shame that everything is “moving along” slowly because I’m sick and tired of working at the temp job from hell with Lucus and his mucus pals. He coughed at my desk area prior to leaving for this evening at work. I really want to punch that kid’s face. He is such as FOB, like MOST Asians and their stupid coughing and spitting traditions. Only Steve talks straight English around here WITHOUT any accent. Now that guy has beautiful smiling eyes. I like him better.

  • 20101004-Noticing Numbers

    At around 10:35am, I came across the number 144,000 for Q4! It is a project to allocate products and the sum can be seen in the following screenshot:

    Q4 - 144,000
    Q4 – 144,000
  • 20101004-More Spooks

    For the past week or so, I noticed two to three vehicles would leave their corner stake-out whenever the three of us would leave our driveway. They are one block north of us and across the intersection of MY long road.

    Their vehicles are two white utility trucks and one red colored truck. The two white trucks look like painters. One has a ladder-like contraption on its trunk and the other one is like a Dodge caravan. They would take off from their parked location and turn right (westbound) on MY long road.

    I flicked them off several times. They appear to be wearing white overalls, too. To the SJPD, get them!

  • 20101003-More Spooks

    Well, Inday had sat with the three of us during yesterday evening’s mass. That is unlike her and that could only mean she lost her driver’s license or has failed the DMV tests many times! She was not consistent in the frequency of taking the test, which Maw took twice and passed, missing only three.

    So we drove her home. But the twosome knows she is up to something. And sure enough at around noontime or so today, she had “accidentally” called us three times. She left two voicemail messages for someone by the name of Manang Mel, which almost sounded like the words “an angel”. But we were calmly shopping at two malls.

    One was exchanging a pair of 1/4 tcw earrings for 1/2 – 10K earrings. Maw lost one pair on 9/29/2010, eighteen days after Paw bought it for her 70th birthday present. The new pairs are, of course bigger and shinier, too. It was 50% off, too! Next time we will go to Asian jewelers. They have more yellow gold, thicker posts and bigger rocks.

    The other mall was shopping for $100 worth of clothes, mostly mine. Thanks Paw! Then we went to eat Halo-Halo. It was freezing cold and so was the balmy winds today. Lots of puffy clouds and crispy blue skies were around after a brief morning of fog and waking up late, too.

  • Explain It

    So I was at Maw’s bedroom a few minutes ago and she asked me:

    “How is your [project] going from September? Just get out of it!”

    I walked away quickly and let out a yelp instead and went to the bathroom and pooped!

    How am I going to explain to her what is the meaning behind: “Everything Is Going Great”? How can I explain to everyone if what I’ve been through thus far is a spiritual experience or a close encounter or other unknown combination?

    Perhaps, the illusion is just that: chasing the wind.

    I’ve lost everything.

  • 20101003-Tweaking Again

    Bahaha! Like my feed showing each article as a summary, my “front/home” page now shows less than EXCERPTS! It’s sheer torture to “force” readers to “Read more” by clicking on each blog/post/article entry! My purpose was to eliminate long entries and to the focus of my sidebars, which contain blogroll links to orgone vendors and such.

    Thanks to the WordPress.com Custom CSS Upgrade, I’ve made my weblog pretty again. It has Donna’s favorite colors of purple (for the header) and green (for the sidebar headers). As a result, I cannot get the purple as a border around the site because of the hard-coding of the original theme designer. The fonts are basic black against white background for her sake again.

    The WordPress.com theme used (AGAIN) is:

    Sandbox 0.6.1 by Andy Skelton & Scott Allan Wallick

    A theme with powerful, semantic CSS selectors and the ability to add new skins.

    I like this theme because it has the templates for ARCHIVES and LINKS. Other themes have one or the other. Plus, I require my TIME/DATE STAMP to appear on both the “body.home” and “body.single” elements. So I’m keeping this one for awhile until I get bored with the layout. Sheesh!

  • Priceless Poops

    After pooping small bits and while reading my favorite book on common sense, I realized what I’ve done. I’m the one who should have been feeling sad and angry and hateful. But it doesn’t matter because it’s not material anymore. It’s all gone.

    • The $144,000 was part of a special project: Each dollar represented a soul. It was already written in the Bible.
    • The $300 was for his Uncle’s funeral.
    • The $4,000 was also part of the project.
    • The itemized expenses amounted over $100,000.

    The rest is to start over anew. That’s the price of being nice.

  • Traveler’s Test

    Teleportation. That is what Landy did on August 21, 2000.

    He had phoned in earlier to give me a flight number, which did NOT match the list online. But I drove to SFO to pick him up. I went to the area where I assumed he would be. The people in Hawaiian attire were just coming out of the general waiting area.

    I quickly scanned the faces of those whose flight number closely matching but NOT exactly his arrival. Slowly I made my way into the general waiting area to my right and stood directly in front of the doorway leading from the airplane. One by one each passenger came out but there was no sight of Landy.

    I left the area disgusted and in wonderment. I figured he got out too early for me to see and decided to wander around the area and scan for his damn face. But he was nowhere in the crowd.

    So I decided to go to the restrooms. In the distance, there were two doors – the Men’s on my left and the Women’s on the right.

    I kept thinking several times in my : “Landy! Where are you?”

    As I made my way directly towards middle of the two doors, I noticed a distortion to my visual field. There was a momentary grayness to my senses. I may have paused or walked even slower at this point. My sight was still focused forward.  I was still walking deliberately slow, thinking Landy would catch sight of me.

    Then suddenly I saw Landy “step through” slightly from the Men’s restroom and standing directly in between the two doors. But that was impossible because another guy was already coming out of the door, which was already closing – too close for a person to come out.

    I barely recognized him until he smiled and told me:

    “I thought you would never come!”

    In other words, it was a test to see if I would believe in his lie and to do whatever it takes to be there for a “friend”. And the first red flag was the flight number. The second red flag was the no-show. The third red flag was the biggest joke – his sudden appearance.

    After ten slong years, I believe Landy is a reptoid, too. Here are some noticable features that I recall:

    • His buck teeth prominently displayed in an overbite, which is typical of a Brit.
    • His bad mouth of using foul language over the phone while talking to one of his contact for not getting another “money mule” to pay.
    • His spitting sounds and spittle that would come out when he gets angry.
    • His CONSTANT coughing sounds, which he claims is due to asthma.
    • His flicking tongue – left and right – across to top row of his teeth.
    • His empty kisses and a darting tongue.

    I now recall how we conversed about he did interview me and I did mention my belief in extraterrestrials. That was three times in the Westgate Mall in Saratoga, CA – near the elevators to the Burlington Coat Factory; in front of new store being built at that time – Tova; and on a mattress display inside the Burlington Coat Factory.

    His was the first of many contacts. His was the first of two teleportation experiences: The second one involved a fly landing in my glass of milk with at least five government helicopters showing up the following night. I’ve blogged about the fly in another post. I wonder if most of my CONTACTS are at least HUMAN.

  • Small Fry

    And the little girl with a little voice, squealed in delight at the sleeping form:

    “I love Hibby! I love Hibby! I love Hibby!”

    Hibby may be a small fry but he’s a little giant with a big heart.

    Note: A “hibbie” is a Filipino product of salty small fries (or small fishes).

  • 20101002-Weathery Ways

    The early morning was cloudy, just like yesterday. After upsetting Maw earlier this morning, I managed to wash the laundry and vacuum the interior of my car. The sun shield has a foam-like backing that SHED upon my dashboard and everywhere else! Then I took a quick breakfast burrito because I didn’t want ulcers of the stomach, which was feeling acidic and hungry.

    Later, I hung some clothes to dry and saw that the debris from the eycalyptus tree needed to be swept clear with my almighty electric blower. I then took a good shower and found myself taking a mid-afternoon nap until 1:00pm today. The weather cleared to as crispy, clear blue skies!

    The sun shone brightly through the opened blinds to the computer bedroom, where I laid my wet head to rest. The air was cool enough and VERY refreshing that I felt energized and less irritated after having awoken around midnight to 2:00pm and never getting back to sleep.

    Maw had disappeared to the beauty parlor to get her perm done and to rant about my brother, the girl and me. I had decided the parakeets needed a shower, which they got under the VERY HOT sun rays, which cooked them dry under some shades of my hanging laundry. Pimon looked drenched and hardly moved. The others seemed to either escape the garden hose or enjoyed some water. I was sweating underneath my high-collared vest.

    When I went to get the drying towel Maw came through the garage door. She had a frown on her face and darkness envelope her energy. Some people will never get over their demons or the fact that the Chinese girl failed to visit WEEKLY as is proper for someone who honors her husband’s side. Figures.

    So the nice day and nice nap did wonders despite this early morning’s ATTACKS.