At 12:29am, there appears another silverfish crawling underneath and now to the left of the west-facing windows. I’ve been listening, rating and adding ukele YouTube.com videos as my favorite. There are lots of talent out there in the world. I’ve yet to PERFECT one friggin’ musical piece that is worthy enough to post via my YouTube.com account. Alas, it seems that my fingers are not PROFESSIONAL enough. Perhaps flicking off is my forte instead.
Month: February 2010
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20100201-Lunch Joke
The boy came over for lunch that day and Paw offered him some fruits.
`Here, have some. It’s good`.
~Paw
`No! It’s cantaloupe!`
~Old soul
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20100202-Disclosure Imminent
While lurking online and listening to CoastToCoastAM.com, I came across a thread about disclosure of extraterrestrial life. Now my mind came up with scenarios about why extraterrestrials are already here and why they hide behind the masks as human beings.
Have you seen what people are capable of doing to other sentient species? People eat anything, including their own kinds. That should tell you the nature of this planet and its design. Whoever or whatever is on the top most ladder of the food chain is master and mostly carnivorous.
Most sea life is strange looking – jellyfish, squids, shrimps, crabs, sea cucumbers, sea urchins, etc. And people continue to harvest these non-Kosher items. Why don’t people see that these critters are perhaps extraterrestrials?
So if the aliens happen to show up, wouldn’t these 2012 scammers warn us about being more morally and ethically conscious about how we treat our environment NOW instead of waiting for nothing?
Maybe people need to have lasers pointed at them before they CHANGE.
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20100202-Rainy Reminders
The evening has met another rain. The streets, trees, wildlife and buildings are wet, symbolic of Maw’s tearfulness, remembering how she and Paw struggled as first generation immigrants from the Philippines and recanting stories of ungrateful children who fought back without remorse.
`I don’t need credit. My role was to birth him and remind my children how to live a simple life, work hard and give thanks to God. But his arrogance continues in defiance against the hands that once fed him, not looking back and forgetting he chose his path.`
~Maw (02/01/2010)
`Look at your cousin Jo-rel. His father beat him up and still the boy chose his path, marrying four women and birthing four children – boy 1, girls 2 and boy 1. Through the years, it was our heartfelt prayers that helped you and your brother avoid unfortunate circumstances. We tried to tell both of you but you two didn’t listen either.`
~Paw (02/02/2010 in the car as we parked in the garage after today’s errands)
As mentioned in my previous blog entries, children are born little angels. But as they grow older, they wear devil horns, the proverbial thorns that pierce the hearts of loving parents who worked hard to raise, feed, clothe and shelter their children, who one day won’t forget where they came from – the GOOD HEARTS of parents who did the best they could, protecting their children from puss heads.
`Whenever we stop over, I would walk around, sight seeing with other sailors. But because I was thinking about my family back home and since we were too poor, I would not spend a penny but instead `stay aboard` the ship. My `Enlistment Bonus` for signing up with the United States Navy for six years was the money I used to marry your mother. My parents did not help me; for they were poor, too.
~Paw (02/02/2010 while eating his usual 21:30pm crackers and evening medication)
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20100202-Cloudy Day
Today is mostly cloudy but not that hazy look but with some small patches of white clouds and blue skies from behind. It’s a cool day and I feel sleepy from eating yet another large breakfast of carbohydrate and protein.
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20100202-Tightening Noose
Being a patriot of the Union means paying your TAXES, right? Well, while listening to `El Rushbeau` on our local radio station HOT TALK – 560 AM, he mentioned how:
- Democrats want to re-instate `death TAXES` (of 55%!!!) sooner this year.
- Charitable TAXES will be eliminated.
- The first $2,500.00 unemployment benefits starting 2010 will be TAXED.
- Payroll must withhold more TAXES for 2010, too.
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20100130-Buzzing Noise
After posting my blog entry titled `20100130-Controlled State, I turned in for bed late into that Saturday night because we were too sleepy to watch Saturday Night Live on television programming.
Immediately prior to drifting off to sleep, I hear a VERY high pitched and VERY loud but a distinct, steady tone and was so for a long time – the duration lasting approximately five seconds or so. ~This sound should have been deafening`, I thought to myself. But it was a good thing I went to sleep right away.
My mind interpreted at that time a cleansing after feeling spooked about an article about demon possession and levitation. That’s all.
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20100131-Buzzing Noise
One morning I felt slightly dizzy and almost as if to pass out while STILL lying in bed! On another day – that Sunday morning – my ears were buzzing again! The sound was loud enough not to annoy but more so to be noticed as something wrong. I figured the HAARP activities continued recently and strong ever since the Haiti earthquake. The sound continued until the end of Monday.
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20100201-Middle Grounded
The boy came over for lunch uninvited and brought over a bag of Sunkist Mandarin oranges from his wife, who is sick at home (again).
`The best thing to do is NOT to choose a side`.
~Old soul (02/01/2010)
So by this afternoon’s political affiliation of being conservative, he as chosen a side. In my observation and usual re-interpretation of my immediate surrounds and world at large, his words do NOT match what is in his mind or philosophy.
`Angels are compassionate`.
~A guest speaker from CoastToCoast.AM (Near-Death Encounters Monday January 25, 2010)
Alas, like anything spiritual, ghost, demons or things that go bump in the dark, like him hitting his head at least twice during going downhill at high speed on his bicycle, they, their thoughts and their very beings are loved, nonetheless.
For without knowing what is bad or good or if such words fully describe the existence of those persons or things, there is only being – either of LOVE or of EVOL.
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20100201-Still Family
Although we are not as interactive as a close-knit family ought to be by my standards, the girl can understand. I’ve observed her connecting to us from far away, through foodstuff – bread, mandarin, mangoes, flowers, cards, etc. These little tokens are appreciative as I send her my thoughts of love and blessings.
Regardless of how wrathfully I doth bloggeth so; be it known that God works in mysterious ways. For me this is proper respect and a constant reminder that love doesn’t mean to be present everyday for friggin’ 24/7! For others it is NOT enough and requires lots of high maintenance, such as conversation, photos, videos, chatting, etc.
Since she is born in the month of July, I sense that she is particularly sensitive to the needs of others – those, whom she would admit as far as gifting people at weddings – who deserve goodies. Alas, I see this as a two-way street. And yes she lacks understanding in certain areas but mostly she means well.
I see much needs to be learned by the boy, whom a `sensitive` friend of his claims to be of an old soul. He is not but rather a young soul, full of material stuff that justifies his existence. He doesn’t realize his wife is like her brother, a reptoid, whose constant licking of lips and flicking of tongue show who he really is on the inside.
If I’ve not mentioned before, Andy (her relative) was talking to Maw. Then I noticed her looking in my direction from the other side of the sofa, confirming that I should taste the chocolate. Later, Hansen and she confirmed with each other that they heard, which really meant they heard me telling Hansen to SHUT UP from my mind! You see, he wouldn’t stop talking, interrupting while Andy was talking INTELLIGENTLY to Maw.
Over the weekend or prior to that, I mentioned to my bio-units how black sheep of the family and most especially SEVERELY insecure people would try very hard to fit into a box or at least belong to a set or group to support his worldview, such as bicycling hard-core and such.
I see how jumpy they are but also very intelligent. Again, these are various expressions of ego. I’ll have nothing of egoistic people with; only thoughtful regards of their existence and prior to having dementia, which in all defines who we are, where we are and WTF we are here and how come we don’t get!
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20100201-More Spooks
Well, the boy came over and starting poking fun at old timers with hypertension and high-blood tension, not considering how he might contribute to their heart attacks. His conversation is getting weirder.
- Complaint: Torn ligament (?) in left knee for four months; yet to be checked by medical doctor.
- Solution: Stop repetitious activities, like hiking and biking long distances.
- Denial: Still claims to be fine IN HIS HEAD only by keeping active but is physically OLD and worn out.
- Truth: His injuries are not by SHTF circumstances but karma informing him to STOP IT!
His getting hurt by his own ego to show off to people in his Facebook.com account triggered Maw’s emotions.
- Complaint: Claims that his parents still get into fights.
- Observation: Compared his wife fingering the boy in front of us old timers, ILLEGALLY DUMPING into our backyard before their marriage and his cussing at his wife in return for her stupidities with Maw’s verbiages to Paw, never once badmouthing in return.
- Denial: Doesn’t see heated disagreements of old timers in their OWN home compared to the newlywed’s nastiness IN THE HOME of the old timers. Get it?
- Truth: He too needs to apologize for accusing old timers in their own home and for popping over uninvited!
Dammit, Lindsey! If you hate us so much, why did you marry him, tolerating his behavior, too! WTF? It’s only going to get worse!
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20100201-Divorced Nutter
At around 08:06am, I opened the garage to back out my car. Then I saw the divorced nutter hosing down her white, Honda CR-V. She went in and out her garage three times while I re-parked my car in front of our home.
For about two minutes, I watched her as I revved the engine, giving more juice to the cold battery. Through the frosted windshield, I also wagged my tongue. Then I walked fast up the driveway, hoping she would not come out of her garage and thankfully made it inside the parked car inside the garage.
Then I backed out my car and at the same time L0L!ND@ G@L! ran hurriedly to check her mailbox, in which, once again as mentioned in my previous blog entries, mail is delivered not around 14:00pm but currently around 11:00am daily, except Sundays and maybe holidays.
I recall having my window rolled down halfway and enough so that I could shout softly: `YOU CRAZY, DIVORCED NUTTER!`
At the railroad intersection, I waited for the streetlight to turn green. From the left sideview mirror, I could see her signaling left and into my general direction. When I saw that she would turn into my exit, I decided to make a U-turn, back into MY ROAD.
As our cars intersected in opposite direction, I saw that she turned her head in my direction. Normally, strangers would NOT turn their head. But LoL!ND@ G@L! did just, knowingly. And with my window still rolled down half-way, I shouted again: `YOU CRAZY, DIVORCED NUTTER!`
Oh and for the reference to the SJPD: her house number is 1335. Her presence next door to us is devaluing our neighborhood. Maybe I should spread the word around to those wishing to sell their houses. They might not like what they hear! Anyway, she needs to leave. A good smudging is necessary, too.